Setahun berlalu

Wah3... dah setahun lebih x update blogku ini...
Nak update ja ada saja halangan...
hik3...(penyakit M sbenarnya!)

12 April, 20 tahun yg lalu

12 April 1991...

20 tahun dah berlalu.... 

rasa macam baru semalam jadi saksi mak hembus nafas terakhir....

20 tahun berlalu

Rindu dendam pada mak makin lama makin mendalam...

Makin lama makin parah...

Untuk Mak di sana, kriman doa rindu dari anakmu....

Al-fatihah

Mama X Suka Dua.... Adib X Suka Lima....

Mama; Mama x suka 2 benda

            SATU. Abang suka buat Adik
            DUA. Abang suka nangis

Adib; Adib x suka 5!

          SATU. Mama suka marah Abang
          DUA. Mama suka marah Abang
          TIGA. Mama suka marah Abang
          EMPAT. Mama suka marah Abang
          LIMA. Mama suka marah Abang

...tp mama x boleh gigit...saye keras....

Had a conversation with adib last nite....

Mama; Muka Adib macam muka abah la
Adib; Dakla, macam muka mama la
Mama; Dak, mama tgk mcm muka abah ja
Adib; Hai, muka mama la.... kan mama makan adib!
Mama; Bila mama makan adib?
Adib; la....kan mama makan adib sama annur, kan adib baby dok perut mama! 
Mama; OoOoOo
Adib; ha, tu la... mama makan adib.... tp mama x boleh gigit, sebab saye keras!
Mama; yg tu mama ngandung la, abang... bukan mama makan abang!

Anak Bujang Mama

Sian anak mama....

Semalam masa mama sakit, Abang tolong picit kepala mama, Abang tolong urut badan mama.... Hilang semua kesakitan mama bila dalam tidur rasa ada tangan kecik jelum kepala mama... bila mama buka mata; "Mama sakit ke? tu la, mama minum milo byk sgt...kan Adib dah kata?"

Arini....start kol 3pg...

Abang muntah, cirit x brenti....confirm, Abang bjangkit dgn mama.... 

Sian anak mama....

Sedih bila Abang kata, "Tolong picit pala Adib sat".... Abang, wpun Abang x suruh pun mama akan picitkan....

Kol 5 pg, Abang pesan pulak, "Mama, tolong talipon Mak Ciah, abaq Adib sakit".....

Adib...Adib....

02.03.2011

27.02.2007

i was told that i would be undergoing elective c-section for big baby, estimated weight 4kg... no wonder i gained weight for 20 kilos! and did had diabetic during pregnancy....according to the nurses, it was due to Anmum intake....patut la..to all mom-to-be...be aware, Anmum contains alot of sugar!

02.03.2007

8.00am

papa tolak mama ke OT...tup tap tup tap...my baby boy was born at 10.30am... menitik air mata mama saat dr tunjuk baby kat mama....cant help myself, immediately reminded me to Firdaus...only after a year he left us, Allah gave us another baby boy...how much i was blessed by Him...alhamdulillah

I gave his name, Adib 'Irfan b Manzoor.... 'Irfan...the name i had prepared for arwah firdaus before....

02.03.2011

and today, u're 4 years old already...how time flies....

mama loves u so much...as much as papa n adik loves u

hopefully abang will grow up to be ANAK SOLEH MAMA

and above all, like u always say....i know ANAK MAMA HEBAT!

i love u so much, abang

with every breath that i take....

18 februari 2006

18.2.2011
Al-fatihah...
Hepi besday, my baby boy....
How i wish u're here to celebrate dia very special day with Apang n Anggun....
5 years....hows time flies....feels like yesterday i felt ur very first kick....

Muhammad Firdaus,
i'm very sorry...
5 years ago, i didnt take the chance to see ur face, to touch u....for d very first and last time....
sorry, baby....i dont have the guts to hold u, to kiss u, to hug u...
n now, how i miss the moment i gave birth to u...

Muhammad Firdaus,
how i miss u everytime i see apang n anggun's smile....
everytime i hear them laughing...
everytime they gimme a big hug n a blow me a kiss....
everytime, darling...everytime....