曾沛慈 愛情怎麼喊停

不可以 不滿足你的好意
不能這麼厚臉皮
傻傻看你 還是想要更靠近
只怕再靠近 就一錯再錯的錯下去
不可以 糾纏著你的身影
不能再讓你為我擔心著急
我想要告訴你 我好喜歡你
都怪我控制不了自己
我努力壓抑可是愛情怎麼喊停
你身上的熱還在我的懷裡
拼命的擦掉痕跡 面對你認真的眼睛
原諒我忍住了眼淚冷漠無情
我努力忘記 可是愛情怎麼喊停
和你在一起就像是在陽光裡
快樂到不想分離 為了你什麼都願意
這一次讓我昧著良心
提前離去

不可以 捨不得你的好意
不能這麼厚臉皮
傻傻看你 還是想要更靠近
不能再靠近 難道要這樣的錯下去
不可以 糾纏著你的身影
不能再讓你為我擔心著急
多麼想要告訴你 我好喜歡你
都怪我控制不了自己
我努力壓抑可是愛情怎麼喊停
你身上的熱還在我的懷裡
拼命的擦掉痕跡 面對你認真的眼睛
原諒我忍住了眼淚冷漠無情
我努力忘記 可是愛情怎麼喊停
和你在一起就像是在陽光裡
快樂到不想分離 為了你什麼都願意
這一次讓我昧著良心 提前離去

我努力壓抑 可是愛情怎麼喊停
你身上的熱還在我的懷裡
拼命的擦掉痕跡 面對你認真的眼睛
原諒我忍住了眼淚冷漠到底
我努力忘記 可是愛情怎麼喊停
和你在一起就像是在陽光裡
快樂到不想分離 為了你什麼都願意
對不起讓我昧著良心
轉身離去
好烦啊。。。
Every time when I thought of my school and hostel fee, I just hope that I wouldn't have to care about all these. Maybe it is these few years, am already gonna be 23 this year, I would start to think of all these. Not only money, but also future. What job am I going to look for after graduation? What I would want to achieve in life? Plans for few years ahead. I always envy people who have in mind about all these, the answer to all these questions. Till now, am still not sure about what I really interested to do. I wouldn't want let my parents down，supporting my education wasn't as easy, especially currently for my Uni education. I always thought about why am I not born in a richer, not well rich but just enough to support my education or could say not have to worry about it at all. I know this is darm not right! How could I not count my blessing where there are many people around who are worst or equally bad. Yes, I do feel blessed to have my parents and family. I guess it is just thoughts that people might have also. The next thought that came is why I did not work hard enough to get a scholarship so that uni education wouldn't be a problem. And again, a work to explain which is limits. I have my own limits and I know the extend to my own abilities.  Always and never fail to try my very best. Oh well.. This is life I guess. We can't compare our lives with the other. And never do that as we would give us extra pressure/stress and it will affect our actions/feelings. I would treat all these as thoughts, just thoughts.
1 more year to go. I wish it would be smoothing. In the process, I would be able to get an answer to the next steps to take in my life.

So true?
At times when you couldn't come to a decision, you would always hope you would make the right decision in e end, isn't it?
Times when you met with difficulties, at the edge of giving up, you always hope that a miracle would happen, isint it?
觉得有点失败
我再也不要/会为了没有必要的事而弄得自己不开心，也何必为了羡慕别人拥有的，因为你会渐渐忘了自己为了什么而活。
我以慢慢学会控制自己的情绪。
开心，简单的生活是我现在想要的。
所以，我想要做我自己，也希望找到我想要的未来。

I'm Lixian, I'm who I'm, I'm me myself.



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