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That's me, SoFiE.

I'm friendly, weird, adorable and many more. If you want to find out, know me first!

I love sunsets, chocolates, ice creams and lots more.

But I hate cockroach, green tea and especially those who lies to my face!

I'm happily attached to my cutey sweety hunnn, whom i adore very much(=

To know more about me and my life, just read my blog aite??







Saturday, December 19, 2009

Sometimes i just thought of the past and realized how much i still cherish and treasure those happy moments with him...

















how i wish feelings could never change, except when they got stronger.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009
do you love me still???

Its been quite a while since i blog i guess. Too busy and too little time. Busy with work, taking up most of my time everyday. Thus, not much time left to do other things like spending time with him.

And because of that, sometimes i feel that both of us are getting apart slowly. We don't talk much lately and can get annoyed with each other easily. I hate when that happen. Almost all the time i will feel as if I'm the one at fault. Being the one that doesn't talk much and always throwing tantrums.

Maybe i don't deserve him..
Maybe he will be happier with someone else..
I don't know..

But after today, I'm still convinced that i still love him deeply. It will be very hard to leave him now.. Unless he's the one who wanted to leave. If that's the case, I've got nothing to say.

All that he needs to know now is that despite everything we've gone through, i love you! Always and forever! <3


Now the question left to be answered is... Do you love me still??

Friday, November 27, 2009

Came across this sweet entry as I was blog-hopping..


You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She's not perfect; you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break: her heart.

So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.



Maybe we should just ponder about this whenever we have an argument...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

That one incident makes me think this relationship all over again. That's the second time you did that to me. No one have ever did that to me, not even my parents. You are the first and hopefully the last. I know what you did is not as extreme as laying your hands on me or something more physical but... To me, it hurts. Not physically, but emotionally.

You're sorry. I know that. But somehow it still left a scar behind. Maybe as time pass by, the scar will heal slowly. We'll just have to wait and see. For now, I'm trying to hang on as much as I can. Coz like you know: If you think holding on is hard, wait until you try to let go.

Despite all of that, my feelings for you remain unchanged. Don't know why, perhaps maybe that's why they call love is blind. Just to be sure, i still love you my dear.. *Forever & Always*


Anw, on a lighter note, watched paranormal activity on sat & 2012 just now. What can I say. Nice shows. Paranormal was okay with some 'scary' scenes but too little i guess. 2012 was amazing with its effect and everything. Only don't really understand those geographical talks. I guess my secondary school lessons for geography have gone to drain. Haha. Next movie i want to watch would be Alvin & the chipmunks! Perhaps any romance movie? It's been some time since I watch romance...

Still tired from working 6 days a week. Sometimes I hope people around me know how tired I am after work. And not hoping too much from me and expect me to be happy and cheery all the time..

Right now, I'm missing all my friends!! Somehow i feel that I've ignored them since poly ends. Silly me. I shall catch up with them soon. Next week perhaps...


Ok la. Nothing else to blog i guess..
Till here..
Toodles~

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Too much work= Tired


Tired + Sleepy= Mood swings


Mood swings + Back aches= Irritated



Everything + you= Bad timing


Bad timing + us= ........