WHO YOU ARE

"Η αλήθεια είναι πως όλα τα άτομα στη ζωή σου θα σε πληγώσουν.." μου είχε πει κάποιος. Δεν τον πίστεψα και δεν μπορώ να πω πως και τώρα είμαι πεπεισμένος πως αυτό ισχύει εξ'ολοκλήρου. Στην καθημερινότητά μου περιτριγυρίζομαι από άτομα...στην ουσία από άτομα που εγώ ο ίδιος έχω επιλέξει. Οικογένεια, φίλοι, γνωστοί.. Με μερικά άτομα επιλέγουμε να έρθουμε πιο κοντά..ανοιγόμαστε. Όπως και  εγώ άλλωστε. Υπάρχει όμως ένα άτομο που πολλοί από εμάς ξεχνάμε να γνωρίσουμε... Μερικοί φοβούνται, άλλοι είναι πεπεισμένοι πως το γνωρίζουν τέλεια και άλλοι απλά αδιαφορούν...υπάρχει βέβαια και η κατηγορία εκείνων που κάθε λεπτό προσπαθούν να γνωρίζουν όλο και περισσότερο αυτό το μυστηριώδες άτομο...διότι όντως πρόκειται για μυστήριο. Πόσες φορές έχω πιάσει τον εαυτό μου να λέει πράγματα που δεν είχε σκεφτεί και να πράττει μόνο του.. Ακόμη και αυτή τη στιγμή που γράφω ορισμένες λέξεις και φράσεις βγαίνουν αυθόρμητα από το μυαλό μου χωρίς να τις ελέγξω...ακόμη μαθαίνω φαίνεται! "Ενδοσκόπηση" μου είπε κάποτε μια φίλη όταν της έκανα διάλογο για τη ζωή μας και για το τι είμαστε. Το συγκεκριμένο κορίτσι ήταν αρκετά κλειστό όμως τα λόγια της ήταν πάντα μετρημένα και σωστά, λογικά. Μου φάνηκε περίεργο αρχικά, αδιαφόρησα αλλά μετά κατάλαβα.. "Μερικοί φοβούνται ή αδιαφορούν" έγραψα επτά γραμμές πιο πάνω..απ'ότι φαίνεται και εγώ εκεί συγκαταλεγόμουν τότε. Μια λέξη εκφράζει όλη αυτή την κατάσταση..όλοι την έχουμε βιώσει και για αυτό μπορώ να υπογράψω. Είναι αδιανόητο και παράλληλα εκπληκτικό το πόσο μπορεί να σε αλλάξει. Δεν αρκεί παρά μια στιγμή για να συνειδητοποιήσεις πως και αυτή χρειάζεται στη ζωή σου. Και όταν φτάσει η στιγμή που θα γνωρίσεις το μυστηριώδες αυτό άτομο που κρύβεις μέσα σου...τον ίδιο σου τον εαυτό,  τότε μόνο θα μπορείς να την αξιοποιείς θετικά και εποικοδομητικά. Και μόνο τότε θα είσαι πραγματικά έτοιμος να αφήσεις τους άλλους να σε γνωρίσουν και να έρθεις πραγματικά κοντά τους! Ακόμη και αν σε πληγώσουν οι άλλοι εσύ θα ξέρεις ποιος είσαι..που πας και τι θέλεις! Διότι η ζωή δεν είναι μόνο άσπρο και μαύρο. 

Είναι μια μίξη από συναισθήματα και εμπειρίες που προκαλούνται από τα άτομα που έχεις δίπλα σου και προπαντός τον ίδιο σου τον εαυτό!! Εγώ προσωπικά νιώθω περήφανος που έχω βρει τα άτομα με τα οποία θέλω να ζω -- ότι και αν προϋποθέτει και έχει ως επακόλουθο αυτό ακόμη και αν χρειαστεί να υποφέρω για αυτά! Δεν είναι πολλά, όμως αξίζουν για εκατομμύρια!! Και ξαναεπιστρέφω λοιπόν εκεί όπου άρχισαν όλα: Τι και αν όλοι κάποια μέρα μας πληγώσουν; Αρκεί να καταλάβουμε πως η βασικότερη σχέση απ'όλες είναι αυτή που έχουμε με τον ίδιο μας τον εαυτό...και όταν κάποιος αγαπήσει το εσύ που εσύ αγαπάς τότε είναι απλά υπέροχο!! Γιαυτό και εγώ προσθέτω: "Η αλήθεια είναι πως όλα τα άτομα στη ζωή σου θα σε πληγώσουν...γιαυτό πρέπει να βρεις αυτά για τα οποία αξίζει να υποφέρεις.."

Top 10 Jordan and Brandon - Contemporary - SYTYCD Season 8! 

Who You Are - Jessie J (live acoustic version)

:)

I HATE THIS PART²

Hey everyone :)

I know only 2 days since my last post but i really wanted to post something new!! Today was my birthday so i thank everyone of you for your wishes!! :) The idea of this post was actually came of some pictures i was looking on photobucket! I was searching for "autumn" pictures and in every pic i was watching i was thinking of how wonderfull serenity can be! Im not going to say a lot of things: i just wanted to feel with somebody right now and blog gives me that feeling...everytime i write i feel like i am connected with some friends :) Two days ago I was speaking for my paradise circus...where everything is out of ordinary...where i never know what to do or what to feel! This is a quite common post [and some of you might say why are you writting those things twice?] And my answer is that everytime i feel the need of being connected with someone...I decide to post something...whatever i feel at this time! Specifically today, i want to talk about the part where you are just forgoten! So tough..! and the whole scene is as follows: we must choose the path that we want, at a crossroad that separates it from simply choosing to do, depending on what you want and another way related to what the other want you to follow!

The third path is your choice to just move on straight and let the facts lead you to where you want ignorant about the future! And here there is another path, one that makes you uninvolved in all this is happening to you ... that you create the illusion that what you choose is one that will offer you the happiness of the person you have the greatest need ... that will make you fulfill all the wishes of another, and finally you will live in the illusion that this is true for the other to you! And when you realise what is happening and seek the simplest thing in the world...little attention...he considers it absurd ... and then what? You are just forgoten! Personally, i dont know what to do but the sure is that im not going to let things on their own!! This is the part i dont wan't to think of...the piece that I come face to face with myself! I hate this part right here...

I Hate This Part - Pussycad Dolls

[i love the video clip]

END :)

MY PARADISE CIRCUS¹

HELLO DEAR BLOGGERS!!!

Omg - it's been a long time since my last post!! And the reason is because im studying a lot [as you see im in the third grade of high school!] and unfortunately i have no time for blogging :( Anyway...October is finally here - and in two days is my birthday! - and autumn is here too!! There are soo many things that make me smile every time i think of autumn! :) It is the weather, the friends in school, the trees...it's everything!!! And that's why i decided to post this today! I just wanted to express the way i like autumn and moreover, the way i feel like, this last month. And starting from autumn, here are a few things i love doing or seeing in autumn!

- I love the way the trees are. Those brown colours always make me feel like home and feel warm :)

- THE RAIN!! Ohh I love dancing in the rain!!! Generally i love rain...smeel it, feel it everything! The best part of autumn and winter!

- I like the fact that some of my favorite tv-series get started [like Gossip Girl/Greys Anatomy/Glee e.t.c]

- I like the feeling of stayng at home and watching the weather from your window!

- My birthday!

- The walk i have in front of the sea every Sunday evening!

- Swimming while raining [or the weather is almost ready to rain]

- And the fact that in autumn you can combine swimming and sun with rain and warm clothes!

I had so much more i could say for autumn and so so so many more i want to write in the future on a post for the things i really love doing!

*PS: I also got something more: Another reason i love autumn is because autumn reminds me of my feelings every season. like autumn has sunshine and warm so I'm several times pleasant and likable and I feel myself perfectly with some people always I need and want to see. By contrast, the autumn weather is changing several times and it becomes cold, melancholic and quiet! so if you do not get the proper love and attention from people I need to be with, I convert into my own "autumn"! - As you can see my post is a little bit confusing this time and that's because I'm confused this time by all those things happening arround me! Lovegames, "stadygames", friendship, family, love [this is so confusing: am I in a crush or not :s?], then im important - and then not again....im happy and then not...im confused and then im more confused of what is going on this time - the first time i can't control some things becauses of the studying! And don't worry if you didn't understand anything of today's post! It's my fault because i had so much to writte this whole time and so much to say...so many things to express that i couldn't get them into a raw!!

Live - Lie - Play - Love - Heaven - Hurt - Pain - Forgiveness - Extinction - Hoping - Trying -Winning!

This is actually my paradise circus!!! :)

What Goes Arroung Comes Arround - Justin Timberlake

[one of my favorite songs ever for its melody and its memories i get everytime i hear it!]

Massive Attack - Paradise Circus
[perfect song]

Have A Nice Autumn Guys!

:)

CITY OF BLINDING LIGHTS

September is officially here and im really really happy for this - September is my favorite month that's why! I love the colors of the trees, the beginning of school, and generally the feeling of waiting for the new school year to start - although for me is the last one - along with it, its experiences!
About this post - Well this post is not actually an ordinary post - because im not going to write something that affects other people :p I am actually doing this post to express my dream:
GOING TO NEW YORK!!
NY is deffinitelly the best place i've ever met in my life :) I love everything there! The shops, the museums, the streets , the buildings, the lights - EVERYTHING!! It's the city i've always wanted to meet and live there!
And you might think im a bit crazy - hahaha my friends may don't find it that weird - but i've already made a list of things i want to do in NY:

- Have a life like the one Samamtha had [i love her!!], and actually live like being on Sex And The City with my favorite friends! Which is actually my favorite tv show and the first reason i started to fall in love with NY!

- Go to So You Think You Can Dance and dance with: Kayla/Jeanine/Lauren/Twitch/Dominic/Alison - and then win :p

- Play to a movie like Step Up 3 one of my favorites movies! [i love that movie - and actually this post was about to write for Inception and Step Up 3D movies recap in cinema but unfortunately my love for NY won - hehe sorry Georgia!]
- If i DONT play to a movie like Step Up i'd like to live like Moose did on the same movie and be Rick Malambri's best friend! :)

- Meet Ugly Betty and convince her to make another season of the same series because i didn't really like the ending :s

- Meet Josh Duhamel and tell him how much i liked "Las Vegas"!!
- Meet all the LOST stars - yeah im talking about the tv-series phenomenon - and give a kiss to Evangelline Lilly (Kate)
- Find Jessica Alba [for me the most beautifull girl in the world!! Oo god so in love with her] and ask her to marry me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [fingers crossed to say yes :D]
- Find an apartment in Manhattan [ok for me this might be the most difficult to access :p]
- Study Architecture there and work as an architect in New York.
- Spend my Christmas in New York along with my best friends :D
- Find Patricia Fields and go for shopping!! Rofl!!
- Go to a fashion show and meet Andriana Lima - Gisele Bundchen - Heidi Clum!! [then is the time for me to rest off :p]
- Play as guest star on Gossip Girl!!
- Play as guest star on Glee!!
- Play as guest star on Greys Anatomy! :)
- Win an OSCAR!
- Dance with Beyonce and Lady Gaga on MTV awards! LMFAO!
- Meet Nicole Scherzinger from pussycat dolls in the caffeteria infront of my apartment and tell her not to sing anymore, just dance!!!! [I know that was mean]
- Find where Cristopher Nolan is and ask him if Cobb [L. Di Caprio] from the movie Inception was in a dream or in reallity at the end of the film!
- And something more - this is a bit goofy but - i always wanted to eat Chinese Food in NY!!
As you can see there are SO MANY REASONS NEW YORK NEED ME!!!
Thank you very much for your precious time reading this "kind" of post! :p

Empire State of Mind - Jay Z ft Alicia Keys [I LOVE IT!!]

City Of Blinding Lights - U2

See you in the city of blinding lights! :)

I ♥ NY!

HAPPILY EVER AFTER

31 of Augoust - 2010!!

Summer is nearly gone...and i'm really sad about that! Im going to miss all those moments i had with my best friends...all those experiences i had with them and the happiness the were bringing to me :) And the problem is that this will be my last summer waiting for the new school season to start...! I still can't forget how great time i had those years! So lets take a look on my favorite summers:

SUMMER 2005:

It was the first summer that "ABGD" was created [ABGD = the

company that my friends and i created in 2005 and it was named by our initials of our names! Andreas, Balassia, Georgia, Dora]

This summer was pretty amazing because it was the first time we decided to do something all together! It was a theatrical play that we were about to make named "XRONOMHXANH"!! The screenplay was written by georgia and along with some of our common friends we started to run it! I was in the lead actor [and only 13 years old - actually i was the oldest one there] and dora was the co-star [12 years old]! Valassia was ONLY 10 years old - i know OMG! - and georgia was 12 too! [i have to confess that for a girl only 12 years old georgia made THE BEST SCREENPLAY a child could ever do - 23 pages and nearly 1 hour play!]. Then, because they were so many roles we needed more actors! And we started thinking of some of our friends they could help us...and we found them! We were aproximately 11 children and very good friends :) We were rehearsing everyday in Valassia's hotel [and we wouldn do anything if valassia was not there for us and her hotel] and then we finally we performed the play in front of our parents and their best friends [they were nearly 40 - 45 persons in the audience]! And everyone said that we were amazing - i had the best congratulations as an actor along with ioanna - georgias little sister - who was really amazing for a 6 year old girl! We were really proud of ourselves!! :) By the end of the summer georgia was thinking of our next theatrical screenplay idea and we figured out a funny scene we should to in case we did a play again!

SUMMER 2006:

In that summer we didn't do a theatrical play, because we decided to get rest :) We were having a great summer too - and our and our biggest crash in the whole company was "nitendogs"! Wow i still remember the hours we were all passing in our nitendogs :p And for the reason we didn't do anything that summer in the end we decided to do a bazaar where we had created our staff, which we sold to our parents! Really nice summer too!

SUMMER 2007:

In this summer we all wanted to make a theatrical play again from the beggining so georgia started thinking our idea for the play we were planning to do in summer 2006 - so she picked up the scene we had already from summer 2005 and she started to make a screenplay. This theatrical play was named "ENA TRELO TRELO VASILEIO"! We had all grown up since our first summer as a team and actually as an ABCD and we started having rehearsals! This screenplay was way biggest than our first one - it had 3 acts - and 32 scenes and its lenght was nearly 2 hours!! Of course it was more difficult than the first one..our roles were bigger, we were the same 11 friends as in "XRONOMIXANH", and this time we decided to present the play in front of 130 people! [our parents, and everyone we wanted to invite this time like friends or uncles etc]! We moved from our small hall we were practising two years ago and we went to a bigger one! WAY BIGGER!! Then we finally performed - although this time we had some difficulties like Alex - valassia's little brother [only 8 years old then] - forgot his words in the performance!! However, everone loved this play too and the new audience we brought said to all of us congratulations for another one time!! And i was only 14 years old, Georgia and Dora 13 and Valassia 12! The protagonists one more time was me with Dora and Valassia! And we all had congratulations! [i will upload i the future the screenplay just to see how BRILLIANT work Georgia does] This summer ended up nicely and it was one of my favorites :)

*In this summer me, Dora and Joanna started dancing after so you think you can dance aired in greece!! :p We were really good in our dance performance that night!

SUMMER 2008:

Influenced by our last three summers, we decided to do once again a theatrical play!! This time was for another reason too...one of our friends we all knew on our company died [and im really sad about that] and we decided to perform for her and all the earnings from our play would sent to the "XAMOGELO TOU PAIDIOU" an organization that protects orphans in our country! But this time was more difficult than the others...it was June and we didn't have a scenario yet!! So this time WE ALL TRYED to write a script - not as big as our last one - and more easily for our youngest in the company to got read! So we stared writting the script, and in the end we had it ready before July named "HAPPY END"!! We started rehearsing but we were all saying that this scenario was not as good as the ones in the past! And then by the ending of July Georgia and Valassia said that they didn't want to participate this time..i was really sad like Dora did because i never like to quit from something before it is done and this time we were not doing it for our fun but for our friend!! And i was thinking of all the attempts we did to create the screenplay too! And then before 15th of August [that means less than a week before of our performance date - we were always performed between 20 and 28 of August] valassia and georgia changed their minds and they told as that they wanted to help us and play again! So the parents this time were not sure if we were ready for this one because of all the problems we had so they decided to "check us" before we perform like a generalle! And this time we ALL KNEW our words and the scenario and we were really good :) I was so happy then ;) So they told us that we are ready for the play and then we did it! This time we were all really good actors [we were all grown up that's why and the scenario was way easier than the last one]! I was 15 years old, Dora and Georgia 14 and Valassia 12!! Alex [valassias sister - was 9], Joanna [georgia's sister was 8 to 9], Maria Christina - another friend we had in all of our plays were 12 too - and the rest ones: Artemis [12] Theoni [Artemis little sister was 10], Daphne [Maria - Christina's sister was 10] and the rest one in the same age!! Moreover this time to strengthen our reason for this theatrical play, we made a bazaar once again - that all of our 120 guests would see after the play - and they did :) Every piece we made was amazing and the got sold all!! We earned 580 Euros and we sent them to "Xamogelo tou paidiou"!! We were really proud we had accomplished something big ONCE AGAIN!! :D Summer 2008 was ending and a new year was starting for as i was going from junior high school, to High School...!

SUMMER 2009:

Well, this summer didn't have neither a theatrical play, neither a bazaar!! We all decided to get rest from all of our past summers and enjoy our vacations!! We had a great time all together especially me and Dora!! :D I went to karpathos to visit my best friend Mary [who had participated in "XRONOMIXANI" in 2005 only 11 years old then] and then i went to stay in Lindian Village Hotel with some of my friends from athens [lindian village is Maria - Chrstina's hotel], and finally i ended up in Subbota with my dad and in Santorini for second time after summer 2007! It was a really good summer - with Starbucks opening the highlight of the summer along with me and Dora's Dance School Performance!! Such a good summer...for so many reasons ;)

SUMMER 2010:

And this is my last summer waiting for school!! Because in one year from now i will be waiting for university to open :p It was a really nice summer - small actually in its lenght because i started in Augoust first my lessons! haha i know - poor kid!! But it was a really good summer..i was all day out with my friends and all night out for clubbing and dancing!! I can't tell enough for this summer for the reason that it was not a big summer for me and i don't have a lot to say about it! Just one thing: Summer with friends, is always a PERFECT SUMMER :)

I will really miss all those moments....party with my best friends, having everyday reahearsals, be together!! Those will be the best memories i will EVER HAVE IN MY LIFE and they will be always and forever in my mind :)

Photograph - Nickelback [one of my favorites]



"Every memory of walking out the front door, i found the photo of my friend that i was looking for...It's hard to say it, time to say it...Goodbye!"

HAPPILY EVER AFTER! :)