Tempted to leave this place behind....

roar i hate this skin and its soooooo hard to change it... i might want to move to LJ.... since all my fandom stuffs are there... roar... nvm...

i m ranting
i m silly
i m wishing so many things...

Yea i like my life :)
it gets better and better :)

but i m sick :(
i wanna get my nails painted
i wanna get my hair dyed...
i wanna meet some friends :)
i wanna GO AND WATCH A MOVIE or my voucher will go to waste..again...

Halif is updating me on AYOG...
hoho... i learnt something new :)))


Making my heart skip beats and a blush on my cheek :)
Stormy Boys's new single is awesome :) i m so waiting for the 10 yr compilation :) ( yvonne is a darling for helping me :))

Something fun...

いや　まいったそこはツボ
ジャストミート　恋のスイッチはオン
俺弱いの　そーゆーの
終日　もう君に夢中　oh　ベイビー

君のために生きようか
惚れたもんだから仕方ない
例え俺が二番手でも　ララララララ
まっそりゃしょうがない

２時間の待ちぼうけ
それぐらいは良しとしよう
とどめさすドタキャンも　しょげたりしなーい
追いかける　イッツ　マイ　ソウル!!

KJ8 is major laughs and love :) made me happy the whole day..

I have been on a high for a few days :)
I feel accomplished :)
I feel good :)
Yes i should go out more :))


ふられたら笑っチャイナよ..
一度きりの人生さ
悔いの無いように生きようよ...

kj8 loves :))))

That endless running

there are so many things on hand which is just running further and further away.
I m getting more and more stressed and i think soon i might just break down...
Its my fault ok... None of yours all mine.
Seriously if you think that my time revolves just around school only you are so wrong!
Now working in the events industry has been so tiring...
Like what my boss say we are always chasing our tails and now i m getting further and further from it from all the events on the way.
I dont understand how people can say i m freaking not committed to my work...
If i m not... screw you... you dont understand how mad this is.
Am i really supposed to take my day off from work and work over school!?
You try it.
I m tired... i cant be bothered by your words...
I m trying my best...
you cant see it.. then i cant be bothered by your nonsense


I miss those days when i had a person that cared just for me.
Being selfish and a brat just for a person who would still laugh at me when i m like that.
No i m not complaining about my friends but i feel like i have missed out in something...
but i dont want to drop my things as well..
this is killing my brain cells thinking about this...
I m gonna be like Vaness Wu - wait for that person who is made for me to come :)
(yea celebrity service is super awesome :))

Lord i love you.

That bitch....

no i m not angry :)
things are getting bitchy here in the office and i just wanna ignore.. hoho...

I have been looking at concerts again and daydreaming if there will be a day when i can try and arrange and organize an concert. Think amazing costume change ,pyrotechnics, fireworks, screaming fans... idols enjoying that time of your life. Feeling the enjoyment of the people and you were part of making the experience.. wow.. oh let me be part of that world... My dream :)
I m gonna work hard here and gain enough experience to join a music label and be an events manager there... AWESOME :)

this is really the effect of finding so many artist online and contacting all the music labels... (hoho contacts :)) but its a shame.... working here is also so close to home... ( roar EMI tw please get back to me asap~~~!!)

FYP meeting later... better work hard...




why is it that the rain falls from the sky?
that is because kami-sama is feeling sad..

End of a busy week :)

I m having my holidays now :))))
hohohoho~~!
but then i will be in the office working :)
No matter how much i complain i love my work :)
but yesterday's event was maddnessss :(

I will be in school on thurs and in camp for 3 days the week after :)))
i miss going to camps... they make me happy :)))
now i hope i will be able to spend some time with the staff at least... I miss them soo much...
another event with trybe coming up soon too :)
i hope this year will go well :))))
I wanna go to the PC show and get a new smaller laptop :)
hohohoho~

I haven much to update :(
but then many events happened this whole month and i have been working my ass off... roars :(
now is the preparation for the next month...


I changed my song again :) I love my stormy boys haha :)

巡り巡る季節の途中で
何色の明日を描きますか？
強く強く信じ合えたなら

I think i need...

a new man :D

i think min is going nuts after seeing this and since you blogged about it.... CNBR u feel touched mah hahahahha~~!! yea i seriously think i need a new man... any takers?
T&C is YOU GOT TO LET ME WORK AND STUDY AND GO OUT WITH THE BESTIES... things in mini are like you got be nice and nice and have a awesome accent and look decent... I totally dont mind if you are Matsumoto Jun or Ninomiya Kazunari,Aiba Masaki, Sakurai Sho or Ohno Satoshi i will take you all.... muhahahahhahahahahhahahahahaha :) i love my stormy boys, they make me laugh :)


totally putting that aside i need sleep more... Even though i have been watching less of my stormy guys, work has been piling up. I m sleeping less and PMS-ing doesnt help... ( yea i realised i can PMS too.. wow i m a woman :X) oh well i still love my job :) Dez is back and having him in the office is major fun... He and Alex are major crack, life in the office is fun with them.. Speaking about office...I CLEARED my FRIST event :) i m major happy but then there are still more to go... 1 year worth... i m worried what is happening there now... but i think the crew are fine.. they have be awesome fun... :D

next show is coming too... I need temps...

I havent blogged for so long.. i think i have no readers left.. HAHAHAHA :)