.:. .:.
I've moved.
thebluesky's Memories flew at [17:59]
....::________________::....
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
.:. .:.
What a sigh of relief! Thank you so much God!! I really could not believe my eyes when I saw the results. Is like I expected so much worse. Felt totally demoralised after the papers as my only hope was on this sem since there were no finance mod or any calculations. However, once again there was a spolier grade but this sem, is the mod which I had confidence in! As such, there goes my target of getting a cap 4.0 this sem to pull my cap up to 3.5. Nevertheless, I am contented. Given that this sem was filled with numerous projects, outings and not forgetting my involvement in gaw. Oh well, this sem is the peak alrd. I can forsee for the next few sems, sure will be quite cui alrd no matter how hard I work.
Ok, so my results are as follows:
Professional Communication B
Urban Planning B+
Real Estate Economics C+
Making Sense of Society A
Entrepreneurial Marketing B+
thebluesky's Memories flew at [12:12]
....::________________::....
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
.:. .:.
Why must this happen? Totally spoil my so-looking-forward-to xmas mood! I seriously dunno what's wrong her, started quarrelling with me just bcuz I didn't open the door for her! Like how I know u coming back from camp today! I really thot it was my parents who had the keys.. And she wont believe or accept my explanations. As a result, the quarrel continued on and on & I was really pissed off. I apologised and yet she still refused to accept and kept insisting that I was not sincere enough.
We thrashed out alot alot of things. Sorry I didnt know u feel that way but I am really trying my very best to be a gd sis and I know u are trying to be one too. But sometimes, I really dunno how to express myself. I tend to say or do gd things but it may not appear to u directly. I personally feel that I do not need to broadcast to u so long as you experience the intended effect. However, what really hurts me is that u actually say I don't seem to care abt u, neglect your feelings and do not respect u. Sometimes, I really wonder if what I am doing is worth it cuz not only am I not being appreciated, I ended up being accused of. Many times, I feel that I may appear aloof or unfeeling but in actual fact, I really really care alot for u. I am happy to have a sis like u & am always proud to tell ppl that I have a younger sis . But all these things, u will never know & I really dunno y I do not see the pt of telling u. Often, I may do things secretly but I will always appear otherwise. I have no idea why I am scared of showing ppl that I am doing something positive. I want to be apreciated but I do not like to show it out. Sounds contradicting right?
Sorry if I am such a perfectionist. I seriously dunno what's wrong with me. U think I like everything to be so perfect, I just cant help it. Each time I see something that is not right to me, I will just start to be irritated. And my habit of nagging will start. I will change if u can tell me how I can stop being such a perfectionist. I cant seem to be able to close 1 eye no matter how hard I try to psycho myself. In addition, I didnt know u are an emotional person, how I know u tend to c things differently from me? Your perception of respect differs greatly from mine.
U accused me of not communicating with u but to me, it seems that I spent quite a substanitial amt of time talking u. To me, I feel that I shared with u alot of stuff but u say I dont talk to u. Ok I admit that I tend not to talk to u when I am watching tv or facing my comp but u shld know me by now. I hate to be interrupted when I am doing something. What is wrong with talking to u when I am free??
U think that I am selfish & have a high pride but have u ever asked yourself why I dislike lending u my stuff? Is purely becuz I know once I lend it to u, it might never come back or even if it does, the condition would not be the same as b4. As such, u resort to taking my things w/o even asking me & u know how annoying it can be! I am sorry if u always have to be one to take the initiative to end the cold war. Unless I see it as my fault, I dont see the need to relent. Why shld I always give in to u & why must u always win? Childish as it may seems to be but is really what I think.
Sigh, am I really such an insensitive person? Tell me how then I can be a better sis to u cuz from the very bottom of my heart, I am really glad and thankful that u are my sis.
Sad:((
thebluesky's Memories flew at [22:00]
....::________________::....
.:. .:.
1st slp beneficiary visit to Rochore Kongsi. Not too bad, the residents there were all rather nice+ friendly+rather enthu. After the visit, went for lunch with the oc. Following that, we all headed home.
At night, brought my younger cousin to fahrenheit's concert. It so happen that I had a pair of free tix which I tried to sell but unfortunately no1 wanted to buy it from me. Actually there was 1 interested buyer but I think she was not willing to pay a high price so I decided to just bring my cousin along since she wanted to go. Anyway, the concert was supposed to begin at 8pm but there was a jam along the highway so we ended up reaching there late. Fortunately, the concert only started at 8.30pm. Overall, I felt that the concert was quite a disappointment. It was rather boring as the whole 3 hrs was pratically just singing of songs with minimal talking in b/w. In addition, not much of a audience interaction. It also appeared to me that they are trying to maintain their so called prince charming image and thus not much of a 'surprise' throughout the entire concert. That was a pt that I was rather bored that I almost fell asleep! Haha or maybe cuz I am more of a visual person & since I cant really c their faces, I was not able to concentrate. And is the 1st concert that I sat down quietly to watch! Normally, I will be super high and keep screaming to the extent that after the concert, my voice will be rather hoarse. Seriously, after watching flh's concert, it dawned onto me that I really really missed 56's concert!!! I can still recall those times at the concert whereby I really enjoyed myself alot!! Their concert consisted of songs,talking,games and even doing stuff that might tarnish their reputation. Haha another reason y I did not really enjoy flh's concert may be due to the level of expectation that 56's concert had set thus I sort of expected something similar. However, I got to admit that aaron's vocal is gd! Not to forget, jade liu as well!
After the concert, uncle joseph came with my dad to pick us up and we went to jalan kayu for supper! Haha they had roti prata and I had my ever fav beancurd! Can't believe that there were so many people out for supper too despite that it was alrd past mid-night.
thebluesky's Memories flew at [00:17]
....::________________::....
Thursday, 18 December 2008
.:. .:.
Today was total madness. Did so much travelling ard but in the end, it was really worth it:) Had slp cell meeting in sch @ 10am then rushed to meet cheryl & joel at cathay to catch bolt 3D. It was a 1145am show but I reached there only at abt 1215pm. The show was gd!! However, the 3D effect wasn't that great.
After the movie, I travelled all the way back to sch again to play badminton with kahu. Since there were exactly 4 girls, we decided to play among ourselves. I seriously laughed till I can cry! Instead of the usual counting points, the aim of our game is not to let the feather of the shuttlecock drop otherwise we have to treat dinner. Unfortunately, me & hx ended up the unlucky ones although we were partners. Towards the last 1 hr, we just sat down and started talking abt yishun camp as well as the upcoming xmas party while watching 4 of the guys play.
Following that, we went to central@ clarke quay for dinner! Then we walked ard central to find cold storage cuz we wanted to order a xmas package for our xmas party. In the end, no sight of any cold storage and ppl just ended up buying food and more stuff. Haha so finally, we took a bus to bugis and yes after a long long time, we finally pre-ordered the xmas package:)
So looking forward to the xmas party & I LOVE christmas!!
thebluesky's Memories flew at [19:32]
....::________________::....
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
.:. .:.
Back from yishun camp! Really glad that it wasn't as bad as I had expected. Initially, was really scared tt it would be rather weird as I am not from yishun but thankfully everything turned out fine. Cheers to sz & hl & of cuz my newly made fren, aisyah! Haha anyway, was in Alex the Lion grp which consists of me,sz,hl,aisyah,pei pei,jian cong,dave, benny & 4 oc members(sok hui,xinyi,cindy & cg).
Day 0 was just purely trial games & making of identifiers. Haha trial game was fun! Can't believe me & dave actually sabo-ed our own grp for our station. There was this station whereby u use a pair of chopsticks to get the jigsaw puzzles out of a box of flour. Haha & guess what we did, we made them used their mouth:)))
The kids arrived the following day & 4 kids( nicole,alice,jing yong & kelvin) were attached to my grp. Although there were 4 kids only but I tell u, we were all so tired at the end of the day. Night activity was fun. Scavenger hunt at vivo city & trekking up mount faber to henderson waves.
The camp may be short but is the 1st camp that is so slow-paced. All in all, it was a rather a gd experience.
My Fav kid!!
Female lions!
thebluesky's Memories flew at [22:20]
....::________________::....
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
.:. .:.
Today was a longgg day! Met cheryl at 12pm to check out the arts & national museum as we were supposed to bring ikea to either one as a form of distraction. This is because we planned a bday dinner surprise for her at cafe cartel and needed to lure her there. Although I am not a very arty person but I really loved the korean art pieces.
After the art musuem, we went to starbucks to slack while waiting for the rest of MM to arrive. Haha in order for the surprise to work, all MM must be at cafe cartel 1st b4 we bring ikea in. At starbucks, it somehow became a sharing session. Haha suddenly got so many 'secrets' to tell. Actually I been wanting to say it out but I have no idea how when & where to start so when ikea brought up tt issue, might as well. Personally, I prefer keeping it to myself unless it is a reality but I realised is not easy. Furthermore, instuition somehow tells me tt it is unlikely to work out. Oh well, let nature take its course yea? Is still early can..no need to rush.
Anyway, to lure ikea into cafe cartel, cheryl came up with an ingenious idea.She said that her fren was at cafe cartel and wanted to say hi. So funny but I guessed ikea suspected something alrd. We also celebrated simin' bday altho hers is much later. But is better to celebrate earlier than belated right?
thebluesky's Memories flew at [00:34]
....::________________::....
My Fav kid!!
Female lions!