the break up....

subang, friday, 15 august 2008, 12.30 a.m

i.R: whatever happens in the end, i don’t want to lose u as my friend..
i.A: i promise i will never be ur friend, no matter what, ever..
i.R: if we fall in luv, i'm going to feel like shit tomorrow. i'm afraid of losing..u
i.A: i know. we're taken. many hearts will get hurt..
i.R: at the end, i'm gonna get hurt..
i.A: we never start, so nothing to end.
i.R: mine started. i don't know urs..
i.A: so just let it flow. just feel the feel.
i.R: lets stop it before it flow, i don't want u to get hurt.
i.A: u'll hurt urself if u stop it.
i.R: i'll take care of it. i'm afraid of falling..falling into u.
i.A: let us fall, together..
i.R: better stop it now before it's too late.
i.A: better late than never.
i.R: no...this will be our last. no call, no sms, no date, no for everything. we're history.
i.A: u're hurting me..
i.R: i luv u. i never hurt u on purpose.
i.A: i don't care..
i.R: deal?
i.A: deal la kot..!

apsal tetiba kedai ni pasang lagu 'sentuhan kecundang'...hampehhh!!

ada apa dengan lagu....

petang semalam i.r@chipsmore sent aku satu mp3 file. lagu james ingram & anita baker, katanyer special utk aku. special ape mendenyer, kalo dia yg nyanyi depan aku special la gak. haram aku xpenah dengar, bkn jiwa aku kot lagu2 camni. mcm lagu otai2 je...kalo otai rock tuh ok la gak.

tp bila layan then baca lyrics dia, alahmak tetiba terasa plak diri aku cam otai jiwang. aku terasa aku terbang, terawang, tau2 je dah kat subang, bersembang tenang, tentang kitaorang, akhirnya aku pulang, ke ampang, dgn muka mcm gampang...

otw back tu, traffic light pun aku rasa nak lempang, apsal la aku bole buat keputusan bangang...

Were we ever, did we used it up too fast
Our great moments never meant to last
And the last thing that I want
Is to ever make your smile go away

Keep our memories
Take the best of what we had
I can't stand to watch what once was great go by
And I can't be with and I rather just remember what we knew

When you love someone
And you love them with your heart
And it doesn't disappear if you're apart
When you love someone
And you've done all you can do
Then you set them free
And if that love is true
When you love someone
It will all come back to you

Life I wonder
Was it too much that we gave
If we give in more could we have both been save
All I guess we've crossed the line
Never knowing what was yours and what was mine

And through it all
I still have no regret
Just promise me
You never will forget

- when you love someone -