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[nAmE] KeL
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Thursday, December 15, 2022
Dec 15 2022 --- Of The 转行
For a very long while i thought i will be in the previous industry as long as i need a job.. getting wearier by the day until Jan when I finally decided to throw in the towel after being the last man standing in the team.. perhaps a totally new team of full fresh blood will be good~ i took a 7 mths sab from work after almost 20 years of working life knowing i kinda live from hands to mouth with all the commitments.. kinda lucky that i can afford a break from work and just focus on other things like family even if it means running errands or med appts.. it was quite fulfilling and i saw the family much more during the break~
I know i cannot afford to stay jobless forever so after 7 mths of sab i changed an industry through a stroke of luck and fate and tadah~ today marks my 3 mths as IT helpdesk consultant~ quite glad actually coz i know it isnt easy for my age to be changing industry and even if u r willing to learn it doesnt mean employer will believe and giv u the chance PLUS not getting a huge cut~
Its really been long since i feel like going to work is not dreadful so i guess its really a blessing to me~ just hope i stay here till retire!!!
KeL speaks @8:20 PM _`天注定`_
Monday, April 18, 2022
Apr 18 2022 - Of the 冲刺中
2022 has been a BIG year with pivotal changes to life ~ took the step into the dark before CNY and left the workplace where i had called home for the past 8 years ... the working environment sucks enuff that drained me and team (at times is OMO) and i gave it all up ~
what's next ~ been testing and toying with self investment for a while and decided to just give it a go ~ gonna be a pivotal 2022 ~ keeping fingers crossed that all goes well!
gonna remind myself of something that i have been dreaming of for years ~ #selfreminder
最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方 怎么能在半路就返航
最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望 才能够算到过了天堂
gogogo~~~~~
KeL speaks @9:40 PM _`天注定`_
Monday, November 09, 2020
Nov 9 2020 - Of The Coming 7th Year
曾经答应了自己伤过哭过就好了。。但在这个距离7年还有一个月的日子里我还是为你再次落了泪。。这将近7年的时间里我自问真的对于爱你我是一心一意尽心尽力了但遗憾的是我在你眼里已经不是当初的我也不再是你真正想要的我了。。或许对你卸下心防让我变得人性化但同时也是卸下了避免自己受伤的那道墙。。强忍着眼泪送你离开后我的泪水始终还是落了下来。。我不后悔因为会哭的同时也觉得自己其实蛮像个人也并不是真的完全冷血。。庆幸我没再次在你面前落泪因为我真的不想影响你的任何决定。。或许泪水流够了我就真的会走的出去。。或许。。
我知道那12点的简讯是因为我对你提起了而不是因为我们都还把纪念日放在心上但我依然觉得暖心。。我说我们就算不是情人也会是最要好的好友是家人但我真的不确定我还会不会是一个你要的起的好友与家人。。我想我的泪水或许真的不是因为失去一个情人而落下。。而是因为害怕失去一个这辈子已经认定了的家人而落下。。害怕从此变成匿名的朋友。。
我并不想你看到这帖文但也知道你有可能会看到这贴文。。犹豫着该发出来还是保留草稿就好。。我还是决定发出来让天意来决定。。至第83个月的我们。。但所有如果都没有如果。。只有失去的温柔最温柔。。
KeL speaks @12:27 AM _`天注定`_
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Feb 28 2018 --- Where is my HUAT??
CNY is almost over and well ~ life without JJ still sucks ... alot of spendings in pipeline too ~ Tasmania trip is going to burn me badly i guess T_T ~ anyway I vowed that this year will be last year of splurging on travel before I ban myself ~ UNLESS of coz sky drop money for me la hahahha ~~ Friday got S$12m toto ~ net next wed got big sweep ~ either one let me strike BIG also nice ~ ok ~~ dreaming again i know xD ~ now i am only hoping for PB to be better than expected ~ secretly wishing i can see 10K will do ~ #everylittlebithelps #moneynoenuff #earntoolittlespendtoomuch
hope 2018 will turn for the better ~ or rather continue to get better better better better ahhhhh ~~ na~ nana~ nananana~ nananana~ hey 钱 ~~ HUAT AHHHHH!!!
KeL speaks @4:15 PM _`天注定`_
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Sep 19 2017 --- 人无横财不发
another investment on Toto went down the drain apparently ~ the lucky system 8 quick pick winner at lucky plaza store set me thinking whether it was some domestic helper who striked ~ nothing against them but just the thot of them gathering at there during weekend and some of them decided to pool together and buy toto ~ and viola ~~ sole winner which amount to like $300m in their currency ~ how life would have changed for them ~~
seriously if i ever just won $1m toto i think life would have changed for me too ~ i dun need $8m but any headstart is good ~ $1m ... that would take maybe 1.5 decades to earn that .... sometimes i wonder if there will just be an offer to say let me win the $8m but i only have 10 years lifespan left ~ sometimes quality over quantity ~ live n enjoy for 10 years with loved ones and then leave this world ~ think maybe i would really be prepared to do it ~
anyone has some deal for me?? xD
KeL speaks @3:30 PM _`天注定`_
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Aug 22 2017 --- Where is MONEY?
lunar 7th mth liao ~ first year at new home ~ pray everything shun shun li li ping ping an an ~~ the recent days had set me thinking whether life is financially viable ... maybe its time to forgo some of the luxury that i cannot afford ...
where else can i cut my spending ... i try to smoke minimal ... i avoid meeting out with frens as far as possible ... i try to avoid joining restaurant lunches ... and it seems that beside the biggest sunken cost which is household and insurance and car and basic transport cost will set me back like 1.2k ... my own credit card spending are mostly necessities like when i buy stuff for home or uber/grab ... and extras for family usually come to 600 depending on what happens ... sometimes there is those adhoc family expenses like medical fees for mum ... insurance for aunt etc etc ... that like 1.8k a mth if i m lucky or at time hitting the 2 on some mths ~
that left me with like 1.5k or so a mth ~ so where does the $$ goes to since i m like facing a deficit monthly .... my food set me back ard maybe 400-500 although i try to limit myself to $10 a day but sometimes reality isnt ideal afterall with farewell ... retirement ... entertainment that i cannot push away ... so thats like $500 a mth ... the next very BIG spending that i can identify is ... 4D hahahaha ~ think i spent like nearly $100 weekly so that set me back like almost nearly $400 a mth ~~ shall try to cut it by half T_T ... cigs maybe $200 ... contribute to common household $500 ... ok ... maths dun seems logical liao hahaha ~ already $1600 ~~ not forgetting the massive debt that i have to try to repay ...
oh well ~ its time to get back to tracking my expenses ~ jiayou!!
KeL speaks @10:30 AM _`天注定`_
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
Jul 19 2017 --- 波折sss
Think the past months had been a turmoil financially.. JJ crashed.. thot another chance came by but turns out that it wasnt commencing afterall.. whats next? The rich really get richer sia.. how nice if i have a spare $15k to play but probably thats not gonna happen unless i have a windfall =/
Think i m so desperate to have money that i even thot of juz borrowing and whack~ if fail then slowly service the loan hahahha~ do or die!! Ok.. just random thots ~ now got commitments cannot 冲动乱来 afterall~
等有钱再看看机会在吗啦~ meanwhile gotta 乖乖继续 work xD
KeL speaks @1:29 PM _`天注定`_
Thursday, December 15, 2022
Dec 15 2022 --- Of The 转行
For a very long while i thought i will be in the previous industry as long as i need a job.. getting wearier by the day until Jan when I finally decided to throw in the towel after being the last man standing in the team.. perhaps a totally new team of full fresh blood will be good~ i took a 7 mths sab from work after almost 20 years of working life knowing i kinda live from hands to mouth with all the commitments.. kinda lucky that i can afford a break from work and just focus on other things like family even if it means running errands or med appts.. it was quite fulfilling and i saw the family much more during the break~
I know i cannot afford to stay jobless forever so after 7 mths of sab i changed an industry through a stroke of luck and fate and tadah~ today marks my 3 mths as IT helpdesk consultant~ quite glad actually coz i know it isnt easy for my age to be changing industry and even if u r willing to learn it doesnt mean employer will believe and giv u the chance PLUS not getting a huge cut~
Its really been long since i feel like going to work is not dreadful so i guess its really a blessing to me~ just hope i stay here till retire!!!
KeL speaks @8:20 PM _`天注定`_
Monday, April 18, 2022
Apr 18 2022 - Of the 冲刺中
2022 has been a BIG year with pivotal changes to life ~ took the step into the dark before CNY and left the workplace where i had called home for the past 8 years ... the working environment sucks enuff that drained me and team (at times is OMO) and i gave it all up ~
what's next ~ been testing and toying with self investment for a while and decided to just give it a go ~ gonna be a pivotal 2022 ~ keeping fingers crossed that all goes well!
gonna remind myself of something that i have been dreaming of for years ~ #selfreminder
最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方 怎么能在半路就返航
最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望 才能够算到过了天堂
gogogo~~~~~
KeL speaks @9:40 PM _`天注定`_
Monday, November 09, 2020
Nov 9 2020 - Of The Coming 7th Year
曾经答应了自己伤过哭过就好了。。但在这个距离7年还有一个月的日子里我还是为你再次落了泪。。这将近7年的时间里我自问真的对于爱你我是一心一意尽心尽力了但遗憾的是我在你眼里已经不是当初的我也不再是你真正想要的我了。。或许对你卸下心防让我变得人性化但同时也是卸下了避免自己受伤的那道墙。。强忍着眼泪送你离开后我的泪水始终还是落了下来。。我不后悔因为会哭的同时也觉得自己其实蛮像个人也并不是真的完全冷血。。庆幸我没再次在你面前落泪因为我真的不想影响你的任何决定。。或许泪水流够了我就真的会走的出去。。或许。。
我知道那12点的简讯是因为我对你提起了而不是因为我们都还把纪念日放在心上但我依然觉得暖心。。我说我们就算不是情人也会是最要好的好友是家人但我真的不确定我还会不会是一个你要的起的好友与家人。。我想我的泪水或许真的不是因为失去一个情人而落下。。而是因为害怕失去一个这辈子已经认定了的家人而落下。。害怕从此变成匿名的朋友。。
我并不想你看到这帖文但也知道你有可能会看到这贴文。。犹豫着该发出来还是保留草稿就好。。我还是决定发出来让天意来决定。。至第83个月的我们。。但所有如果都没有如果。。只有失去的温柔最温柔。。
KeL speaks @12:27 AM _`天注定`_
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Feb 28 2018 --- Where is my HUAT??
CNY is almost over and well ~ life without JJ still sucks ... alot of spendings in pipeline too ~ Tasmania trip is going to burn me badly i guess T_T ~ anyway I vowed that this year will be last year of splurging on travel before I ban myself ~ UNLESS of coz sky drop money for me la hahahha ~~ Friday got S$12m toto ~ net next wed got big sweep ~ either one let me strike BIG also nice ~ ok ~~ dreaming again i know xD ~ now i am only hoping for PB to be better than expected ~ secretly wishing i can see 10K will do ~ #everylittlebithelps #moneynoenuff #earntoolittlespendtoomuch
hope 2018 will turn for the better ~ or rather continue to get better better better better ahhhhh ~~ na~ nana~ nananana~ nananana~ hey 钱 ~~ HUAT AHHHHH!!!
KeL speaks @4:15 PM _`天注定`_
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Sep 19 2017 --- 人无横财不发
another investment on Toto went down the drain apparently ~ the lucky system 8 quick pick winner at lucky plaza store set me thinking whether it was some domestic helper who striked ~ nothing against them but just the thot of them gathering at there during weekend and some of them decided to pool together and buy toto ~ and viola ~~ sole winner which amount to like $300m in their currency ~ how life would have changed for them ~~
seriously if i ever just won $1m toto i think life would have changed for me too ~ i dun need $8m but any headstart is good ~ $1m ... that would take maybe 1.5 decades to earn that .... sometimes i wonder if there will just be an offer to say let me win the $8m but i only have 10 years lifespan left ~ sometimes quality over quantity ~ live n enjoy for 10 years with loved ones and then leave this world ~ think maybe i would really be prepared to do it ~
anyone has some deal for me?? xD
KeL speaks @3:30 PM _`天注定`_
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Aug 22 2017 --- Where is MONEY?
lunar 7th mth liao ~ first year at new home ~ pray everything shun shun li li ping ping an an ~~ the recent days had set me thinking whether life is financially viable ... maybe its time to forgo some of the luxury that i cannot afford ...
where else can i cut my spending ... i try to smoke minimal ... i avoid meeting out with frens as far as possible ... i try to avoid joining restaurant lunches ... and it seems that beside the biggest sunken cost which is household and insurance and car and basic transport cost will set me back like 1.2k ... my own credit card spending are mostly necessities like when i buy stuff for home or uber/grab ... and extras for family usually come to 600 depending on what happens ... sometimes there is those adhoc family expenses like medical fees for mum ... insurance for aunt etc etc ... that like 1.8k a mth if i m lucky or at time hitting the 2 on some mths ~
that left me with like 1.5k or so a mth ~ so where does the $$ goes to since i m like facing a deficit monthly .... my food set me back ard maybe 400-500 although i try to limit myself to $10 a day but sometimes reality isnt ideal afterall with farewell ... retirement ... entertainment that i cannot push away ... so thats like $500 a mth ... the next very BIG spending that i can identify is ... 4D hahahaha ~ think i spent like nearly $100 weekly so that set me back like almost nearly $400 a mth ~~ shall try to cut it by half T_T ... cigs maybe $200 ... contribute to common household $500 ... ok ... maths dun seems logical liao hahaha ~ already $1600 ~~ not forgetting the massive debt that i have to try to repay ...
oh well ~ its time to get back to tracking my expenses ~ jiayou!!
KeL speaks @10:30 AM _`天注定`_
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
Jul 19 2017 --- 波折sss
Think the past months had been a turmoil financially.. JJ crashed.. thot another chance came by but turns out that it wasnt commencing afterall.. whats next? The rich really get richer sia.. how nice if i have a spare $15k to play but probably thats not gonna happen unless i have a windfall =/
Think i m so desperate to have money that i even thot of juz borrowing and whack~ if fail then slowly service the loan hahahha~ do or die!! Ok.. just random thots ~ now got commitments cannot 冲动乱来 afterall~
等有钱再看看机会在吗啦~ meanwhile gotta 乖乖继续 work xD
KeL speaks @1:29 PM _`天注定`_
