Its been long since i wrote anything here..
this seems like a opening kind of sentence for me since i dont know when..
but it works for me though..

Today suddenly have a feeling of blogging after so long of leaving my blog hanging..
Been doing a lot of thinking recently..
but no results were given in most of them..
wonder why but ya..

Had a great argument with daddy, mommy and babe..
sort of regretted it but i seriously felt that it was necessary to tell them my thoughts and also they should know me better when it comes to putting my name and another person's name together and trying to do something sort of good for me..
But you know what?? It my life men.. let me do my own decision and also let me have the honor to do what i want to do with it..
i have a plan.. dont break it..
i dont want something to break what i am looking at..
be it the person or even life as a whole or even the friendship which i adore..
dont break it..
i seriously am a glass... i am not strong enough to hold that trashing session again..
it isn't me, it isn't something that i should be going through..
i will open it up when its time or to say the right time and also after confirmation..
be patients my dear family..

Being in school on weekdays and working in weekend is something i wonder if i am doing right..
went me MT to work for lao da..
had a very far located outlet which is clementi..
the manager was that bad that i complained to lao da for the first time in my life about her calls that she made to me on a non-working saturday morning asking me where am i and why am i not reporting to work when its sunday which i am suppose to work..
F men.. seriously.. its not that i didnt correct you, i did.. BUT you are blaming it on me..
no way.. it will never happen..
and i hope that i will never see you again..
NEVER is the word..

Anw my life is in a mess right now..
i am thinking of changing job like quit MT after working on and off for 3yr plus 4?
join RW but then its something new and non of my friends are there..
but there aint much job opportunity which i am looking at due to my lack in interest in others..
NF is one place i will consider..
but seems like i don't fit their bill though..
but i shall try and see if i can get into a company which suits me first before leaving MT..
cause i am going back to my supervisor..
lets see the environment before deciding on anything..
i hope it will be good..

Good night or morning world... be it good or bad.. i will continue to live on and not be foolish in believing in my thoughts with no confirmation anymore... Hope i live on with this thought and do the necessary followups from now on..

cheers,
MT (*deep thoughts*)

一台相机，就好比一把手枪，落入正义的人之手，它可能就是伸张正义的武器，在卑鄙下流之人手里，它就是一把犯罪的利器。

当你拿起相机悄悄拍着别人的时候，有没有想过，自己可能也成为别人镜头里的"猎物"呢？

人们往往逃避自己的丑陋面，直至被拍，证据确凿的那一刻，才恍然自己被出卖，而出卖自己的，正是那个丑陋的自己！

- 拍。卖 Secrets For Sale

http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/tv/channel-u/programmes/secrets-for-sale-article.aspx?cp-documentid=4575923

如果应为信任这两个字，我是错过了许多东西，我会开始学，但怎么开始，几时结束页是个问题。
那倒不如在还没开始之前告诉我放弃。
虽然不可能，但我不想放弃，盼望着这次的成功。

Long time since I pen/ wrote anything here..
So grassy now..
Things changed..
Me changed..
Hope came, hope gone..
New aim came, accomplished, another new aim came...

School started like 5 days or 4.8days already..
still trying to readapt back to the old habits that i have..
but its hard to change someone whom is used to sleeping late for 2 weeks back..
but no matter what i have to do it..
I AM JUST TOO TIRED..

Had fun.. known more stuff..
Did stuff which i regretted..
But not going to care about any other things anymore..
going to just stay who i am and stay true to myself..
REAL TRUE TO MYSELF..
its been too hard that i pushed myself to and i see the limit coming up..
I dont want to step on the footstep which others had..
I want a clear new path, fulfill my dreams and hopes..
BUT one thing is..
Whats my dreams now?
What my hope now?

I had already decided not to have any new year resolution this year..
AND its a NONONO~!!!
Hope its a good decision made.. =]