Back In Pieces

Ah... Finally. Having some time to blog again.

Exams are already over.

Attachments have started.

This was what I have been waiting for.

This is now.

I finally have the chance to prove myself.

Going to do my best for attachment!

Jia you!!!

V Day was the most memeorable.

Thank you, Love. :)

May Shan, I know I have left.

Please don't forget me ok?

Remember we said we would work very hard and rent a place together?

And oh yes, our bike license as well...

And continue to read my blog and leave me msgs...

Call me anytime ya.

I'm lost.

It's the second day since I left that place.

I can't believe they are so unprofessional...

What's done is done.

I have to face it bravely again.

Fuck this place.

I'm so going to work my ass off and get out of this place once I turn 21!!!

But then again, why should I swallow the shit that they give...?

FUCK IT!!!

1 month and I still haven't gotten my laptop back!

I'm going to call.

Watched Rise of The Lycans yesterday with Love.

Omg, although I personally favour Vampires and fantasize about being one, but I still love Michael Sheen!!!

He's sooooooooo MAN!

Male werewolves are SOOOOO MAN!!!

I'm willing to risk anything and everything for such a ancient union.

Fuck Viktor, he should go to hell.

What those two lovebirds are doing ain't no treason.

Still, my point is that who could resist such a manly man as Lucian?

And personally, in my opinion, I find that not many guys can carry the long hair off with such class and sexiness as Michael Sheen. :)

Omg... Now how I wish Iwas Sonja.

Omg, I can't believe I messed up my Business Law again!!!
Aaarrrggghhh!!!
Mandy you blur blur sotong!

I didn't know Business Law was tmr until I went to check CMS to confirm the dates!

Why did they fucking swop the dates of Business Finance with Business Law?!

Now I have to chiong BL!

BORED SHITLESS

B O R E D shitless.
(bôr shtl)

n. Bored: to feel weary or dull.

ajd. Shitless (vulgar slang: extremely.

Ramblings Of A Not So Normal Girl.

FCUK!
My Motherboard's been destroyed!
FCUK! FCUK! FCUK!
Aaarrrggghhh....
Shouldn't just lend any Tom, Dick or Harry my laptop in the first place...
Doesn't help being kind sometimes...
Lucky I still have my warranty.
Suerte.

Sigh.
What now.
Exams are coming and I'm still struggling to finish those chapters.
Stop procrastinating now Mandy.
Since when do you not care about your future anymore?
Strive hard. It never really hurts. :)

Oh.
I finally met up with her after all these months.
She got me an Addidas bag...
Thanks alot. :)

I'm so glad CNY's over.
Not a pleasant one for me this year...
I hope it gets better after this.

By the way,
my attachment's coming soon.
Right after the exams...
So this Sat will be my last race?
Yeah. :)

Oh my.
What's gotten into me?
I haven't been this happy/optimistic/cheerful in years?
Haha... All smiles all over my blog... :)
Nothing gotta do with CNY...
Heheee...
It's something else. :)

Ah...
And Idon't know why?
But this just came into my mind after watching "Nobody's Child".
My dream guy:

• Mature.
  
• Street smart.


• One who has been through alot of hardship.


• Loyal.


• Passionate.


• Strong.

In simple words, a man from the streets. (Not to be misinterpreted, though.)

Well, guess I'll stop here for the time being.
Been all dreamy recently.

Lol...

Planting seeds and hoping it would grow into stars one day...

P.M.S

This is not a abbreviation for Pre-menstrual Syndrome. =D
Rather it's the abbreviation for my new found friendship with 2 friends.
Paulyn and Sharon (Haha... I know, it'a a funny abbreviation but we finally settled on this cos it reflected our freaking siao antics!)

Paulyn
a.k.a. Miss Sophisticated.
Koh May Shan. 18. Cancer. Unfaithful. FUN HOUSEWIFE. Kuso.

Mandy
a.k.a. Brat/Miss Independent.
Mandy Lim Ming Xin. 18. Scorpio. ?. UnWeakGer. Love Story.

Sharon
a.k.a. B with class (She called herself that).
Sharon Abdullah. 21. Sagittarius. Big sIs. low.

Love you girls! Though it's a few months of knowing Big sIs and a few weeks for May. But yeah, you gals are great fun. My comfort from this cold cruel world. Here's to our friendship. May it be as strong as the toughest steel; and as deep as the ocean. Here's to a lasting friendship!

Besides that, I also have a Godmum and Goddad now.
They are a Malay family and Andy is now my GodBro.
I miss them and love them alot too...
Sorry I can't meet up with Mum and Dad.
Can't wait for the upcoming BBQ!!!

Big sIs promised to teach me Malay.
Until now also haven't teach. =.=
I'm leaving soon le leh...

Oh god, I'm so gonna miss you girls.
I can't bear to leave this place man.
It's become my haven, my only place of comfort and they are the angels that God have given me.
My Guardian angels.
I promise that I'll meet up with you gals frequently after that.
Oh god... I'm so not looking forward to it.

Sigh...
Still feel like there's a part of me that's still not fulfilled.
I feel like I'm half of something much greater.
And I'm still searching for that other half.
Roaming around halved, hollowed and incomplete.
Where in the world's corners is he?

Crossroads.

He is forgotten.

All the memories erased.

Like it never happened beofore.

It's too bad it ended up like this.

I'm moving on.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you about him.

But I guess you sort of knew.

Rest assured that he disappears from me.

I'm at the crossroads now.

I appreciate the things you have done for me.

But the problem lies in me.

I need to straighten up some things.

Be sure that this is what I really want.

I know my avoidance has hurt you like I don't care.

I just need to be sure that this is what I want.

Let's stick to just being friends for the moment.

I'll let you know when those are cleared.

I know it's very unfair for you.

But I think I should think things through.

I'll need some time.

And I won't ask you to commit yourself all too readily for me.

However, I really like you to know that I greatly appreciate you being there for me.

Even when I've gone all crabby sometimes.

Thank you for trying to make me happy.

A Letter...

I've done it.

Waiting for it.

For him to give an answer.

No reaction.

Nothing.

Whatever.

I'm tired of waiting for something that's never gonna work.

It won't happen.

Not when he's so egoistic about everything.

Just wanted friendship first.

This is really gonna be the last.

I just can't do it anymore.