We Keep The Faith Eternally ♥

I'm only left with about a week to complete my revision for the exams. Hohohoho. Super sianzxzxzxzxz! LOL. Anyways my work at YOV had ended (finally!) no more waking super early in the morning taking the train all the way to the other end of Singapore (just an exagerration) But well, it's time to start studying. But it feels so tiring just thinking about it. :/ Oh wells, what can we do~ But who gives a damn man, we can do it if we try, hard enough! Hahahahaha. Am super happy today 'cause went out with ms low and we both bought Tohoshinki complete collection side A. :DD I haven't open it yet but it's gonna be awesome! :D yayyyyyyy! Okays I'm off to watch my tv show. Nights(:

I'm finally free to use the com! The house is messy and everything.. so sian. & I'm so freaking tired from yov everyday! :\ Just a while ago I read something on facebook about marriage. It is something which many of us missed out on, not appreciating or cherishing the relationships we have. Here's the link: http://www.facebook.com/#!/note.php?note_id=407640990562&id=743662869 I don't know about anyone else but for me, sometimes I guess it gets hard to remember everything. Sometimes you're just so tired, it really slipped off your mind; but sometimes it's because I don't want to feel what I'm feeling, so I try to stop that thought, and I try to forget everything. It doesn't really works when you just tried it the first few times but it starts to work as time passes by, by not looking at things which will remind you of it, by diverting your attention to something else, by really forgeting such a thing ever exist. Fooling your mind itself. It is...

ONCE AGAIN IT'S NATIONAL DAY FOR SINGAPORE! HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY DEAREST SINGAPORE! :D I LOVE YOU!! :D I actually miss singing all the national day songs, like when I was in primary or secondary school. I have grown up so much already! It feels.. kinda melancholic. Yet, I have never regretted coming this far in life. I am really grateful that I am born in this marvelous country, where I won't be alone, because this is my home. It is undoubtly pretty safe in this country, and relatively small which makes travelling so much faster and convenient. Though sometimes it gets boring, there are actually many places we have never been to or explore in Singapore. It is because of Singapore that we meet and live with people of different races, and religion; a cosmopolitan country. That's why we have friends of different colours - it is interesting and fun. Most of all, I am more than happy to live in Singapore because I love the culture here. It may not be the perfect country or has th...

Just a random picture. The Heart. I wonder, am I thinking too much? Because it feels like I'm the only one who is taking in everything, and you all don't seem to care much about that. I'm confused, afraid and unsure. I wish someone can tell me the answers but I know I need to find it myself. I wish that you can help me; like how i'd helped you before, but the situation's different now. It's fine, 'cause eventually everything's gonna be okay. Don't judge me if you don't go what I'm going through. Forget it. People change, not like it's controllable. Well, maybe it is, but too bad I can't. And actually I guess it applies to everyone too? Sorry, just some rants. I don't think I want to say whatever's happening right now, so I hope that you guys won't ask me what's wrong. I appreciate all your concerns for me (if any), and really, thank you very much if you really care for me. I may be a nice or good person, but I know I...

Interesting. (: I am really tired.. But I can't sleep.. I wonder what's wrong :/

I'm worried about my future. I know it's kinda sudden to speak of this right now, maybe. But I just had a conversation with my dad who asked me about my future career plan. I was sure what I wanted to do, but I know his stand, I have thought about going that way before, but then I'm worried about my future happiness now. Haha how worrisome I am huh? I guess I really don't want to give up certain things and to let my knowledge go to waste (after learning about H&T). It is really hard to decide, I guess I should see how it goes after my internship, I really hope I get to do something useful and encourages learning/ improvement. I shall be off to write & draw up my career and future plans. Gees. Anyways, today is a good day. (: I'm more than happy! Hahaha