We Keep The Faith Eternally ♥

alrights~ i'm here. it's super late i know. hmms a little late i mean, but i could only use it when no one's using so yeah :D anyways it shall be a short post! 'cause i going to sleep soon alr tired and tmr have jcg at 12pm (actually 1pm because we're always late hahaha) okays!! sooo~ here's what we had on friday! watching 'accident' with the aunties~ fangrui n yirong weren't able to be there.. but nvm! soon soon :D hopefully! waiting to eat beancurd & mango pomelo sago! :D shili and me! :D and on sat! 26 september. went to shili house~ just the few of us, yanhong, dacia and me! hahah i was earliest :D and i watched shili cooked noodle~ smells so nice xD and then.. we did some personality quiz and then watched a bit of tv + see laptop thingys and then i had to go work alr :( and so they went to daiso~ hahaha yh was so nice, she helped me checked how long more for my bus to arrive and shili told me a faster way to go changi airport hahaha thank yo...

wanted to update with some pictures.. and i realised that i needa go bathe alr! going for jcg later at 3pm. hahahaha~ okays shall update when i come back then :D suddenly, it isn't so bad anymore. as long as you're happy, i will be. :D

YO! here i'm back hahaha. okays my long & draggy post again~ shall try to make it short and sweet. HAHA okays. wells. let's start with thursday, 24 september! i wanted to watch bloodties alone initially but luckily fatty foo say she'll pei me eventhough she've watched it! that girl ah! thanks alot alot :D haha while we were chatting on msn, she asked if i knew where she could watch 'The Proposal' at, online. so i went to checked if any cinemas were still showing the movie and then, miracle~ only at marina square! haha so we decided to watch the proposal~ i also wanted very much to watch it &! i'm super happy we did. it was a great movie :DD anyways, met up with juity, fiona & their friend alistair at j8 for lunch! hahaha and then ltr we 3 went shopping at orchard area walk walk shop shop & i bought quite a few things! yeah fiona bought a blue turtle neck one too! & after that we went to eat some snacks at ion! omg! i love that fish-shaped...

i must be crazy. and i'm so random. anyone wanna watch bloodties with me? i feel like watching some horror movies but i don't want to watch alone.. hmms, maybe shall ask ben :D eventhough there's like a 99.999999999...etc. % he'll say no. oh no. i just realised that the movie's m18.. maybe i shall ask sis then :D hahaha~ [edited] this is so frustrating, there's so many things i wanna shout out but i can't. =\ hmphh.. hope to go out with aunties soon soon! :D & also with poly friends~ :D and my schedule's gonna be super packed for the coming weeks! i shall enjoy my short short breaks now. i think maybe someday i'll try watching a movie alone, i wonder how it'll be like.. i'll buy a popcorn to go with :D and i'm not even half-way there. should have at least started with the first verse already can't wait for it to be completed and with her melody. well, i wish i could just tell you but if you've found it, i don't want to rui...

i'm super lag but anyways.. i love survivor's lyrics. i search for the translation for the lyrics, hopefully it's right :D Survivor Everytime, everyday Everybody now is a survivor Looking for everyway In this case, don’t give up Standing up from here Searching for the light Together we have a chance To change, so let’s try Oh baby let’s try With one smile you find a heart Shine on me Two smiles that we can join Shine on me Shine like the world does Smile, smile Survive, survivor! Even if you’re going on a-turn, it’s not so bad Remember something important Being alone is too hard We can unite our thoughts to begin Oh baby we can Somewhere there’s one dream with the main aim to Sail on Two dreams for a Brand new world and someone to love Dream dream Let’s hug With one love Tomorrow can be So easy Two love that we can join to Be happy believe in yourself Love Love Survive, Survivor Everyone is a Survivor Together we are Survivors Smile and dream now Everybody Everybody...

i wonder if i had already used this pic. anyways, i just realised reality. it isn't that beautiful; it is ugly. after watching two movies recently, 'watchmen' and 'the ugly truth', i guess it's me then. the world isn't that nice. i must have been to naive to think that everything is so simple it's not. it never was. but it felt like it is; looked like it is because we delude ourselves that it is. well, that's one of my stupid theory eventhough we know nothing's gonna change, maybe. but that's why we make it like there might be hope, which there isn't. really. and then comes, faith, love, wishes, smiles & laughters. just another way to, you know, make things better? nope, it just makes you feel better, maybe but it doesn't make things right. it doesn't help to solve your problems. it doesn't solve many things.. it really doesn't. so we run away. but someday it'll come back to haunt you down. and then you live with ...

i love yesterday, tuesday, 15/09/09! jcg-ed the whole day! :D well almost! watched some videos..etc! funny ones xD and then went to the cc to book a room so we could practice :D super tired and super fun! after that had macs..etc and dinner-ed together! loves them! :) 5-5-15's my new escapade~ :D today. wednesday, 16/09/09 did some shoots! :D fun~ but i had to leave early 'cause i had work :\ anf i left my mp4 in the class! how could i forget about it man :( luckily they help me keep :D yeah~ feels really lethargic today.. luckily tmr i'm super free~ :D happy! and i'm going to watch movie with maisie~ hopefully reb can make it! yeahhhhhhhhh~ :) yes! i resisted the temptation of the choco puff hehehe i shall eat it tmr! x) saturday? lunch? :D have have have? :D i think i will.

there will always be something beautiful in everyone i believe. (: even if it's just a teeny weeny bit. and jie is back! :D i'm not going to be alone in the room tonight~ wheeeeeeeess! and she bought many things :D happy happy~ thank you, you. and thank you, bangye(: for always being there for me and caring for me. it's hard to feel sad when you always cheer me up hahha that must be your power girl! ;) i only hope, i'd still hope.

i found this picture from the internet. (: i like the smiley faces on the shoes, and i like the shoes because they are red in colour. and i like the way they are smiling at me; at least it looks like they are smiling at me. hahaha. what a pathetic attempt to make myself smile. --------------------------------------------------------------------- okays great. i can't sleep.. well i'm not sure why. maybe because sister's not home :\ can't believe i kinda miss her.. haha but i just spoke to her on msn :) and she bought me a denim jacket! :D can't wait to see it and wear it xD mans. i'm going back to that lonely, empty room, alone. again. today is the third night. and so it's going to be my third time.. i hate this feeling. the feeling like i'm the only one left. --------------------------------------------------------------------- and tmr! is gonna be a super duper long day for me! a super tiring one as well. but i guess i hope to stay up all night and the...

oh wells! i'm here again~ :D had been super busy for the past few days! so many many activities going on~ let's start with SUNDAY! 06 september 2009. yes it's mr KOH ZQ's birthday haha. okays anyways, it happens to be my niece's first month as well! well, unlucky her xP hahaha no lahs. anyways she's really small, and has spikey hair hahah so cute! oh! and her english name is caryn, her chinese name is wen xuan. very nice name i feel :D and jayden is forever still so cute! haha and he looks like a baby bear, a very cute one xD well jermaine is cute too when she smiles, but she doesn't do that often. haha oh wells, that's all. hahahha~ okays fine. so we had buffet and! sang abit of karaoke! but there was only one cd and 12 songs.. so very fast got tired of it alr haha. left early cuz i actually feel asleep.. hahaha but i'm super tired okays. [ friday i had OT, worked for like 11.5 hrs, opening til 9pm. then next day had my jcg from morning (supposed to...

i took this from somewhere~ it looks cute! :) and well, i don't really agree with this. hahahah i'm pretty confused by myself. anyways i'm so damn tired i shall be off to dreamland now and hopefully dream of my future husband whatever. hees goodnights. today is a special day, because you make it special. it's just that simple! :D well i wish it'll be.. you. well a little fantasizing won't hurt. lols