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DANCE! SUBARU Today was just fantastic! :D met up with dacia unnie, shili, yanhong and fangrui and we went to watch DANCE! SUBARU :D with all the other DBSK fans! hahah the effect was really awesome!! :DD it's a really really super fabulous movie you should really catch it xD fangrui and me are planning to watch it again it's a touching and beautiful story and i simply just love her last dance, it was full of emotions of what she wanted to express. and she's really beautiful, she has the elegance :) really LOVE it :DD haiz, words just can't say how great it is :) DBSK! :DD Just in case you're wondering, why the entire theater was filled with DBSK fans. well, 'cause the above is a scene from the movie which features DBSK!! :DD at that moment they appear, woow! everyone was cheering, in the cinema it was a super cool experience man :D but they only appeared for a short while >. and we get goodie bag! :D and Dacia's the lucky one with the BOLERO cookies, s...

hello.. hahahha really hate to post this type of post but i guess it's just a way to vent my frustrations? i don't know why i feel this way. still pondering over thursday i suppose.. but it's nothing much now, 'cause it feels better a little. haven't been doing much.. and sometimes i question myself, if i have the rights to feel like shit. but no, the answer's no. 'cause everytime i think, about how others are worse off than me, i feel like everything i'm feeling is nothing. and even they are trying to live happily, so how can i break down? and i know how sucky it feels to disappoint someone but to which is worse, being disappointed or to be a disappointment? i don't really know. but i think it all depends on who's the one affected. and maybe, i feel that disappointing someone is just disheartening, that feeling's downright horrible. and doing it many times makes it all so much more worse. you'll just feel like your whole life's screw...

oh myyyy! didn't realise the time. hope and prays dad doesn't come out to nag at me x.x Work is better now. hahaha probably 'cause maisie's working with me today. that's why maybe only today. haha. and we cabbed down to work today! lol, it will most probably be the only time we get to start and end work tgt. and kevon's working today too! and i brought home many food. just to keep it for tmr :) anyways.. Projects still sucks, but can't hate it. gotta do it, settle it. School feels like prison. I don't know what i'm doing there. Social Life. blanks. haven't been doing much. arghh. Family still the same. but still i love it(: if i had a chance, i'd still choose to be born in this family. i want to cut my hair. it's always so weird and not nice. but how toooooo?? ssm! how to cut? and boy do i look like some weirdo every thursday. hope no one i know sees me =\ meeting tmr. field trip tmr. needs to sleep, but don't want to. just in case i ...

hoho i'm back! alrights.. will go off soon~ 'cause am working later. Hmms.. and i'm soooooooo sianz. still thinking if i should or should not quit? sometimes it's all alright, sometimes i don't like it. maybe because maisie's working with me so i'm still happy hahaha well well well.. what can i say? yesterday was a horrible saturday, damn the slam, couldn't even rest or go toilet for even a while! geeeeeeeeeeeeee! feel like dying. hahaha no lahs.. and shitsssssssssssss.. i didn't go for jcg again =\ should i should i should i?? and just to say, i've been losing track of time.. today is?? 17 may 2009! right? sometimes i wonder, what am i doing? why am i doing this? why do i have to? why can't i? where am i? not how. just what, why and where. if i can have all the time in the world, i probably still can't complete everything i want to do hahaha nope, it's me 'cause i just soooooo love to drag time hahah yeah it's a horrible habi...

okays my alarm is gonna ring like.. any moment now. and it just rang! hahahha okays i'm so random right now but if you know me, i'm always random :D yeah anyways, i finally get some time to use the com and so just wanna post about some events that happened, in the past few days?? 09 May 2009 celebrated yirong's birthday at jack's place at cwp hahahhaa had super loads of fun and we even went to her house after that~ it was super hot, haha we all end up so sticky&sweaty eww.. hahahha 10 May 2009 celebrated Jie's 21st birthday and MUMMY'S DAY!! at Palm Gdn there a different mother's day for all mothers present.. i guess haha and it was damn tiring hahhahah and that's why i overslept! x) anyways i gotta go. time for school~ shall update real soon! with many many pictures :) i did not sleep again last night because today is a tuesday! and i'm sooooooooooooo glad i don't have to work today 'cause maisie can work. i didn't mind initially but...

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I MISSED IT. i know i won't be home in time. BUT! STILL.. HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO OUR BELOVED FATTY, YIRONG :D HEHEH Sorry girl! i'm like MIA everywhere hahha wish i could be somewhere to surprise you or something.. but anyways, hope you had fun today somehow? ^^ hahaha except for the tution part? LOL anyways~ please try to stay cheerful alrights! especially 'cause we're not by your side HAHA the one thing about you that i can remember very clearly in secondary school.. is actually you telling me you're hungry! always two periods before recess xD hahaha i don't know why but.. LOL and the times we pon drama together :X and why ah.. how come you and me sit together in class?? hahah and all the crappy stuffs we do in class during lessons! like writing notes to all the auntys haha mans the last time i've seen you in real life is like sooooooo long ago alr! finally our next meeting is coming yeah! :DD so tired.. but i still gotta finish my homework first! o...