Monday, April 18, 2011

50!




"When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
You're so fxcking special"

50 seems like a good number. We have been together so long, from when friends were single, they get into a relationship and together still when they become. I hope we won't go through what they went through, I'm sure some of our friends are hurting when they break up a relationship but I don't want to ever go through that.

NS is coming soon. I am lying if I say I am not scared. I hear lots of stories about how this loving couple can suddenly become so crappy when the guy enters NS not knowing what is going on on the outside world while the girl is free. Reality is, the guy becomes obsolete and there's nothing he can talk about but army things which we all know ladies aren't interested in. I hope we won't be another story when the time comes cos I don't know what I'll do without you. Hey, if you are together so long you feel like your part of each other. That is what I'm trying to say. Its been long since I gave you something, well I'd give anything.

There is no way I'm letting you go anytime soon. Which girl would follow me skip work and line up 4 hours just for me to get a game? Which girl would keep letting me beat her in daytona? Which girl would sit in the car with me in the rain and eat hot tauhuay? There's only one. The one i met.

Friday, December 03, 2010

gah

it feels like i've been letting you down.
well, its no excuse though i've been sleeping late and then going out with you.
it feels like i dunno man.. i feel shit but i cant do something?
well i wrote more but i deleted a whole chunk of it.