A Day without Porn

A day with out porn has become a differnt sort of day for me. Time seems to run slower on those days. So one day without porn has commonly turned into several days without porn. Then the inevitable  happens and I have a day where porn seems to be front and center on my mind, where jacking off occurs several times in the same day. This will last a day or two, then I feel guilt for the time that I could have been doing something more productive and get back to days with no porn.

The Wrestling Team

There wasn't wrestling when I was in High School, and looking at an image like this it would have been a learning experience. It's cool that there is a sport where inserting a finger into a guys ass while in front of your friends and family can really take some mystery from the mind of a high schooler. The whole "I think I might be gay" could be determined fairly quickly and definitively. If everyone is cheering you on as you've got your arms and legs wrapped about a guys body, and the winner is determined by who can pin the other down to a mat using only your brute force, that's pretty cool. That gives you a sense of power that you can make others do things they don't want to do, and come back for more.

If my school had a wrestling team, I would like to think that I would have had the balls to try out for the team. I wonder how much would be different today if I had done that. I know I wouldn't have had to wait so long to feel my hand in the ass crack of another guy. With one finger gently massaging the tender skin around the opening, slowly pushing in and looking to find the prostate.

Morning Wood

The past few mornings, I've woken up with my cock at full attention, almost to the point of hurting. Don't know if that is just a sign or symptom, but I've been horny in a way that I just want to get several guys together and just have a free for all for several hours.

I was a bit surprised the first morning, Saturday, waking up with this big boner, cause I had, not six hours before jacked out two good size loads one after the other. Then I managed one more load in the morning before it went totally away. The feeling of waking up on my back with my cock stretching out my shorts. The only thing that would have been nicer is there was someone there that would take to the time to lick and stroke till I almost cum. Then switch to my balls and play with them some, while gently rubbing a finger around my ass and slowly and gently find my prostate.

It's Been a While

This is my blog and I can post as I want to, and recently I've felt the need to push myself to start doing something on a regular basis. I almost thought that issue with google was going to end this, as I  always thought this would go out with a wimper rather than a "in your face" ending.

Part of the reason is that it's hard to write something every time that I stick my dick into some random asshole, and I've been doing that much less then when I started this blog. So if I continue it's going to be slightly different, but maybe some of the same stuff. Sometimes if just might be a sentense and sometimes it might be something more.

The main thing is that I'm not dead, which I'm guessing at least one person out there thought I might have. I also survived my month of no masturation.

Part of what is giving me thoughts to post things is like today. I woke up and masturbated and got off two loads before 7am. Then about noon a guy that has been after me for well over a year to get back with him contacted me again. So after work I stopped by his place and managed to spend about an hour showing him that what he wants and what he gets may not always be the best thing for his ass.  Where as my last encounter was about six or eight weeks back with a new guy. This guy had the body of a porn star and for some reason I just couldn't manage to keep an erection. I think it's about being comfortable with a guy is just as much as how hot of a body a guys has.

I would make a seperate post about meeting up with the guy after work, but I've already mentioned the best parts.

Also if anyone points out any grammer issues with this, you can go fuck yourself, unless it's something that doesn't make sense, then I might let you fuck me, cause I've been practicing.