STD's

I've never considered myself a hypochondriac, but this weekend I started wondering if the feeling of my ass was okay, and did I always feel myself piss this way, slight pain maybe? So this lead to several web sites and   I learned what the symptoms of chlamydia are, maybe I had these symptoms, wasn't sure. So the more thinking about it the more I thought about who I'd been with in the past few weeks (three guys I've all played with before.) Chatting with all three of them, but not saying anything about my ghost symptoms, they didn't say anything out of the ordinary. so I thought instead of warning these guys before knowing for sure, first thing Monday morning I went to get tested.

So I went to a local "Any Lab Test Now" location www.anylabtestnow.com and got the comprehensive std test. I do this full volley of test every 12 to 14 months, so I was due anyway. What I learned on their web site was that you could check in with 4Square, like who the hell wants to broadcast that they are getting health test done, but anyway. They told me that it would be three to five day for the results, which they just say to cover any unexpected delays, but I got my results the next day.

So I'm 100% clean, and somehow all my symptoms just disappeared, image that. Glad I didn't say anything.

What I learned about chlamydia is that it's very prevalent and most people don't have any symptoms, and does cause issues if not treated. The good news is that it can be treated easily with antibiotics. Everyone seems to be worried about HIV, but don't forget about the little things that are out there.

On a side note: any tips on doing what is in the image above? How deep can a tongue get into a guys ass?

PS: I forgot this earlier, but when I went in to get my results, the woman that handed them to me greeted me with "How are you feeling Today" or at least that's what I thought she said, and I thought who the hell says that to someone that is getting test results back. Cause I thought that maybe she knew something that I didn't know at the time.

Would You Suck His Cock?

Okay, now, three years ago if I walked around a corner in a store and saw this, I automaticly have turned around and left. No I'd do something else.

I'd probably stop and look the guy in the eye to make sure that he knows his cock is out and that he's looking for someone to suck on it. I'd look around from the end of the aisle to see where other people if any were in the store, then walk over to him, grab his cock, look him in the eye then drop down and suck on his cock. Don't know how long I'd do it, and wouldn't do it with the intention of getting him off, because the aisle in a store is not that place, but I would arrange something.

Now if the guy was older, out of shape, and not my type, I'd just walk away and try not to laugh.

Gay Thoughts

I had a weird thought recently, wondering why there were so many gay guys on A4A. I realized my mistake immediately, it still weird that I thought that for a moment.

It was kind of like the time I spent looking all over for my keys, only to find them in my own hand.

Bottoming

Is there a point you reach after you've tried and tried to enjoy a good bottoming that you just have to throw in the towel, and tell yourself that you just don't have the prostate for it? Or does it develop slowly over time with someone that you feel comfortable with, till you final find that magic position that stimulates your prostate to the point that you have the best orgasm of your life?

What the feedback on this guys?

Light

What does it say about me, when the first thing I notice in the photo is the light on the back of the bike, because I have that same light. The ass in the background is nice, but I've seen better.

Clowns are Scary

After see this, I'm no longer sexually interested in guys. I may get over this aversion, but no one should ever want to dress as a naked clown again, end of story.

Sex Den

I know it's just me, but look at all that stuff in the back ground, and think "who the hell is going to be cleaning that shit up?" With the fun comes the follow up, and in this place it looks like a lot of cleaning. That is unless you're okay with getting onto a fuck bench with layers of dried crusty cum smeared all over the surface.

And yes, I secretly wish that I had access to a place like this, to fuck the shit out of the guy in the pic on that bench to his left that is suspended from the ceiling. I could lay back on the bench and he could straddle me and ride me like a bronco, til I bust. Those springs would provide a nice little bounce as my cock slides in and out of his ass.

That's so Gay

The word gay, for me brings up an image of someone that is effeminate, and pretty much the opposite of masculine. I've always thought that if you're horny and playing with your cock and there is another guy around doing pretty much the same thing, then that's a gay thing, but I see this image and think "masculine."

All this thinking is about how gay guys are boycotting Russia, because of the anti-gay policy. What they should do is go there, get arrested so that normal Russians can see that famous people and normal people are gay. The punishment isn't that severe, and the chance for a average Russian to see that people they wouldn't suspect were gay are, is something that may change their mind about that policy.

Saturday Ride

If you get out an ride, and get on the tail of other bikers, you realize that some bike shorts, while black are see through. Not clear like above, but enough to see a guys ass crack. I'll be doing an easy 40 or so when this hits the web.

Body Builder

When your goal is to look the biggest you can be, and then your reach that goal, what next?

Question

I'm just wonder if it would be out of line to talk to my buddy about his college age son and wonder if his kid is a bottom like himself, and what it would be like to fuck a father and son. Does anyone think he'd be offended, or is that stepping over the line.

Just the idea of fucking a father and son seems more taboo than twins.

And just for the record, this is all a fantasy that I don't expect or hope to ever be fulfilled, but it'd be interesting.

Pool

When I first saw this, what attracted my eye was the sunlight rippling on the bottom of the pool and the pattern that is made, and it made me think of David Hockney paintings from the 60's. Makes me want to have a pool and get naked young guys to swim around in it all day long.

Guys in Line

While some guys have the fantasy of getting it on with a cop, it's hot and all, but not necessarily my fantasy. I know a few cops and for the most part they seem like bullies. Anyway what I like about the pic is the one bottom and the tops that are waiting their turn. Something about a willing bottom and multiple tops that my cock just enjoys.

Not for Your Amusement, but for Your Pleasure

Every time I see this image I think; I just want to grab the guys right wrist, (the hand that's slapping at the cock) then, with my other hand grab the back of the guys head, pull him into so that we are face to face, look him straight in the eye and tell him that my cock is not a fucking play toy. Then show him how you're suppose to play with a cock, force him down on my cock till tears are in his eyes.

Another Bikers Ass

Old style bike, and nice ass.

Really your Wearing White, Okay

Went out riding the other day, and while going up a hill, got passed by two guys. Didn't mind it because in riding, I set my own pace and while it's tempting to speed up to ride with others, and at times I do, today was all about my pace. Anyway they passed me only going a bit faster than me, so when the second guy passed, wearing white spandex outfit, I got a nice long look.

Wearing white in hot sweaty weather and not expecting things to be visible is just being naive. It's like if a girl goes to a wet t-shirt contest and is surprised when everyone can see her tits, but this guy didn't realize or didn't care what all was showing.

I think getting use to wearing skin tight cloths does something to you. In a group ride and the rest stations, if my cock is pointing at the ten o'clock position, doesn't bother me in the least.

Roma

Sometimes I wish that I was a bottom, but when my cock gets hard, that thought goes out the window, and it gets hard looking at this guy.

Bikers Ass

Garmin's got a different partner this year for the Tour de France, and the riding gear is a different design, but it's the same asses that are being put into them, and parking them on a bike for the duration of the Tour de France. If you ride in a group you are practically obligated to look at the guys ass in front of you for the duration of the ride. If you don't like the look of one guys ass, just move up or down the palaton to a different guy. It's also great motivation if they are faster than you, you just have to work to keep up with them.

Bike Shorts on the Road

Sometimes, while looking at the craigslist ads, what scares me a bit is the ads that are wanting just down and dirty sex. Someone that wants to be dominated and my little fuck toy in full-out unprotected sex doing anything and everything that comes to mind, with as many people that would care to participate. The scary part is the std's and the fact that I'm not a fan of other peoples bodily fluids in any form. In reality I like a nice sterile encounter, keeping things all covered and protected, but I still get a surge of blood into my cock when I read about the twenty something kid that's looking for a daddy to please, and will do anything that he's told.

Tour de France

The closeness of the competitors in the Tour doesn't reach this far, but it's fun to imagine. The reality is probably more of a mind game, where teams have to work to overcome other teams, but then in a break away, competing teams have to work together, overall it's a great sport where people from all levels can enjoy themselves.

Steve Grand

If you haven't heard yet, that guy above is Steve Grand and the other day he released a video titled "All American Boy" about him being attracted to his best friend. Twenty years ago his best friend (if they were from the South) would have punched him in the face for trying to kiss him and would have publicly shunned him in front of everyone else. Doesn't seem to be the case today, and that's a good thing.

The song is on youtube, just search for Steve Grand or All American Boy and it'll be the top video. Enjoy.

Group of Guys

I think that there is a fundamental difference between the way two guys would love one another and the way a guy and girl would love one another. Getting with guys is like above, naked, hard cocks, body contact, and some fun. 

Favorite Position

The boy that I'm seeing on a somewhat regular basis now, the black guy that I've mentioned before, this is my favorite position with him. In this position my cock easily slides into his ass, like it's meant to be there.

Goals

This is my goal; just a few years and two tattoos to go, also about 15 pounds, and a few months in the gym, but I'm almost there.

Dog Pile

Statistically speaking at least one guy in the pile of guys has an erection, and I think I see it there in the dark colored shorts.

Part of the great thing about getting with another guy is just being able to press and rubbing my body against his. Sharing a raw masculine moment between two buddies is a great feeling, and what these guys are doing.

Biking

With just a bit of imagination, this is what you can see from a bike. Reason enough to get your lazy ass off the couch and out on the road. If you think it's to hot out side, just remember, that means only the more hardcore better looking bodies are going to be out.

Alpha Male

Among a selection group of other married guys, I just heard from a new guy that I haven't met in person, who has apparently been told or is inferring that I'm the alpha male of the group. As long as everyone shows up on time, gets naked, sucks my cock, and bends over an takes my cock like a man, I'm good with that. Hell if someone else wants to the be the alpha male, I okay with that too, though I'm not going to bottom for him.

I could go into a whole dissertation of what constitutes an alpha male, but I think bottom line is knowing what they want and just having other wanting to ensure that they get what the alpha wants. It's not about asking or demanding, but being in the right place at the right time with the right equipment, and the right guys.

The Male

It may be odd, but for someone that considers himself a complete top (myself) but I tend to put a lot of things up my ass. I'm not sure how much pleasure I get just from that action, but someday I may work myself into a prostate orgasm.

Oh, and the guy above just seems to me to be the epitome of maleness, and it would be cool to look into his eyes as my cock slides deep into his ass.

Arabs

I was recently in an Arab country, no one looked like the guy above.

There was one young guy, our driver for one of the days. Before getting into the vehicle, I didn't get a good look at him, but from the backseat he looked like a nice young guy. Young, thin, and wearing the traditional desert full length (neck to foot) garb, there were hints of him having a nice body under what would be called a dress here in the south. So when we finally stopped and got out of the vehicle, I was looking forward to seeing the guy full frontal and clothed. What a disappointment, the guy looked interested from a rear profile point of view, but head on and up-close, he looked like he'd been hit up side the head by a dead camel, repeatedly. So one side angle view nice, closer inspection, was not something worth seeing. Luckily he stays in the desert with the camels and few tourist.

The rest of the trip was fun, but in a Muslim county, I didn't want to leave even an internet trace of anything that might hint of gayness.

Before I knew what gay was

Back in High School, when I didn't know what gay was, I was drawn to images like the one above. In the book store in the mall, in the art and photography section, was this book. There were photos of naked good looking guys doing things, generally they were around water. Part of me wanted to think this was normal behavior, while the other part thought it was wrong in some way and I never held or looked thriugh the book for long.

There is the thrill of being naked outdoors around other guys, which is different than wanting to get my cock erect, turn one of them over and fuck them till they cum. I wish being naked around others was more common, without the sex part.

The Long and Short

The longer I stay away from this, the easier it seems to be, but sometime I just got to get things written down for other to read that has no impact on my life outside of this blog.

A Real Biker

You know how you can tell that this guy just finished riding?

The grease marks on his right leg. That is what happens when you put your foot down and your front sprocket hits the side of your right leg.

Tattoos Don't Make the Man

When I was young, and it rained, I thought that it rained over the entire planet at the same time, I learned at an early age that wasn't the case. The same goes for tattoos on a guy. On the internet, everyone is better looking that real life, and if that's not the case, your pic doesn't make if very far on the internet.

What made me think of this was that I caught part of TLC's show about covering up bad tattoos, and the people that those bad tattoo's are attached to. It's almost as if they go together, bad tattoos and non-pretty people.

lesson learned is that if I get a tattoo, pay for a nice one.

I Shoot, I Score

For most of my life, when I cum it was always right there at the head of my cock. Sometime into a tissue, sometimes into the palm of my hand, sometimes other places that I can't see. Recently I've noticed that when I shot a load off, say onto the stomach of the guy I saw just recently saw, I can shoot a pretty good distance.

The first time I saw something like this was about a year and a half ago,  I had connected with someone from A4A, and got them into my office. I had my desktop cleaned off and this guy laid out on it. We were just trading blowjobs, and finished up by jacking off together. This guy, while on his back shot a load onto the desk just beyond his head, missing my keyboard by only a few inches. Up till recently I've never done that myself and hadn't seen it done outside of porn.

Recently I've noticed that I'm able to do this now, so it must be a learned trait. It's just that first shot out of my cock that gets any distance, the next few are just right there at the tip of the cock, and the last one is like getting the last of the toothpaste out of the tube.

The Oddest Bike Shorts

Definitely not bike shorts, not even sure where you would get something like this. I'd be more worried about getting sun on parts of my body that haven't seen sun in a very long time.

Today is also the Paris-Roubaix Bike Race. If you don't know what this is, it's a one day race from Paris France to Roubaix, and kind of the kick off to the professional season. The unique feature of this ride is the cobble stones that portions of the ride covers, and that riding over them just beats the shit out of the riders.

Bikers Going After One Another

If your reading this Saturday morning, there is a very high probability that I'm on a bike, wearing my Lycra shorts, and working my ass off to keep in the draft of the good looking ass in front of me.

Really?

Sometimes, the poses that models are put into for just the right photo is funny. Being in front of an old drill press doesn't make me think that kicking up your leg in this fashion is cool, it just looks silly. But the guys got a nice body, is willing to have his body photographed and somehow made its way onto the internet, so feast your eyes. 

Santa in the Off Season

Nice

Real Tan Lines

These are the tan lines of a dedicated biker.

Cars Are an Extension of Yourself

On one level, identifying yourself by the car you drive is a bit shallow, but it seems that those are rules that are in place in society, and have been for several decades. When I drove a small fuel economy Honda, someplace, people made assumptions that I had to overcome. Now when I drive to the same place in a full size Ford pickup, I've got instant cred. Part of me thinks that if others are so gullible as to make certain assumptions based solely on the type of vehicle I drive, I ought to live up to those expectations, the other part of me thinks that it's stupid to think a vehicle defines me.

Photographic evidence to the contrary, there is no correlation between how good looking you are and how nice of a truck you drive.

Sexual Urges

I'm sure there are people that look at the above image and feel no stirring in their loins, maybe if they think that the cock instead of going into a vagina, instead is going in their anus, but I digress. The image has sex written all over it. To not have no reaction, or a negative reaction is inconceivable to me.

Also in a situation like this, do you call the guy a top? It took me a few years, before I had any first hand knowledge, of the difference between a top and a bottom, and their role in the act of sex. Don't even think of asking me about the bandanna colors, that was history before I have heard about it.

Tattoos

While I have no tattoos on my skin, I do like the look of them (for the most part) on other guys. After see many photos on the internet of guys with tattoos, I really wonder if there is some biological connected between having a tattoo and being of above average looks. I'm sure there are some homely guys with tattoos, but no one wants to photograph them, or no one wants to redistribute a photo of them, so were just left with hot looking guys and their tattoos.

Good Friday is a good day to get Out

Balls

When I first started to explore man on man stuff, ranging from simple blow-jobs  to frotting, to full out pound your ass fucking, I thought I was average to so so in many ways. I've learned that the average cock length is not 8" or so, and that most of the guys I've seen naked have balls that you can really get your hands around.

I've taken to shaving my balls, because I like the they feel when slightly sweaty and they stick to my thigh and as I move I can feel them not swinging around in my pants. Also the feeling of just using my fingers to move them back and forth in my nut sack as I relaxed, the smooth skins feels really nice.

I've only come across one or two set of balls that dangle like the ones pictured above. Something that you can get your hands around, something that clearly and cleaning fits into your mouth, if they were hair free so much the better.

Leaders

Sometime you lead, sometimes you follow, sometime you just need a nice ass to look at.

After the Ride

More often than not, and as much as I can, after I finish a ride, I jack off. What usually happens is that I get back, take my helmet, gloves, shoes, and jersey off and get some ice packs on my knees. Knees are still good, and hopefully the ice packs are just going to make sure they stay that way. So I'm sitting back sometimes with my shorts off at this point and just have to make sure my cock can still get hard, it usually does, and I just edge for a while.

What do other guys do, as a prelude to jacking off?

My First Jock Strap

Years ago, in grade school basketball practice at the local boys club, our team was first introduced to jock straps. If memory serves me right, and it usually doesn't, they were just like the one pictured above. I do remember the feeling of two straps competing to see which one could be buried in my ass crack the deepest. Pulling and tugging on the straps did not change anything about the feeling that something was in my ass crack which shouldn't have been there, and didn't feel comfortable. I wonder if that is a sign of being a top? Anyway, the practice went on and no one on the team, to my recollection, had any good thing to say about the jock straps. I also have no memories of being in a locker room as a twelve year old and thinking anything that would indicate that I was attracted to other guys.

Recently have worn a jock strap, one with the straps that frame my ass checks and allows someone to rim me and not get their tongue tangled up in any straps.

It Grows on You

When I first started biking, years ago, the thought of getting into spandex shorts, skin tight jersey and riding around in public was not something that I felt comfortable doing. There are a whole host of reason why a bike riders gear looks like it does, and most of it has developed over time from professional riders. It's trickled down to the average rider, and now for the price of gear, you to can look like a pro. So that first season that I rode, it was gym shorts and t-shirts. Now does anyone reading this realize what gym shorts and t-shirts do to a body when you ride? With no padding in the crotch area provided by gym shorts, your gentiles get squeezed between your body weight and the bike seat. Cotton shirts when they get wet with sweat and rub all over your nipples, and that's a feeling you'll remember for several days.

The second year I got a pair of spandex shorts, bought a jersey, and haven't looked back.The shoe clips are a whole other issue. Now that I've gotten comfortable, it does not bother me in the least to go about in public like the guy above. As sexy as anyone would find the guy above, when your in the gear and on a bike, it's about riding. Sure other guys are nice to look at and can inspire you to go faster or long, if for no other reason than to just watch them for a bit longer, but it comes down to the ride.

Now when your in private and not intending to ride and your in your gear, then that's a fetish, and more power to you.

I'm more of a two o'clock guy, meaning that with my cock laid out in my shorts, it mostly ends up point in the two o'clock position if you were to be looking at my crotch area.

Meeting Places

Some times the most convenient place to meet a guy is at the office. After hours, when I know no one else is going to be walking in, the added advantage is that I've got a shower there. The reality is that you have to be doubly discreet, because what would happen if they just reacted and answered the phone, how could you possible explain that. Now I've got another place, let's call it an investment, someplace private and no one has to know what happens behind closed doors. The good thing is that you don't find odd pubic hairs all over the place the next morning.

Something New

I recently followed through on meeting a guy that I've been back and forth with for several months, I tell everyone that I'm really slow to meet new guys. Anyway, it was after riding, what some people would consider a lot of miles on my bike, cooling off, I logged on and say that he was on. We had talked about meeting up soon, and if I had time I that day I would let him know. He was on, I was horny, I had the time and I told him where meet me.

What makes this a new thing for me was that the guy is black. Being a white guy in the south there are somethings that I have to overcome that stem from the environment that I live in. Sure I had a preconceived notion of the guy, but what kept us emailing back and forth was the his command of the English language in the emails that we exchanged back and forth, the shot of his body also helped. Did I say that he was personal trainer at a gym, and twenty years my junior? Those were also factors in my slowness in meeting him in person.

So I finally made the time, set a place to meet, to make sure I wasn't getting into something that I didn't want to be in. Another thing that help was knowing that his car cost more than the new truck that I was in. I know that seems a bit shallow, but for someone his age to have that car does say things about him. weather it be rich parents, good job, or just having the financial understanding to buy or lease the car and still have enough left over for other things. What cinched the deal what when I looked into his car, saw him sitting in the drivers seat with a tight white t-shirt on, big arms, and the glasses. It was really just the glasses, then all I said at that point was "follow me"

More later.