No More Riding this Year

The chances of getting out on the open road and riding is pretty much done for the year. Just have to live with till a warm day in the new year, and the indoor trainer.

Big Trucks

Now I don't have any proof on this issue, but I just suspect that if someone has to have a truck that allows them to look down on all the other drivers on the road, that there must be a short coming somewhere in their makeup. I'm in this classification a bit myself having earlier in the year purchased the largest vehicle that I've ever owned. I wonder if other guys look up at me in my truck and think to themselves that I must have a small cock, then remember that I have a large cock, and I'd show it to anyone that needs proof. On my behalf, I have the stock wheels and no lift on my truck, and I'm not trying to proved anything to anyone by driving a big truck, just need to haul things around occasionally. I just look at this pic and see a bottom with a short dick, but I would love to be proven wrong on this, and if I'm wrong I'll gladly get down on my knees and suck that cock, no matter the size.

I will admit that when I see a truck like the one above, that I think it's sexy in a very similar way that I find a guy with a nice body sexy, but I've never masturbated while looking at a truck.

What's Sexy

I don't know about ayone else, but I find an image like the one above sexy. If your showing your hard erect cock, or your gaping ass for the world to see, that's interesting, but not sexy. All that being said, while this image stirs something inside of me, it's not necessarily the desire to sock his cock, fuck his ass, or take his cock up my ass, it's just sexy. Women have always been viewed as sex objects while men have been less so, though that does seem to be changing. I wonder how women feel about seeing  a sexually provocative of another woman, while I know most guys upon seeing a male portrayed in the same manner gets defensive, uncomfortable, and or aroused.  As for me, I get uncomfortable and aroused, and now know what it takes to get a guy like this, moaning in pleasure as I slide my cock in and out of his ass.

Not Ugly in the Least

When I first glanced at this picture, the first thing that entered my head was that someone tried to hit this guy with an ugly stick, and he turned around and gave them a beat down. I know it's a weird thought, but that the kind of shit that pops into my head all the time.

Tis the Season

For some reason this image has the look and feel of a Norman Rockwell print, with the exception that Norman would never had depicted a scene anything remotely like this. Just think of it as the Christmas Gift and have a happy holiday season. If it's Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Christmas, or something else, plan on having a good one.

Thanksgiving in America

Kinda looks like a Turkey

For those outside of the US, Thanksgiving is a day where Americans gather together around food, watch football, complain about one another, and relax. Some people gear up for the Christmas shopping, but it Thanksgiving is done right, you eat by mid day and ready to take a nap for the rest of the afternoon.

Why is it that when you look at guys in briefs in a casual setting, that you can almost always see the outline of their cock. Most of the time you can tell if they are cut or uncut. With this Beckham ad, he's like a ken doll, sure there is a bulge in his shorts, but as far as I can tell it could be a sock. I will say that when this image is blown up to be pasted on the side of building, then things change a bit. There aren't to many underwear makers that acknowledge in their ads that underwear is designed to hold a cock and balls in check. Then there is Andrew Christian, whole nother story there.

the Kid

I came close to getting a guy bent over the tail gate of my pickup truck recently. I had the time, he had the time, we didn't have a place to play, the weather was good, so I suggested my trucks tailgate. So I spent a while telling him what I wanted to do, he just kept thinking of my cock, and things didn't register till I told him the only bed that I had available that night was the bed of my pickup. His response was "I don't know what your use to, but I am not a low piece of trash ass that you can fuck like a monkey out side in a truck bed."

That sealed the deal on my end, that we were never going to meet face to face. It wasn't that he was opposed to something that I suggested, but that he came back with a negative response and change the tone of the conversation so quickly. I'm not going to force anyone to do anything that they don't want to do, but I've also realized that with the size of my cock and that I know how to work it in a guys ass, that I set the tone for anything that goes on around me, not some kid that thinks I want to fuck him like a monkey in the bed of my pickup truck. It was always going to be with both his feet on the ground and bent over the tail gate, and there was going to be blanket for his comfort.

I'm not going to block the kid on the site, just ignore him from this point forward, I want him to see my profile that shows my cock and let him think about what he is not going to see in person. In the future, he's going to have to make a pretty tempting offer before I respond to him."

Bed of my Pickup Truck

I've the the pickup truck, I've got the place, all I need is the time and willing bottom. I'm just wondering if I need to have a blanket for the bed of the truck or is the cold dirty metal going to work out for the bottom.

Cocksucker

I don't consider myself much of a cocksucker. I'm never going to be hanging out at the local adult video store waiting for cocks to be put through a hole in the wall, then into my mouth, just not my thing from either end. With bottoms, it seems that they don't want their cock messed with, I know from experience that I don't mess with their cocks. When a bottom cums, usually the night is over and done with, so anything that will keep them from cumming is a good thing, specially if they like the way I'm working their ass over.

There have been a few encounters where I've sucked some cock, and overall I think I'm pretty good at it. All this being said because if the guy above tells me to suck his cock without have it out and ready, my first reaction would be to probably tell him to fuck off. If, on the other hand, he has his cock out and ready, and we're in a private space, I'm probably going to be on my knees and sucking his cock.

So if you want to call me a cocksucker, you better be ready to back that up with your cock out, otherwise I might just have to beat the shit out of you.

That Time of the Year

It is officially that time of the when riding outside isn't going to happen for me. I don't want to be riding when the sun is hidden behind clouds and the temp is in the 40's (that's Fahrenheit, and it means that it's to cold to ride.) Because I don't ride outside when it cold I bring my riding indoors and continue riding through the winter months. There may be a Saturday or two before spring that might be nice enough to ride outdoors, but you can't bet on when that is going to be.

Even in doors, I'm not going to be riding naked like the pic above, just imagine that your ass gets all sweaty, and slides around on the seat, and it's not out of the question to think that the tip of the seat could start tickling your ass, and if your inclined that way your going to get horny and suddenly the training become secondary to your sex drive. So don't ride naked by yourself, cause either way things turn out, your going to get a workout.

Recent Travel

Recently I traveled, for work, to a large Texas city, and anytime I travel through Texas I always seem to pass through Dallas. This is because of flying southwest, but this time I noticed something odd. While boarding the first leg of the flight, I was lucky to get a early boarding number so I go my seat and watched as most of the passengers got on board. Quite a few of them were nice looking guys that I would have masturbated to given the chance.

Somewhere is mid-air something must have happen, because the guys the got off the plane weren't as attractive as the guys that got on the plane. Don't know if this was due the my viewing angle or if Dallas just does this to guys.

So the few days that I spent in Texas, were tied up with the convention that I was attending. The few guys that hit me up online and were interested in getting together with me didn't stir me enough to actually make the time. That was till M messaged me, and seeing his pic, on my phone while in a conference, I really thought it was the picture above that I saw on my screen. The picture above is "Abb" and the guy that I quickly hooked up with had a more developed body.

Blow Job

Why is it that the promise of a blowjob will get a guy to do almost anything. The last time that I stuck my cock through a hole in the wall while at an adult video store was when I was 18 years old. To dumb to know what exactly I wanted, but with a raging cock most of the time. I always felt guilt after leaving, and then for years just learned to masturbate to fantasies.

Now I go to the adult video stores just to buy lube and other various sex objects, and while I feel a bit nervous about being in the place, it's become more fun, and I see other guys in there that are more nervous than me. A few months ago while in an adult video store I walked into the back area where the booths were located, it was early enough in the day that the place was empty. It just seems odd there there are places where there are tiny rooms where one can go and put money into a coin slot to watch a sex video, it seems like the internet would be making that obsolete, but it hasn't.

So if anyone wants to be sucking on my cock, I better be able to grab the back of their head and force my cock down their throat. I'm not some much to letting someone suck my cock, as I'm fucking their throat, and a hole in the wall just isn't going to cut it.

Does This Make My Ass Look Good?

High heels are proven to make a woman's legs and ass look hot, and it appears the same can be said of a guy in heels too. If this photo were cropped in a way to highlight the guys ass without giving away the fact that it's a guy, then show it to any self proclaimed straight guy and ask if they would like a "piece of that." I think the answer would be overwhelmingly, yes, cause this is a nice looking ass no matter what orientation you proclaim to be.

Reminds me of a playboy centerfold I had from years ago, long legs tight ass, making my cock hard. Makes me long for the days of being young, stupid and horny, now I'm just older.

Twister?

No game of twister I ever played with like this in the least. I don't remember a place on the spinner where it reads that you had to place your face into the ass of one of the other players. I'm guess that the spinner on the left has a lot more than just right foot on red. This being Fulsom Street Party, this was probably just the warm-up to the real show, and if I lived in SF I would have been in the crowd.

I think the guy in front with the blue jock is not even touching the proper  spaces on the game pad, how in the hell are you suppose to play the game properly if you don't follow the rules.

Odd Place to Have Sex

What the oddest places that I've ever had sex?

I've been pretty conservative most of my life in regards to sex, so the oddest place would probably have been the floor of my apartment. With the windows open, there was a possibility that my ass moving up and down was seen by people passing by.

Twenty five years later I got fucked properly for the first time in a very similar situation, except it wasn't my ass the neighbors were able to see, but the guy topping me. I think that if I start bottoming more, I'm going to become a very demanding bottom, yelling harder, faster and deeper. I now have any idea of why size does matter.

Fetish

In a world where meeting another person that shares a passion, a longing, or a desire is like trying to catch a snowflake in warm hands. The image is there for just a second before it disappears never to be seen again. For two people who have a fetish that is as far from mainstream as you could get meet, and enjoy each other, it's like a thing of beauty arising from total chaos. A bit weird, sure, but think of the odds of two people making that connection, the math alone is something to appreciate.

Biker's Ass

This past weekend I rode with a group of guys, and we did just over sixty miles of biking. On the flats, what I do is jockey for position in the peloton, gauging the right speed, talking with friends, and more important finding the right eye candy that is to get me over the hills just a little bit faster. By that I mean the one guy who's got a great looking ass that I'm bound and determined that no one is going to get between me and that guys ass.

Biking; the only sport where staring at a guys ass and legs for the duration of the time is more than encouraged by all involved.

Boxer Briefs

While skimpy underwear looks good on guys with great looking bodies, on my they just feel tight and restricting. Boxers on the other hand are just to loose, I need to keep my cock and balls in check, but not pressed into my groin. My underwear of choice is the boxerbrief, the best of both, my cock and balls have a pouch to keep them front and center, and there is room to breath.

I also like them because on warm nights when I have to take the trash out, they look like shorts and no one is going to complain about me walking around my neighborhood in just my underwear. They also make a guys thighs look good.

In and Out

Until I realized the rimming could be a pleasurable experience, and certainly after the experience from the last  post, I had thought that topping was all about the prostate for the bottom. Now I realize that there are sensitive nerve ending around the opening of the anal cavity and the lining that can provide just as much stimulation or more than just the prostate alone, though you do have to get past this barrier to get to the prostate in the first place. 

Thinking back a few weeks with my buddy who likes it deep and hard and fast. Usually it's about getting my cock as deep into his ass as possible, then pulling out to the tip and slamming back in. What happened a few weeks came about because of furniture being rearranged in the room, so I was sitting on the edge of a lounge chair, he was on his knees backing up on my cock. I just started to rock back and forth on the edge of the chair, my cock just about four inches into his ass. The sensation I was feeling was the head of my cock going in and out of his inner sphincter, what he was feeling was something very different from what he normally feels when bottoming, something that he liked very much.

Thunderdome, Two Tops Enter, One Top Leaves

Instead of a steel cage with people screaming and yelling, the situation was a quite house, dim lights,and a large bed. The noise in the next room, was the television, sounding out the new season of sitcom babble. The action started there when he walked out after a shower, wearing only back briefs, and sporting the beginnings of a woody. So I walked up to him to grab me a feel of what was going on in his shorts, and that lead to him feeling my ass. From there is was into the bedroom, where before any decision could be made, my cloths were in a pile on the floor.

Now, we were both tops coming into this evening, and having talked about the experience of rimming, and that we both like the feeling more than we would have thought. The problem was, that he was like myself in that I'll receive a good rim, but not thinking I would give a good rim. Then the idea hit me that a finger properly lubed and time to play around with his ass would be similar to a good rimming, well I was right on that part.

For the better part of an hour I took the time to explore and rub around the opening of his anal cavity, between rubbing gently on the outside, and between his ass cheeks, and inserting a finger and rubbing his prostate, he spent that time moaning and squirming under my touch. Also most of the time he was wishing that I had a small cock, because later in the evening, after he'd been leaking precum all over a towel on the bed, my cock did go into his ass, but only about four inches. Anything more than four inches turned this new found bottom back into a top calling out in pain that there was a cock being shoved up his ass.

An interesting part of the evening was the words of our mutual friend, who facilitated our introduction, who couldn't decide who had the larger cock. When I first say his cock after pulling down his black briefs, the head of his cock was the biggest thing that I'd seen before, after that the shaft was the same girth as my, and the length was shorter than mine. The head of his was cock looked like something that belong on a much larger cock and I can see how it entering anyone's ass would be something to consider.

For my readers who have no experience with a pussy, I've learned that the difference between a pussy and an ass is not really that different, both properly stimulated can bring great pleasure to the receiver. The one thing that ass has different is fecal nuggets, you don't get those with a pussy, I could tell they were there, they just weren't an issue.

Rock Hard

While I can appreciate the time and effort that this guy goes through to get this body, and I see that visually he has a stunning body, it's not something for me. It's like the statue of David by Michelangelo, great looking, erotic in it's own way, yet hard as a rock.

I'll masturbate onto his chest while he is laying on the floor at my feet, but don't expect me to enjoy touching him. Well, if I had this guy, naked on the floor at my feet, I guess I would have to do something more than just masturbate on his chest, and just because my cock is hard as a rock doesn't mean that I'm getting off.


PS, if there are any bodybuilders like this and want to test my will with them naked at my feet, I'll prove to you, one on one that I your not my type, so just let me know.

The Middle of the Ride

At the end of a ride, hell during the middle, or even before the ride, feeling up another guys cock through his riding shorts is a dream the I hope to fulfill shortly. A buddy is moving to a house about 20 miles into a loop that I like to ride. Of course I'm going to show up at his place; hot, sweaty, and in need of a good cock massage, and he is more that willing to handle that.

It's interesting being the sexual fantasy of other people, and bring a sexual fantasy to life.

Taking a Pass on a BJ

I have the opportunity, on my drive home, to stop and get a pretty good blow job from a guy. It's not going to take anytime, it's literally on the drive right to the house, just pull off the road, go to the room of the motel, get the blow job, clean up and back in the car and on to the house. But for some reason, I don't want to do it, and I'm not sure why. So some is dispersing free blow jobs, with no strings attached, there will be no impact on my life or schedule. I'll have a load of cum deposited on the guys tongue, and he loves that, but for some reason I don't want to it.

I think this is getting into a lot of other issues that I'm learning about myself and my sexuality. Part of which is not necessarily the sexual climax of getting with another guy, but just being myself around another guy where we may be naked, we may be touching, we may be sexual, but it's not sexual with one another.

The above image, if it was on a porn shoot, the guy leaning back on the lane divider would shortly be having his mouth, and or ass filled with a guys cock. The sex would masculine, aggressive, sexual, and something that I'd probably jack off to if I came across it online. What the image shows is two guys, maybe teammates, after practice being half naked with one another and nothing sexual in nature being on the table.

What if life were such that touching another guys naked body was nothing unusual? What if seeing another guys erect cock, and him stroking it evoked the same reaction in people as talking on a cell phone. What if grabbing your friends cock and doing what you wanted with it for a few minutes was no different that giving him a hug.

Is it just me? Am I not as gay as some would think, if they only knew what I had done with other guys? Have I reached a point where my curiosity of my bi side has been reached and I'm okay? Is this a choice that I'm making?

On another note, the last time I had my cock hard and in his face, I fucked the shit out of his throat. There was another guy in the room watching the whole thing, jacking off most of the time. Also my other buddy was over there earlier, and I was mentioned, so it might be performance issues that I'm having. I can image a room filled with guys, just waiting for me to show up and give this guy a repeat performance, and maybe my cock is a bit shy right now.

Wouldn't it be nice to live in a world where the word gay was not a derogatory word used in hate by a christian, where jacking off another guy was just a more friendly version of a hand shake, where there were no sexual categories to be defined or locked into, where being human meant that you had sexual organs that at times secreted fluids, and you just didn't let cum get on other people furniture.

This has all been written pretty hastily, so forgive any errors, but no BJ tonight for me.

Does This Make Me Look Gay?

If you get off on watching a good looking guy have sex, even if that guy is yourself in a mirror, doesn't that put you more on the gay side of the scale than the heterosexual side of the scale?

This is also one reason that guys with great looking bodies generally turn me off in real life. If someone makes that much of an effort for the fleeting vanity of good looks, then they usually tend to neglect other things in their life. It's like wondering why a good looking famous person breaks up with with a super model, you get use to the looks and want more substance.

Also, the guy looks like my brother, and my brother can be a real asshole most of the time.

A Guy in a Suit

I'm pretty sure that if I was in a bathroom during a wedding reception or some other event where people dress up, but still have a casual time, and this guy walked in and did this, I'd probably do what ever he asked of me.

It's a Girl

It's a girl, so run if you must, stare if it's new to you, just remember that without this you wouldn't exist.

On a lighter note, I've added this pic, because when I first looked at it, my first thought was "something is missing here," then I realized what I was looking at.

Don't ignore half the world's population (or there about) just because you think something is icky, or not like yours. Stare and appreciate the beauty.

(If you must, just imagine that your looking at a guy with the worlds small cock.)

Jacking off after a long ride

Every time that I finish a ride, after parking my bike, taking off my gloves, helmet, and putting away my water bottle, the next thing I do generally is take off my jersey and short. I like to cool off naked, and when I'm naked keeping my hand from my cock requires a conscience effort that I'm just not up for. I also need to reassure myself that I balls were harmed between my body and my seat during the ride.

There are times, if it hasn't been to hot, that I'll sit down after a ride and do what this guy is doing, but in a chair.

Shaving

I feel that it's okay to shave the balls, and to trim up the wild bush that is my pubic hair, but shaving bald, that's going to far for me. On top of me not liking the look, nor the feel of a bald spot around the base of anyone's cock, it just plain looks odd. The next step up from this and just marginally better is the pubic hair trimmed to a tiny little patch at the base of the cock.

If your an athlete and there is proven evidence that it makes you better, or even if it's just tradition, fine, but I've never heard of any sport where an aerodynamic cock give you an edge.

In a Meeting

So the other day I'm at this meeting, with colleagues and potential customers, and while everyone is still arriving and standing around, talking about this and that, I spy the guy across the room. Now if I had the confidence of an idiot (nothing against idiots, just my own personal foible,) I would have walked up to the guy, shook his hand, looked him in the eyes, and said "your a damn good looking guy," but I didn't. I sat next to the guy at the table, and couldn't get any "eye candy" time in, but did get a chance to talk and hopefully make a good impression on the guy.

Being myself, what a small group of people would consider good looking, I know that when I look in the mirror, I don't always see my assets, but tend to see my flaws. I'm wondering if it's the same for guys like this. With a face and body that most would consider in the upper level of good looks, do they realize it? Do they use it as an advantage? Do they down play their looks?

Sometimes I feel socially inept that I can't read people, and worried that I might make a mistake, so I generally go the safe route. Since I've been meeting guys, and getting naked with them, I've seen a change in myself. Now I tend to treat most guys as horny little bottom bitches, that are want what I have to give. It's also doesn't hurt knowing that my cock is probably a couple inches longer than most guys in any room, and when they start acting like cock size is a big deal, I don't have any problem with that, knowing what I've got between my legs.

Seeing a guy as a horny little bottom bitch is not necessarily a bad thing in my eyes. I'm a top, your a bottom, I'm going to fuck a bottom, and knowing that my cock is making a guy have an intense orgasm is part what gets me off. I see it as a fair trade of orgasms, we both cum and we're both happy at the end.

Tea Bag

In the last election cycle, when the Tea Baggers came into the spot light, I first learned about this practice. It wasn't something that had to be explained to me in detail, just the jokes I heard about the Tea Baggers was enough to give me the idea that it was the placement of a guys balls into the open mouth of another guy. Never gave it much thought, until the one of the first guys to give me a blow job goes south on my, taking my balls into him mouth, swirling his tongue around, sucking. Now I know more and that some guy like to do it more than other, some are better than others, and a light sucking actions coupled with a lot of tongue action is the best combination for my balls.

And my balls hang down like the guy in the pic, why the hell do so many other guys just have a ball bump? Sure you can suck on them, but as soon as you let go, they get sucked by into a cavity. I it a sign that your more of a bottom than a top of you don't have hanging balls? Cause I my limited research I could draw that conclusion.

The Bottom Awaits

I've got this guy that I see every once in a while. He likes to blind fold himself and have me walk into his house and find him naked, clean and lubed face down on his bed. So this is what happens. He's a nice guy it's just that he likes it this way, to each his own.

Riming

Twenty years ago if you told me that one day I would let a guy lick my ass I would have thought you were joking. Even a year ago when I knew that this was something that some guys get off on, I would have told you that I'm not sure if that is something that I would like to have done to me.

Now if there are any volunteers for me to sit on their face and let them go to town, just name the place and I'll have my ass ready and in position for your tongue to dance all around my anus, taint and balls. I'm going to push it just shy of you being able to breath with my ass cheeks straddling your face and my cock spilling pre-cum all in your hair. Just thinking of this gets my cock hard.

The only issue I have with doing this is that some guys don't like it and when you force the issue, it's just not the same. So when I've got my cock in their mouth, then I pull out and make them suck my balls, I like to see some gumption on the guys part to want more. Some guys I can just tell that I'm about two inches away from making them stop all together. It's a nice surprise when I tell a guy to suck my balls and shortly without any encouragement from me, he's got his tongue swirling around my ass.

If that's what it feels like to bottom for some guys, then you can get as much of your tongue in my ass as you want.

The only guilt I have from this is not wanting to return the favor, just can't bring myself to going there. The best I can do is use some lube, a finger or two, while having the guys cock buried in my throat, it's the best I'm going to do right now, and even that is something that a year ago I would have told you I wouldn't do.

After the Ride

Sitting on a bike for a few hours, my cock and nuts tend to get crammed between my body and the seat. Having an erection while riding is not something that happens of its own accord, you really have to concentrate and work at it, which takes away from concentrating on going fast.

So when I end a ride, I cool down, sometimes have a glass of chocolate milk, and almost always play with my cock. I think of it as a post ride checkup, yep I can still get hard and produce cum. I'm also wondering why it's so hard to find a buddy to ride with, it's not like I'm going to be forcing my cock down your throat and into your ass, that is unless that's what you really want.

Messing around with guys can get Tiring

Just because I have a cock that is bigger than most, and I'm a top, does not mean in any way that I have an obligation to fuck as many guys as possible. Just seeing the above image, I want to slap some sense into the guy, then grab the his head in both hands, force him to look in my eyes, and tell him that he touches my cock like that one more time, he's not getting anything. Then I proceed to sit on his chest with his arms locked under my legs, take his underwear shove them in his mouth to make him shut up and jack-off onto his face and leave.

I'm not stupid, if I'm naked with a raging hardon and there's another guy in the room, it's not like I'm going to just up and leave, but I'm not going to tolerate stupid shit from a bottom either.

Fall Can't Get Here Soon Enough

This is the time of year that I can see the end coming, don't want the heat any more, and looking forward to the cool nights, and the changing of the trees. This year has been slightly different because it's August and we already have that, the only thing missing is a county fair and watching the inbred red-necks on the midway.

Twenty years ago when a guy lost a bet and had to do something stupid, humiliating or both, no one had a camera to record it for all to see, now they do. I truly don't know if that is a good thing or bad thing.

Really

I'm not sure why someone would put these words on their cock, I'm betting he did it to appease a bottom. If you have a cock this size and you have to even think about giving instructions on such a basic level, then you really don't want them around your cock.

It also had to put onto the cock after it was fully erect, or otherwise all you'd see would be "SK HE ." and no one knows what the hell that means.

Online Sites

It's interesting that when I'm looking around A4A or one of the other two sites that I look around on at times, that gay guys tend to have their face pics for everyone to see, while their cock or ass pics are the hidden ones that they have to open to let you see.

Whereas the bi guys have just the opposite approach, I'll show my cock to practicably anyone, but to see my face is going to require a bit of sweet talking on your part, and it's not going to be associated with my cock shot.

Olympic Bulge

The Olympics are over now, and until Rio in 2016 bulges will have to regulated to non-prime time sporting events.

I'm just wondering if when two guys hug at an event like this if avoid the bulges touching is something that goes through their minds? If it were me, I wouldn't care, mainly because there is so much more to think about at an event like this and also if you get accustomed to being around people and the media where skimpy revealing cloths, then you don't even think about it.

When I first started riding I worried about wearing the revealing bike shorts, and now I could care less if my cock sticks in the two o'clock position half hard for the world to see, just doesn't bother me like I thought it would. I probably need to pay more attention to other guys that glance at my crotch when my bulge is on display, maybe I could meet a new friend.

Guys with Guns

Now I'm not a support of the NRA, but I am from the south and in the south you own guns, you know how to take care of and clean a gun, you know the power of a gun and that you have to respect that and take things serious, and sadly, you probably also know someone that's been in a gun related accident. I'm all for guns that are used to protect yourself and your family, and to hunt with. The guns that are designed and meant specifically to kill people, those are the guns that need to be regulated is some manner. As far as I'm concerned if  someone wants an assault rifle, join the National Guard, because that is what the Constitution reads.

"A well regulated militia being necessary to the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms shall not be infringed."

Don't just read half the sentence and think it's your god given right to own an assault weapon, read the entire sentence, and join the Guard.

If someone reading this is just totally against guns in any form, well, I'm not sure what to tell you, they're not going away, and I'm worried that commonsense is lacking in some gun owners. Guns are never going to be banned, nor do I think they should be, but the NRA does a dis-service when it supports the extreme gun owner's rights, and doesn't think that there is any relationship between gun ownership and a well regulated militia, when they are used in the same sentence in the Constitution.

Get a bike and Ride

If this picture stirs your loins in any way and you currently don't think you have the time to exercise or the will to exercise, then you don't deserve anything like this. I say that if your physically capable of getting onto a bike, or at the least getting off the couch and doing something related to exercise, and you make excuses, then   fuck you.

I'm not perfect, few guys are perfect, but an overweight guy on a bike is better looking than the same as a blob on a couch.

Get of your ass, and get outside.

Physical disabilities are not an excuse either. I've seen guys on bikes that are power totally by upper body muscles, and they have some nice arms on them.

Jock Strap

Recently I had the fun of wearing a jock strap while topping a bottom who was also wearing a jock strap. Granted the fantasy of wearing a jock while fucking is pretty good, the reality is pretty good too. You can't really hold onto the strap while the bottom is on his knees with your dick in his ass, and use it as leverage when pounding away, but it's pretty good.

The best part, and this may be with just the bottom that I was with, but you give the bottom framed views of your ass, and pretty much a direction sign that should read "lick my ass you little bitch." The pouch hold my cock in well and moves out of the way with little effort when the cock sucking begins. Overall I'm a fan.

This is much different from my early childhood experience with a jock. Fifth grade basketball practice, the coach, I'm guess thinks we should all learn about jock, and hands us each one. The thing that I remember from that is there were more straps, and they all somehow migrated to my crack, and no ten year old boy should be subject to wearing a g-string while playing basketball. There is no graceful way of picking strings out of your ass while playing basketball with your fellow classmates, this is the shit that childhood traumas are made from.

So not many years later, I wear a jock, the bottom submits, and the only thing that goes up my ass is a tongue and then a finger, and I can live with that now.

Big Ass Dildo

I thought that most of what a bottom experiences is from direct stimulation of the prostate, and the prostate is just a few inches inside the anal cavity. That is why the length of a guys cock really shouldn't be that big of a deal when it comes to being a top. I know that the head of a cock, in just the right place and moved in the right way, will bring about an orgasm in a bottom that makes them shoot cum with out much stimulation of their cocks.

So what the fuck is this guy going for? This is not something that you just decided to do one day, this is something that takes years of practice. Organs inside his body must be moved around in order to accompany such a large dildo up his ass. This is what scares me of bottoming, that I'm going to keep trying, thinking bigger is better and become an expert like this guy with a two foot long dildo up my ass.

Random Thoughts

"It's not what you have time for, it's what you make time for"
It perturbs me when people say they don't have time for something that they say they really want to do.

I'm not sure why, but guys with dark eyes, always catch my eye.

Why is it that when I write or respond to a guy on one of the sites, that I describe what I like, and what I'd like to do, and the response I get back is "cool." The only way I'm going to let a bottom fuck me is verbally and if you can't string together even a simple sentence, then your not getting in my head, and my cock is probably not getting in your ass. A guy being "hot and stupid" is sometimes the exception. A few times I've responded back to guys with just single words, that pretty much kills the conversation.

Anyone who has the word "Queen" in their online profile name, something deep inside of me is saying, "run" not sure why, oh look a kitten.

The last sentence is referencing ADT and the lack of being able to concentrate on any one thing for long, while ignoring my own gut instincts only to get eaten by zombies, I live in a weird little world.

Bottoming: I'm not going to give up trying as long as I have a prostate

So I've been going at it again, and finding a bit of success. First off the dong, pictured above is something that I purchased last year, used a time or two, then went on vacation and hid in a new place, then couldn't remember where I'd put it.

Since I lost it, I went to my backup dildo, because don't most guys have a backup dildo waiting in the wings ready at a moments notice to fill your ass? Anyway, with the dildo, I've been getting some results that I might be able to attribute to direct stimulation of my prostate. I think it's the leverage that I can get with the dildo that really makes it work, and when it worked, my cock was dripping with pre-cum and cum. I never got an overall feeling of orgasm, but there were moments when it felt good having a dildo up my ass.

A week or so later, wanting to regain the same feeling, I did pretty much the exact same thing in the exact same place with the exact same dildo, and nothing. I had something shoved up my ass and as far as I could tell it was about as exciting as watching paint dry.  Don't know why one day is good and another day is nothing, so I'm still a top.

As for the dong, I determined that I was going to find the dam thing, so I search in all the usually places, making sure that I just didn't over look the box that I had put the thing in, and nothing. Then went into the basement and determined I was going to look high and low there, and before I got to far, the dam box was sitting on the floor under a table. Not someplace that I would have hidden it, but apparently I did. So what does one do when you find a dong that you thought you had lost months ago, clean the sucker up and shove it up your ass. Isn't this the normal course of action when finding something lost? Anyway, got the thing up my ass and I've taken shits that have been more exciting than having that dong up my ass, the dildo even at its worst time is better than the dong. So I'm think of selling the dong on ebay, can you do that?

Biker

In the privacy of my own place, I'll stare at the this image while my cock gets hard and my mind races with all the possible fantasy outcomes of having a guy like this and my disposal. Now riding out in the real world I see shit like this all the time, and very few times does my mind race with sexual fantasy, maybe cause I'm tired as this guy is at that point, but more probably when I ride my thought process changes, can't be having the unscheduled erect cock in my riding shorts, I'd look more obvious than that guy on the Olympic Rowing Team. Though there are a few guys that I've seen on the road that I have specifically made a point to keep up with them just to get a better view of their legs, ass, and arms. There have been more than one guy who, while on a bike catches my eye, but on the street I wouldn't look at twice. I guess staring at a guys ass and legs for mile after mile, you just see the power that is there, and you just have to admire the strength that it there.

Jump Suit

I wonder what the designer had in mind when that person designed an overall that can go from fully clothed to full frontal nudity with just the unzipping of two zippers. Something that easy to do just begs to be done when the guy least expects it. And if this were junior high, that would be in the hallway between classes near the end of the day. Anyone who has the balls to wear something that does this, really deep down wants to show off, now I'm wondering where I can get one, and why can't I find any images online of a muscular guy in denim overalls going commando?

Fleet Week

I just get the impression somehow that this guy is not really in the Navy.

Tight squeeze at the Toilets

What kind of place puts two toilets side by side, so that if the first one is being used, you have to brush up against the guys back to get to the one in the corner. Of course if I were using the empty urinal I'd have this guy somewhat trapped in the corner, so maybe that's not such a bad deal.

I'm not sure if I was in this exact restroom, but I was in one with the exact same layout in a restaurant in the northwest corner of a state. While I sometimes use my peripheral vision to check out the guy at the urinal next to me, here I think I'd probably just out and out stare. I'm not sure what the etiquette is for checking out your stall mates cock during a pit stop, but if your pretty much buck naked its okay.

As for the no shirt no shoes, no service in a restaurant, the don't say anything about no pants.

Olympic Rower is a Shower, not a Grower

It's nice to see that the general press is not shying to far away from pointing out a guys cock in pair of skin tight shorts.

I bet that after his events were over than he had request after request to show his cock, so how soon before a pic shows up on twitter?