|Sunday, February 27, 2011|
i'm online again because:
- i can't sleep as my room is filled with smell of medicated oil that my sis applies on her aching leg.
- i finished the italy section of eat. pray. love. about pleasure. no more accounts of good food & gelato. :(
- i'm feeling sore that my dad had w/o consulting my opinion/expertise/advice, spent (& was cheated) of $300 on a lens converter that costs less than $100 which with that amount, could have gotten me maybe 1 brand new & 1 2nd hand 50mm f1.8 OR a decent dry cabinet with change to spare. GHHHH!!!
- i wonder at the no-affinity i have with movies that i want to watch recently. no black swan. no it's a great great world. i shd prob have a list so that i can rent dvds to watch them at home when they are out. reminds me of the days aft 'O's.
- i've lots to do but just so unmotivated & restless.
11:41 pm
|Friday, February 25, 2011|
an interesting impromptu thing i did. record my thoughts & just keep typing. hahaha if i were still doing this. i prob wun have any time for anything else. XDXD just for fun! unedited.
there's just smth abt the laptop. facebook. clubsnap forums. msn. slow typing speed relative to the speed of thought in my brain. whatever. something always distracts me from recording down my thoughts as fast as i wish i cld. & i guess even with other methods, it will never be perfect for me. i hate my voice when recorded, hate my handwriting when scribbing, not to mention the time lag & editing involved when eventually typed out. lol. & i hate having to read through aft i typed out everything. even though that's really the real me. so i shd start learning to stop doing the last part.
oh yeah. my brain likes to jump arnd thoughts and topics randomly based on what i see feel and flash-backs that lead to another whole lot of thoughts & topics :X not sure if this was recorded above.
& i always delete away my thoughts if i feel that they dun flow right.
friday. my day off. imagine. a day off. from sch. hahaha. i was contemplating if i shd have a day off a few weeks back as opposed to shorter days in sch every day. but the thought of the things i cld do in a free day, imagine waking up early to catch sunrise view of jurong lake & not to mention the grumpy groudgy faces of the working adults (HAHAHA), swimming which i haven't done for ages, or simply just slacking at home nuaing, doing hw or research or reading books on god knows what. add to that some other factors & da ta, one sem with friday off. none of those has happened at all. it's has been a great deviate from what i was gg to say & i think i forgot abt it again but i'm just letting myself type & type. i rmb that one friday i went back for a medical check-up. that's all.
sort of rmb what i was gg to say again. it links back to the idea of never being able to fully experience pleasure i guess. a concept in eat. pray. love that i feel really reflects my life & i believe, many arnd. mayb it's the envirnoment *shrugs. & i guess the thoughts just nw while reading that portion in the book again were the nagging thoughts of not having done anything productive for the day. i recall moments before drifting off to lala land ytd night that i need to do up a list of to-dos today. & i really did in the morning. feeling just as tired as i have felt this past week. maybe it's those nagging thoughts. & some other activities that i don't really want to say that resulted in this tired mingwei. i rmb posting a post abt how reading & having the time to think through thoroughly abt the contents a few weeks/days back. there's just so much to tink abt for eat. pray. love. but i find myself just "scheming" the tip of the every part. it doesn't do justice to the book. or my time spent on it. XD & my thoughts are gg into time efficiency soon. shoo. thinking back at hw many times i laugh uncontrollably at parts of the book is funny enough. like the time they went up to naples to try the best pizza there which since serves the best pizza in italy, ie. means serving the best pizza in the world. the pleasure & words chose are so infectious. i wish i can fly over there to try it in the later part of the year. thank god my mum isn't arnd when i laughed at myself again. i tink my dad got used to it alr.
poff. there goes my thread of thoughts. contemplating a short nap & taking photos of this flowery decoration when yinghan showed me this video. hahaha.
must be crazy to be thinking of recording every single thought. XD
ohh.. i rmb the word skimping alr! google it to confirm it's correct!
3:31 pm
|Monday, February 21, 2011|
12:41 am
|Tuesday, February 15, 2011|
one of my photos on flickr has 28 views! hmm.... do i have friends looking at that photo so often? HAHAHA. but zero comments. look nice far but amateurish close? XD
12:05 am
|Friday, February 11, 2011|
i was 170.2cm today at medical check-up! XDXD
11:46 pm
|Monday, February 07, 2011|
though not a die-hard fan of liverpool, i can't help but gloat over ytd's 1-0 win over chelsea.
these two lines at yahoo sports makes it even better.
'Torres antagonized Liverpool during the week by defending his decision to leave as simply "business" before giving the assurance that he would not celebrate if he scared against them.
He needn't have worried."
HAHA :P@torres
okay. i know. super childish. but it makes me happy.
the inability to relax into sheer pleasure.
entertainment-seeking nation, but not necessarily a pleasure seeking one.
worth a hmmm.... from Eat Pray Love.
1:38 pm
i kinda like this photo. quite alot :)
1:18 am
