I have spent my time in my room ALL DAY =). I have always enjoyed "ME" time. Its probably because I grew up like an only child, so i'm use to my thoughts being the one to keep me company.
I cleaned up my room, that, initially, looked like a tornado hit it.Now I am supposed to be doing a massive amount of homework...but we see how that one worked out.
I saw a post that talked about people not updating their blogspot and they said not to have one if they are not going to write in it. I AGREE! During my procrastination session I went and re-read my posts and I realized two things. I am so hard headed. Its like I would have this epiphany, learn from a lesson and then next week I am talking about the same exact thing! Realization two. For the most part I was only blogging when I was emotionally in a crazy/down state. I am not really solely this heartbroken lost crazed person. Promise. But in a sense, it shows something, the fact that I havnt blogged in a while. I am in a good place. I decided I am going to keep you updated on both my good and bad days.
I cant wait for Thanksgiving.
My mom will be in town =) & I get to fly to Cam Cam & we are going to drive home.
Speaking of my parents and cam cam... I can see that they are making an effort to develop a relationship with him. Which makes me feel really good. It took a few emails for them to get over their little girl getting hurt and to clear the slate, but it happened. After the people who truly cared about me got done barking, they realized I am in a good place and whether or not THEY feel its not the best decision, its what I feel in my heart is right.
I talked to Montana for the first time since the summer and our little tiff.
I couldnt be more happy for her, and the state that she is in.
She has mentally and emotionally grown so much and I think that is exactly what she needed.
She is someone that I can truly see in my life forever.
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