Two days.
Im actually really excited. I think what I think is funny t I didnt think my feelings were going to be like this when it came down to it.
Im getting alot closer to answers and even though I cant answer the question of what genuinely makes me happy im starting to realize who and what i need to get me there.
I have come to terms with the people I couldnt put in my past before. Its definitely different.. Its not like I have any regret nor do I have animosity. They served their purpose and its time to move on. Im sick of asking why me or why her. Im sick of imagining how things would have been if this happened or if it didnt. I decided im going to live life and see who follows because seeing who follows THEN living life just wasnt working. Time to shake things up a bit.
