Less than a month

Haiz......Haiz..... Not much time left. Feeling ultra depressed and sian. I'm so sian, that i boh chap my pets even. Example, i usually hand-feed my kois. Fun....interesting. BUt now, i just throw the damn food in and leave, i scard the more i look at them the more i remember them, and the more i'll miss them when i'm rubbing my hands together in front of a stupid fan heater. Its also around this time that i try to stop watching TV. Cos it really really fucking piss me off when u see previews of new shows, and u really want to watch it...AND you can't. And i'm so tired of going out of my house too. Just sianz. Want to sleep and wake up on the 25th. Than take the flight back liaoz. I cannot stand this fucking waiting period. But hey...this is sort of the last time i'm gonna feel this way. Hopefully in dec, my stay will be so short i dun feel a thing.
THe other day me dad was telling me to go for me convocation. I think he knows i quite reluctant to go. Than he say that although its quite boh liao. Very important to go and take photos and stuff. Than he said last time his mom came all the way from Bandung to jarkata(3hr car ride!) for his graduation and took lots of photos. Than when i asked him where are the photos. He scratched his head and said, "i don't know. Must go and find." Hmmz...yes....i guess his graduation photos mean very fucking much to him huh?

The Victor was right sia....

Yup...i am falling ill! My skin feels all funny, light headed, and my bones ache. Getting a fever anytime soon. Oh and i found out the cause of my diarrhoea. 2 bottles of Vakult, expired 14 Sept. Hmmmz.... Anyways, today i was my mom's sidekick. Went to cut hair. And had to wait for her for an hour, cos she hi-lighting her hair or something lar. Than went to Far East plaza, where i have to wait again for her to do something with her damn ring. Than went to repair my grandma's hearing aid, which is not spoilt, but ran out of battery. Funny sia, when my mom was in Indo, my grandma say spoilt, so me mom brought it home to repair. All that for a flat battery. Hahahah. THAN...i FINALLY bought a new pair of shoes. For all who dunno, i have flat foot, and i went to a doctor some time ago to make in-soles, so my flat-footedness would not get more jialat. And since the in-soles are so fucking big, i can't wear any of my shoes already, so i've been shoe shopping for a long time. And no, its not that simple, since my in-soles have a raised heel at the back, most of the shoes i tried in the shop will slip off, cos the back part too short. Sianz...i never knew buying shoe so fucking difficult. But hey, problem solved liaoz. Its a Nike tennis shoe, nice nice. Ok lar, better go get some sleep b4 i get even more ill....

Raining Raining rain rain Rain

Rain making me sleepy. Or maybe its because i went to the toilet 3 times in under an hr? Kaoz....dunno wat i ate again. Always kenah diarrhoea. Lucky Bern's charcoal tablets are in me room. These few days i've been super duper irritatable. Don't really know why, but most likely cos i'm aware that i have about a month's time left b4 i go back. And one month is fucking short. And i'm sooo soo very fucking tired of "your mother so stubborn!" "your father no brain" Your mother your father every single fucking day. And i get even more fucking angry when they say these sort of stuff in front of me younger sis. Haiz.... So there, i'm torn in 2. One half wants to stay home. Friends, pets, food, and maybe family if its a good day. The other half wants to go to the UK, no family, AND 100% freedom. AND this half also wants to get his stupid fucking degree once and for all! Sometimes i really wonder. Whether it is really worth it for leaving home for 7 fucking years, running around for a piece of bloody goat skin paper. And all that money spent, i'll NEVER EVER be able to return it. And that just irritates me more, cos i hate owing pple. Owing somebody makes me in debt to them, and the last person i want to be in debt to is my senile old man. But nothing can be changed or done now. I guess i'll have to stick to my plan. Go get that fucking goat skin paper, stay in camp for 2 years. SAVE. And move out once NS is done. And i'm not going let anything be in my way until i get my set of keys to MY front door.

Sorry lar! Busy doing nothing!

I see my blog getting slightly boring. So i better post something b4 nothing happens. 1st let me explain myself with meaningless excueses. Me mom went indo about 8 days ago, AND SO! I had a car ALL to meself...so i spent most of her holiday driving EVERYWHERE! Fun sia, she's back since yesterday, so today i had to use public transport. Haiz....when my EZ link card was just collecting dust. Anyways, nothing much happened these few days...actually, i posted a blog a week or more ago, b4 me mom left, dunno wat i wrote lar, complain about stuff i guess, as usual. Something to do about chao ang mohs in SG idol. Anyways, when i posted it, i was directed to an error page, so it never got posted, AND SO, i was so fucking pissed i never touch me blog for a few days. Hahah.
Oh today watched AVP. As i told shuxian, it started out stupid, than scary, and finally comedy. Yar, u want to know more? Go waste $8 than. Hahah. AND SG idol is getting B O R I N G!!! No more cocks to laugh at. And the judges are not so interesting anymore. They should put up more episodes of the auditions. I'm sure they have hundreds of hours of film on them lor! hahha. BUt no, s'poreans want to kan cheong, and cut on the good stuff. Haiz...typical.
OH YES! B4 i go to bed, i just want to share my experiences as a brand new driver on our country's beautiful roads! 1st! The roads here are REALLY beautiful, nicely laid out...clean. No pot holes. I guess they have to make up for the huge amount of FUCKING CHEE BYE DRIVERS!!! Nah beh, i signal they fucking speed up. I dun signal they horn me. Kanninah, WAT U WANT?! AND motorcyles HAVE to be fucking banned i tell u. Kaoz, always got some cock on his big fucking bike hiding in my bloody blindspot and tailgating me. Than when i SIGNAL and change lanes, he act as though i killed his whole fucking family. FUcker. And they always squeeze here squeeze there, macham the white lane markings their road! Sometimes arh, i feel like zamming brakes and let them crash into me! Kaoz...never die b4. FINALLY! Old pple simply should not drive. There are 2 kinds of old drivers. The drive like a fucking madman (aka my old man) Oh my dad claims that since he has 3o yrs experience of driving, he should be allowed to corner at 70km/h. And the 2nd kind of old driver is the fucking SLOW one. Example. Me and me younger sis happily driving along. THan ahead of us we saw a S500! Wah!! We all...wah...so big! So nice, i say....THAn i looked forward, than i looked at me speedometer, THan i looked again....nah beh....so big engine go at 40km/h?!?!? Wat's the bloody point?! Your mistress dump u arh? No money to spend on decided to buy a riduculously cock car?! Haiz.... but you know wat....the more i drive here, i just can't help feeling that i am slowly becoming one of them. I'm cutting lanes like i dun care, i still give way lar...at small roads, but at highways....simply boh chap. Hmmz..not good... but can't help it lar! If i drive nice guy i will get no where lor! Haiz...if u can't beat them, than u better bloody join them sia....

MAJULA SINGAPURA!!

Did my traditional routine every National Day. Stayed at home and watch everything on me sofa, with the toilet comfatably close by. NDP was it's usual self. Not very much different from last year, same stunts....same propaganda. And the tribute to PM Goh was crap! Wah laoz...like someone hastily got together some clips and dazzit....i'm sure a little more effort would have gone a long way, and PM Goh definately deserved more tribute than that.
Oh oh oh...than i watched Singapore Idol!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH!!! EHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!! THat lemon tree guy was fuuucking ridiculous sia! hahahahH! BUT!! Where are all the chio bu's?!?! Disappointing. But it was so sickening to see so much typical yankee replies. "Just be myself" "I want to be true to myself" Nah beh chee bye sia.....u give me 1 million dollars i will sleep with an american flag for u sia!! BUt i guess that Indian gal learnt the hard way. COs the judges told her that she has to change her image, but she says 'I won't want to change too much, cos i want to stay true to myself.' THAN! Dazzit, they say she not committed and told her to fuck off in a very nice way. But anyways, SG idol is great, the 4 judges...dunno from where onez, but they are good sia, like 3 simon cowells! Hahah...so farnie. THe 4th one is damn extra lar, he has lots of hair and dazzit.

Ooh ooh.....i have to go.... my cough syrup's taking effect...getting beri beri drowsy very fast..better struggle towards me bed b4 i fall asleep on the floor..........

Orh i went to MacRitche and took some photos...so go me fotopages look see lar...i dun want to put links liaoz....always dun fucking work and can't be bothered to figure it out................ Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

niam niam niam niam niam

*YawN* Boring boring day. Stayed at home all day. Not feeling well. Itchy throat, so might be getting a cough real soon. Very irritatable today, maybe due to my crazy family. Today everyone except me younger sis seems to be pms-ing or undergoing some dunno what fuck of hormonal changes that science has yet to discover. But also got myself to blame also lar. My fuse is fucking short today, like when i was SOOO irritated by me dad. Me sis supposed to go saddle club, than me mom went out, so my dad had to send her. BUT, he come find me and ask me whether i was supposed to send me sister. Than i said 'No, even if i was supposed to send Nadia, Ma drove her car out, so i can't send her.' Than he come back at me again and asks, "I thought Ma say you send Nadia?" Nah beh chee bye!! Times like these i feel that talking to my dog is not much different to talking with me dad. At least i can fucking whack my dog if it still dun understand me. Kaoz..... Than my mom has been pestering me the WHOLE day over her silkair ticket. Now as u all know, everything E-ticket liaoz. So today the guy sent the ticket to my email. Than i thought dazzit, cos she flying on the 10 Aug. Very far away, than when she came home, she ask me whether i print, i say no, i'll do later......than i tried, but since me sister's PC dun have Adobe, i told her cannot, i'll try tmr....than....arh fuck....why the fuck am i reminding myself with all these shit?! Fuck it, i'm going to fucking sleep.