.::Friday, March 31, 2006::.
the last time i blogged...it was abt hlf a mth ago...hmm...i dont think many visit this place anymore...oh well..it's a place for me....
the past week has been hell...3 reports and 2 presentations...what a rush...it's not what i would have requested for right...so much more convenient if it were staggered thru-out the term instead of all at once...sigh...well...im just glad it's over...living on 2 - 3 hrs of sleep each day is NOT FUN...my complexion is bad again...grr...and my eyebags will NEVER go away i think...im gonna die ugly and puffy!! =(
anyway, one of the most interesting things happened during one of my presentations...the prof walked out of class in the middle of it...gees...was it that bad? i hope not...he prob juz went to pee or had diarrhoea....but it was certainly unprofessional of him to do so la...afterall, if he's gonna be grading us...how can he do so if he weren't there?
this term i think my proj mates are all ok...thankfully! strategy grp was great...though the working styles differ somewhat...it all turned out ok...there was no free loader or anything... no bitchy attitudes (except maybe me when i was rushing the report!! ha!!) twc was so so...we hardly even met up so no need for arguments..of cos i couldnt stand Y****...she was such a nincompoop...but ok la..at least the proj was manageable...fim grp mates were good but proj was bad...haha...till the moment of submission i dont think i even know half of what's in my report... ha!!! that's how bad it is...i mean...finance is not my forte la...im still wondering why in the world did i choose to take accountancy as a 2nd deg...(prob juz cos it beats econs, IS and social sc)... last proj report due on tues...i dunno le...for bp report i didnt really bother much...wonder if i shd go chup...cos content is out, juz tt the structure and all isnt done...and perhaps like what ci'en said, bp is so much easier compared to everything else la...
oh i still have not decided which summer course i shd take...MIS or advertising? of cos the latter sounds more fun, but i think it's a tougher course too...cos there's like 1 major project and an individual proj...all to complete within a mth..scary sia...MIS sounds more slack...although the content doesn sound very fun lo...how how how?
feeling hungry right now...am waiting for bh for dinner...and to go home n catch up on sleep...he's still in a proj meeting...*growls*
.: ru rambled on 3/31/2006 06:54:00 PM:.
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.::Tuesday, March 14, 2006::.
been on a really short fuse lately...
2 days ago i indirectly rebuked someone cos she was previously too aggressive and mean to a friend of mine...and i came across something which i deliberately used to diao her...
yesterday i ticked someone off whom i felt was too freakin lazy and not willing to do her part for the club...while pple were hard at work at the booth, she was there on her msn....basket...so lazy still wanna get recognition and a chance to work on bigger things? fat hope....not when im around...
today i was annoyed at someone for not informing me beforehand that she cannot make it for an arranged meeting....and i also got mad at dear... =( that's like our first argument in a long long time....sadness....and it wasn even for something serious...
did i over-react? i dunno, but then it was his behaviour towards me that chilled my heart....like as though i was a total stranger to him...and it kinda hurt...i know it's unfair to compare, but u know how some people's bfs are very affectionate and attentive...and then when i see other couples being so lovey-dovey....i feel envious in a way...the feeling is as though things are to the stage where it's rather stale and the romance has dissipated....i know he's not an outwardly expressive person...and he doesnt like PDA....but sometimes i think i do need my dose of TLC....in public or not..... =(
.: ru rambled on 3/14/2006 10:32:00 PM:.
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.::Friday, March 10, 2006::.
i do realise that i blog most often when im either extremely sad or extremely happy... like when im feeling normal it seems like there's nothing very interesting happening in my life or nothing much to say abt my life for that matter...and hence nothing to blog abt...
but i think this entry is a bit different...im feeling quite normal actually...just felt like putting down my thoughts and experiences since the last i blogged...u know..regular update...
met ms fang for lunchie today...it was nice although a damn rushed one...man..seeing my "daddy" all grown up in office attire and make up even (!) just brings a tear of joy and pride to my eyes...hee...ok maybe not so dramatic..but it sure is a different side of fang thou she's no less the old fang in behaviour...haha...anyway, raffles place sure has some sale going on...bought a pair of office pants for 10 bucks! whee...super good deal...ha...and i saw a pair of white office shoes that i sort of took a fancy to...but then i was undecided abt buyin it...sigh...i so want to go shopping...there's a neverending list of things to buy....clothes, shoes, bags...no time no time!!!
somehow i've been looking forward to this weekend a lot...maybe cos there are no major presentations, reports and assignments due...FINALLY a time to catch up on work and readings which i've been trying so hard not to neglect...i'm determined to at least spend some time relaxing...though i must confess that i've been watching a lot of TV...hee...caught a few episodes of huan zhu ge ge 3 on cable...my goodness.. the acting is how bad...but i have no idea why im tuning in...nothing better at 3pm in the afternoon i guess..haha...oh..the new reality dance show is coming!! yay!! i cant wait for the dance moves and all look darn cool...not that im a major dance fan like junie but i would like to watch... =)
currently im wondering if i shd take on the ISP (independent study prog, something like writing a thesis or doing research on a topic of interest in place of a regular course) instead of summer classes...but i know the commitment level is way higher but im hoping i'll learn much more...then again, it all depends on the professor...we'll see how...
dear's been rather busy of late and i think we dont really spend quality time with each other any more like we used to...it's more of studying together...it's good in a sense cos we can motivate each other, but it does get rather mundane cos we now understand each other so much the feeling of romance and excitement of getting to know the other person is somehow eroded..i dont really think it's fair if i blamed him for he is at no fault for wanting to concentrate on work...but i do hope we could take time off to do things together like we used to...maybe go do some sports or chill out together or something...movies are...well..enjoyable and entertaining but does not allow for much interaction and talk...same goes for vegging in front of the tv...well, at this point after close to 4 yrs tghr, i hope we can continue to grow in our r/s and not let it stagnate...there's still so much ahead of us...it would be incredibly sad if the spark were to just fade away...
.: ru rambled on 3/10/2006 12:24:00 AM:.
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