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guess what? im actually blogging fr pacific coffee while waiting for the rain to stop so tt i can go watch the NDP preview...sighs..wet weather today man...i dun like rain...not when im out anyway... =( BUT it's quite fun to use the coms here.. lol...man i sound like a kid enjoying a new toy...

some suay thing's happened to me lately...bloody virus struck my poor labbie...sickening kai passed some msn virus to me...ok la..cannot blame him cos it's not entirely his fault..but BLEH...and when i d/l the panda anti-virus software, the WHOLE SYSTEM CRASHED... kaoz.. how suay is tt...only "lucky" thing is that i've saved all important files into my external disc...*phew* so all is not lost..it's juz irritating to have to d/l every damn thing back into my labbie...and having to REFORMAT IT...oh GAWD...what a chore... =( and i can only do so when im no longer working cos silly CIT opens mon-fri during office hrs... *bleh*

been really grumpy and easily upset lately...pmsing real bad this mth... GROWL...

YEAH...finally received the tix for the NDP preview...lol...how did i get them? mom called in to some radio show and won them!!! am so proud of my dear mommy...first time she's so hip and happening and onz!!! *lol*

did i mention i met up with the freshies for the ASOC camp yest...it was well...so so la...im not a funny person so not many jokes flying ard the table...bh says i sound too forceful...haiz..do i? i think i suck at such facilitation work...but amazing thing is that i've been doing it all my life...PSL in sec sch...OGL in jc...faci in uni...twice over too! ha...hope they didn find it too boring...any tips on how to break the ice????

been kinda busy at work...i guess this is the time where the pple in the office realise they have only 1.5 wks left to utilise the cheap labour we interns provide...i groan everytime i receive an email with instructions for more work... but i guess its all in the attitude of the person asking...cos to be honest, i'd rather be busy than have nothing to do...so i dun mind work...as long as the person asks NICELY...

have not done all the appraisal stuff and clearance...sigh...another hectic rush next week...

oh ya..to those who keep asking me why thailand is cancelled....

1) K went missing
2) W is not allowed to leave the country cos of the bombings

it's DOWNRIGHT depressing...like a rollercoaster...hope was high when i finally found my group of 4...and then it hit the dumps when point 1 & 2 occurred... *sobs*

anyone wants to go still?? im REALLY KEEN...actually, i juz wanna get out of the country...

*phew...my boss juz came up to me and i nearly jumped and had a heart attack*

so back to the story...YES!!!!! i wanna go SOMEWHERE...mayb i'll go to my dad's club in m'sia and try playing on the green... =)

anywayz, if ANYONE knows of ANYONE interested...contact ME!

it's W's last day today...so sad...no more crappy lunch kaki...

night out with the girls...it's such a conforting feeling to know that i can totally be myself with them...that's what 9 yrs (char counted) of friendship can do...

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

Your #3 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #4 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

Your #5 Match: INTJ

The Scientist You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems. Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized. You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others.Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer.

What's Your Personality Type?

haha...somehow im not purely one single personality type...a mix of all the parts in BOLD...but i do think im more towards option 2....hey...good news...im taking the right degree...lol...

even if he's the smartest person on earth...a man will most likely be UNABLE to figure out why his girlfriend is upset with him....

feel an urge to blog something though my mind is currently a blank...can't believe it's already week 12 of my internship and in 3 more weeks...FREEDOM!!! =) somehow i dont want this to end cos the end of internship = school term is gonna start... man...my first time taking 2 classes on my own..how daunting...and i cannot describe the feeling...on one hand im so proud of myself for being brave..on the other im afraid...what if i'm all alone and nobody talks to me? what if i get stuck in a proj group full of slackers and free loaders...all these years the most i've ever dared was a take a class with 1 other person i know...and looking for groupings in the class...it was quite disasterous esp when other pple's working ethics differ fr urs...but den again...like what some would say..chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...

i finally found a 4th person to go to thailand with me!!! yay!! this means i can start looking for tour packages, hotel and air tic prices...what a tedious job!!! and beside tt i have to convince mom...(dad's promised to help..lol...) anyone got lobang to recommend?? please sms me or tag me!!! i want recommendations of places to visit, shop and eat!!! hahaha...

ok....back to work...rather...back to slacking and pretending i got work to do... >_<

i love "the wedding singer"!!!!!

think the adam sandler and drew berrymore pairing is fantastic!!! i love their chemistry...and the show is SO SO SO SO SWEET!!! *melt* especially the song "grow old with you"....yep...even though i've heard it at least a million times on my mp3 when i go home everyday i still love it...sighs...makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and dreamy inside...*think happy thoughts*

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Take the quiz here

super duper BORED at work...spent the morning doing some minor amendments to some comps and slacking the rest cos i didn wanna do data entry (if u ask for work and they have none u get to do data entry, which is ultimately YUCKS)

had lunchie wif 2 old friends whom i've not met since forever...well guys(if u're reading this), hope u all wun regret coming to smu yahs?

spent e afternoon doing data entry afterall cos i couldn stand the boredom...just when i started work started piling cos mgrs are done reviewing and so on...haha..but i tot i might as well keep some of it for tml o/w i'd be back to being bored...

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didnt manage to get my CAT bid...freaking yr1s come n fight with me for class...UGH...they shd really practice the US system where seniors get to choose classes first!!! BLEH...

now im stuck with a freaking 5 day week!!!! and 4 exams!!! =( =( =( super duper sad...think i shall go figure how to re-plan my timetable...sigh sigh sigh...

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a side note to those who wanna watch war of the worlds...PLEASE DON'T WATCH IT!!! the ending sucks...though i thought the action was not bad overall...haiz..it juz doesn seem to make much sense to me...but den again...think jurassic park...with aliens....

had a nice long weekend in a resort in JB...great bonding time with the family and i had a chance to go for SPA!!! balinese massage and a facial...OOOHHHH...it felt great though i thought service could have been improved for the amt we were paying...

hrm...time spent with mom n dad revealed a few things...

1) they both think im arrogant...and that a career in mktg is probably better for me than a career in HR... *sighs* it's a bit sad to hear such harsh words fr my own parents...n it definitely hurts...but i guess after making them explain my "arrogance" i'd have to admit tt to a certain extent they are right..they can see a side of me which i do not realise...

all right all right...i'd go so far as to say tt i am a person with a lot of pride...sometimes it makes me a tid bit haughty and somewhat elitist...i think highly of my own capabilities (which i dont feel it's wrong to do so...i mean y cant i be proud of myself, of my own achievements?) so much so tt i do not show as much compassion or sympathy for those who are less fortunate than myself...make sense? UGH...i dunno how to formulate my thoughts la...but yeah...bottom line is tt my parents dont see me as a person who can connect and fight for the welfare of the blue collar workers...which a HR personnel must learn to do...

2) regardless of whatever criticisms they have of me...they are proud of me nonetheless for all that i have done and achieved on my own...think my parents are less worried for me than for my sis...they know i can prioritise and think for myself...which is definitely a good thing.. =) lessens that earlier hurt somewhat...

3) they think some pple are wayyyy too spoilt and hope tt i DO NOT learn fr them...hahahaha...

im feeling a tad bit sore...one day before bloody BOSS 1A closes i get an email saying tt the school is offering HR as another major wef this coming term...UGH!! how to make a decision with only like 1 day to decide and determine the courses i wanna take??? this sucks..

having said tt perhaps it's juz me being the very indecisive person tt i am...i like HR and i enjoy working in HR...2 past job experiences have given me that...but then HR is also something i feel u dun need to learn in class cos despite the numerous theories and analysis of human behaviour, it's not really gonna help all tt much in a real work environment...but it's my interest nonetheless and now tt im given a chance to do a HR major (which nearly but fortunately did not make me go to NTU) it's like the chance is here...and considering i've been pushing back taking my mktg electives jus for that...haiz...

but then the pros of taking a mktg course...it's more useful than HR...cos there's quite a bit of conceptual aspects of mktg tt u won't really learn otherwise... and the courses mostly have no EXAMS!!! that's like one of the most important thing.. and generally speaking, mktg profs are more lenient...HR exams are prob gonna be lots n lots of writing..sighs..

but den again, cos it's a new major, classes are much easie to bid for, so many vacancies!!! can surely save a lot of money bidding for HR..at the end of my internal struggle, still bidded for bloody MR class...instead of HRM... i really really hope it's e right decision man...sighs...

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