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was feeling majorly bad yesterday...puked and headache i wanted to knock myself against e wall n hopefully pass out...

saw the doc in the evening n this was the kok conversation we had...

doc: "hi there...how can i help you??" -very cheerful tone-

me: "er...i've got a bad headache and i vomitted earlier on" -grumpy n sick tone-

doc: "oh i see...didnt get better since last week? (cos i went to see another doc in e same clinic for a similar problem) any other symptoms??" -big smile-

me: "er...that's about it...my headaches have been quite frequent...is there sth majorly wrong with me??"

doc: "come let's see if ur tummy is all right..."

me: -lies down on patient bed- "my headache..."

doc: "well..looks like u got lots of wind in there..." -taps my tummy- "do u skip meals? lunch? breakfast?"

me: "no..i eat every meal...including in btwn snacks..."

doc: "oh well..guess it's gastritist (however u spell it)...i'll give u some medication for tt..any other problems?"

me: "my headache..."

doc: "maybe it's too much stress at ur work place...interning and all...want me to write a letter to release u from the internship due to work pressure??" -smiles again-

me: "pressure? stress? er...no la..it's not THAT serious..." -rolls eyes-

doc: "okay...well..take care ok? have a nice day...bye bye!!!"

me: "er...ok...." -.-'''

so peeps...if i die over the next few days cos of a wrong prescription, u know why...back in office...*yawnz* the bugger didn even give me MC.... =(

as usual...the wkend flew by so quickly and it's the horrid monday blues... =(
now let's see what did i do over the past few days??



sleepover party wif the girls...yepz...been such a long time since i had a sleepover party....it's not as wild n crazy as sleepovers go..but then it was nice to catch up with the girls whom i've not spoken to or kept in touch with for so long...feelings towards them have changed..evolved somewhat...it's no longer the teenage friendship where u have to hang out with a person ever so often to remain as friends...but more like a certain level of understanding of one another tt keeps the friendship going...i wonder if they do feel the same...i may not be as close physically or even emotionally, but deep down i know tt they are my friends...one of the bestest pals a girl can ever have...and some things just won't change over time...



had a nice quiet personal celebration with dear..watched initial D...yes..i cant believe i watched it..haha..but i tot it was entertaining...much better than other lame crappy HK movies out there...so thumbs up for the action...i tot it was quite sad tt poor shawn had so little screen time...he was the cutest of the lot...met KY at coffee club...haha...madness...what a "scare"...haha...OOH...managed to throw mom a surprise birthday thingy wif dad n mei... =) =) =) glad she was happy...



family function...had lots to eat during the buffet...stuffed man..but the food wasn that great so i didn have to crawl afterwards...watched swan lake at nite..it was fantastic...i absolutely loved the stage and backdrop and props....it was spectacular...didnt think the leads were gorgeous (char, i think the guy who performed on e day u watched was more handsome!! haha!!) but they sure did dance well...esp e female lead...KAOZ...the number of turns and points and kicks... *applause* it was nice to feel all that "cultured" watching a performance like tt... glad i went for it... =)



sucky boss gave me 3 outta 5 courses...f***

HATE BOSS!

im constantly wondering if i'd get my classes, if i bidded too low or too high..haiz...sucks man...

hope my timetable will not be screwed and tt chin will continue to get 100% hit rate so tt i will get my classes too!!!

Food at hai tian lou was SUPER DELICIOUS!!! to die for man!!! haha...esp the "buddha jump over the wall"!!!!!! oh my gawd....it was so so so yummy...words cant describe it man...and at a selling price of 68 bucks per bowl it had better be good!!! and the multitude of plates with scrumptous prawns, ostrich meat(it's really tender), dim sum etc i had a fanastic time pigging out!!!

but den again...lunch was free cos it was an apology lunch to a relative...haha..it's good to have relatives tt will share their freebies..whoops....does tt make me sound like a free-loader? =S but anyway, lemmie promote the place a bit la..so for all those who wanna eat GOOD chinese food, hai tian lou has a ala carte buffet spread on wkend lunchtime...48+++...

i hate planning timetables and bidding...sucks to the max!!!
and i hate having to accommmodate everyone juz cos i am too afraid to take classes alone...f***....why am i always the one to have to accommodate? y cant pple accommodate me every once in a while? sucks...i dun want a 4 day week!!!! i want a 3 day week!!!!! *grumble*

greed is the root of all evil.

my current fav song!!!

why is he afraid to tell me things?
is it becos of me? =(
y do i pretend?

marathon vcd-ing today...finally finished the last episode of "glass shoes"...man...i think the show is absolutely touching n sweet...neva cried so much since qiu tian de tong hua...my absolute fav character is the gangster guy...oh man...his love is so so super weida...and he is so silly n adorable....*swoon* but the ending sucks...sighs...well, tt's the thing abt korean dramas...really good all the way till e ending...geez...ok...now i need to find sth else to entertain me after work every day for the next week or so...

GSS is her and i feel an "urge" to go shopping! but den there's like nothing to buy...and pls someone remind me NEVER to buy tops from G2000....gosh...they are way too common to wear to work...and giodano too...no no no...kick me if i do...ok right...speaking of which i bought a black top fr giodano juz last weds...heh...

ok...my father's day promotional event is gonna be a flop...im so super duper worried abt it...and sad tt nobody wanna go for the buffet!!! =( i broadcast it over msn, email, sms...to absolutely everyone le...haiz...how how how? only 6 days... *screams*

my last attempt:

Father's Day promo meal (essentially u need not go juz 4 dad's day...it can juz b a cosy dinner wif friends or family...)

Pan Pacific Hotel
International Buffet
$42 nett per student
$45 nett per non-student
17th June, Friday

for bookings and details or whatever, msg me!!!!

haha..yes...i believe i am a damn competitive person...

Your Aura is Green

Your Personality: You are a high acheiver who is very competitive. You're bound to reach your goals, no matter how lofty.



You in Love: Picky with high standards, it's hard to find your match. You need a man as driven as you are!



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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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went for pool and subsequently dinner wif the cousins n dear yesterday...watching him play and with that ultra serious look on his face when he strikes the white ball is juz so amazing...its like falling in love with him again...been such a long while tt u feel ur heart flutter tt bit...sigh...nuff said...shall not get overly emotional here...

it was overall great to meet up with my cousins...but seeing how pat became so cynical juz makes me wonder...was i right all along? that love is not a fair game...that to protect oneself you have to be cruel? to be wary of others, to have a certain kind of barrier and not be able to trust wholeheartedly? i was quite sad to hear from her that she's lost faith in the opposite sex..i've always depended on her in a certain way...to make me believe that there is such a thing as openness, trust, honestly...tt there is true love out there...no matter the trials and tribulations... the heartache that is just part and parcel of every r/s...i wanted to believe tt it's true...part of me wants to be optimistic...and the other part of me is juz so buried in my own little castle...not willing to give, not willing to trust, not willing to love wholeheartedly...for the fear of being hurt in return... but as i spoke yesterday i found myself on the opposite side of the road...tt i was telling her that there is hope, there is happiness if only u keep believing..what an irony...the very words i did not believe...but do i truly believe in what i said? was i juz trying to keep her on the positive side, so that i can always have that to turn to? i really dunno...

certain events that have happened within the last 24 hrs have somewhat made me sway from side to side...i really am confused...how can one so emotionally and deeply attached to another be so cynical? truly...do i know how to love someone? can i ever truly be free from myself?

been such a long while that i had an urge to pen my thoughts and emotions...such a long while since i yearned to blog like i used to....i feel so inept in expressing my feelings...so in=eloquent...yet i feel a certain kind of release..all the pent up emotions finally has a way of coming out of me.

yes yes im alive n kicking...juz tt nothings very interesting happening in my life right now...and im juz so lazy to blog...just work on wkdays and meet up with clients every now n then for the club events...R&R on wkends...haha...but i guess im growing used to this mundane lifestyle...weird isn it?

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