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week 1 of intern ended....tired n xian...dun really wish to blog now...not much of a mood to...got Bs for both audit n tax...whatever...got lots to bitch abt but no energy to....

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asoc din din was quite fun...though sth majorly pissed me off...well...i did my own research...the bastard who pissed me off lied to me...even MORE pissed off...

2nd day at work...excitement already wore off...ha..come on! like this is not my first working experience so perhaps it juz comes naturally...

and man am i already so tired of the crap i do...corporate tax is no fun le...esp when there's nobody to teach u e ropes...stupid mgr...throw me in e deep end n expect me to know how to swim...n i too paiseh to keep asking my snr how to look for this doc, do that computation...cos she also like damn damn busy...

~1st day~

8 new interns fr sch...n we are all separated into diff dept...3 of us in corp tax..
hrm..got a decent seat juz outside one partner's office..creepy...e guy can literally look into my PC screen!!! bleh...lucky sam is sitting next to me..o/w nobody to talk to or bitch to...

explore new work station...incl the lousy stone-age PC tt i got on my table...play ard wif email...got excited sending mail to all e other interns...

lunch time...missed 7 lifts to go down cos they were FREAKING crowded...ate ba kut teh...it wasn tt nice...i think e bugis one is better...walk ard...go back office..

*boss hands all new interns a think file*

boss: "here...read this...you can bill 8 hrs to learning n mastering e stuff in here...make sure u know how to use it well...."

me: *silently cursing n wishing i cud go home*

spend the next few hrs trying to decipher the crap in e manual...managed to come up with a tax comp after looking at the "answer script" at the back...*sheepish look*

time to go home!!!!

went to visit dad...was quite worried abt him....but doc says he's ok...

~2nd day~

went to office at 830 exactly...started the morn slow until my mgr called me to hand me many files to work on for the next week or so...she roughly goes thru whatever shit she thinks is important, and tells me to scoot off and ask the other staff if i need any administrative help...(of cos at 485 per hr, she has better use of her time) sickening bitch...grrr....

spent e rest of the day deciphering the crap stuff in e files...self taught by reading the damn doc how to bill n budget, asked colleague how to access doc fr the system...tinker wif emails...yeah...tt's my sad day....

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but on a happy note, i got my AIS n QM grade!!! =) all smiles man...As for it!!! wheeeeeeee..........am not looking 4ward to audit n tax grades thou cos i have a bad feeling abt it....i love mitch n brian!!! =) =) =) perhaps i shd write them a thank you email!!!

went to sch again today...damn xian la...but den lucky it's only for a short while n for a meeting which was generally ok...DREAD gg back on sunday...DISGUSTING...esp when exams are over n practically the whole sch is deserted...BLEH...

had a nice dip at the pool...haiz..left my goggles in the locker...STUPID me...in e end tried to dog paddle n totally tired my legs...lucky not in e big pool or else...at least the sun decided to be nice to me today...not too hot but juz enuff sun to have a slight slight slight tan...haha...muz work harder to achieve tanner skin...hrm...some of e guys really damn eng le...juz go there, lie down n put so much tanning oil till they literally glistened!! eeee...so himbo....

met nette for coffee...only she was kind enuff to come n pei wo for 2 hrs... *glares at everyone else* oh well...the cheesecake was actually not bad wor...haha..felt quite happy bitching wif her... =)

TA dinner wif prof was surprisingly comfortable n warm...i initially tot it was gonna be at suntec fish n co, but den i got e place wrong...STUPID me...it was at glasshouse...bleh...traffic was a killer...took me 1/2 hr to travel by bus fr suntec to park mall..DISGUSTING...ooh...passed by e new campus..looked ok to me...but den at e dinner kel was saying it looks like hospital...IZIT?? oh wellz..boh pian..e shift is imminent (correct spelling or not)...

ANYWAY...i had fun at e dinner...haha..it's nice to be "surrounded" by guys once in a while...esp in smu e gender ratio is ridiculous...so mei n i n prof were the only girls..all guys...hah...bitched abt many things..heard some gossip...apparently one of the TA's is joanna peh's bf!!! WAH!!! den found 2 pple gg to PWC too..hah..but they all start later...damn jealous la...got so much more time to play!! GRRR...den i think my LTB grp didn do well..cos prof was saying learning journal played a big role...den yeah...shant go into the details....oh wellz...im glad it was a nice din din... =) i love prof n co!!! head TA treated...haha...she insisted cos she said she was being paid...but i think it's damn ex la..dinner treat for 9 pple wor...no joke...but den again...she's got $..whahaha...

hrm...realised most of the TAs who turned up were damn rich la...most of them drove...but so SUAY...all dun live near me so no lift home.. =( but den one of them taking train so we walked tghr...nice to get to know a new fren...haha...amazing le..he's in my tax n audit class n i NEVER noticed him b4!!!! whhahaha...he was equally shocked tt we were classmates!!!

dear was sweet enuff to fetch me home fr the mrt...AWWW...thanks dear! *hugz*

hrm...wonder if pple who are in a r/s dun get asked out as often...probably la...cos u haf to divide ur time amongst more things...and spending time wif the other half is ranked more impt in a way...

and so when pple ask me out i always gotta check to see if im gonna be available...n tt probably puts pple off...n they all stop asking me out altogether...so one day if i die w/o frens shd i blame it on the r/s??? wonder if he thinks this way...

grouchy n bitchy.

i wish i could describe what im feeling right now...but words escape me...

need to perfect the art of feigning ignorance...some pple can do tt so well...

got 2 ugly blisters on my feet...one on each...stung like crazy in e shower juz now...sob sob...what a lousy way to start my week... =(

gourmet meeting today and bondue meeting tml...supposed to go shopping for internship clothes n get prezzies for dad n mom...haiz...got a whole list of things to do n tt includes painting my room...where am i to find the time???

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starting to get edgy n feel all neurotic abt my r/s again...esp now in e hols...when EVERYBODY is free...muz keep reminding myself of my 10 "commandments"...

to all my jc frens....cos prob only u know who im talking abt....i saw john robert alfred cook yesterday...haha...and i managed to talk to him...small talk...asking how he is...blah blah...and i got to meet the wife...they are so cute tghr...haa... n di..how can u say he's a SEXY BRITISH MAN??!?!!!?!!?? ew......he's juz crappy n funny....whahahahah....

oh well...sunday and im at home...feel incredibly lazy n lethargic though i haf no idea why....sigh...wonder how i shd spend the next week b4 intern...ktv but tt one muz depend on the others...and meetings on both mon n tues...how disgusting....oh well...mayb i shall juz rot in front of the tv...

went to g2000 wif dear yest..wanted 2 buy dis really nice striped shirt for him...but den my uob mini cannot use...sob sob...so in e end juz dropped e idea...so empty handed...of cos i felt damn sad...girls u know how it feels right?? to come home fr shopping empty handed....SUCKS....

and i wanna buy my pretty sun dress fr isetan...who can go wif me???? =(

IT'S OVER!!! OMG....finally....no more exams for the next half yr!!! *cheer*

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ktv wif lu, tiff, vic, nora was damn good way to de-stress....had so much fun laughing, screaming and monkeying ard...haha...am so glad tt we all can SING...whoo hoo...

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watched pacifier wif bh...well...no other show to watch ma...typical family show lor...nothing fantastic...but vin diesel is like how funny to watch...

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nadia is out of idol...and BO is my new fav... =) =) =) esp love the attitude man...so heck care n siao sa!!! n now tt he smiles so much more, i LIKE!!! =) =) cant' believe he's in the bottom 3!!! *disgusted*

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to those who have time to spare....watch spanglish!!! rotted in front of the tv till 1am watching the dvd....it's not like a superbly entertaining or "feel good" kinda movie, but i liked the themes and the issues it tried to convey to the audience...and the way it's portrayed as well...made me reflect a lot after tt...n appreciate certain things a bit more....

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2 papers down...2 more to go....

AIS sucked...
QM was relatively ok....meaning not fantastic, but i think i did ok....

ganbatte ru!!! audit...tax....freedom!!!!

sigh....to a certain extent my dear lil sis is turning to the exact kind of bitch i hate....
how am i to handle that?

this is my ultimate fav song now....esp since i watched the wedding date...ultra typical sweet romantic show....AWWWWW.....but i love it... =)

anyone has the mp3 can send me?? pretty please??

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HOME --- Michael Buble

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I'm fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

starting anew...

step 1: dun think u know the guy inside out, try to know him fr another angle...see the good side of him....

step 2: dun be suspicious unless u have concrete proof

step 3: dont go all out to find evidence of infidelity, cos likely u'll find it....

step 4: when he talks to a girl doesn mean he likes her....when he emails a girl doesn mean he likes her...when he smses a girl doesn mean he likes her....only if he kisses a girl or hugs a girl den tt means he likes her...

step 5: if he asks a girl out and doesn tell u abt it...don't kill him....what till it really happens then kill him....

step 6: think happy thoughts and not negative thoughts....think about good times together and his positive traits....

step 7: do sweet things for each other now and then....even sending n fetchin u home is a sweet thing....

step 8: give him personal space....even if he doesn want to talk to u every now n then, don't take it negatively....

step 9: control ur jealousy....cos u are better than u think....o/w he wud not have chosen u in the first place...

step 10: a man has PMS too...penis mutation syndrome....whahaha....

disappointed in a lot of things....you are one of them....

slacked e weekend...finished 2 chaps of QM today...thank goodness...sigh...am tired but i cant sleep very well lately....very restless sleep...toss n turn n have horrible dreams...shall not go into e details....let's juz say life's not been a bed of roses...

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went to the cheesecake cafe on sat...abdolutely love the ambience....tot of holding my 21st birthday there till they said they dun allow block booking of the place....drats....well i've tot abt it...either i haf a big celebration or i shall have none....no pt having sth in between right?

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had a nice chat wif my dear J juz now...i miss J....all e silly moments we've had tghr as a whole big grp....yeah...spastic things we did....hrm...i do realise tt we all have such different perceptions of the same issue....life's so complicated....

hrm...sometimes i do wish they had a 101 guide to love and r/s.....it wud make my life so much easier....

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