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this is gonna be a mean n bitchy post....so yeah...bugger off if u cant take it....

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im AMAZED at how stupid some pple are...like really simple instructions and they just cannot follow!!! *faint* come on man...university students already...how e hell did u end up where u are?? UGH!!! can really pull my hair out man....

not tt im implying tt im very smart or what, but really the level of intellect in these jokers is SHOCKING....shant name pple cos yeah tt's really very mean...so there...i juz wanted to express my frustration....BLEH!!!!!

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am feeling PMS-y....need my TLC....where's love when u need it???

actually, im quite pleased wif myself...was incredibly productive today...spending the whole damn day...from 10am all the way till 5pm working on my stupid freaking tax proj....yep....wrote the whole damn shit on personal tax myself...ok la...i sort of volunteered to do it for C cos i know it's easier that one person writes than 2 pple write and compile later...also managed to edit N's part which was horrifically UN-paraphrased...xian...it's like if i really wanted to cut n copy fr the net den i might as well do it myself right? piangz.....waiting for L to finish so tt we can piece it all tghr...UGH...so screwed!!!! 2 days left to do it....and i think i'll die doing the appendices.... =(

oh well, on a happier note....monday was really nice...an afternoon of tai tai-ness...haha....

tax sucked. =(

my week is going ok thus far...*heng ar*

QM test is over... *heng again* and i thought it was do-able and quite managable...hope i score for this test...

AIS is over *cheer* and as much as i hate the subject, i love the prof...hahaha....which other prof will send such stupid emails as the following:

Hi Ruyi

Just to let you know Desmond gave me the report. Thanks for getting my name right. Only one thing wrong. I am not an Asst. Prof (which means assistant professor) but an Assoc. Prof. (meaning associate professor). Thanks for reducing me in academic seniority...*sighs*...reduced in life again...

Best regards

Mitch

Wahaha....he's the funniest ever man....hahaha..... =) and i'd bet tiff is jealous tt he replies my emails and not hers!!! wahahaha....but den babe, u haf chester n ur little chestnut so dun fight for mitch!!!!

ok...think i've officially gone mad...

i'm so HAPPY!!!! haha....crazily on high now!!! have officially completed my FREAKING AIS project!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

today is a good day man... *smile smile smile* first i didnt do as badly as i tot for AIS (maybe it's sympathy marks fr mitch forming a 30 from a 20...but i dun care!!) it's pretty decent overall score for my midterm despite my initial fears of failing the DFDs....he was quite lenient...tot he was gonna give me ZERO....haha...and he looked real good today decked in a suit and tie.... *giggle*

had lunch at some ABC place courtesy of jason....goodness me....sticking wif tt bunch of pple sure will expose to new places i neva tot existed in sg....haha....eugenia sure say i sua ku....oh well...good lunch to put me in the afternoon "must complete AIS" mood....but idiot lulu juz HAD to disturb tiff n i...grrr....but he's so crappy n lame shit....tiffany = ti fanny = kick butt!!!! wahahahahaha....so farnie i almost died laughing...

anywayz.....im still very very on high after stupid AIS....so yeah!!! am in a good good mood... which obviously didn rub off BH cos he was so woozy after a few days of rushed schedules and lack of sleep...oh well....

good night world!!!! =)

my feet are officially injured!!!

went for smu openhouse at raffles city convention to help out today...my goodness...it was SO CROWDED...madness i tell u....and like packed sardines we are...squeezing here n there...and yes i was mistaken as a potential student by the lousy freshie volunteers...muahaha....they absolutely got NO experience one ley...kaoz....but i was incredibly impressed by some seniors...they were so eloquent and super at handling inquiries...*pei fu pei fu*

no real cute guy there ley...except for this cute chinese australian guy who caught my attention immediately when he approached me n asked me a question abt admission....oh man.... *smile smile* he had dis gorgeous complexion and a cute auzzie drawl...not the horrible kind...e CHARMING kind....whahaha...although i tot e qn was absolutely quite ridiculous, i tot his blur-ness was adorable...*grin* fresh fr BMT...haha...botak head wif funky white cap... =)

the girls were mostly decked in pretty skirts and heavy makeup....aiyoh....girls these days...come for admissions talk macham go bash n party liddat.... *shake head* well, essentially i think some of them deserve to be slapped...cos a lot of the shit they asked me can be found on the web lor...bah...they juz too lazy to do research before comin....

and ya...my feet absolutely ACHE to the max....almost 5 hrs standing there n answering questions and ushering pple for talks....siao man....almost died of thirst until tiff rescued me wif a tube of sprite....

went for chin'z 21st bday at carlton...yummy food...jas n i juz attacked the sashimi...hahaha...am a greedy pig!!! and we FORCED tiff to try sashimi....haha...food was ok...variety was not bad... chin's class guys arent as cute as expected...but yeah...they are way better than my class... oops....hope nobody cries after reading this....hehehe....i am SO MEAN....

so ya....went shopping...WINDOW shopping...saw this gorgeous white jacket at espirit...piangz...a cool 200 bucks... *peng* HAD to try it on cos i know i will neva have the money to buy...rather i wun splurge all my money on tt jacket la...went G2000 and saw a real good deal for suits...am gg back there wif tiff one day to get my grey powersuit.... =)

went out for din din wif jason, danny, tiff, eugenia, jieren n irene...had a taste of jason's "massage chair"....hehehe....and i love tt jazz cd he has....am gonna kope fr him....well, today was my 1st time gg 2 chomp chomp...haha....so fun being wif them... all rubbish loud sarcastic funny pple....haha....i wish i cud find a clique of my own liddat...there's this twinge of envy when i see them tghr...thou they are REALLY SUPERBLY nice pple (eugenia gave me a lift ALL the way home even thou it was out of the way) and they make me feel comfortable..i know it's kinda diff....cos i kinda feel tt i wun really be "accepted" as part of the clique like e rest...dunno how to put in words my feelings also...haiz...but ya....

overall thou...enjoyed my day thoroughly thou im probably half lame now....

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gan commented tt this is really "hi-tech" and jo-luke finds it hilarious....hehehehe.....

hrm...feel immensely pleased with myself for staying up to do work...at least i got something accomplished in the past hr or so....realised how much i miss working late into the nite and appreciating the peace and serenity it brings...listening to ballads....slow music....and enjoying my own company...

=) i found myself a little pleasure of life...

when u're awake at 214am when there's sch at 8am u know u're insane...tt's ME...crazy nut i am...been trying to do some work cos i practically wasted my wkend away...what's new right? and as sleepiness overcomes me i turn to reading people's blogs to keep awake...(and yet another excuse from work) and i notice the difference in language and writing style and all..some pple juz write very well, it makes reading their blogs ever so interesting and fascinating...and i love going back to those again and again....some pple are juz funny wif funny entries....some juz blog the mundane stuff....and it gets draining reading those after a while...which makes me think of how i actually blog...are u guys out there bored by my nonsensical entries w little content juz my whining?

oh well...nuff said...back to work...or shd i juz go to sleep?? *yawn*

got back audit midterm...big fat ugly B....which is totally not acceptable cos liek 50% of the class performed better...UGH...am disappointed again...wat the hell is wrong wif me this term?? juz cant get my act together it seems...have been screwing up all the way man...shucks...bye bye deans's list...*sob*

BH signed up to be a faci for orientation...sigh....kinda wanna be a faci too...its so fun and u can see all the freshies who are like my batch of guys anyway....but i missed the deadline...oh well....drats....guess i can always go be a helper like last yr.....

i have no idea why i am feeling so stressed up these few days...

AIS is killing me...i especially HATE the proj....

TAX gives me no hope....cos im super behind readings and i am NOT doing well for it...

QM make me feel damn xian...but it's my highest chance of getting an A this term...so i better buck up

AUDIT is like a bottomless pit....i dunno wad to say abt it...

gosh...e only thing nice is LTM...my slackest n funnest (if there ever is such a word) class...had another TA meeting today...thank goodness it was more controlled...haha...it ended at 10 instead of 12 midnight like e previous one...i guess time really does fly when u're talking to a group of wonderful pple...and sharing experiences and helping each other wif advice and stuff.... =) had so much fun teasing SB abt being a "lady killer" and nick for his "meng ah" phone call... haha... and Mus as usual had a wealth of experience to share...and kel n ben juz make things all light hearted and fun....haha.....ok...to a certain extent when u're almost like e only girl(mei excl) among a bunch of fun-loving guys...u can only have fun n laugh! =)

so far the only good things in my life are:
1. my internship
2. my complexion (which thankfully is improving a teeny weeny bit)
3. my r/s which is tentatively stable
4. my friends who are so supportive and wonderful towards me

ok....so maybe i shdn be whining n complaining so much abt work...afterall i really really shd not freak myself out wif it...there's so much more to life than that....

i got my PWC internship!!!! WHEE!!!! cheer!!!!
im going shopping for office clothes!!!! who's with me?!?!?!?! =D

JP morgan rejected my application without so much as an interview...bad bad bad....a HUGE dent on my ego now....i REALLY need the PWC one if i were to feel any better....wad can go wrong from here?

to tiff: am happy for u tt ur week was such a great one...turns out mines juz the opposite...

i am so disappointed for tax...screwed up mid term....virtually EVERYBODY did better than i....wad kind of a freaking dbl deg student am i??? lousy, sucky, useless....UGH...so FRUSTRATING especially when i KNOW i am capable of much better....

*sigh* to think i even begun to take a slight liking towards e subject as i prepared for the PWC interview...i actually for tt moment managed to "convince" myself that i like tax a wee bit....now i totally feel nothing for it...it's prob juz dread tt it can only get worse as the stuff to remember increases...

funny...tt's a bit like how r/s are isnt it? *double sigh*

driving in e pouring rain is incredibly scary...visibility is so low tt i can barely see e road at all....

but in a warped sense i enjoyed the challenge and the thrill...im juz mad i think...

saw e doc yest...finally after 3 days i know wad's wrong wif my tummy...food poisoning...well, im sure THAT explains the diarrhoea, vomitting and headaches...bleh...i tot it was juz cramps and exhaustion...ah well, i'll live...

e doc was damn lame lor...

me: "hrm..y am i having these constant headaches over e past few days?"
doc:"oh..cos u haf food poisoning ma..headaches are part of the package...haha.."
me: "er.....right..."

me: "so, generally im ok?"
doc: "of cos not...if not y am i prescribing u medication? hehe..."
me: -_-"'

went for the PWC internship interview this morn...well, it wasn as bad as i thought...the lady was really nice to talk to and THANK GOODNESS she didnt ask me why i am so "excited and interested" in tax!!!! we spoke abt sch, pwc and accounting in general so it wasn that bad...haha...have high hopes to be able to get this position...*keeping fingers crossed*

went to meet E for coffee after that...she's 5 mths' pregnant!!! OMG!!! and she looks so radiant n happy...hehe...it's gonna be a baby girl...and she wants to name her kendra... =)

headed down town to meet T after tt...helped shop for her fren's bday present...heh...i saw this super colourful top at espirit!!! i LOVE it!!! but it costs 69!!! and also this pretty light blue pants which are incredibly comfy at 130!!! @_@ sighs....perhaps i'll reward myself IF i get the internship....sponsors are welcome too!!!! hahaha....

am thoroughly diasppointed in myself...freaking AIS midterm....i know i studied...i know i put in my best...and yet i am so stupid!!! it's like most of them understood e need to exercise discretion about which blardy DFD to draw...and stupid stupid me went n draw everything listed in the para!!!!

damn shit...ugh...tt's e midterm lor.... =(

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