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just tot of this...new yr dreams...(stuff i can dream of but will unlikely come true)
considering im such a pragmatic person...this is sth new...heh...

1) be a CSI agent...whee...
2) own a car...havent tot of model yet...but i'd like a pink or purple car...no beetles or minis...i wan a BIG car...*grinz*
3) get married...and experience life as a tai tai...(ya..tt'll only happen in like 20 yrs later)
4) get into dean's list wif gpa of > 3.8 (near impossible unless i get straight A+....sigh...)
5) have all e pple i dun like disappear off the face of this earth!!! (oh boy...but den again, there'll be nobody to bitch about or plot to kill...hrm....)

okie dokes...enuff dreams for now....la la la...

stupid stupid headache...grrr....i dun even know if it's a migrane or a freaking simple headache...BAH...been suffering in pain for 2 days le... =( throb throb throbbing at my temples n eyes...*sobz*

back from my retreat!!! haha...working holiday i'd call it...not bad la..some bonding wif e exco...yupz...and of cos expanding my network...hahahaha...oh no...does this make me sound very xian shi??? but heck man...it was a NETWORKING event ma...

NP bbq - thou e turnout sucked..it was good to get to know the few pple better..n it was evident tt we all enjoyed ourselves!! playing drinking goggles, bridge, indian poker...telling stupid jokes...la la la...

CBD bbq - got to know some of the other CBD heads..pple i hear of but neva got a chance to meet...quite farnie to see e bunch of guys (yes..sad truth is tt most CBD heads are GUYS...for once an SMU gathering ratio of guys to girls is 5:1!!!!) drinking, eating, talking rubbish tghr...

most of all e fun-nest stuff was still yakking, making jokes and games... =)

my new love...gerard butler!!! =) 

phantom 

watched phantom on screen...it's really nice...reminds me a little of moulin rouge...all the colour, music, and the magic of theatre...*mesmerised*

and of cos i found 2 hotties...haha...e guy who plays raoul and phantom...GORGEOUS man!!! *grinz* but of cos, i prefer gerard butler!!!! So masculine!!! so hot!!!

GUYS ARE SUCH DUMBASS CREATURES!!!

bleh...technically, when a girl says u decide...almost 90% of the time she means "u beta make a choice tt i'll be happy with" and almost 90% of the time, e guy will make the WRONG choice!!!!

BAH...grumpy grumpy grumpy...

bear hug!!! 

my 35m christmas tree! 

snowy chapel 

Along Repulse Bay 

Dolphins and Sea Lions at Ocean Park 

Whee!!! 

View from the Harbour 

yupz...dis is my beloved nephew...CUTE HOR? =)

relationships are such fragile things....one wrong move n it can ruin everything u fight so hard to build...

my attempt at another class outing failed....miserably....n i was super pissed off at certain few pple....shall not mention names......and also horribly disgusted at how FAKE some pple can be...

BUT...was so proud of fav for turning up... =) haha....despite being totally brutalised by 3 crazy girls at NYDC....

been bz since i came back...straight after had christmas dinner wif the RG gang at bboss...so wonderful to have everyone who could make it turn up....i so love our annual gift exchange!!! am glad ting got my prezzie...suits her so well...hope she can use it thou....finally got to see dan's brother...WAH...so HANDSOME!!! macham male version of dan...but he's taken le...hehehe....

after went to max brenners for chocolate...wah....never tot i'd say dis, but i got super sick of chocolate after tt....the usual party came over for sleepover...haha...so fun....played tong xiao mahjong...until 7am and we all super duper pooped out....i like it that we all can still be chummy and act silly tghr after the distance and lack of time n communication kept us apart....but am a lil disappointed tt i've drifted quite a bit from most of them...

Im back!!! yesh!! after like a whole week n more of non-blogging...i've finally decided to come update my space...heh...been lazy u see... =)

back fr my HK trip!!! wow whee....i think i neva walked so much in my whole entire life man...every nite shop till so tired we couldn even walk back properly...lucky the cabs are not TOO ex...heh...hmm...some highlights include watching some laser show at ave of stars...wow...i absolutely love the HK buildings!!! wonderful architecture they have there...and when at nite they are all nicely decorated in christmas lights, and looking across the sea onto HK island....WAH....mesmerising... =) got quite frozen on victoria's peak thou...cos we went at nite...ha...took the 45 deg sloping tram uphill....interesting experience...visited ocean park...took the scary rides...and yes...got coaxed by twin into taking the vertical drop one...WAH...can feel my heart jumping out of my chest when it suddenly plunged from 20 storeys....WHEE....but quite shiok...heh....also the all famous wishing tree tt we see in HK drama serials... =)

unfortunately it's winter there so not very muchy to buy back...only at the espirit outlet sale did i spend a lot....shop till i drop man...over HK$800! *big wide grin*

bloggin abt e whole trip would take forever wun it? heh...anyone wanna listen more can always ask me abt it ya? =)

on a happier note....ignoring tt horrible incident....

had a wonderful day wif travel buddies today...whee....went to makan at cartel...and den watch national treasure...hrm..maybe it's juz me, but dun really find e movie very fantastic wor...it's like so out of this world...and for a realist like me....(except for e fact tt im always a sucker for romantic comedies)...e plot juz seems so silly lo...like breaking into a government building was so easy...and how conveniently the baddie can figure out where e good guys are...blah blah....oh well, but den it got me interested to read the da vinci code...heh....

went window shopping wif twin and had a nice nice dinner conversation after....we were yakking abt love, life etc etc....love e fact tt we can still talk and trust each other...and feel so comfortable in her presence...and it's like she understands how i feel and so on....prob she's like one of the frens i've known like forever....and i hope our relationship will always be tt great....

stupid idiot....grr....get into a half seh mode den come n call me to chat...talk a while le n give me grumpy tone...BAH...if there were a million ways to piss me off...i think u've already found a million ways and possibly haf created many more....GRRRR......

oh...on a VERY BRIGHT note...all the results are out le!!! oh boy...this is the best term i've had so far!! it's amazing cos i was most worried abt this term...perhaps it can be attributed to all the study time wif dear....and he encourages and pushes me to work hard....cos he's so freaking hardworking!!!! *many hugz to dear*

went NTU for meeting today...WAH LAO...im so glad i dun study there man..the journey alone can kill le....sat on the MRT and it took FOREVER to get to boon lay...gosh...and den doesn help tt my shoes gave me blisters....Owwwwiieeeee..... =(

met the ABC pres...ya...goodness knows y it's called ABC...and ritchie n shar were juz being very mean when they joked abt it....ha...oh den dis guy called rong feng came to show us ard...shar, shi n i think he's cute!!! haha...not gorgeous but better than all the bondue exco guys...aww...sorry guys..heh....and den we realise later he's e vice pres...and the pres was actually ee jia's brother!!! oh man...there was dis striking resemblance...hehe...small world...and he happens to be shar's frens bf....haha...sg is really tiny la...everyone is connected (whether or not remotely) to someone else....

wanted to shop ard at JP after tt....but den blister pain...so went home on e long blardy ride....

met fang, ting, char...feel a certain sort of distance....miss the old days...

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had bondue dinner at pregos yest...well, it was a nice bonding session...and like e first time the exco officially has a non-business dinner tghr... =) all the bread we ordered and the food we shared...haha...it's good to have guys ard cos they juz become the food bins...hiak hiak hiak...den there was shar's treat at pacific coffee....so nice of her...but seriously i think she's a super duper rich kid...shopping can spend hundreds w/o feeling pain...haha...and there were all the hokkien jokes by shi n jem...and having to explain everything to kev cos he cant understand...and lame jokes by belle and ritchie...of cos nette was buaya-ing someone on the phone for a whole long period...goodness knows WHO....my guess is keong keong...muahaha...and we were teasing jem n shar etc....

jem sent me home...lucky we both stay in e east...hrm...e matrix is quite a spacious car actually...very comfy too...and jem drives super safe man...we were on lane 3 all the way....goodness...n we spoke of quite a lot of stuff during the journey home...he was saying family is above career...n i tot how most guys i know wud think otherwise....any nice christian girl out there wans a bf like him??? i can do introductions! =P

went to the airport to send him off...somehow the departure hall seems like a sad place...dun like e feeling of being there...but fortunately, mei n poo accompanied me...so it wasn so bad...poo was even tearing...well, i almost cannot take it le...haiz...bye bye dear....bon voyage....

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really enjoyed the past few days of juz spending quality time tghr wif dear....thou at some point it was juz watching james bond dvd marathon...haha...but i quite enjoyed doing juz tt...simplicity of things...no disturbances....*sigh* another 3 weeks b4 i get to hug u again....

its interesting what u can learn abt a person thru reading blogs, posts, mails...bit and pieces of life coming together...what makes a person become who he/she is....how he/she used to be....how he/she is now....such things interests me....

blabbering again....

ah well, a more decent and understandable post....went KTV wif my cousins today...haha....not a bad experience la...even thou we cousins dun talk very much, at least they wud turn up when we organise such an outing...haha...ok...honestly, not everybody can sing...heh...but den it's e effort rite? =P had so much craziness today...waving hands....acting like bimbos/himbos.....being backup singers....muahaha....and covering our ears when BW screamed ala bon jovi into the mike...while shawn was all cool and calm abt it....and of cos getting my bag soaked in lemon tea...ewww......but overall, FUN! =) maybe can haf a christmas outing wif them...heh....

man...it's results week...relatively nerve-wrecking period....got back 2 grades le....and im pretty satisfied so far....ok....a bit of an understatement...but corp grade was better than expected...hehe.....and tt's good...i think my prof thinks im crazy...asking him if my grade is real or not...ha....but he is SUCH a nice guy...absolutely love him... =) =)

nothing much has happened over the 1st few days of the hols...hrm...besides attending 2 meetings in sch... *ugh* and gg for BBQ, and watching bridget jones 2, and carrying my 10kg, 5mth old nephew....my goodness....tt guy is one overweight baby...his legs and hands are like giant sausages...and he's like one big mantou....but so SUPER DUPER cutE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha....n i think im super out of shape...after playing "jump jump" wif him tt day...i ache all over...imagine using a 10kg human weight for 2 hrs la... *phew* wish i had my digi wif me tt day...den can take some cute pix...hur hur...

dear's flight is more or less confirmed....thank goodness he's back on 23rd before christmas and christmas eve.... =) goodie...

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