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post exam was interesting...mommy n daddy treated me to a wonderful buffet meal at pan pac hotel....whoa...eat n eat n eat...and somehow it was really nice juz to have a cosy meal wif ur parents...especially since i've not been spending a lot of them wif them...listening to all the anecdotes, jokes, stories, political discussions, talking abt sg idol.....yeah...all that....and dad is damn farnie la....

mom: hey...this weekend is grandparent's week....(hinting that we shd go gramps' place)
me: orh...but den go ah kong's hse also no use...he'll be playing mahjong n wun notice my presence anyway...
dad: dun look at me....he(refering to my ah kong) is not my grandparent...

*lol*

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went for the roinsons christmas thingy at expo...wad a disappointment...tot can go there n splurge and get some retail therapy...but den there were mountains of toys...and christmas stuff...no CLOTHES, SHOES....etc etc....bah...waste my time....but ok la..at least i bought nail polish...hehehehe....

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had a meal of chilli crab wif dear....yummy....well, 2 crabs n 8 mantous...ahha...and we were juz eating...i think the waiter was damn amused by my chopstick acrobatics cos i was trying not to use my hands thru dinner....and there's this cute tiny fork thingy to use to get e meat out...haha...call me sua ku..but it's e 1st time i saw sth like tt... *grinz* and there were i think a total of 6 plate changes throughout the meal...wah...dunno u call it good service or tt the waiters got nothing better to do...heh...

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right now i think im on high on no sleep...considering i slept 1am on thurs morn and woke up 8am tt same day....and not having a proper real sleep (40 winks aside) since then...im surviving quite well man...hah...final count is 41 hrs w/o sleep...amazing...maybe i shd set a personal record...haha...damn boh liao.....

oh man!!! the ordeal is over!!!!!! ok ok...so ordeal is a bit over-exaggerated....but the past couple of weeks were quite hellish (despite me taking time off to slack now n then....hehehehe) and it doesn help tt i've been having corp nightmares since goodness knows when...dad was saying i "siao ar...liddat also nightmare" budden i was really scared to fail it lo...my consolation stems from the fact tt if i fail, there will be pple failing wif me...haha...and den steve is a much more lenient marker than andrew...but i swear the night after corp was like probably the best sleep in days....

well, i screwed up finance...damn it...to be honest, it was an easy paper cos nothing on cash flow and call options came up...whoa...so basically it was A LOT on bonds, PV, FV etc etc etc...and tt was like before mid-term shit...heng i studied...but den kena screwed up M&M proposition...FREAK....oh well...and my own stupid interpretation on market value of the firm... UGH...but den hoping that overall can do well enuff to get an A....quan kao finance to pull my gpa le....

com law was so-so...stayed up whole of last night to do last min studying...almost had a panic attack last nite when i realised my 3 days of studying for com law during wk 14 has flown outta my brain le...haiz...in e end i was so glad i sacrificed a night's sleep to make notes...whoa...my life-saver notes man!!! am not aiming high for law...hope to get B+ and at least maintain my grade requirement...

mktg got hope since peter mailed n said the projects were well done..*keeping fingers crossed* please let me to well!!!!!!!

you lied to me....how can there be trust when u keep doing this?
is there sth illicit gg on? *sigh*

juz some food for thought in my ultra melancholic mood....

when u are in a relationship....what do u want out of it? must it lead to eventual marriage? or are we all just in for the momentary enjoyment from having that companion/soulmate/best friend? when i hear of pple getting tghr, breaking off, marrying....i am overcome wif this wave of emotion...i am not sure where my own relationship will lead....for sure marriage but a distant distant blur....and considering i've gotten myself involved wif a commitment phobe, tt M-word shall juz be reduced to a tiny miniscule dot in my head...no pt frustrating myself and tearing myself apart thinking of a future that will not exist....

have not been bloggin for a long time...not since my bday post anyway...haha....yes im still alive n kicking....juz tt have been a good girl and been keeping away from the com.....so tt i can at least attempt to pass my corp.... *groan*

am in sch on a freaking thursday...oh noooo.....6 days more to dooms day.... *scream* and i am seriously SO DEAD....dunno how to start for corp n where to start....my only consolation is tt i'm done writing notes for law n finance...now i juz need to find time to revise my notes....UGH.... no time no time....

y the heck do we subject ourselves to such torture!?!?!? exams term after term...hair-pulling, nerve wrecking exams...wanna revert to the pri sch days when it was all so easy n carefree....and the only thing u needed to worry abt was if u can get an A and no so much if u can pass.....*bah*

this is a grouchy post....am in a grouchy exam mood.... =(

say goodbye to my teen-s and hello to the ty-s...

i had a WONDERFUL, MARVELOUS day!! *big wide grin*

it all started really really well like 26hrs ago....when dear and mei sang me a medley of songs....hehe...sure put a bright smile to my face....

woke up real early...muz be bday excitement....hehehe...dear made me breakfast!!! (with special help fr his lil bro...haha...) it was a yummy breakfast....den went to catch sharks tale...haha...so old liao still watch cartoon...but i quite enjoyed it...silly kids' show make u feel all young and innocent all over again...den lunch at billy bombers <-- is tt e correct spelling?!

and my biggest surprise of the day!!! a relaxing body scrub and massage at a spa....WOW-WHEE....1st time experiencing a full 2 hrs treatment...hrm...but funny thing is i end up aching now as i type instead of feeling completely relaxed...maybe the masseuse rub too hard?! haha...but at tt moment it sure felt damn good... *grinz* the ladies at the spa were saying how nice my dear is...haha...give me this type of surprise...den they commented he looked cute!!! =P

had dinner wif family and den cut cake back at home....took lots of silly pix wif mei....so damn farnie....keke....got time shall post some here.... =) watched BABE on HBO....man....cant remember how farnie it is (especially the singing mice!!!)....

oh man...what a wonderful day...i LOVE birthdays!!! hehehehe....

with special thanks to DEAR, mei, mom & dad, my relatives, tiff, fang, ting, char, limin, qing, pearle, zack, shan, weizhen, mingfeng, dorea, june, dia, esther, fangting, ah poo, favian, dear's mom, terence, thomas, raymond, nette, pp, larry & ty....for making this day so special and memorable...

this is how pathetic...when i went for mktg class dis morning...there was only 1 other person in class....hahaha....and the prof was how surprised...muahahaha....and den after 15 mins 3 more pple turned up...and looking incredibly shocked....

mktg under peter is a joke.....

i wan to leave this damned place...im unhappy...i feel tt i have a major communication problem with everyone around me...maybe its juz me...im juz a weird person who's a misfit to this world...

nobody understands...
nobody knows how i feel...

e people dear to me dun give a shit...it doesn bother anyone tt i cry...tt im torn up inside...tt i juz want to leave this place...

"i guess it's one of those crappy days you think to yourself: what doesn't kill you makes you stronger..." -serene-

man....serene is so inspiring....haiz...yes it is one of those horrible days whe u juz feel all sucky and everything.... =(

5 suay incidents to report...

1) got into a minor car accident...it's so minor thats wad makes it how silly n shitty...UGH...
2) haf not finished mktg...and i blardy am stuck...
3) uncovered lots of politics in the bondue exco
4) IT came
5) dear juz said he's gg overseas for CNY....

so there....freak....

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