________________________.:my entries:.

day out wif my parents

been a long time since i spent a day out with my parents...actually, it's quite nice to see the way they bicker like kids...haha...and of cos today we had a really good meal at Legends...dis jap restaurant...n e food was pretty good...had a set meal...there's tempura, sashimi, e steamed egg & there was yummy green tea ice-cream!!!! *slurp* feel like a greedy pig....oh...went to step on the weighing scale today....oh noooo....i've gained weight since exam time....i think tt was when i weighed lightest...cos of e stress n all...HAIZ...muz go exercise...

GSS

i need 2 go shopping!!! wanna but so many things...my white skirt...some nice tops...whether for office wear or juz normal gg out wear...also wanna buy work shoes!!! darn fullerton need pple to wear court shoes + stockings!!! UGH!!! so ma-fan...n den my only pair is wearing out quickly...cos im like wearing it 6 days a wk!!! sheesh...

oh...met my cous in town yesterday...wah..she was late...n i was so pissed off...prob cos i was dying of fatigue n hunger...ended up feeling damn dizzy n puking...lucky managed to control till i reached e toilet...gosh...haf not felt so sick in a long time...sigh...end up walking ard far east looking for her bday present which i owed... haiz...she's SUPER indecisive man!!! if i'm indecisive, she's definitely worse!! haha...n when she finally made up her mind...they didnt haf e size...MUAHAHA...so farnie...in e end she had to place order instead...

ernest's bday...wanteed to go initially...but was too pooped out...so tired...even chio bu noticed my eyebags were damn obvious!!! EEK!!! in e end juz met him n e rest n passed his present...

alumni

e alumni is thinking of being official...in tt we register with VJ lor...think it's a good idea la..at least keeps us all connected in a way...n affiliated to e sch too... thou i dun really care much for VJ, i think those 2 yrs were really an important part of my life...tt's where i met pple like nette, nana, hwing, mama wu...e class guys... my first crush...n of cos my darling...*smilez* speaking of which...he called me yesterday!!! after 1 whole wk of no contact....so happy to hear fr him...n ya, as much as im having fun w/o him ard...i do miss him in a certain way...no matter...he's coming back soon!!! =)

oh ya..back to alumni....they said wanna haf another performance for jan's office function...geez...it's pretty short notice...so looks like if we perform it'd juz be our concert songs...kinda think we shd try out new arrangements la...so tt it wun b so boring also...but den again...decision lies wif e dictator...haha...

dis is madness...8 pple in a chat-room on msn...suanning each other...my gawd...i muz b crazy...

work

life's been ok...my "co-worker" has been rehired so at least i've got company for e next couple of wks! yippie...beats doing all e collation of data alone...and of cos for e past couple of days i've had tea-time snacks!!! the CHEESECAKE is absolutely WONDERFUL, the chocolate muffins are superb...and today i had chicken wings which were GREAT! at dis rate...im gonna grow fat...i love the kitchen pple man!!! =D

im halfway with the compilation...nothing very interesting there...lots of bitching... muahahaha....

shrek

shrek is so incredibly funny!!! if u like movies, music and lots of laughs...definitely MUST catch dis show!!! i think it's better than the 1st movie actually...hrm..come to think of it...e pple i went to watch it with is a damn weird combi...pz, her bf...me n dw...well, initially xin was supposed to go but den she had to work...so last minute so i had to sms EVERYBODY again...super xianz...so many pple watch liao...n those who havent dun wanna watch...lucky dw wanted to watch so 4 of us lor...haha...super weird combi...miss my dear...if he were here...we could hav double date!!! oh wellz...at least it wasn as bad as i tot...but dw was incredibly quiet man...he's usually so chatty...geez...

harmoc alumni

yay...tml got alumni celebration outing...haha...didnt expect everyone to be so on even after e concert...hehe...stupid yz wanna elect a new "deputy" to take his place when he's travelling ard e world....oh man....die die die...i dun wanna do dis sai gang!!!! UGH!!

concert was a blast!

Man...i feel so relieved n happy tt e concert is over!!! haha...first n foremost, so proud of my juniors...they definitely showed e audience tt e harmonica is not juz a "beggar's instrument"...they performed...entertained...made e crowd join in...n e support was great...we thought, at first, that only half e performance theatre would be full...but to our pleasant surprise, it was almost fullhouse!!! prob ard 600-700 pple turned up...so happy for them...see lots of potential in some members too...esp pple like kelvin n taiwen... =) n of cos, the alumni...i'm so proud to be part of this bunch of pple...i think our gruelling 30 hrs of practice bonded us tghr...all 11 of us...n thou we didnt deliver a flawless performance...i think we made it as a team...n we sounded quite gd...n i neva felt this close to my band members b4 this...e sense of satisfaction is indescribable... =) credit muz go to yz for being to enthusiastic n for putting in so much effort to get 3 batches of pple back to perform on stage tghr...98, 00, 01...yeah...n even thou we've had numerous "suanning" sessions calling him a dictator (we even salute him like e NAZIs do...haha...) i believe we all have this silent understanding tt nobody can fill his shoes...

ahh...now i've got e day off...which feels so good...haf not had a day off since e beginning of last wk...hrm..think i'll prob go out to meet shan n co for karaoke...n den haf dinner wif zhen n xin...so long neva meet up liao! =)

it's been an incredibly draining wk...physically, mentally, emotionally...

today marks my 1 wk of work..gosh...i quite enjoyed e 3 days of survey...basically sit there n get to interact wif a lot of staff...AND the banquet pple r so nice..they deliver gd food if there are any left from other functions...hehe...one day we had peach tarts...yummy...and chocolate muffins...woo-hoo...n i've had countless cups of coffee n tea all wk... =) partially to keep me awake cos it's a 12 hr shift for e past 3 days...but to bu chang, i've got tml(er...today) n monday off!!! yippie... anyone wanna go karaoke on monday? contact me! =P

hrmn....meanwhile, been busy with harmoc practices...imagine after a 12 hr day i've still gotta rush down for 3 hrs of harmoc prac...geez...no wonder my eyebags r gettin bigger!!! oh no!!! UGLY!!! =( but hey, despite such a punishing schedule..it's fun...i enjoy having sth more meaningful to do than juz sittin at hm stoning n dying of boredom...also, being busy helps me keep my mind off things, such as missing him... haha...

ok...nobody has responded to my pleas so far...ANYONE interested in supporting me for my harmoc concert???? tix r gg for 5 bucks...perf is dis sunday at VJC performance theatre....contact me pls!!!

im so incredibly tired...but yet i feel good because im busy...hectic schedule is drainin me physically but mentally im excited...

hrm...2nd work day was more productive i guess...spent hrs in front of e com screen creating excel templates for the ESS project which im supposedly heading...yeah...link here n there...copy dis n tat...wah...eyes popping out of the sockets...

after tt was harmoc prac all e way until 10 pm...phew...so tiring...but somehow it was fun cos e atmosphere was relaxed during prac la..managed to sorta complete one song in one day...which is gd... =) but im playin 2nd harmoc again...hrm...i think i haf a prob wif playing sth tt's not e melody..geez...

my dad is damn farnie...haha...i asked him to buy me fast food for dinner...guess wad...he bought me fishballs, curry puffs, spring roll, soon kueh, simosas...i was like HUH!?!? wad happened to macs!? haha...i think it's different understandin of fast food...but my dad is juz so cute in tt sense...haha...

okie...one last thing...im selling tickets!!! for "cookin", a sell-out korean musical comedy...date is dis friday, time 2pm at suntec convention hall...i've got 2 tix to sell...price is 40 each...damn damn good seats...4th row fr e front, close to centre...so please please sms me or call me if u can make it for e show...reason im selling is cos i cant take leave on tt day...DRATS...

ok, im also selling harmoc tickets...im performing 2 items dis sunday evening...concert is at 7pm, vj audi, tix gg for 5 bucks only...so if u're my GOOD FREN...beta come down n support me!!! sms me for any further details ya?

well, honestly speakin..im very tired...but i decided to blog today's(rather yesterday) entry anyway...since i wrote it down at 545pm today...so here goes...

"first day at work today...pretty excited...but didn expect morning traffic to be such a huge pain in e ass man...waited for 3 trains b4 actually being to board it..as a result, i was late...sad case...n a bad start...oh wellz, fortunately nobody scolded me or anything...so ya...

spent e morning being briefed by e director of HR abt e proj tt i was to be heading...and later zapped 350 copies of e said survey form...ya..mornin come n went..i think i can actually save $ on food! they provide lunch at e staff canteen n gd news is tt e food actually tastes not bad...but of cos 1st day so prob anything wud taste gd...ha!

ya..i got a tour of the hotel...its really complex ya...all e back offices...macham secret tunnel cos it's all underground n u can really get urself lost in e maze lor..i guess it wud take a while to adjust...afternoon was really xianz...cos they kinda ran out of stuff for me to do, so ended up being in e IT dept helping wif e creation of a template for the survey collation...hrm...my excel not so bad afterall..ha! i was actually teaching e IT guy how o use excel!!! amazing...

well, rite now im so super bored tt im actually writing out my blog entry in a notebook cos there's like less than an hr left to e end of the day...and im back at HR...i shall definitely bring a book tml cos i foresee tt im gonna b redundant till weds when they need me to clock 12 hr shifts cos of e survey...jialat sia...wondering how i'll cope...but den again..it's juz like a long day in sch so shd b ok la...

suffering fr "pre-bf-go-on-holiday-blues" rite now...so pathetic i know...bu i cant control my feelings...everytime i think of missing him for e couple of wks n i start e whole emotional rollercoaster again...so useless...but worse thing tt's been affecting me is tt we're not really spending a lot of time tghr now...esp not today...cos i've got work n he's got a dinner appt wif his family...

by right im supposed to go back to vj to help out wif a concert duet piece but now i juz got notification tt im not needed so juz as well...im so pooped already...prob cos i spent e nite bitching wif y on e phone...damn...still didnt manage to dig out all those little secrets...bah...

ok...bored bored bored...i think i rather be bz than haf nothing to do man...feel so helpless n i end up feeling sorry for myself and i get into this whole melancholic zone thingy...oh ya..one very bad thing is tt phone reception is really BAD thru e whole back office!!! i haf no idea y...someone mentioned e walls r especially thick tt's y got no reception...esp at HR area... "'-.- so im bored n i cant even sms!!! GOLLY!!! but i guess i wun even b needing my hp for e next couple of wks...nobody's gonna sms me anyway...

juz an observation...hmm...e guys working in a hotel definitely look beta than average...i guess it's partly due to grooming cos all staff are put thru grooming courses i think...so they dress better n dress smart business attire...which naturally makes them look gd...plus they r all clean-shaven n smell nice...hahaha...im refering to e mgmt of cos...i doubt e chef smells gd...haha...on another note...it's amazing how a hotel functions wif e effort of so many pple...many being behind-e-scenes kinda staff...n how everyone is so inter-connected...

they r having a discussion on an employee wif an attitude problem and who cant control his tongue...geez man...they are making references to the vulgarities that he uses but spelling them out instead of saying it...hrm...wad's e pt?! but doesn hurt tt one of the pple involved in e discussion, n who is standing in front of me is beta than avg.. hehehe...(i think dear will kill me if he sees dis)

ya..tml is another long day...hafta go back vj for prac also...hrm..once again, we've got a concert on 23rd May(sunday), 7pm...location is vj audi...tix r selling at 5 bucks each...please come down n support me!!!! =)

oh ya oh ya! i was so happy wif e present dear gave to me yesterday...it's handmade...n it's so cute!!! thanks dear...for putting in e effort to give me something so special... =)

it's a saturday nite...and im at home! wat e heck is happening to my "happening life"?!?! geez...but i guess i might as well get used to this...esp after dear goes on holiday next wk...sheesh... =(

anywayz...went back for harm prac today..wah..lips pain..oh yeah..anybody wanna support my performance next sunday evening? not sure how many pieces i'd be playing but at least one la..eyes on me...yupz...tix are gg for 5 bucks...pls let me know if u remotely wanna come n zhi chi wo k? =)

yesterday fang asked me a silly question...would u rather be called a bitch or an idiot? w/o hesitation, my ans was BITCH...duh...den she started laughing like a hyeena..apparently, her survey results were that rg pple prefer bitch to idiot...whereas her other frens preferred idiot...ha! wad's wif us? so i pose e same question to u pple out there...bitch? or idiot?

contemplation

i love having all those heart to heart talks wif my sister...hrm..if i were to haf daughters next time...i'd make sure i'd have 2...so they can be close like how we are rite now...

sometimes im amazed at how it is someone so playful n mischievous can sprout such mature advice...on relationships, life, love...puts me to shame for sure...

i really think im immature...too insecure and dependent to even be in a relationship...in comparison...she is juz so much more level-headed than i am...her words, regardless of how simple the vocabulary...makes so much sense...to her things are very clear n simple...if u haf a problem, work it out...come to a middle point for both parties...if u cant...decide how much u really love e other person to want to make sacrifices...for nobody is perfect...and u cant have everything u wish for in a single person...so true...y cant i be that rational?

she told me...y worry and think so much? if e person is unfaithful, he's not worth it... if e person doesn love u...keepin him by u will not make u feel any beta...for what is e body without the heart n soul? juz an empty shell...no pt keeping anyway... if only i could heed her advice...if only...

sometimes i'd really like to know how much, how deeply he loves me...cos i think my feelings for him run much deeper than his for me...it's juz a feeling...tis "gan jue"... tt he means more to me than i to him...but of cos dis is a one-sided view... cos i cant read his heart...cant compare the intensity of his feelings...cant comprehend what exactly he's feeling towards me...because there still is no complete transparancy between the 2 of us...n i think tt stage is juz so hard to achieve...cos we are both very private pple...in a sense we guard our privacy strongly and stubbornly...n i've not found tt key to e door...to unlock both sides so our hearts and minds can see...

OMG...i cant believe latoya is out of AMI!!! e ultimately best singer, in my opinion, thru e whole competition....n seriously was it a racist vote last nite?

n tt stupid jasmine was trying to act sad n squeeze tears out..come on la...e whole world knows u shd haf been out..so instead of attempting to shed crocodile tears..juz thanks ur lucky stars n look as happy as u are inside...y all e fake expressions?! sheesh...

went out for a nite walk wif bh...dunno y i juz wanted to go for a stroll ard e area...surprisingly, it was relatively cooling...despite e day's scorching weather... bh treated me to haagen daaz ice-cream...yummy... =P hrm...it's juz confortable to haf some1 do all these crazy little things wif u...

saying im sorry

y is it that some pple juz dun apologise? sometimes, a major blowout can b avoided as long as one party apologises...sighs...

when YOU make me cry...u neva say sorry...to u...it's juz my tear ducts at fault...
when YOU disappoint me...u dun say sorry...u think i juz haf high expectations...
when YOU dun reply my msg...u're juz busy with sth else...when i dont...its my fault for being 2 lazy 2 check my phone...
when YOU break a promise...it juz slipped ur mind...do u know i always try so hard to keep mine?

sorry seems to be e hardest word huh?

dads are more reliable than boyfriends

somehow...no matter what...daddies will always sayang you more than ur bf ever will...it's e little things at they do which keeps the house in order...like changing a light bulb...fixing the car...plumbing work when e pipes are stuck...fetching me to n from places...dads dun grumble...well, mayb sometimes they do...but they get the work done anyway...and...they dun reject u...juz cos u're their daughter...which makes them such wonderful pple... =)

shopping

im broke!! spent 100 bucks today...n i've still not started work!! UGH! dis is bad..wad if my pay cheque comes late?! sheesh...but den again...i'd consider e $69 jacket a necessity...cos boss dictates i wear one to work...n e $28 shoes are juz luxury...haha.. i juz fell in love with e shoes...wanted to buy a similar pair fr charles n keith e other time, but P has it..so i didn buy...dis time..it's a blue one.. so pretty too..n it fits my foot shape n all...and at a gd price too! =) felt happy wif e buy...

special thanks to C n M who spent e afternoon walking ard wif me...n for m who was so quick-thinking man!! (cos if u haf e isetan disc card u get an extra 10% off...so she tot of asking some kind soul wif e card to pay for me...n we found dis lady who was so nice to help..)

Melancholic mood...

supposed to go shopping today..well, i will...later on...cos i still need to buy jacket...fwah...it s miracle man...for e 1st time im not really looking forward to shopping...

geez...sth's really wrong with me...is e weather getting to my head?! scorching sun...cloudless sky...e only gd thing prob is tt at nite u can see e stars very clearly....ya..tt's abt it...i've been taking 2 cold showers daily man...juz to "escape" e heatwave...golly...when will it end?

what do u do when u know what u shdn know?!

perhaps ignorance is indeed bliss

i hate being caught in e middle...btwn 2 pple i love...how do i please both pple and yet be happy myself? can they not understand tt by forcing me into a corner is to simply hurt me even more?

there are just some pple in this world tt u love to hate...juz cos they are everything u're not...n everything u wanna be...

but u juz cant hate them...cos they r juz so damn perfect tt u are drawn to them too...

lots of conflicting feelings going on inside my head...
cant seem to let it go...after so long...i still cant...y? perhaps it's true tt i cant trust after i've been betrayed...after there r still so many secrets btwn us...so many uncertainties...im confused...im feeling lost...would anyone understand how i feel? how important it is to KNOW?

OMG OMG OMG!!!

i got me a job!!! yay!!! scheduled to start work next week!! YIPPIE!!! it's a 1mth contract and for a good pay!!! n it's at FULLERTON! im so incredulously happy!! *cheer*

hmm...called mom but she wasn in office...called dad n he was also pretty excited...haha...den when i told him i need to buy jacket he ask me to go shopping.. haha..HE ASKED ME TO GO SHOPPING!!! wow whee!! hrm...den called dear...but i think he was busy so didn manage to talk much.. =( but he was still happy for me!! haha..i think cos e job would stop my whining abt having nothing to do! hur hur hur!!

nothing much to blog these days...pms blues i guess...

spent e wkend gg to 2 birthday parties...haha...seems like everybody's turning 21...whereas im still a TEEN...not tt i mind of cos! =) hehehe...it's so good to be young...

hrmz...seems to me tt all my relatives r so worried tt i cant find a job...everytime they see me, it's e same ole question, "have u found a job yet?" yes yes...after almost 4 wks of vacation im still JOBLESS...UNEMPLOYED...UNWANTED...*sobs* i think e worst part is not so much e joblessness...but more like im so bored!! nothing to do in e day ley...when everyone's out of e hse tt leaves me, e tv, e bed, e com...how fun...

well, i wouldn mind gg out...but so many pple r busy...either gg on holiday...or still havin exams...etc etc etc...perhaps it's an excuse not to meet me!? geez...was discussing e other day wif dia, chris, bh abt gg to bintan for holiday dis wk...but it's such short notice la...mom as usual said NO...but e only bright spark is tt she's relenting to e idea of me gg on a trip wif my frens...

nothing very much lined up for dis wk...maybe i shd juz heck care for once n juz go out n spend money...but of cos i think i'll regret it later on...wad's new?

ok...dis is damn lame ar...but den again..im BORED...need i say more? haha...

BOLD the movies u have seen...

1. X-Men
2. The Craft
3. X2 : X-Men United
4. Swimfan
5. Fellowship of the Ring
6. Finding Nemo
7. Peter Pan watched dis like eons ago!
8. Home Alone anyone who has Channel 5 wud haf watched it every christmas!!
9. Aladdin
10. The Ring
11. 10 Things I Hate About You
12. Not Another Teen Movie
13. Spiceworld
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi
16. Pirates of the Carribean i LURVE johnny depp!!
17. Edward Scissorhands
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friends Wedding
20. 101 Dalmatians
21. Scream
22. Scream 2
23. Scream 3
24. Big Daddy
25. Billy Madison
26. Chamber of Secrets piangz..dis is harry potter rite?
27. Sorcerer Stone
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber
30. Cruel Intentions
31. Scary Movie
32. Look Who's Talking
33. Blade
34. Blade II dear made me watch dis!!!
35. O
36. Titanic
37. Carrie
38. Carrie 2: The Rage
39. Daddy Day Care
40. Legally Blonde
41. Austin Powers
42. Storm of the Century
43. Oliver and Company
44. The Two Towers
45. The Return of the King
46. Mighty Ducks
47. Fast and the Furious
48. 2 Fast, 2 Furious
49. A Walk To Remember dis was on my 1st double date!
50. Triple X
51. Beauty and the Beast all time fav disney cartoon!!
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
54. Sound of Music
55. Mary Poppins
56. Tuck Everlasting
57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Killing Ms. Tingle
60. Crossroads
61. Now and Then
62. Pearl Harbor
63. Just Married
64. Cast Away
65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination
67. Lady and the Tramp
68. Shallow Hal
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
70. Bring It On
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory -- there was such a show?!
72. The Outsiders
73. The Matrix
74. Perfect Storm
75. Austin Powers 2
76. Never Been Kissed
77. Clueless
78. Bruce Almighty
79. Remember the Titans
81. Girl, Interrupted
82. SWAT
83. Sixth Sense
84. Phone Booth
85. The Lion King
86. Urban Legends
87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 1 & 1/2 huh? aint dis a repeat?!
89. Little Mermaid
90. American Pie
91. Center Stage
92. Scooby Doo
93. Bedazzled
94. Mrs. Doubtfire
95. Save the Last Dance
96. My Girl
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet
99. Lost World
100. Casper

Quiz: http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

Results:

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

i am so broke!!!

met up wif dearest shanny for killiney kopitiam breakfast...wah...so so long neva eat gd breakfast liao...feels good..hehe...well, as usual shan got a lot of photos to show...n as usual, i didnt bring out my photos to show back...another time perhaps...but it's so nice to spend time wif shan...i think hor..thou we live so absolutely close(as compared to those staying on all other corners of sgp) we hardly meet up!! boh pian lo..shan got no time for me during sch days...sob sob sob...anywayz, we went to parkway to go shopping.. saw some nice OP tops sellin pretty deent price...there's dis one wif a monkeypicture!!! so CUTE! regret not buying...

after tt go town wif pat...wah...eat gd food again..crystal jade la mian xiao long bao! =P so sickening..i think i was super cocked-eyed lor...i ticked e wrong item...so ended up having chicken soup noodles instead of beef!! *grumble* but as usual...e xiao long bao is my FAVOURITE! *drool*

by e time we so-called started running our errands (incl shopping), it was pretty late liao...PAT was complaining abt e exams startin next wk...so i decided to be nice n offer to gif free maths n stats tuition tml...hope i du malu myself man...haha...it's been so long since i touched e calculus stuff...eek!

oh ya...bought mommy's mother's day present...after walking for hrs...until my feet ache...man...i definitely need new shoes!!! n lookin for a nice jacket to invest in...if i get my job...IF i get my FULLERTON job...i'd need it...*keeping fingers crossed* bought a purple tee too...haf decided to go ard sourcing for my white monkey tee liao...cos so many OP outlets dun haf e right size!!! *determined look*

e past few days were tiring...well, it was fun most of e time, but there were unhappy moments too...

*dinner at equinox*
wow...e view was spectacular!!! neva been there...so was feeling super sua koo...haha..e waiters n all are juz so different fr other places...super posh-like n i felt a bit unsure how to "dine properly".....n i definitely dun wanna malu myself lo...hehe...dear n i were bz snapping pix...we juz dun care la...cos i expect e waiters wud b quite used to pple doing stuff liddat...haha...

so happy...after 2wks of planning...e nite went pretty well... =) at least my outfit didnt look too bad...but i was wondering if i over-dressed a bit...haha...den again...singaporeans in general dun really dress properly...see some looking so casual...some so formal wif suit n coat n all...WAH...think some american sch were having a "date nite" or sth...so many youngsters...come in couples...e girls had dis flower bracelet thing to put on...n e guys had a rose pinned to his breast pocket...hmm...wonder y our prom was neva so "done up"...

we ordered this papaya soup and a scallop entree....e soup was good...i neva tot papaya soup could taste so yummy...but e scallop thing tasted a bit bit weird...den we had e main course which was lobster ravioli...hrm..e name sounds so cool huh? but den we totally didn expect tt it looked like lobster meat wrapped in wantan skin....*diaoz* but it tasted good thou...which kinda makes up for e disappointment...i was kinda looking out for e actual lobster tail n all..hehehe...dessert was chocolate fantasy...really cool...sth like 4 diff choc dishes separated on a plate...difficult to relaly explain la..but it was quite gd...especially like e white choc moouse thingy...yummy!!! =P'

hrm...e restaurant prepared a tiny bday cake for my darling...hehe...he looked shocked...but i hope he really liked e whole programme i planned...we took a polaroid shot and yep yep...tt's how we celebrated his bday treat... =)

*may day*
early morn went to my uncle's hse to celebrate my ah gong's bday...had a decent conversation wif ah gong cos everyone else had not arrived yet...yep...it's nice to talk to ur grandparents every now n then...they haf a wealth of stuff to share...hrm...den pple started piling in...wellz...i got a HUGE extended family wad...wow...shu looks so chio now man...she's got a really nice n even tan...so envious...n her figure also not bad...fwah...

ok...nuff said...after tt went to vj carnival for a while...met hwing n bf...kevin...say heng...lun-ge...gan, pq...shan n MR COOK! =) hrm...didn expect it to be so re nao...but i didn stay long cos e weather was absolutely HOT!!! melting e moment i got there man...hrm...also...i think e stalls n all were all so messy and disorganised...like a mad house...haha..but i guess it's all in e name of FUN...

watched the funny korean show "please teach me english" wif bh...so farnie!!! laughed like mad...haha...
dinner was spent wif dear n his family...they were celebrating his bday at a restaurant near china square.. his mom invite one ma...cannot turn down...hrm...felt very out of place e whole evening lor...but lucky he n his bro planked both sides...but i spent most of e nite talking to his bro instead...cos dear was busy entertaining his little cous who absolutely adores him...and his other cous as they talked abt army stuff (i presume)...lucky for me i get along well wif his bro...it was really sweet of him to sit wif me...i know he wud haf preferred to sit wif other cousins his age or run ard n do whatever it is youths like to do...

hrm...tt nite didn go well...went hm n quarrelled wif mom again...sigh...y cant she be more understanding??? it's juz so unfair tt she spoils my mood whenever i come hm happy...i mean...seriously...i am OLD enuff to take care of myself...i come back late once or twice in a long time den she starts raving on n on abt how i'm gettin out of hand...blah blah...come on man...other pple my age dun even haf curfews anymore!!! WTH....my frens can travel alone...they go clubbing...spend e nite out...n their parents r supportive, if not at least they r understanding...y is it tt my mom is juz so protective?!?!?!?!?!? UGH....

*LOTR*
went to the LOTR exhibition at e science centre...my gawd...it's been so long since i ever been there man...remember e times in pri/sec sch where trips to e sc centre were on a yr-ly basis...ha! but it was cool la...looking at all e costumes n all e making behind e scenes stuff tt they do...it's actually a lot of man-hrs and effort put into this epic production...unfortunately they didnt allow cameras...if not i wud haf snapped a mil shots again...haha...

had pepper crab for dinner...yummy...been so long since i had crab!!! absolutely delicious! thanks to dear for e treat! =)

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