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shan
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yuwei

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.::Friday, April 30, 2004::.

today is definitely a good day!!! it's only 915am and i'm already grinning from ear to ear!! whee!!!

let's see...last nite i found out a disaster...e previous emails i've sent out for job applications had a wrong cover letter!!! i think i'll die of embarrassment if they even call me up...hrm...no wonder i've got no calls...anyway, i decided to be think-skinned n email again...dis time wif e proper cover letter...and i got a call this morning from The Fullerton HR dept!!! Whee!!! gg down for interview next wk!!! =)

i got my FA results at last!!! i got my A!!! yippie!!! e best grade i've had all term!! saving e best fo last! muahahahaha!!!!

.: ru rambled on 4/30/2004 09:13:00 AM:.
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.::Thursday, April 29, 2004::.

hey peeps!! need your help in completing this survey!! especially those of u who are uni students!!! pls help!! thanks lots!!! =)
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=22942471872

.: ru rambled on 4/29/2004 04:24:00 PM:.
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hey hey...thanks for all ur comments abt my new layout n stuff...haha...but quite happy for now so prob wun make any changes...plus i'm too lazy to! hahaha... =P

past 2 days haf been great! went to meet gan, wu n pq for gelare's ice-cream! woo-hoo! i think i was super pig lor...they all ordered small waffle, den i extra ordered a LARGE one...muahaha...after tt we went to esplanade cos pq say she neva go before!!! whahahaha...i cant believe she's neva visited e durian since it opened like a yr ago...oh wellz...so we were like tourists lor....taking all sorts of silly pix there..hur hur hur...and we crapped a whole lot too!!! so long neva meet, but it's nice to know we can still be like old frens... =) hmm...how to i post my pix ar? sonyimage station seems to b havin prob ley...suggestions?

den after tt went back to smu wif mf to collect cookin' tix...sort of semi showed him ard sch too...den bumped into dy n jy on e way out...den dy was sayin tt sb actually went to look for prof regarding his A+ grade for AS...MADNESS...if i eva get A+, i'd prob juz be so happy liao...n will not look 4 prof...sekali he found out gif wrong grade i can bang head n cry...ok...incoherrent tots...haha...

yesterday was spent in msia...parent's anni n dad's bday...haha...so we took a drive up...lucky got dear tghr wif me...if not i surely bored n lonely...we went to play squash...go gym...den swimming...yay! i got a SLIGHT tan...haha...so happy abt it...e whole 3 swimming pools practically belonged to us lor...so SHUANG! e sky was clear n sunny...there was a breeze...n it's juz dear n i....so romantic!!! *giggle* ok ok..back to reality...haha..i think i soaked in e sun for too long...after tt i swear i emit heat lor...n now i ache all over cos of e exercise...geez...im SUPER UNFIT! *bleah*

well, im still job hunting today...hope i can hit something good...dun wanna waste my whole hols...meanwhile, im also praying hard tt FA results will yield gd news...

.: ru rambled on 4/29/2004 01:14:00 PM:.
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.::Monday, April 26, 2004::.

oh my gawd!!!! i finally created a new look for my blog....haha...yippie!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE gimmie ur comments!!! =)

.: ru rambled on 4/26/2004 06:38:00 PM:.
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yesterday was a wonderful day... *big wide grin*

spent e morn working on my parent's anniversary present wif my dear sis...
den after tt went to cut hair!!!! at last...haha...a brand new look for me...i think i nave had such a cut b4...but i think very soon it'll grow outta shape! ugh! oh well...might as well enjoy it while it's in shape...haha...but i miss my hair already!!! *sniffle*

hrm...den went out wif bh...watched kill bill vol 2...wah..violent sia? but den again..it was really "unique" in terms of cinematography...quentin tarintino (however u spell it) certainly has his own style...

after tt went to makan haagen dazs ice-cream wif my dear!!! =) it was really fun playing e quiz game..haha...see if we understand each other enuff... wah..i totally screwed up his 10 question quiz...darn...but den i won during e other round when we alternately come up wif a question n both parties haf to provide answers for themselves n for e other person...haha...macham e taiwanese game show... =D so fun!

oh wellz...tired n sleepy now....*yawn*

.: ru rambled on 4/26/2004 12:34:00 AM:.
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My Bloginality is ISTJ!!!

.: ru rambled on 4/26/2004 12:33:00 AM:.
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.::Thursday, April 22, 2004::.

Job Lobang if anyone's interested...i cant commit to this one...

Temp Exhibition Assistant
needed from 23/4/04 to 25/4/04 & 1/5/04-2/5/04, Bugis.
Hourly rate : S$7.00 per hour.
Male/ female, pleasant-looking & presentable.
Speaks English & Chinese. Please call Lynn at 63230490 for interview or email your resume to : lynn@achievecareer.com

.: ru rambled on 4/22/2004 11:51:00 PM:.
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went out wif al today...haha...it was so much fun juz crapping and laughing wif him...and he's real good company even when it comes to shopping...think he's "seasoned" liao...so glad he's on off today man...haha...

same idiotic salesman
oh...i went back to PS to change e shirt i bought for my dad...and guess wad...it's e same salesman at e counter again...n even more retard than yesterday...ok...i may sound damn mean lor...but when al saw e guy he was like "i know exactly wad u mean liao"...dis joker is SUPER CMI lor!!! gawd...asked for a change of shirt den he was like "er.....wait ar.....dun haf..." den he juz look at u blur blur, blink blink...wah kaoz...buay tahan...we were like bitching no wonder there r few customers there...heh...

shopping differences btwn guys n girls
i realised tt when a guy goes shopping....he usually has in mind almost exactly wad he wants...den he juz sets out on a hunt for e item...when he sees it, checks e price...if it's reasonable, he buys on e spot...no hassle...juz snap n its done...for a girl...when she goes shopping...she usually does not know wad she wants...and thus will walk in n out of a million shops....run thru all e "potential" stuff she could buy...see which one has e best price/will fit her most/is e prettiest and den think, consider...walk back to the shop... finger it....walk out again...den finally decide to "look ard somemore"....haha....comments anyone? =D

interviews
tml is a bz bz day...will be gg for 3 interviews altogether...e 1st is a a recruitment agency...juz go lor...see if they can get me a good job...2nd one is my mom's recommendation...hrm...pple treat me to high-tea ley...(cos i dun expect to pay ma...hur hur hur) den after tt dropping by dia dia's company cos she said got opening for some showroom assistant...hope e day will go well... =)

tv
was watching tv in e evening wif my dear n my family...cant believe they ran an encore of uncut, untalented, uncensored...but i felt e army girl was like so cute n lovable lor...plus i think she sings ok wad... wonder y they dun like her...hrm...den it's xun qin ji...hrm..today's episode not very exciting..den of cos AMI!!! haha...i think dis wk everyone sang pretty well, except george...cos i think he was kinda off tune....watched CSI: Miami after tt!!!! yay!!! been a long time since i watched liao...cos always miss it.. hur hur...so happy! i think e main lead...horaito guy is damn seh lor...haha..though he's not handsome or anything...

bday
planned a dinner at XXX...haha...place will be kept secret juz in case my dear sees it...hehe...den no fun liao...juz hope tt all will go well lor...al has given some tips liao...den after dinner prog also muz go n plan... perhaps shd do a countdown thing huh? *deep in thought*

.: ru rambled on 4/22/2004 01:01:00 AM:.
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.::Wednesday, April 21, 2004::.

birthdays

hrm...wad do birthdays represent? turning a yr older? more "matured"? wad's e whole hoo-ha abt bday celebrations then? does e more pple u invite mean e more popular u are? wad if few pple turn up? or few pple remember ur bday....does it mean u're a forgotten soul? tt u have no frens ard u? these were reflected to me when during a conversation i had today...21st bday...is it really a major event tt warrants a BIG celebration? den again...is it a girl thing? is it true tt more girls have parties on their 21st as compared to guys? hrm...i dunno...when my 21st comes, would i want a big celebration? or juz a small gathering?

mean person named ru

i think im a mean person....in a sense im selfish and im not "honourable"....i do not always practice what i preach...and i have high, demanding, inhuman expectations of pple.... *sighs* again...this was reflected to me....hrm...but it's good criticism i guess...o/w how will i ever be a better person? den again, would i change juz cos some1 told me this? i really dunno...on one hand, i feel everyone is selfish...(tt's e cynical me speaking) and on the other, i need to learn to be more giving...i do think so...but how do i start? does being giving n nice = being bullied? i dun wanna be bullied...perhaps tt's y i hardly trust and i hardly give in very much...accommodating? will i ever be that? i guess it depends on toward whom...

collapse of nicoll highway

today i was quite shocked to hear of the collapse of the nicoll highway...received a call fr my aunt who was warning me not to go near tt area...so thoughtful of her....and den received smses fr c and m also telling me abt e incident and asking how i was...since i always pass by tt stretch of road if i take any bus fr town to home...it got me wondering how abt my dear...is he ok? and also how come he neva ask abt me? (all right...perhaps im expecting too much) hrm...come to think of it...i might juz haf been caught there if not for e fact tt i took a train instead of a bus to town today...HENG ah! wondering how it is tt e road actually collapsed...afterall, how often to u hear of singapore roads collapsing...and to this degree? perhaps we do take a lot of things for granted huh? hope they manage to rescue those workers stuck there....

shopping

was out shopping wif my sis today....got a lot of things i wanna buy but couldn...dun wanna spend too much la...afterall, i've got e whole hols rite? need to conserve cash...plus...so many birthdays coming... next wk alone got 4 liao(including dad's)...CHAM AR!!! so me n mei bought him a shirt...not very original la, but it's a practical gift rite? hrm...but den i not sure of my dad's size(S, M or L)...so ask e salesman wad's e width, den he give me a blur look n said dunno... *diaoz* i was asking 16" which size? he said shd be L la...but L seriously looked damn huge lor...so i took M...in e end, when i went home to check against one of his shirts, i realised even M was too big lor...KAOZ...tt idiot salesman bluff me...GRRR...now gotta go back n change it......anyway, bought my sis dis happy house bedsheet..haha..we're gonna take turns using it...it's so bright n psychedelic man! =) and went to spotlight to buy cloth and some wood piece... gonna sew myself a hp pouch and my sis is gonna make an anniversary gift for my parents...oh ya! went to makan gelare's dis afternoon...YUMMY! well, at least today didn go back empty-handed...so im content...

.: ru rambled on 4/21/2004 12:19:00 AM:.
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.::Tuesday, April 20, 2004::.

oh yay!! i finally managed to make use of e space at e right side of my blog...thou it still looks pretty unsightly...cos i haf no idea how to shift it upwards...SIGHS...ooh...i added a new section "my wants" hahaha...egocentric me...

looking to revamp my blog outlook...maybe i shd change e skin huh? but too lazy to go n find...heh...wad a sloth eh? powerweb music seems to be down these days...no music liao...wonder wad's wrong...

2nd official day of the hols and im BORED...hrm..maybe i really shd juz heck care n go out n haf fun huh? but who to ask out? looks like everyone's got their own plans already...plus...e nus n ntu pple are still having exams...DARN...

.: ru rambled on 4/20/2004 01:32:00 PM:.
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The quality that most appeals to you:Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:Fight, and enjoy it
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Your gift is:Genius
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Your best quality is:Your empathic nature
Your weakness is:Your furious temper
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.: ru rambled on 4/20/2004 12:22:00 PM:.
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.::Saturday, April 17, 2004::.

hey...anybody wanna buy a samsung E700? it's an export set(whatever that means), brand new and selling for 600... so if anyone wans it...can leave a msg for me k? erm...fyi, it's e one wif e advert of e girl walking down e street den e guy taking multiple shots...yeah...

go check out e phone: http://www.samsung.com/Products/MobilePhone/GSM/MobilePhone_GSM_SGH_E700.htm

.: ru rambled on 4/17/2004 11:29:00 AM:.
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fallen2
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

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ouch....dis is bad...cannot fly oredi...

.: ru rambled on 4/17/2004 11:26:00 AM:.
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.::Friday, April 16, 2004::.

it's OVER!!!! *yippie*

now it's a post exam blues...er...y blues? i also dunno...mayb cos suddenly feel kinda empty? BUT...BUT.... im still so glad it's over man! freedom at last...YAY!

last nite went for my very first uni clique outing...ya man..went to karaoke n sing until no voice now..haha..but it was so fun man...im glad i decided to go thou i was totally shagged....in e beginning everyone was like singing properly n all...den towards e end things started to get rowdy...haha...chris n dia were so funny wif their variation of love me tender!!! den we sang all e real OLD songs...like e aaron kwok dui ni ai ai ai bu wan....inclusive of tt classic hand action...muahahahaha....all their antics r hilarious...den im so happy tt bh enjoyed himself... =) =) =)

right now im starting to plan my "post-exam" life...okie..need to go get myself a job...and den plan a holiday...blah blah blah...so many pple's bdays coming...ARRRGGHHH....die...can foresee myself gg broke.. unless of cos i can get a job quick...

.: ru rambled on 4/16/2004 04:39:00 PM:.
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.::Thursday, April 15, 2004::.

I am 24% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com


hey...im still guai guai.... =P

.: ru rambled on 4/15/2004 01:45:00 AM:.
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.::Wednesday, April 14, 2004::.

i have not blogged for quite a while...compared to daily updates previously....
reasons:
1) exam period...trying to abstain fr gg online o/w i'd neva b able to study
2) so many conflicting emotions...i dunno where to start....or how to start....n whether or not i i shd really post all of it for e world to see...

my moods have been fluctuating with frequency greater than share prices(ya...i think FA is driving me insane)...i guess its THAT THING again...which further aggravates any kind of melancholic feelings i already have...brought about by exam stress...well, to be honest, im worried that i wun do well dis term...and i kinda NEED to do well to hold on 2 e double and e scholarship...thing is...i did study this time round...even more prepared than last term's exams...but e unease is still there...

i think AS was crap...last question of the paper went something like this:
assume a light bulb is turned on when u press e switch once, and turns off when u press it again...and this guy, M, has zero reaction time...so M presses e switch n e bulb is on...after exactly 1 min, he turns it off...after half a minute he turns it on again....and this carries on with the waiting time being halved each time....is the bulb on or off when it reaches 2 minutes?
heck...i looked at e question n i almost fainted....it's a blardy maths cum IQ question isnt it? geez...when it reaches 2 mins, by calculation, the bulb would have been turned on n off an infinite no. of times...how e hell wud i know if it's on or off? i sure dunno how to calculate....so i said e most logical thing tt came to mind...."e bulb would have fused by then so it's off".........................hahahahahahaha............well, that sure was an assuring paper lor...wif questions like that...who said exams werent FUN?

today biz law...think i screwed up la...didnt manage my time properly...as usual...couldn complete all i've got to say for e last issue of the case...i hope im not heavuly penalised la...but i think xiong duo ji shao... =( im such a failure la...sob sob...and i didn manage to point out the part on substantial performance when EVERYBODY i know did so....jialat...there goes my A....i'll be happy if i can get a B+....

now i've got one last hurdle to cross and den i'll be free from exams!!! for e next half yr at least...which is all that im looking forward to rite now....oh shit...juz remembered i've got e BLARDY CT presentation on SATURDAY!!! man...i never knew wat wkend classes were like till CT lor...idiot kirpal...out of e 4 lessons he's scheduled, one is on fri, 2 on sunday and e last one a 6hr session on a saturday...kaoz...he think we got no life isit? ass........

well, all that aside, on e personal front, my life is pretty screwed....for one...i think i made some1 really upset wif my actions....total act of distrust and an invasion of privacy....but i dunno if im forgiven....i can only wonder....for 2...i have no clique to belong to in sch....in a sense im still looking for my "yi kao"...e pple i can share absolute personal stuff wif and like not feel funny or left out....saw dy n jenny n sl n jy at suntec today...i think they already confirm one "gang" liao...in a sense i feel a twinge of envy...i also wan to haf tt sense of belonging....pp, dia, fi, ch....they all are like western singapore pple....haiz...so far away....thou s'pore is like how small...i think it matters to a certain extent....

bh tried to discuss e issue of uni wif me again....in a sense im very happy that we can have such an open discussion abt it w/o and hard feelings...i think its more matured than juz ignoring e issue or fighting/quarrelling over it....no outcome as yet....but this step shows tt we're developing our understanding of each other and showing respect for wat the other party thinks...which is a good thing... im very glad for that.... =)

im still looking for a job....went to fill up 3 application forms today...juz like walk-in lor...hrm...come to think of it...i wan a job tt allows me to interact wif pple...i really dun mind retail...haha...maybe selling chocolate or ice-cream wud be best....muahahaha....but i guess retail is tough in a sense tt u dun have wkends....all are burnt working....hrms...pray hard that i'll eventually land a job which i will enjoy n find satisfaction in....

.: ru rambled on 4/14/2004 12:15:00 AM:.
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.::Saturday, April 10, 2004::.

it's 2am now...wonder wad im doing awake...hrm...

marine parade starbucks is absolutely scary man!!! went there to study today...tryin new hangouts la...if not can get bored one...so anyway, like 90% of e pple there were mugging too...GAWD...n u think starbucks is supposed to be a coffee joint where pple go to "chill" and "chat"....not so much to pia for exams...hrm...madness...e culture....e kiasu, muggerish singaporeans...but den again...does tt make me one of them??? u know i cant wait for bh to go into uni...if he stays in sg we can study tghr!!! haha...so convenient somemore... =) =) =)

im searching for new study hangouts...so anyone of u out there have nice places to recommend, PLEASE tell me k...and wad do i mean by nice? erm...a place tt's got aircon and good lighting...and is not like way expensive to study at...n they wun chase u out if u hang ard for 5 hrs....n preferably play good music... yupz....pls share k....oh ya! one more thing...it shd not be further fr my home than orchard is...haha...

im so dead for FA la...i think e whole class will do beta than me....sigh..regret being an acct student...cos e acct pple are so SMART! =( i wan my A for biz law...i think i've put in effort for tt e whole term and especially now when im like studying for it...wif effort too...hrm...can hope tt history doesn repeat itself... tt i dun screw up as i did wif mpw...still giving me nightmares man....so scared my other grades will become liddat...

ww said "guys are like rubber bands and girls are like waves"...hrm...wad exactly does tt mean? according to ww, give a guy space n he'll bounce back...so waves means girls are temperamental? can be gentle and peaceful and sometimes can juz crash so hard against e rocks, n b destructive? perhaps la... oh, and i was juz reminded of a 14 yr old's words, "if u didn have a crush or someone u like in sch, and juz study all day long, den life would be very boring and sad..." hahaha...cute huh?

.: ru rambled on 4/10/2004 02:05:00 AM:.
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.::Friday, April 09, 2004::.

i felt so energised after studying...ya man...neva tot studying can make pple energised....but tt's only momentary...haha...now im back to being lazy...yupz...spent da day wif ting at BK mugging...finally got to know wad ej looks like...hrm...no comments...haha....but definitely not wad i expected...ha!

oh im so glad camille is oot of AMI...man...she shd haf been out long ago la...she so CANNOT sing...surprisingly i tot her semis performance was not bad such tt she managed to clinch a spot in e finals...pity...

wondering if i shd give myself a day off either tml or sat...but den again...i always find excuses to slack anyway...i need to look for study kaki...and new hangouts...

.: ru rambled on 4/09/2004 12:23:00 AM:.
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.::Thursday, April 08, 2004::.

i am neurotic, feeling upset and in a bitchy mood....

well, third night in a row i've cried over e phone...it sucks...no wonder my flu juz cant seem to recover...cos everytime it clears...i get it all stuffed up again... =( is it just a worser bout of PMS blues brought about by exam stress? or is it really cos we are not clicking as well nowadays?

i dunno y is it we never have anything to say to each other anymore...nothing to share...all our topics of conversation seem to revolve ard the same old stuff...u talk abt ur day, i talk abt mine...we talk abt wat we're gonna do tml....u say u're tired, i get upset...we end on a bad note...

monday was bad...i started crying for no reason...i must be mad...i think...but i dun think u really did anything to console me....maybe cos u understand i cant be consolable...haha...but i told u i wasn feeling good anyway...so i kept u up....just for e sake of it...

tues was slightly better i think...mayb cos im too tired to "shua pi qi"....another "same old" wif u calling late....ur bro was on da phone...hrmm...maybe i dun understand cos when i demand to use e phone, my sis will let me....come on...i only use e phone at nite after 10....i think it's e same case for u....but no u juz dun assert ur authority....im prob jus a bitchy sis....

weds....u promised me u'd give me a massage....but somehow cos of miscom, tt promise wasn fulfilled.... i know i know....it's not wholly ur fault cos i cud haf verified....which i didn....u said u were tired ma....hmm...den again, tt brings me to the pt abt what i say vs wat i feel...it's a female thing....for me at least....sometimes i dun wanna spell it out....u know..."zi dong" on ur part....it feels nice to have e other person understand ur "xin yi" w/o having to be so explicit....for example....i say..."im hungry ley...feel like eating sushi today..." den what i am hoping for is for u to offer to bring me to eat sushi....erm....(comments, guys? if anyone of u are reading this)....ya anyway....ok, so next time u wan me to tell u or at least give u a big hint as to what im thinking....but that SO spoils the fun of being at e receiving end of ur actions....SIGH...anyway, so i wasn feeling fantastically happy cos u called late....which only means u'll be sleepy and we wun chat long...(but den again...we recently dun haf anything to talk abt so maybe tt was ur intention) so as we talk den im reminded of ur other promises tt u failed to keep....so i cannot contain my frustration so i bring up e subject....

....which led u to say i judge u harshly...it so hurtful to hear it, especially so cos i think its true...i think im like my worst critic....but even more strict wif the pple ard me than on myself...so i can only imagine how hard it is for u....u're right in reprimanding me....that i always tell wat it is tt u do wrong tt's made me upset....that i always give u e buay song face when u do something "wrong".....i dunno wat has made me so....to be so cynical and critical of everybody n everything....when im such a flawed person myself...but i must say that it's not as thou i dun appreciate all tt u've done for me....its not that i dun love you....i do i do i do...but something's just making me see ur flaws as well...it juz glares at me... =(

u said when u think abt me...u only think abt all the good qualities in me....that was so sweet....im so sorry i cant do the same for u....nobody is perfect....i am not perfect, we are all only human....however, i do believe we are like 2 extreme ends of a pole....i think too much....and judge too much, whereas u dun wanna think, and u dun see flaws....hrm...i dunno....is ur case an ideal one? to me, it's not either....it jus seems too naive for this real world...i think we still have a long way to go...if we're still walking down this long winding path together....

.: ru rambled on 4/08/2004 12:09:00 AM:.
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.::Wednesday, April 07, 2004::.

Darlin' I, I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go...

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

i'm gonna swallow my pride, say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me
I want a new life, and I want it with you
If you feel the same, don't ever let it go
You gotta believe, in the spirit of love
It can heal all things, we won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees, begging you please
Come home...

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way things used to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, til you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

-Boys II Men-

.: ru rambled on 4/07/2004 11:48:00 AM:.
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it's midwk...n i've still a long way to go...sigh...i really hate exam periods...
n e worse part is looking for study kakis... *grumble*

.: ru rambled on 4/07/2004 10:44:00 AM:.
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.::Monday, April 05, 2004::.

i am so PIG.....

man....yesterday was spent stuffing myself at 2 buffets....haha....one at orchard hotel.....e other at melting pot....my gawd....i neva knew i could take in so much food in a day man....feel so damn guilty now....haiz... but food certainly makes pple happy....hahahahaha....

ok...lemmie share my lunch and dinner experience....*GRINZ* for lunch i had....pasta, dim sum, sushi, LOTS n LOTS of sashimi, roti prata, laksa, sichuan hot n sour soup, cold cut ham, chicken curry, fish..... fruit cocktail, cakes, tarts, ice-cream!!!! i think i put on at least a couple of kg after tt heavy heavy lunch man....haiz....but it was one of e best buffets i've ever been to....and my mom was like saying we shd have come earlier...den we have more time....hahahaha....

after tt wonderful wonderful lunch we went shopping to "digest" e food...but den end up being caught in da rain....so damn heavy rain....wad a spoiler....

oh well, in e evening went for another dinner at melting pot....steamboat buffet....wah....eat n eat again... but dis time i didn eat tt much la...e meat not as nice...it was juz mean tt's not marinated or anything...so bland! hrm...didn eat prawns la...cos too lazy to peal...den nobody offered to peal for me ma....haha...oh well, dinner on a whole was average la...not as fulfilling as it might have been....but i was really damn full n contented liao... =)

.: ru rambled on 4/05/2004 01:31:00 PM:.
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.::Thursday, April 01, 2004::.

finally! after running for 2 days, my nose has finally decided to stop...ok ok...tt sounded way corny....i guess e flu hasn juz clogged up my nose but affected my brain too....

yep....its amazing what 12 hrs of sleep can do to a runny nose...er....it stops e leak n clogs it up instead....not to mention e slight headache im experiencing now....*groanz*

oh yeah...on e bright side...im so proud of myself...haha...wif my encouragement, pat is gg on a "blind date" today....yuppz...haha...so interesting....i wish i were there...but cannot pon e last biz law class la... so im juz gonna meet pat for dinner n ask for DETAILS...hur hur hur....

b4 i forget....happy april fool's!

.: ru rambled on 4/01/2004 12:52:00 PM:.
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