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Tired is an understatement!
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雨过天晴 sunshine after rain rainbow after storm so whatever happened to my rainbow? why it seems to be forever in a storm? not only me, but recently people around me are pretty down... breakups, quarrels, fights seems like all clustering into happening now... be it betwn couples,family members or friends. and what make it worse is that this is the period where most of us are supposed to be the busiest...why now of all time? and this has to be the period im reminded that you've left me for a year. to all friends who are down, cheer up! i hope we'll all see our rainbows soon!
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In the morning when I wake up And I open up my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart That's when I realize. How much I really miss you And long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness, And my eyes are filled with tears. At different times throughout the day, I find I'm missing you. And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, Maybe you miss me too. And when I want to hear your voice, And call you on the phone. When I check my e-mail And find there's nothing there. I can't help it that I worry, And I put you in my prayers. I think by now it's safe to say, That I miss you very much, And my heart will never be the same Since it suffered Cupids touch.
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从你的眼角慢慢地明了 From the corner of your eyes, I slowly begin to understand 我能做的很少 There's very little I can do 原来你藏着伤但不想和我聊 Turns out you're hiding wounds, but dont want to talk about them with me 你选的电影像某种预告 The movie you chose was like some kind of foreshadow 不坦白的主角 with a dishonest protagonist 最后流着眼泪坚持独自走掉 by the end, you were crying and insisted on leaving by yourself 散场的拥抱我还在燃烧 the last embrace; im still burning 但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到 but the waves in your heart refused to let me see 你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要 you suffer; you're unsure what it is that you want most 爱才又像乐园又像监牢 so love is both like a paradise and like a prison 散场的拥抱混乱的心跳 the last embrace; a chaotic heartbeat 多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好 I wish this was just a dispute and that we could still apologize and reconcile 我知道你留着和他所有合照 I know that you've kept all your pictures with him 明明面前是答案却撕掉不要 the answer is clearly in front of us, but you wont tear them up 呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好 i caringly pray, tenderly win your favor 爱能让人渺小 love can make people insignifican...
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received a gift via my sis from a fren who recently went bintan! (i assumed he went bintan since the gift wrote bintan) :D thank you my friend. i really appreciate the friendship we share. it's something really special that i cant put into words. thank you for remembering me. thank you for the effort to buy me a gift and posting it to me :D i rmb i read somewhere a quote say "some friends are so special, even when you're not with them, you dont feel lonely, because you know they are there for you." prolly this quote is for you :D hope you chat with you soon! take careeeee :D you made my day (:
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There are times when i look in your eyes i see the love that we shared i see the joy inside but i didn't see the feelings you hide and now you're saying goodbye because your love has died And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced...baby baby girl why don't you come back to me why don't you love me anymore baby girl you know i still care for you you know i will love you forevermore...(2x) There are times when i kiss you goodnight I feel the love that we shared I feel the joy inside but I didn't feel what you tried to hide and now you're saying goodbye because your feeling has died And all i can think about is you the way you say you love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see your face my love can never be erased and you can never be replaced...baby baby girl why don't you come back to me why don't you love me anymore baby gir...
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maybe i love you was too much cos now it feels like we're out of touch and maybe this was all a big mistake cos i don't know how to take you for your heart it's the chance i'd rather take please forgive me if i cannot hide what i feel i'm just trying to make you believe that i'm real don't turn away when i'm right here waiting don't be afraid cos we both are changing if it's real it will be what it's suppose to be all i ask from you is please don't turn away from me don't turn away maybe i should just give you your space but without you i feel so out of place the more i reach out to you it's like the further you go away i just want you to hear what i'm trying to say don't turn away when i'm right here waiting don't be afraid cos we both are changing if it's real it will be what it's suppose to be all i ask from you is please don't turn away from me oh oh oh don't turn away don't turn away cos i...
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You brighten up my life With memories so fond When I reach out You always respond You're someone I can count on When I need a helping hand You're compassionate and loving You always understand Oh yes you have your Off days too However those days Are but numbered few I'm so thankful to have A sister like you There is no other Who could fill your shoes To me you are a priceless commodity A wealth of wisdom you've been to me When I have thoughts I need to share I always I know that you will care Our feelings for each other are entwined A better sister I could never find I always enjoy the things we do together When done with you they’re always better This message I send to you Is filled with gratitude For all the things for me That you do The things that you say In your quiet way Always manage somehow To brighten up my day I send to you warm wishes That your happiness will be As great as the happiness You have always given me
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im back to blog! life been pretty much mundane! but at the same time busy! been thinking alot recently but ive no idea what im thinking when i become alert again! rewatching some old dramas which i really love. and surprisingly, it's not boring rewatching it! i realise i can actually rewatch a particular show like more than 10times! waste time i know, but it's prolly my way of finding entertainment!! and probably when life's busy, you find that life's more meaningful. no more sitting in front of the computer more than 8hours a day (altho i admit i still do, but less) i dont know why but i realise ive so much things left undone. i actually have programs lined up for me from now till july! -.- -+- best friends are there for you, anywhere, anytime. i do miss some of my friendsss! -+- 在我的心里面有个黑暗的房间 每当我一个人就有什么出来作祟 我不断找寻方法去度过每一夜 打败寂寞对抗那些鬼 就这样脑子里梦里面总是浮现 渐渐我开始喜欢他们存在我的世界 是否你觉得这样不太方便 所以才会不再出现 在梦里面突然发现快要忘记你的脸 想要改变却无力改变 我救不了自己在恶梦里面 某年某月某一天也许你会再出现 燃起我一丝微弱希望或重回到起点 我虔诚地祈祷多不想说再见 我只需要你的...