have you ever being strike unknowingly by thoughts or even dramas?

I have to consider myself as being a blessed person as I have never come across separation in life. I wouldn't want to think of my feelings when separation set into my life. The sorrow feeling is so unwanted and unwelcome.

Being on this earth for more than 20 years, I do accept the reality that separation is something we called it 'nature'. But yet, when it have to intrude into our life, how much regrets is left here? Even in drama, i could feel the sadness.

Just a few hours ago, I met up with my mom and her colleague. She started praising me to everyone of how filial i am and i felt so ashamed because I couldn't recall any incident of me being a good son, except for well behaved. This brings me back to one incident 3 years ago, while i said 'i love you' to my mom after being inspired in some talk. I could still remember her facial expression where she told my dad about it. Her heart is literally singing. I do appreciate that i have this valuable opportunity.

I have come across friends whose parents was murdered when she was young or father ran away or past away. This is why I decide to pen down my two cents worth into this mini space to share with strangers.

The feeling is incredibly amazing when I express my love towards my parents. As we grow older, these words come out harder. It may feel strange at the very first thought, but at the same time, I felt happy about it as not everyone is able to express their love to their loved one.

Everyone have flaws and one of mine is the inability to express my feelings thoroughly. To many, i may be a tactless and sarcastic person most of the time. But, if you have ever read this post, I do hope that you may be able to see me in different light. Of course, my main objective wasn't this. I just want to others to know that, I may not be a person with great emotions, or what you called a boring person, but I wish to treasure everyone because no one ever knows what will happen tomorrow.

I may be mushy today, but, after expressing myself, I am thankful to be able to do so before someone left me.