i bet everyone have came across this point of time during some form of reflection where you would hope to raise some questions targeted to some people and get an truthful answer. although there are time whereby you have the courage to direct those sensitive question to the person, you wouldn't trust that totally. this is like the chicken and egg story where you ask because of the uncertainty but yet, the answer you have gotten is not trustworthy.
shit. that excessive self doubt that is piling within me is forming that dagger of jealousy. i felt so lonely and painful.