It has been years since I last blogged. I am now a graduate (hopefully, as long as I don't have to retake any modules, which is very unlikely. It's all about getting distinctions now). Browsed through my past blog entries and I just got to see how much I grew/aged(SOBS) over the years. I am very happy that I am still the same person I am today that I was when I was younger. Just that I probably speak better now but I am just happy that I am still the realest person you can ever find out there. I still get mad/pissed about nearly the same things but like I said, more mature now.
So much has happened in life. Ups and downs obviously. Who even blogs these days? With Instagram and Twitter, the daily memories, in words, are lost. Which is sad. I wanna record down a funny joke that was said that day so I can laugh over it a few years down the road. haha, awww. since when did I become so sentimental?
Quick updates about my life.
I am supposed to be job-hunting but gawd am I so lazy to. Now that I am more mature, I am not sure if I should be typing all my 'life problems', as I call it now, here. cos we all know what the internet does sometimes. I am taking things slow and enjoying life at the moment. Considering that 4 miserable years in NTU just passed in a split second.
I just wished my friends and blogged so I could read up about their lives but that is obviously no happening so SOBS to the max. haha, told you I am the same drama queen you knew from years ago.
Xx (Oh, I am Brit now. YEAH RIGHT)
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Holiday in Hong Kong
About time i blogged about my Hong Kong trip!was looking thru my blog entries and realised i actually saved a post on the last day of 2011,hoping to blog about my 2011 but i have honestly forgotten everything i wanted to blog about now!!
so anws,back to Hong Kong. i honestly did thoroughly enjoy myself there in terms of the trip my sis & i planned and the time my family & i spent together. at the end of the day,i am still very grateful that i am staying in Singapore and sometimes i cant help but forget how blessed i am maybe cos i've been staying here all my life. so vising another country sorta reminded me of that. 1 thing i take for granted is the abundance/availability and also cleanliness of the toilets here in Singapore. this kinda became an issue for me cos i was going to be out the entire day while i was there and i couldnt possibly hold my pee or big business(HAHAHA) while i was out,right?
ok,photo time!shall elaborate more as i go along... (=
Flight to Hong Kong
We flew via Singapore Airlines and our flight was at night which departed at 7PM. or was it 7.30?ok,so anws.. we reached quite early cos we wanted to shop at the duty free area since GST in Singapore is 7%,if i'm not wrong. which is seriously very expensive! )'=
this was before we printed our flight tix, outside the toilet nearby.haha (telling u all my life 'problems')
we actually bought mineral water which was later thrown (since fluids are not allowed on the plane) cos i was very thirsty. *claps*
so that's my parents and i before we checked in our luggage
my sister and i after checking in & printing our tix. was already all 'touristy' & taking photo with the counters (=
camwhoring with the SIA plane after we entered the resricted area
camwhoring even more.
<3 SIA!
we managed to meet nina for a short while since she was working that day and cos her work place was located near our boarding gate
taking photo of the forver-clean toilets at the airport!which i dearly missed while on holiday!
us walking to the plane & i remembered how blahdy cold it was.
So we finally got to our seats & settled down. thanks to my sister, these are some of the photos taken on board.
there was a 19-inch lcd screen for everyone which was kinda awesome,i should say.can listen to songs,play games,watch movies & tv series <3 nothing but love for SIA!
they also gave us blanket(as shown here) and a pillow(not shown here) for everyone which was great for us since we were flying at night so... can snores and all.haha. i didnt sleep though since my sleeping time is normally super later & the night was still young.
my sister watching HIMYM. i was show hopping most of the time cos there were simply too many things to watch & do with the in-flight entertainment!!
They gave us nuts to munch while we were busy with the entertainment system and before they actually served us food which was YUMZ(following photo after this)
We were served lamb rendang,i think. it was lamb but i'm not sure what the gravy was.haha.on the left is whipped potato which was seriously delicious & on the right's mixed veggie which tasted suprisingly not bad. i dont normally eat veggie like that & i am not a big fan of this mixed veggie thing.LOL.
besides the main course, the meal included an appetizer,bread,biscuits & other items u can see here.i actually ate the appetizer last cos i was mad fungry when i was on board & i wasnt even sure it was suppose to be the appetizer just cos there were too many things given to us!
my mom enjoying everything on the flight & me,busy gobbling. i dont normally eat lamb too cos i dont like the strong taste & smell of lamb but i still ate the meal cos i couldnt choose anything else at that point of time and it really tasted not bad so...just be a piggy since we paid for everything already and i am a typical kiasu Singaporean.HAHA!
after the "thousand"-course meal,it wasnt the end. they still served us ice-cream which was seriously FUCKING delicious.we were so spoiled on board to the point where i was so bloated. but so worth every penny!!once again,nothing but love for SIA!
After gobbling, we camwhored & for the first time in history, i wore my Juicy Couture hoodie after YEARS of not wearing it. i bought it like a year back or so & i just didnt have the heart to cut out the tag just cos everything about Juicy is so CHIO!!too pretty until i couldnt bring myself to use it. hahaha. but since we were on holiday, i decided to bring my 'baby' out for the first time (=
posing with the pillow! i am "sleeping"
Love the colour or my hoodie. Hot pink <3
We finally landed in HK after approximately 4 hours. it was 11.30PM after collecting our luggages and we headed straight to our hotel since it was already very late unless of course we wanted to club or something.haha. which reminds me.. while we were planning our trip (since we did not follow a tour group & it was a free-and-easy trip) my mom was telling me that we could still go out after we land in HK. which is seriously.... i mean like which shop will still be open at that time?!(apparently the F21 there closes at 1AM so i shouldve suggested that but oh wells.) so i told her we could go clubbing since the clubs would definitely be open. hahaha. YAYA!as if i will go there with my parents.
That's about all for my flight to Hong Kong which can be considered Day 1 in HK. hahaha!
So these are basically photos from my camera & phone!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Who says My life isn't happening?!
OK!time for a proper update!OMG,so many things have happened over the few months I didnt manage to blog to the extent where i dont exactly know where to start.
Anw,before i begin,i just wanna warn everyone that there are gonna be a LOT of boys in this entry.like 3/4 of the entry is gonna be about boys.& this is because,i love boys(who the hell doesnt?) & if u hate boys then BYE BYE!haha
So anw....immediately after my enjoyable semester break,it was Hari Raya which was alright despite me going for only 2 or 3 days of visiting,no thanks to school and shit.SERIOUSLY,SCHOOL SPOILS EVERYTHING FOR ME!
These 2 photos were on the 1st day of Hari Raya.I'm posting the photos my sister says i look not bad in.LOL!Hence,i am trusting her with my life as i am posting them.hahaha,f u if u wanna see my fugly photos!anw,i dunno whether it's just me but i simply love blur photos.HAHAHA,as in accidental blur photos.
moving on....
These were photos taken on the 2nd day of Hari Raya.Basically,my sis & i were camwhoring.ok,i NEED to stop referring to Farah as 'my sis' as much as she is.i'm just SO used to it that there are times when it comes so naturally even when i shouldn't be doing so!depending on the circustance. tryna act and be as vague as possible.haha.that's what everyone does anw which is annoying but oh wells.....my turn to be annoying.
For those of u who havent seen the photos of my sister's and my room on instagram,u are just too damn lucky cos my blog is like a million times better since i post a lot of secrets here.HAHAHAHA!not tryna boast or anything(YA YA!) but i did the shopping for both our bedsheets and even ironed and fixed everything myself for Hari Raya.i am really too damn hardworking!But they turned out to be so chio right?Guess which is my room and which is Farah's. haha.I guess if u know me well enuff,that's not much of a problem..no prizes for correctly guessing though (=
That is pretty much it about Hari Raya and non-boy related events. What i did after and during hari raya celebrations was doing boring tutorials,travelling 3 hours a day to and from school,attending lectures and just stepping into NTU itself.MY LIFE IS MISERABLE!
besides that,i managed to(even though i am not encouraged to) find time to meet my FAVOURITE-TESTboybandman-band in the whole entire world,who got back together in 2009 and decided to come to SG as special guests,FRIKIN BLUE!this was during my semester and i really spent a lot of time on/with them to the extent where i was lagging behind in tutorials since i am not much of a multi-tasker and i usually need to concentrate,one thing at a time.hence,to Blue,it was!i dont exactly regret it cos i honestly did have the time of my life-met new frens and of course had a memorable time with Lee my husband Ryan.Their trip here reminded me of how much i actually loved them,back when i was 13 or so.and they were so sweet and nice,i couldnt help but fall back in love with Leethem.
I took a lot of videos but i'm just posting a few or rather,1.hahaha.there are a few of me singing v "melodiously" which is why i am not uploading them.either that or the instability of the video-no thanks to my shaky hands.anw,u will not complain after you've seen the photo i'm gonna post of Lee&I. HAHA.
i look damn horrible here la,seriously.but oh wells,i've not posted this up anywhere so yes,u are super privileged!
told cha i'd choose an awesome photo of us.haha.the other photos i took were horrendous.like really super tired face,make up all melted and shit...SADDEST LIFE!i remebered being extremely sad after they left SG,just cos i became frikin attached to them.like i said,they were so sweet and nice and awesome thru out their stay here.i'm already missing Lee as i'm typing this.*SOBS*
and that is just 1 part of the boy-crazy portion of the entry.haha.after 'recovering' from how upset i was that Lee had left me here for a while,it was basically back to sucky reality,which was studying for my blahdy hell final exams-in short,SUFFERING. i think i really suffered a lot last semester cos i took 2 business electives which sucked the living crap outta me.I SWEAR!i'm always depressed during exam period,which unfortunately happens twice a year.FML!
Right after finals,i started working at a pre-school thanks to a 'Blue' fren.haha.i'm not working anymore but it was a good time to earn money esp since i didnt know of anywhere else to find a job.plus i've been spending like a tai-tai-which is bad when i am not one!i am kinda happy i am not working there anymore cos the staff there are like super fucked up,i swear.i have never worked at a place where the adults were so screwed up.the only things that kept me going were money and the kids there.some,not all,of them are super adorable esp "Rayn/Lee" hahaha
SO CUTE RIGHT!!!!
H eating 'bao'.hahaha,he really super loves to eat which makes him even cuter.LOL.Another bad thing about working in a pre-school is that,u keep falling sick.i am still sick,as i am typing this despite just recovering from gastric flu on the first week of work.
So as everyone is Singapore knows,an A&F store opened here.hahaha,and i think the best thing about it isnt their clothes!frikin hell,it's the BOYS that they bring from all over the globe.my favourite was of course....yeap,u guessed it.a fucking handsome boy from London.OMG LA,i tell u.almost all the boys,even the locals,were mother fking hot.they didnt hafta be good-looking to be charming. i'm frikin excited hence the overusage of vulgarities in a single paragraph.hahaha.
it's fun to do stuff that i'd nv get to do once i'm 30 or so.i dont wanna grow old and think 'i should've done this when i was younger'.imagine me going gaga over boys when i'm at that age.SO SAD AND WEIRD.hence,now would be a good time.but of course,i dont mean like asking them to carry or sleep with them(HAHAHA,really extreme).should i post an 'obscene' photo of half-naked boys or not?=)
fucking CUTE right?i really died-ed when i saw him,like seriously!and i'm damn unlucky cos the guy i like is frikin popular.hence,it was DAMN hard to get a photo wif him.anw,i'm not gonna comment/blog much about the A&F models.hahaha,for fear of being judged.LOL!
EDIT/forgot to add in a few other things i initially wanted to blog about this photo.HAHA.Farah says i'm frikin GLOWING in this photo.hahaha,i think i always unconsiously glow like crazy when i'm mad happy.Wendy commented about how much i was glowing the day after i met Lee,in school.hence,i can safely conclude that i always glow when i'm frikin SEXCITEDhappy.haha.aiya,actually i am pregnant.that's why i glow.HAHAHA,ya ya.me and my nonsense.
that's all!initially i was thinking of posting like tonnes of photos but now...feeling a bit lazy and tired to upload photos.shall do it if i feel like.
went to orchard one of the days and decided to go to Juicy Couture to check out the stuff there and guess wad?i ended up buying a bag and spending hours there thanks again to male models!WAD IS WITH BRANDS HIRING MALE MODELS THESE DAYS?!arent they aware of the effect it has on ladies and how great a marketing stragety it is to sell their products?!girls end up not being able to think straight,making them buy items on impulse,thanks to staying in the store for HOURS!Hence,that was wad happened to me but then again,with eye-candies there,who can complain?!
After experiencing heart break from my "BF"(haha),i decided to ask the Juicy models to pout and they were so cute cos they kept laughing esp the 'Justin Bieber' guy on the right.seriously,this photo doesnt do them justice.they look so much cuter in reality!and of course,urs truly being so ever cute.LOL!!blahdy thick skin,as usual.
oh well,that basically sums up some of the very interesting stuff which has occured in my life.i'm still shopping my life away now but i cant possibly state every single item i bought.haha.#ForeverBratty. LOL!my sis & i keep '#'-ing these days.it's too frikin addictive.anw,just some camwhore shots before i end this thousand-word-essay-entry!
A few self-shots of Farah and i.haha.with and without effects.we were vain that day and were feeling chio.hence,the camwhoring.hahaha.omg,i am tired after updating this entry for hours.i really put in a lot of effort sia!hahaha.ENJOY!and i cant end the entry without reiterating the fact that i LOVE boyssss!!hahaha.
Short Entry
It has been one long and torturous semester and I haven't updated since my last semester break!since school=no life.too tired to blog every single time!a lot of v 'happening' things have occurred.haha.i'll prolly blog one entry on all of them?if not all,some. i'm left with like approximately 2 and a half weeks of semester break before another sucky semester begins.can i just start whining now and complain about how much i dont want school to start cos it means another 4 months of constant suffering?!
and i think i am too afraid of results to the extent where i am having nightmares which do no make sense!i dreamt i FAILED a Malay module,like F-fail kind. but the thing is,i am not even taking any Malay related module!ok,shall think about what to blog about so look forward to the next entry.HAHAHA
Saturday, August 06, 2011
My 'Trademark' pose
found a few photos of myself in the girls' Facebook which i thought were post-worthy.haha.i'm not gonna say when it was taken cos i'm alrdy feeling v old.*sobs* anws,i honestly forgot some of them since it has been a while...
i saved this photo cos i felt that my hair was so god damn chio!fringe falls perfectly & all(THANKS!).haha.super thick-skin.
once agn,pls clap for my chio hair.haha
clique photo!usually,they say that the frens u make in jc will not stick arnd for long but we still meet when we're free so yay!haha.i realised that as i maturegrow old,i have lesser frens.some cos of the different paths in life(not being in the same sch anymore,hence,different 'life') while others cos of different lifestyles(no common interest anymore,i guess?) or simply cos,pple change,overtime?i personally do not think that i've changed.i'm still the awesomest person to be arnd & hang out wif(hahaha,acting like gretchen from mean girls).i mean,i am still me.i am not and have nv been a hypocrite to hang out wif pple i dont like or have offended me.if we just cant get along,i'm the kind who will ignore.which i feel a lot of pple are not and they prefer to just pretend like nth is wrong wif the world and continue being wif pple they dislike.there is a of course,a difference between being hypocritical & not wanting confrontation.back to an entry about ME!
just love how my skin looks perfectly flawless here.hahaha.ok,i'm really being thick skin & slappable but i really cant help it!
1st photo wif my TM(Trademark) pose!
2nd photo of me in my TM pose!
final photo of me in my TM pose.hahaha!this photo is of course,a lil' special cos my ring is supposed to be matching my lipstick!LOL.i didnt realise it at first,until after a few years,that i'd pose showing off my ring,if i were wearing one,every single time.hahaha!adorable or wad?!& i love my ring.chioest rose ever!
and talking abt 'Trademark',i really ought to tone down on the phrases or wtvr words or expression i use because i'll end up seeing them being used by someone else who doesnt have the decency to blahdy credit me for it!omg,i mean c'mon la.if u didnt'think of it,at least say smeth like 'adapted from nadia' or smeth?i really cant stand this kinda pple.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Random Thought
Just came back from orchard(as usual,my second home) and I just realised how sad my life is!didnt shop(partly why i'm so sad!) and bought mainly necessities(kinda).ok,lemme just continue and elaborate about why i feel so sad....
i bought a foundation,bed skirting(for hari raya),2 super cheap-ass brushes and 3 packets of cotton pads at a dirt cheap price.and of course,my blahdy camera problem AGAIN!omg,i'm seriously damn suay.this is like my third time at the service centre,maybe i'll complain abt this in another entry.anw,back to wad i was saying.so after all these,we decided to window-shop.one thing abt window-shopping which i hate so much,is the fact that it leaves me feeling completely sucky and poor.and this is because i dont buy the things i try or see which are obviously god damn chio.so Hnut & me were at the bedding section of Robinsons and we were chatting abt us shopping for bed sheets and stuff together,to beautify our future homes,after we start earning a livingor alternatively,living off our rich husbands.hahaha..
that was until Hnut told me that if i were to be a rich bitch in the future,dont ask her along when i shop at high class places & vice versa.cos she would be sad abt not being able to afford them.and then..it hit me(yet again,this isnt the 1st time),i would be really upset if i ended up being poor when i grow up(*ahems*,hello,i am 16 years old,this year).i mean,who in the frikin world wants to be poor?!i guess living an average life would be fine but why settle for good,when u can achieve better or even,the best?& this isnt abt being unappreciative or ungrateful abt having wad i have at the moment but more abt wanting better.
i wanna buy Chanels,Lady Dior,Louboutins & the list goes on and on... i want a slightly or maybe a lot better life than simply settling for an average one.i guess it would kill me to not be able to buy these items in future but if god wants to punish me by giving me a poor husbandlife,i would be really upset.oh gawd,totally kills me to not know wad the futue holds!
b4 this turns into some materialistic post,i guess i just wanna say that i think many pple feel that they are being ungrateful for wanting more than wad they have now,but i feel a lot of pple are not aware abt how much better they can make their lives to be.(voting for the right political party,is one of 'em)haha,that will be for another entry,if i ever blog abt politics,which i doubt will ever happen.i'm not competent enuff!
p/s my GP v rotten.hahaha.it has been so long....and i hate GP,like seriously.so boring and cant-study-type of subject!
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
My life so far..??
so i've nv updated anyth abt my 'current activites',for like a super long time.hence,these are a few of the things i did during this sem's break.did i mention abt how much i love holidays?!break from school is nv enuff & never gets old.i'm always tired when i'm schooling & i'll always long and whine abt how much i want the blahdy sem to end.hello,1 1/2 hrs to travel from home to schhell,who also wont be tired?!now tt my hols are ending,i'm super depressed cos next sem will be Hell wif a capital 'H'!*cries*
ok,so a few things i did....
went to sentosa wif zal which was quite interesting considering that i nv knew these places actaully existed.i tot SG was just a miserable and boring place.then agn,money is a neccessity to experience such 'luxuries'. which sucks.it was quite expensive for like 2 rides.blahdy hell la,seriously.
& of course!since we were alrdy at Sentosa,we,or rather I,had to drop by the pathetic 1 & only Victoria's Secret store. Initially,I'd alrdy planned to do some lingerie shopping thr when it just opened. but,that didnt happen,obviously. anws,the VS was frikin tiny. thus,they didnt have a lot of variety of things sold thr. only panties & lotion,body mist & shit.*yawns,really.but i,very unfortunately,gave in to temptation & bought the yummiest & nicest & most feminine vanilla lotion EVER invented & this other set of lotion,mist&body wash which has the nicest smell as well.i'm officially addicted to the vanilla lotion,which i apply almost everyday,tens of thousands of times,sometimes.hahaha.however,the sucky part abt VS' lotion is that,the texture is quite sticky and they dont 'seep' into ur skin as fast as L'occitane's. that got to me a lot,at first.
anws,as u can see above,they've got like the chio-est plastic bag ever!omg,totally love it.& i wasnt aware of the super awesome quality of my iPhone until i saw the photo above. Team iPhone!(that is until i change to a BlackBerry.hahaha)*betrayer & all*
How could I forget The Biebs?!& since he was in town,a while back,i just had to catch him!<3 biebster!
Hnut,me&my baby Dior.hahahahaha
& how could i possibly leave my "16th" B'dae out?!gotta thank the bitches for spending my B'dae wif me & the 4 frikin pairs of shoes i bought wif the present they got me!super major hearts them!
went to USS wif my uni clique,which was a lot of fun.i'm a blooming flower,above. HAHAHA. really *claps* it was a great outing except for my camera dropping,which resulted in scratches to a cam which was less than a year old. ARGH!my heart nv fails to shatter into a million pieces whenever i talk abt this. just cos i'm someone who takes very good care of my belongings cos i value them like crazy and also cos the cam belonged to my sister as well.i felt god damn guilty that day *crying* and that's not the worst part,there were techinical problems wif it,after it dropped.the pictures taken after tt were noticeably of laopok quality & THERE WERE FUCKING SCRATCHES!!i am seriously damn unlucky cos i dont normally bring out the cam but my sister uses it all the time.& that one day that i brought it out,it just HAD TO DROP.did i mention SCRATCHES!still v devastated & will always be devastated abt this.
i'm supposedly having stomachache here & felt like shitting(in shrek's toilet).hahaha
i was sick & tired & thus,i had to cab.hahaha.omg,my caption sucks balls.this was one of the laopok photos which were taken after my baby(Sony) dropped the fuck on the concrete floor.just kill me now!
& last but definitely not least,would be the addition of another 'baby' of mine.hahaha.i am head over heels in lovemy blog title,with my hoodie!been wanting to get a hoodie for a while &found the perfect place!
that's all for now-regarding the things i've been doing.there are a lot of other things as well.but oh wells,not gonna display everything here & these are the photos i have from my comp & my iPhone.well,some of,of course.
b4 i end of the entry,i just wanna say that i pity pplefools,i should say who hang their dirty linen in public.i guess the saying is right after all.birds of a feather do,indeed flock together.just GTFO & let us nv meet agn.
