Thursday, February 24, 2011

再一次的相信爱情了。。

第一次使用中文写下自己的心声。。(可能是被她影响吧..hehe)

恢复单身的身份一年后,再度地投入了新的恋情。。

她说我触动了她的心,其实我原本不想再恋爱的心也被她触动了。。

她 ~ 。。很真,很善良,很单纯,很乖,也很可爱呢。。 

的确,在单身的期间,和其他搞上了暧昧关系。。

可是和她相熟之后,不知何时何日。。如她所说的,爱情幼芽真的在大家不经意时发芽了。。

可能彼此早就对对方有感觉吧,只是当时因为其他的阻碍而无法跟进一步的发展。。

当知道她生日是也不懂为何准备了礼物。。可是让别人送了给她。。(其实有点后悔 hahaha~)

当她有事情时又不懂自己为何那么的紧张。。

当她需要帮忙时也想尽办法地帮她。。怕看见她失望的样子。。

当她生病时总是忍不住的发了短讯。。也不懂为何自己在夜里东奔西跑地买药给她。。

记得考试前大病了一场。。可是她的一封普通的简讯不懂为何尽然深深地感动了我。。

其实盲的都看得出已经喜欢上她了吧。。只是自己不想想太多而已。。

终于在大考完毕后,我们进一步地发展了。。慢慢的彼此都承认爱上对方了。。还记得当天和她出去逛街。。没想过一直认为自己很大胆的,竟然在她面前变得非常害羞,竟然说不出心底的话。。后来还是依靠了手机。。的确有点noob。。也不浪漫。。哈哈。。就这样,
1月31日我们交往了~!!

假期里过着甜蜜小两口的生活,都快得糖尿病了~ 。。幸福呆了~ haha..

刚好情人节的来临,送了她花 (第一次买花呢,超害羞的 >.<),也度过了超甜蜜的情人节。。虽然途中发生了点事情,但是看见心爱的她什么问题也不是了~ hoho

开课时,因为不想太快让朋友知道。。因为我们真的太快了。。而演了一星期的戏。。
超辛苦的 T.T 看着她可是不能牵他的手,不能亲她。。

可是过后我们也终于闭不住。。让大家知道了。。可是大家都怪怪地,可是只要能和他在一起。。大家怎么想也不想管了。。

不懂为何自己非常地粘她,1分钟不见面就自然而然地,脑子装满了她。。我也常因为太想她。。胡思乱想,也让她不开心了。。= ( 

此外,我们也因为父母的反对而不开心。。有时看见或感觉到她过得很辛苦。。心也非常疼。。也想过放弃。。可是最后我们都答应彼此要努力。。不轻易放弃。。

不知怎么,明明不是初恋,可是她给我的感觉非常的强烈。。也从来没这么投入和爱过一个人。。我也感觉到她非常的爱我。。心也被她感动了好多次。。流了好多泪。。傻乎乎的她。。哈哈。。我只能说是前世积来的福让我遇见她吧。。。

论发生什么事,想起她,看见她的笑容,什么烦恼也不是了。。


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Day before back to usual life..

Hi there~ so fast that i'm back again..feel like to blogging suddenly..yea~ of cause thats because of "something" happened..Yep~! after tomorrow i'm going back to KL already, back to the life that i should live..when i'm at KL i'm so craving to back to my home~ but when i'm here i hope to back to KL earlier =.= besides, because of "it" too i wish to back earlier to KL..haha..(zzz...my "haha" very stiff, i'm lil bit down actualy) 
Haiz..i found out myself that i'm hardly got a friend to share all my secret and sadness...maybe because its difficult for me to trust a person except the ones i love? But even while to the loved 1 i don't wish to share with them too, i'm afraid of making them worry or sad..Gosh~ what should i do..zz i'm really still can't handle these things..
Ok now i'm gonna talk some about my holiday~ these are the photo that i had taken..
Penang Laksa~ near New world that area..forget jalan "apa" LOL

Hakka food..Mapo taufu and that don't know what fish~ LOL
Homecook~ by mummy slurps*~
2 bros grandma dad n mum(behind)~
I eat this every year during CNY since i knew how to bite~
Dimsum =,= seriously i'm boring with this, but dad love it so much~
"don't know what name" dog..cute rite?  <3
piggie bro xD scene before he kena my dad, dad scold him badly  after  i took this..LOL..causing he spend almost all his holiday with the pc =X
Sing K....... =X
my lilttle turtle~ 
Should be more photos actually but because of my sucks snapping skill i deleted a lot of it..LOL..k then, i'm leaving..c ya~


p/s 1: hoping that i'm really a good guy~ i'm trying to gain more confidence to myself...
p/s 2: finally i know what's the feeling when it's happened on myself...sry

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

peaceful life~

hi~ im back..finally i'm free to blog now..first of all, i'm gonna vent my sadness and anger here~ God damn it!! my car bang today~!!! Zzzzzzz...=.= shouldn't blame anyone yea i know..

~.~ Okie im gonna talk bout my holiday~ hoho~...i make CNY biscuit this year..people called it "ribbon bia".. and i don't it's so easy to make =.= let the photos below talk~

i sweat a lot during this process~ it's damn hot~ =.=


the finishing..It's crispy n tasty i tell u~ xD
 other than this, i make peanut biscuit too~ hoho...
Photos below is captured outside queensbay where it is the shopping mall that i spent the most time of holiday in~
the place quite nice and windy~ <3


 My new pet~ huhu~ they are damn cute...especially when they swimming in the pool~

Vella red wine..don't misunderstand by the glass..LOL its not Chivas.
my favourite~ XD
Now is my last week to stay at Penang..and  i'm going back to KL by saturday..i'm reluctant to leave Penang but i'm wishing to back KL too because of some reasons..Hoho~
Everything happened just like a dream for me, i hope i don't wake up if it is a dream, and i hope i'm making the correct decision..i should trust myself more right~ i don't want to do the same mistake again..
till then, it's time to rest...happy CNY and happy valentine day on next monday~ ;-)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Hello peep! ~.~ just past 12am and it's CNY now..and i'm just came back from movie at sunway carnival..
Yea~ i watched this just now..not bad overall and quite funny..haha~ 
Zzz..actually i'm quite good mood just now when i start to blog..but because of the msn messenger, making me Zzzz..why the hell others always can't receive my message!! 
So, im gonna stop here and continue next time..sry~ and bye~

p/s: i'm having special CNY this year..hoho i will mention here when it's time..