Monday, December 22, 2008

ball-ball

"ball ball"
- said with a kiddy voice =x

Saturday, October 11, 2008

O God

O God, thank You for undying love.
The love we mere humans can never fully understand.

O God, how pain the pain you felt
When the nails pierced.

O God, how hurt the hurt you felt
When we sin.

O God, you love us so much though
We disobey.

Thank You God.
Thank You for Your love,
Thank You for everything.

Amen

Sunday, May 18, 2008

What it takes to be a Christian?

"What it takes to be a Christian?"

This was what I was thinking during worship this morning. Is believing
in christ alone enough? Or is it the discipline to worship him every
week? None is enough.


I am a backslider. I have not step into the house of God for like
years. I always give the reason I cannot wake up and I am looking for
a later service. This is all but an excuse. I am just lazy. It was
only today that i decided to go.


Why today? Why not in the past? I am motivated by someone. A special
someone. I love her alot. But she is not the main reason why I went.
God is the reason. I want to learn and worship him. Its time I get my
lazy bum up.


Projects and IG work are all piling up. I am afraid I may not have the
time to commit to church.


I want to go back to God.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Just a random thought

Somehow why do I feel something is missing?

Something doesn't feel right

It aren't...

Monday, April 21, 2008

2月14

走到路的街尾

心里是一片黑

别人都有陪伴

我面对是孤单



突然沉重空气

充满这的爱情

压到无法呼吸

只能进量逃辟



2月14

是所为的情人节

Friday, April 11, 2008

Forgetting is something I need

Forgetting is something I need
Remembering is what I keep
I wish we will never be apart
But yet we just keeps getting far

in the warmth of the setting sun
In a day past 6 years
We walk back the same old route
A day to remember I wan

Letting go of you
Is never what I want to do
You're the reason I believe in love
You're the blessing I received from up above

Through weakness and strengths
I learnt more about you
Through swarrows and happiness
I know my love for you is true

I do not want to ask for more
But just a single chance
And I will let you go

Monday, March 31, 2008

Stupidity

Stupidity, meet the inverted 'b' 


okay INDIANS!

Haha work today was fine, I realised I call a total of 650 people in Singapore. But well I still left like 150 more. Jay was like insisting that I call India tomorrow and stop calling people in Singapore.

First time I heard I will be calling India, I was like WTF? I can barely even make out the accent of some local Indians. And now, India? WOW! Thats like the holy grail of Indian accents!



Don't get me wrong, I love my Indian friends. Its just me bitching about work.

--- 
Moving on is something  hard
Till death do you part
Was a promise in your heart
That was only there at the start

I know how it feels
And I know why it kills
I couldn't move on
So couldn't you

But I am trying
I hope you do
The same boat that we are
Water coming, sinking fast

I will throw you overboard
If you force me to
I do not wish to see you suffer
The same like I do.

 


Sunday, March 30, 2008

Lonesome leh

Wa die la. My good friend, the one I know for like only 21 days today is flying off to China! weee! haha 

We talk last night for like 5 hours, no wait I think 6 hours la. From 1 all the way till almost 7. This is champion la. Well I promised her I will blog while shes gone, majority of my time will be free up without her here to talk to me. haha 

Anyway I think this holiday I iwll be earnign quite much though its less than 2000 but I think it will be at least 1000 bucks. I am rich baby! haha I had like 4 jobs. One temp, that one count le should be ard 90+, give flyers one ma. Then I am like working in banquet too. For like 2 nights and I am quiting! earned around 70 from there. I will be going back to thai express next week. I am working at Genovate now as a telemarketer. Trust me you wouldnt want to work there. I am tricked loh. At first they say no sales target but walau 2nd day boss ask me go his room say why still no sales from me. I am like WTF? 960 bucks per seat leh its not cheap loh

but well, I gotta admit, that company got a super nice view la


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Bricked phone + Job + Movie + Sakae

Today I think is one of the busiest day I will be having this week.

Went to Vivo to help my boss settle his phone, haha in the end I screwed mine up. So now its crashing upon startup. Wa sian loh. whole day no phone barely survived sia but at the same time don't need to keep fiddling with the phone. ER XIN la

After that went to meet Mas for interview. Haha I am applying to be a banquet server. Not bad la the pay 6.50 weekend. I like it. haha better than Thai Express loh up to now only 4.80. Then somemore else Chern2 transfer liao... haha I won't be going back there to work liao. Haha. And oh ya! something so QI! Today as I went in to take the form, the lady you know whats the first thing she say?! You MUST DYE your hair. I was like wth? walau its natural leh. somemore else now so short how to dye? my dear Ping left out this portion of the condition. haha

Haha anyway enough about that. Went to Tanjong pagar to meet yj + eil & co. Sign form. I was like super super late la and Alvin weas giving me his trademark "I am pissed" look. haha then we went to marina sq. Wa tell you ah the train is like super packed at 6 la. We missed like 2 trains before we could squeeze on.

We watched Juno. I tell u its super nice la. Must watch. I think recently got alot of good shows. Like p.s. i love you also nice and romantic. haha Oh ya after that we went to SAKAE!

I shall post the pics as soon as eil send me

damn I shall go back to fiddle with my phone. Its a expensive paperweight for now. sian =(

Monday, March 10, 2008

Back from hiatus.

Its been a long while since I updated.

Okay a super long while. Well, school is over and vacations are in. Gosh la have to find a job. I am like bloody broke and bored.

So well, I shall post once in a while.

As some of you notice, the whole layout is like sai. Cause apparently I have not being logging into my account and all my files are gone! yeah! great. But its okay.

Anyway last I left off, me and her, just had a super big confrontation about almost everything. Its my fault though. But now everything is back to normal, or at least I hope. But one thing I learned is not to have too high of expectations. Though I still like her alot but maybe I should just hold back a little. I just hope maybe now we do not have fate, but in future we do.

Away from that, I want to introduce everyone to 1 Litre of Tears! Courtesy of Auntie Jeanie! It is one of the best drama ever, or at least to me. It made me cry every episode lah. It tells the story of a girl who is down with Spinocellebeur Degeneration. How from a healthy young girl, she eventually die. She is a brave girl. Despite facing death, she can still be so optimistic of life. She still cares for everyone else around her. Oh gosh its simply sad. Very sad. go watch

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-51599/One-litre-of-Tears-Episode-1-Part-1.html

trust me by second episode you will cry at least once.