Friday, December 22, 2006
is it true?
Starring at my screen.
Trying hard to digest whatever I heard from her.
Is it true?
I asked.
Maybe.
I answered.
I try my best not to believe
Yet everything is pointing towards it
Am I the only one blind or am I just denying?
You said you are not ready.
I believed.
I waited.
Yet many said its rubbish.
You found someone you love?
Someone who love you too?
If it is, let me know.
I will let go.
Go ahead and love him.
I will be alright
I guess.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Nan Chiau Graduation Vidz 2005
Time really files. It has been a year since I graduate from NC. This video I think about a year old le... now then got the energy to put on youtube for all to see. It never fails to tickles my funny bone when I see the first video, but then the second one which is the ending never fails to make me cry. I miss NC alot. The times we spent together, the times where we see GOOD SHOWs... haha but then its all over.
Advise to my juniors, enjoy what you have, don't say nc nt good or what. When you grad then you will know how good is NC.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Penguins Christmas
This is highly recommended! It even contains my favourite quote, "What goes down must come up"
haha enjoy. No one should be sad or lonely on Christmas Day
Monday, December 04, 2006
stay hungry. stay foolish
To tell her how much she means to me
Kiss her every night before we sleep (i am not sick K?!)
To marry her (if possible)
To have a date on christmas eve
Change someone's life
Take a nursing dip after my army
Be a teacher (shit need A lvl cert, bias...)
To see the auroa at the poles.
To see touch feel snow
To see autumn leaves turn brown
Thursday, November 30, 2006
My Horoscope
Cancer Personality
Certainly not the easiest person to understand, you are an introvert with a capital I. Emotions are hidden beneath the tough exterior that you possess -- quite similar to the crustacean that represents your zodiac sign. Although you can be kind and affable, your mood swings are unpredictable, tending to be bitter and melancholic, often feeling hurt unnecessarily. While you like to draw sympathy, you can be fairly insensitive towards others, snapping, being rude and short-tempered. However, your seemingly cruel behavior is only a clever means to hide your own insecurities and complexes. Inside, you are almost like a timid, hurt child. You can be admirably kind, generous, understanding and gracious, if all is well with you. Cancerians can be seen involved in many charitable activities, although they will all be at a very public level. No matter how unpleasant you may seem to some people, you have a conscience that prompts you to do the right things - like standing by people in their time of need. Like most water signs, you too have good intuitive powers and mostly put them to good use in managing your life. You have an urge to travel to distant lands but you are a home-loving person. You can do without being so crabby, if one may say so. Keep your moods in check. Remember the people you hurt most often are the ones who have been good to you. You tend to make a mountain out of the molehill and are prone to self-pity. Reserve some of your sensitivity for others who may need it. You can be a tad untidy which won't endear you to more stable signs.
Cancer Lover
You are continually pulled into romance with those who are quite opposite to you in nature. You are strongly attracted to people who are confident, strong and successful. Although you fall in love all the time, your introvert nature and your uneasiness in disclosing your true feelings makes many of these affairs one-sided. You are not likely to rush headlong into marriage, because in selecting a life partner, you will be most likely governed by your head. Those belonging to the zodiac signs of Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces will make good partners for Cancerians. Nevertheless, love for a stable home and loyalty towards the spouse will reward the majority of Cancerians with a reasonably happy married life. You attend to domestic chores cheerfully, take a keen interest in the children. and believe in saving for the rainy day. Man or woman, Cancerians love their home, it is where they feel most secure. Like Sagittarians there is a place for everything, but t the Cancerians idea is -- it just does not matter where it is put as long as it's somewhere, under the bed, in cupboards, up in the attic, the garage; not that you are not untidy -- you are the original hoarder and for some it can take a while getting used to this.
Cancer Professional
You have a keen intellect and are good with your hands. You will make commendable painters and sculptors. You will be successful in sales and will do well in advertising and marketing for the food and drinks industry, discussing new campaigns over long lunches, or deals over a lazy breakfast would be utopia to you. Some of you may take to writing as your full-time profession, mix that with being a food critic and the world could be your oyster. Most of you will have reasonably good careers, although there will be a tendency to change to an entirely different field midway. This may happen sometime around the age of 35. Money and material wealth are fairly important to you and most of your important decisions in life are made with the accompanying monetary benefits in mind. Although you are almost miserly with the money you earn, sudden windfalls and gains are often squandered away thoughtlessly. Speculation and gambling rarely prove lucky for you.
Cancer Traveller
You are always happy when you are near water. You love to swim, sail or boat on holidays. Water has an added attraction for you. You are not very adventurous where new places are concerned so you normally keep visiting the same destination over and over.
Cancer Teens
Girls - More emotional than the average girl, she appreciates the nurturing aspects of home and hearth. She is dependable and does not view her duty as a chore, but really a pleasure. A true nurturer, she is a comfort-giver to all around. The Cancer girl goes through life with a shell around her that is not easily cracked. If fact, she can stay in that shell until she's sure it is safe to step outside. Most Cancerians are apt to be crabby from time to time, and the Cancer girl is no exception. However, for most part, she has a cheerful disposition. She takes her studies seriously and can retain information well, thanks to her good memory, which also makes her good at taking exams. She will sail through her exams with flying colours. She is apt to view college merely as a means to a great career rather an end in itself.
Guys - The Cancer lad is very emotional and apt to mood swings. He often takes offence when none is intended. He is family oriented and a deeply caring person. You can count on him to help out with family chores. He is bound to be involved in sports, preferably those requiring a team effort as he is drawn towards the camaraderie of a team. His hobbies usually involve collecting things. He never throws away anything. He is a natty dresser, though he is certainly not narcisstic . He tends to be a bit of a miser and rarely spends money on himself. Since Cancer rules the stomach, he usually has a healthy appetite, so make sure the fridge is always stocked. He usually makes a good leader and his friends look to him for help and guidance. He is likely to gravitate towards a small college or university where he can build a family environment away from home.
its pretty true I guess...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
F-up life

Sunday, November 26, 2006
The Saddest Song I've Got
Was browsing web when I got to this video. After watching it, gosh I just cry. Man its sad. Guess this should be send around. Its good
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I am in LOM =)
Update: OKAY... Mas actually did a count on how many girls there are, I wonder how she did that. Haha its 50%. Not that bad la... Though its wayyyyy below my expectation (70%) but well I cannot complain. So I shalln't appeal... anyway this was my first choice la and its based on what i heard its one of the lowest fail rate and its nt about girls k... so ya there are somethings girls cannot buy... for other things, there are mastercard... so i m happy now! hahahah =)Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
MARKETING for ADIDAS?!
Okays so here I am,Back from rm, sitting in front of my com. Word is on, with a document. Ands I am wondering...
WHAT THE SHIT DOES ADIDAS HAVE FOR MARKETING IN SINGAPORE?!
man this is like one of the stressiest project la. Seriously, companies like these where got so big scale marketing for Singapore de? Only in the states ma. BIAS SHIT. You see their website, they don't even have an OFFICIAL singapore web. How do you expect us to see its financial statement all this? SHIT.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
4D Queen in the making
today I was on 82 on my way to rp. In front of me is this family. Consist of 2 grandmas (quite old), a girl (around 6 or 7), and a mother (though she look more like maid). So the bus was like going and going. Then the bus stopped at the traffic light. Then the girl said
Girl : Ma! See! 4D must buy 9196!
then I look out, thats the number of the taxi plate number.
Mum : Okay I will buy later
Ah ma : you si gi na!
Seriously, so young and she know what number to buy for 4D. It really tells alot about her family and what they have been teaching her subconsiously. Children nowsadays are really maturing fast, so young and I can see a 4D Queen in her liao.
4D Queen - A lady who can pick 4 digits from any numbers such as car plates and use it to buy 4D.
But well, I couldn't blame them too. Its their parents, their ahmas, ahgongs, aunties, uncles.
Wait I shouldn't blame them too. I mean well, which idiot doesn't want to win a fortune from a piece of paper? Its stupid. The chances of winning it is like 23/10000. Seriously, I have a sure-win way to earn a fortune.
Thats to work hard.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
A Promise
It has been 2 years exactly.
It was 2004. The year where our friendship suffered.
That year was trying for our friendship.
It drifted us apart.
It made us hurt.
It left us beaten.
It was today 15/11. 2 years ago. 11.55pm
I promised you I will wait for you.
We smsed. Yet when it comes to this,
You stopped replying.
I know you saw it.
But I don't know if you take it seriously.
That promise was not kept.
I broke it again, and again.
But somehow, you are the still the one
above all, above everyone else.
I am willing to spend my time
Waiting.
Waiting.
Even though I never told you so,
Face to face, voice to voice.
Somehow I want to keep it.
That promise I made.
I will wait for you. I promise.
Monday, November 06, 2006
a simple note.
I just want to let you know, no matter whatever problems you have, look for me. If its within my means, I will help you. I promise you.
I just realise another bit of love. The true meaning of it. Its not about jealousy. Neither is it about envy. Its all about letting someone be happy, no matter what happens.
Maybe he 'likes' you. I don't know. Thats what I feel la. I will be lying if I tell you I do not have one bit of jealousy in me. But somehow I learnt, whats the use of being jealous? It only makes me look like a fool.
I don't know if you will be reading this, I just want to let you know I love you. Whatever decision you make, I will support you.
Aaron
p.s you should know who you are
New Super Mario Bros

New Super Mario Bros
This game is really great! Seriously.
If you have a DS, get one.
If you don't have one, buy a DS then get this game.
Its that good seriously.

A upcoming release of Yoshi Island DS also seems to be great...
Dont be fool by Yoshi Touch & Go.
These two games are super different, with the latter being a lame game
I am waiting for you baby...
Friday, November 03, 2006
MIssing You
Yet I know I cannot hold on too.
You have your own friends,
your own world now.
Everday I miss you,
In class,
In lecture,
Missing you I would be.
My books, my notes.
Your name it is filled with.
When I miss you,
I write it.
A day without you
is a day I dread.
Time crawls painfully slow.
So slow, it aren't moving to me.
Night by night,
Day by day,
School or work.
I choose to walk rather than ride,
Just to be close to you.
When I choose to wait,
I know this is what I will feel,
I numb it,
I kill it,
Yet somehow its killing me instead.
Without you,
Is like a life without soul,
A wind without speed,
A sun without warmth.
Even though we are seperated by space,
I felt close,
I felt warmth,
I felt love.
I expected this,
since the day we got our results.
since the day we went different ways.
It pains at times.
Not knowing how you're doing,
Not knowing how life has been,
Good or bad I never know.
Message you is what I did,
To find out more,
To ensure we would not drift.
Somehow its becoming useless.
Its becoming worthless,
But it no doubt,
Brings peace to my heart.
I hope to be with you.
Rain or shine,
Hot or cold,
Wet or dry.
I am missing you...
Site update
Anyway this is version 0.91
background updated.
cleaning up of graphics.
much neater layout.
calendar in.
no longer any slow loading of pictures. (due to a script)
code cleaned up. (css + html)
so bascially this are some of the changes made to this version... soon the red beta will be gone. totally gone. but that will take quite sometime. this blog is suppose to be officially released with me & her 4. so ya work has already began
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Can a broken heart be mend?
I told you once, if your heart breaks,
I will melt it and remould it for you again.
It doesn't seem you can do the same for me.
I kept alot of things from you.
What I know,
What I do,
What I say.
Even when I am sad, do you know?
I am tired.
I want to be truthful, yet I am afraid it might be hurtful.
I want to clear my doubt.
Yet I am afraid to do.
Sometimes not knowing something is good.
Why do I always have to learn this the hard way?
Why do I know that its bad, yet I still look for it?
Many a times I have been hurt,
Hurt by the things I know,
Hurt by the things you do.
Its not your fault.
Its jealousy.
Its eating me alive.
Its consuming every living flesh of me and my mind.
I just kept quiet towards you.
I don't want you to feel unhappy.
Unhappy I rather be.
Give up! that's what people say.
Yet I choose to hold on.
A hefty price I pay.
This is a race I started since I met you 5 years ago.
I have been ranning all this while.
Yet it turns out.
I have lost.
A confirmation I never ask.
Yet a picture tells a thousand words.
I don't want to drag anyone down,
Into this entangled mess.
I rather she remain netural.
You asked before,
Do I feel its not worth it?
Spending 5 years waiting for you?
But to me, its all worth it...
Friday, October 27, 2006
School. Blog.
hah I know this is a little late. But well its better late than never. Chalet was a blast man. Thanks guys! School was even better... Landed up with my 4th choice cds, french. I shall not complain but then #E%W#%@#@$ why ah, why 4th choice? merde (french for shit). But then ya my cds class was quite fun. Alot of jokes and the tutor, even better. ahah Macroecons was merde. the lecturer behaves like he just broke up with his girlfriend, a dog peed on his shoes or face. He is so wat la.
Anyway enough about school, more on this blog. This blog started out as an experiment or sandbox for me to polish my designing n web design skills. The blog code has expanded alot since the original. I have worked on this new template for quite a while. ! haha I think this blog will be able to go to its orignal web address soon.
So here comes the changelog
new quotebox layer.
png transparency added.
background.
text changed to black.
optimized for speed.
calendar feature coming soon.
hah thats all for now. shall return to my video editing
Thursday, October 19, 2006
a simple note.
I know I have been too harsh the other time. You are busy I should understand.
Waiting for you isn't a chore that I am forced to do. Even if you give me a choice I will still wait. Its not because I waited till this long or what, its because I know I love you.
Waiting isn't a simple task, instead its a journey where the ending I do not know. I do not know whether will I be with you, or will I not be. Though I prefer the first.
It has not been an easy journey all along. I learnt through mistakes I commit. I learnt what it really takes to say, 'I will truly wait for you because I love you'.
Because of you, I have matured in my thinking and everything.
Thanks.
I will wait for you.
aaron
p.s you should know who you are.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Disappointed Again.
You asked me online to play some games. Yet in the middle you suddenly disappeared, telling me you need to do project. Its fine. I mean its alright with me, at least you told me.
I waited and waited. Soon you were back. This time we finished off where we left.
You agreed to another game. But we barely started and you were gone... You just simply stop replying. I waited, what was seconds became minutes, what was minutes became hours. And finally you went offline. You went offline and you never even tell me anything. I waited for you...
I smsed you, and you just told me you were in a hurry to leave and you were actually teaching a friend how to play it.
I am speechless. Seriously what else you want me to say? I cannot scold you or anything. But seriously how hard is it to at least inform someone who is waiting for you that you are busy teaching someone? You are using the same computer the same account right? so why not tell him so that he doesn't have to keep waiting when you simply left him in the air?
I am angry. No, disappointed is the more likely word to use. I am tired of this waiting game. Very. Its like I have been ask to hang on the string and you just left me there to die and rot without even letting me know. And this isn't the first time.
You really hurt me this time.
Friday, October 06, 2006
a simple note.
hey girl,
I may not be able to tell whats going to happen the next moment.
What I can tell you is I love you now, before, in future I will too.
Remember sec1? The road that we always take to go to your place?
Sometimes I really hope me and you will just stop right there. In the middle.
I don't want this to end so quick. I just want to walk with you till the very end.
No matter where you are, I will be there as long as you need me.
I love ya.
aaron
p.s. you should know who you are.
Monday, October 02, 2006
Top 10 Encounters with customers
at NO. 10 (H)
This customer was looking for a cassesette player.
C : " Do you have Sony cassesette player?"
A : " Looks like we do not have them. How about Aiwa?"
C : " No, no, I want SONY"
A : " But we do not have Sony brand here"
C : " I want SONY, I want SONY. No SONY I don't want."
Imagine a little kid pestering their parents "I want XXX".
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at NO. 09 (H)
C : " Do you sell iPods here?"
A : " Its right infront of you"
Some customers simply doesn't look before asking. tsk tsk tsk
__
at NO. 08 (T)
C : " Wheres the library?"
Sometimes I feel like a Bishan Tour Guide, instead of a Tibo salesman
__
at NO.07 (I)
C : " Can have discount?"
A : " No sir, all the prices here are nett. But I can try to give you a free Malaysian map."
C : " Huh? No discount ah? Then give me another freebie la. I buying two leh. Malaysian map not enough"
A : " I check with my manager"
C : " Okay tell you what, I give you my mobile number, when you have a better offer, call me."
Okay I got a better offer. Malaysian map, gps booster and FM Tranmitter. For both sets. and KNN! that guy happen to have no credit card! walau in the end never buy.
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at NO.06 (I)
A : " Hi sir, this is Tibo, a GPS navigation system."
C : " Yeah yeah I know. (Takes out his PDA) My PDA also can do it what"
A : " But sir, ours is built ground up for navigation. It has the best accruacy and reception."
C : " Don't bluff me, my one can do everything your Tibo can do la and cheaper somemore."
This kind of customer is what I classified as HLBL. (Hao lian, Bo liao). Walau have then have la. Come and disturb me somemore. You lucky I working or else I make sure you break leg break hand. Most importantly I throw you to those ulu place and see whether your PDA can help you anot, of course with its screen broken.
__
at NO.05 (T)
C : "So you working part-time here?"
Of course I working part-time la.. Do I look so old?
__
at NO.04 (H)
C : " Oh look dad, this is so cool! (Twist the Tibo here and there)
A : " Hi this is Tibo, A GPS navigation system."
C : " Can you play super mario on it?"
I hear that question, I almost wanted to laugh, faint. Its a GPS NAVIGATION SYSTEM! Not a SNES.
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at NO.03 (H)
A : " Hi, this is Tibo, a GPS navigation system. It can bring you to point A all the way to point B, using the shortest route."
C : " Oh I see. So what does it do?"
Oh man this customer is really eh I don't know how to say. I talk so much and still don't know. Angmo guy.
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at NO.02 (T)
C : " Looks like you did your homework."
Okay this is a happy encounter. Many people told me that regardless of selling Tibo or any MP3 players.
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at NO.01 (T)
C : "Do I need to sign up for any subscription or sort?"
GPS is a free service. This is definitely the first question customer throws to me after my explaination about Tibo
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
My First low-budget Film
The story is about a girl and a boy. How both of them actually ended up together. The girl got gave birth to a baby who isn't the guy's. Thats all I can say for now.
The script is still well eh well under development. So if anyone of you have any ideas for it, you can simply drop me a mail or just leave it in my tag. I see can anot
The New NSeries

The new N95. Be shocked.
I am still trying to get my jaws up after seeing the specs 5 mins ago. Oh man this is going to cause at least $1000 with line. Trust me when you see the specs, your jaws will drop.
Quick summary. 5 mpx camera. Dual mode. 3.5G. Wifi support. GPS (oh freak)...
Another picture I got was the official N75 pictures. Looks like Nokia haven't annouce them yet but here they are. A beauty I will call it.

Friday, September 22, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
results out.
results are out.
I cannot say I did perfectly well, or perfectly bad. but well here it is
But as you can see, the B for commskills is really a sore-eye. It made me lost 0.2 for my GPA la. IDIOT.
But well, its over. Lucky, next semester no more Lily Lim.
Oh ya and one last thing...

the iPod family. Revamped.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
a simple note.
Hey girl,
I don't know whether you will be reading this.
But I just want to tell you I love you. No matter what, I will be there as long as you need me. I will be. I promise you.
p.s. you should know who I am refering to. I love you girl
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
the new iMacs
the new iMacs.
Faster. Brighter. Bigger.
Its strange, Apple
released this baby early without any official announcement.
With the MacWorld expo only a week away, guess this baby is sure to add fuel to the already-burning-ever-so-hotly rumour mill.
and oh ya, did I mention, this baby is 64bit?
the updated Mac Mini.
Faster. Same Size. Same Price.
It's little brother, the Mac Mini too was updated to include a Core Duo processors.
NOW... where's the core2 duo macbook?
Monday, September 04, 2006
Day by Day...
Day by day, time is moving ever more slowly. How I wish time will simply swish by. Till the day I probably be gone.
Day by day, I kept myself busy. I try not to think of things. Things that probably sadden me. But somehow, after all my work, these things, these stuff, just kept flowing back to my mind. I get saddened by it.
Day by day, I lose myself, I lose my faith. I lost my hope, my aim in life. I lost who I am already. I simply don't recognise myself anymore.
Day by day, as I see you moving on with life, I feel so much of a burden to you. I am the one who stopped moving ever since I met you. I wanted so much to let you go but yet I know, I can't. I just want you to be happy. Be happy with whatever you choose, whoever you choose.
Day by day, I feel life is being sucked out of me. I seem to be waiting for something. Someone. A hope perhaps. But I never seem to be patient enough. This is what that has been keeping me moving all this while.
Day by day, I am hoping life will be much better for me. for you too. But yet, I know it can only happen if I let you go.
Day by day, I am losing my faith, my life and my hope...
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Is Apple's MacBook rotten to the core?
Is it really that bad?
read more | digg story
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Week Update
My mood this few days aren't really well, for some reasons. I just don't feel
like really socializing, somehow I get so sick of socializing with others. You
know is like, you have a problem and you just don't know how to say. Even when
you say and people do get it, they just say its nothing, no big deal. ITS
IRRITATING okay. No one seems to understand how I feel. NO ONE! On the
outside, I laugh, smile and just crap n joke, but on the inside, its being an
emotional rollercoaster ride. Sometimes I just feel so alone in this world. I
walk aimlessly, I don't know what the hell I want. I feel like puking at the
sight of food, but yet when I start eating I cannot stop. Every night, I sleep
around 2am or later. I just couldn't get to sleep. I just keep thinking of her.
I am so afraid of really losing her. I am just so tired of all this shit.
Everyday, wake up, eat, study, think, sleep. This is not life. This is death.
Hai.
Anyway, the week is finally here. One more week closer to exams...
Well I have been studying with a couple of friends - cle, colin, lena
(brought along some friends who are so cute!) , huiee (who have finished her
exams) and low (the only jc one)- this few nights at mac. Trying to learn what I
missed during lectures and tutorials and trying to refresh my dear old memory.
Its pretty light-mood with jokes and craps flying all around but then at least
we did learn something.

Oh ya by the way, I am beginning the design of
me & her, the book
like its name suggest, it practically a book version of the story with well
alot of stuff thrown in such as pictures. A sneak preview of the cover page on
top. Some specs: it will be A4 size landscape. The paper quality will be like
those photographic book. I have absolutely no idea how much it cost but I think
I will only print a few copys. Anyone who has any lobang on book printers or
better still publishers contact me ya. THANKS!
Monday, August 14, 2006
My Lust
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Death

Have you ever wonder how death feels like?
I do.
When you die,
does everything turn black forever? Just like the square above?
Or will you go to heaven and be with God?
Or like what the Buddhists believe. You will go to hell and face judgement?
Or simply, you will not know you existed.
People say I am crazy.
But I am not. I just so obsessed with what goes on after you die.
Well that's a destination everyone of us share.
One day I might just give it a try.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Microsoft Word 2007 Blog Test
I am currently blogging from the beta version of Microsoft Word 2007. Its cool man.
Get it when it comes out!
Support Original.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Introduction 1.0

Hi welcome to my blog. Well as you can see this blog is still under
MAJOR construction
Bugs are expected. So please don't cry when you encounter them.
Just email me and well I look into it. Hah. Thanks alot



