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Ho ho. Think this is not my true bear. Heck. :P
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Ho ho. Think this is not my true bear. Heck. :P
Saturday, November 29, 2003
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Today we had Bio. It was okay. Lucky me, all the chapters that I didn't study didn't come out for essay. Fortunately I insisted on finishing respiration last night. It came out for essay and I was so delighted. But later I checked the textbook and found some "careless mistakes". Wrote some extra stuff, and some wrong stuff. Ah well. I'm just really glad that nutrition didn't come out. I heard that for this paper they standardise too. Damn it, must they standardise EVERY paper? I counted, can get B3 or B4. MCQ should be around prelim standard. If I pass my practical, MAYBE I can balance back a B3 for 'O's. Ah, heck. 8 days!!! (No not the mag. The countdown.) Already made plans as to what to do on Friday if no one asks me out. Too bad my plans all rejected. Ah well, I shall continue indulging in planning for Friday and beyond *in my free time*. Haha ya right. I spent the whole of today, like, online? I really hope I can finish studying for geog. Come on, just Mon, Tues, Fri and then u're free man!!! Ok, all psyched up. Time to watch My Love, My Home, and then the Bachelor. Then if I'm still not knocked out, do geog!!! Right...nice plan. Time to execute it. Ciao!
P.S Sorry I know all these musings about exam stuff are really boring, but keep up with it till the end of next week! Can possibly touch the piano again tomorrow! But must study geog, study geog, study geog. Must get that into my head. Right. See ya!
Sunday, November 09, 2003
I went to Shaw Plaza just now. It started raining at around five plus in the evening. I wished I was home sleeping instead of studying (as usual). Ah well, I "mastered' trig identities anyway, so it was well worth it. A maths paper tomorrow. Good luck to me. Bless those lucky dogs (and smart dogs) who dropped a maths.
Darn. I want to listen to Blue-Guilty. It is so darn nice. The "If lovin' you with all my heart's a crime, I'm guilty." part is very familiar. I think the music is same as the one in an old song. Can't remember which it is though. Maybe I'll remember if I listen to it a few more times. Haiz, I feel like burning a new cd. The only CD with Dang Ni is a CD/RW and cannot be played on our VCD player outside. So I want to burn a CD/R with that song in it so I can play it when I'm doing my work outside. But I dun have many new songs to burn it. Except Yu Jian. Ah well do I really care? Nope. It's burnin' time. Better do it, or I'll never even start to get in the mood for studyin'.
Bored, bored, sleepy. That describes my mood. Yet I have to do A maths/Bio in this sweltering weather. Damn the 'o's.
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Just now, my parents (and Everett) came back from my grandmother's house. (Well, Ev and my mum went, and HE went to fetch 'em. No, he doesn't feel it a BIT unfair that my mum dutifully visits her mum-in-law, yet he doesn't care to visit my mum's mum.) So they waltz in, and he's the first one to come into their room (where I am, using the com). HE asks "How come the entire house's lights are on?". Nobody answers. I was about to (I turned back) when he yelled "OI! HOW COME THE ENTIRE HOUSE'S LIGHTS ARE ON?" at who else but Kenneth. Ken was just sitting on the bed watching wrestling. He had NO RIGHT TO DO THAT! ANGRY THEN VENT ANGER ON HIM!! HE ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE! I really wanted to shout a string of expletives at him then (use vulgar words), but as usual I bit back my tongue. Burning with rage at this totally uncalled for move against my brother, I strode out and switched off all the unused lights (only one). I was totally alight with fury. DOESN'T HE LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON TOO? ALL NIGHT LONG, SOMETIMES! AND HE LIVES THE STEREO BUTTON ON TOO! AS WELL AS THE VCD PLAYER! How DARE he shout at my brother for doing something HE always does himself! And how did he know it wasn't ME who forgot to turn off the lights! I may be making a mountain out of a molehill here, but I've encountered lots of such situations. He's always picking on Kenneth. Sometimes when he's being totally unfair to my brother I really feel like lashing out at him. But I always keep my rage inside. Sometimes I scold myself for being too cowardly to speak out against him, and protest for my brother. Thank god he's so happy-go-lucky. Nevermind, I will always be his nice sister. Later I shall go and talk about that stupid guy with him. That'll make him feel better. Call me overprotective, I don't care. I got a scar on my chin because of Ken ten years ago, and it wasn't for nothing. Ok, I've cooled down a bit now. Thanks for listening to me crap.
Sigh, I wonder if Seamus is going to the Dinner and Dance (Prom Night). It is too much to hope for that he will spend some time with me on that night, right...but still. Have to find out if he's going first. Remind me to ask him. Below is a song that best describes my feelings for him..
More Than That-Backstreet Boys
I can see that you've been crying
You can't hide it with a lie
What's the use in you denying
When what you have is wrong
I heard him promise you forever
But forever's come and gone
Baby he would say "whatever"
It takes to keep you blind
To the truth between the lines
Oh I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
Baby you deserve much better
What's the use in holdin on
Don't you see it's now or never
'Cos I just can't be friends
Baby knowing in the end
That I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back (Can't take it back)
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say...hey
There's not a day that passes by
I don't wonder why we haven't tried
It's not too late to change your mind
So take my hand...don't say goodbye
I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Oh I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
Oh I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you More Than That
Haiz...that's the way people are. There's a girl right here waiting for you, but you can't take her, you are pining for another. Though I will love you more than that, your heart is set on her. Even though I am content that we are friends, sometimes I just wish you would take the plain old instant noodles instead of going out in the pouring rain for that renowned restaurant which is always crowded.
Went to Shaw Plaza, then Orchard Road just now. Saw the DiMAGE Xt. It costs, like, $799. Crap. =p time to hunt for a cheaper digicam.
Thursday, November 06, 2003
New item on Wishlist: Slim DiMAGE Xt Digital Camera from Konica Minolta. The one endorsed by Jacelyn Tay. Allow me to quote from the ad:
- World's slimmest 3.2 megapixels digital camera (Among digital cameras with 3x optical zoom, as of 15 February 2003.) [Whatever a megapixel, or pixel, is]
- 3x optical and 4x digital zoom (whatever the difference is)
- Movie recording mode with voice (wow)
- Remote/Web cam capability (WOOHOO this is ze best)
- Ultra fast 1.2sec start up (cool)
Cool huh?
Haiz...sianz. Let me just talk about my horrendous 'o's.
Day 1
E Maths P1- Bad. Only counted, like, 55/80.
Physics P2- Sob. Counted 45/65. Or was it 30+...section B was DAMN difficult. Shit.
Day 2
EL P1:So-so. I wrote a real simple story. The title was "Write about what happened when you lost your passport on the morning of your journey to spend a year overseas studying." I wrote that my brother didn't want me to go, so he hid it. (This "brother" does not exist. For one thing, he's, like, six, and for another thing, my brothers would be only too glad to see me go.)
EL P2: So-so. The summary was a KILLER. No points one lor. The Q&A I counted 15/25. If optimistic, maybe 17/25. Not enough to make up for my bloody summary. Damn.
Conclusion: There goes my distinction.
S.S: Okay. I thought I'd made a mess out of it, but it was okay in the end. Source-based question c=>I was clueless. Get B4 jump for joy liao.
Day 3
E Maths P2: Okay. I didn't know how to do the 3-mark question on how to find angle ACE. It was a rather complicated diagram and I only realised at the last minute that I could use the angles I'd found earlier (duh!). I was wondering how I was supposed to find that angle when they'd only given me one angle. Then, of course, like all shitty geometry questions, this question led to another, which was linked. And of course I couldn't do the second part. I. Hate. Geometry. Counted 75 marks. Around there. I'll be glad if I get a B3.
That's all for now. Stomachache. Catch ya later.
I dunno if I should write him a letter or send him an e-mail. Haven't chatted with him for ages. I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms :p.
Here are my new, more realistic/practical expected results and aims for 'O's. (Hey, it rhymes. =p).
Expected
EL-B3
CL-As if
EM-B3
AM-A2 (Have not taken it yet, so remain unchanged)
Humans-B4
Science-B3
Bio-B3 (Have not taken it yet, so remain unchanged)
L1R5-16
L1R4-13
Hopes/Aims/Goals/Wishful Thinking =p
EL-A2
CL-Yeah right.
EM-A2
AM-A2
CH-B4
SC-A2
BIO-B3
L1R5-13
L1R4-11
I bought an extremely cute doggie keychain for myself the day before yesterday. We (SY, Mandy, HL, Cheryl and I) went to five macdonalds to look for alphabears (Well, SY went to four and I went to five. The others went to three. Together la, not separately.). None of them had letters A-G. Haiz, I want a D! I've got a K but no D! =( Guess I'll give it to my bro like what I told SY.
I went to United Square just now to buy something (or other =p). I very nearly got down at Novena Square when the Indian lady beside me asked me where I was going. I told her I was going to United Square, and she informed me that that was the next stop. She was going there, too. Going to cold storage to buy something that she could not find in the Novena Square supermarket. She was very nice. She led me there, and engaged in an idle chat with me on the way. She asked me which school I was in, and I said, "Beatty. In toa payoh." (In case she hadn't heard of it). Then she said "Oh! Beatty now in Toa Payoh ah? I studied in Beatty." Haha, she seeemed to be proud of her alma mater. I was itching to ask "Which year did u graduate?", but figured it would be too offending as she looked like a senior citizen (complete with bifocals). She was very short though. She said she asked me where I wanted to go because I looked lost and in the past, she got lost going to TP interchange too (cos of the new interchange), and had to wander around for some time. It is nice to know that there are still such nice people around nowadays. =)
Monday, November 03, 2003
Haha. Can you find me? Extreme right is my elder cousin. I grew up with him :D . Extreme left is my brother, to his left is my other cousin Rowena (who is the sister of the one on the extreme right). =p
E maths paper 1, Phys paper 2 today. E maths P1 still okay. I counted. 57/80, very optimistic liao. Physics die liao. EL and S.S tomorrow. Good luck to moi! =D
Sunday, November 02, 2003
Okay, I've sorted out my aims and goals for 'O's. Hey, that rhymes :p.
EL: A2
CL: Nil :p (A1)
EM: A2
AM: A2
Science: A1
Combined Humans: B4
Pure Biology: B3
L1R5: 12
L1R4: 8
Whoa...haha. I am so ambitious :p. Good luck to me!!!
Saturday, November 01, 2003
Okay, I've sorted out my aims and goals for 'O's. Hey, that rhymes :p.
EL: A2
CL: Nil :p (A1)
EM: A2
AM: A2
Science: A1
Combined Humans: B4
Pure Biology: B3
L1R5: 12
L1R4: 8
Whoa...haha. I am so ambitious :p. Good luck to me!!!
Um, O's coming. Everyday someone is using the com whenever I want to use it. I also try to restrict my use of it as I know I can be at it for hours. Anyway I go to the library to study from morning till seven plus, so I can hardly get to use it as I am hardly at home. So this blog'll be un-updated for some time. 21 more days and I can blog all day if I want to! ;) I'm so looking forward to it. Must study hard hard so I can play hard later! Wish me luck! =)
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