Last note. I LOVE that song from the 9pm show on channel 8! It's won-der-ful. I absolutely have to get it! Anyone know how? The show isn't bad too!
Friday, October 31, 2003
Before I begin this "hiatus" from the com...just a note to say I miss him very, very much. Everyday I miss him. Haiz, I may not be able to see him again in this lifetime. But still I hold on dumbly to hope. Love. Go figure.
Okay, have to write this down before I forget. Dunno how many days liao. Okay on one of the nights this week I dreamt that for some reason I was sitting in the canteen. There was this long row of people in front and behind me, all sitting orderly in pairs. Then occasionally a pair would stand up and join a standing queue in front. It LOOKED like the canteen anyway. So at first I was sitting with Gek Theng in front of me. Then Kun Da from Energy was sitting beside me. Then for some reason Gek Theng turned into Toro and I could see his spiky hair. I was about to proceed to totally ignore Toro (angry with him for leaving Energy and Kun Da. Though it is not really his fault) and ask for Kun Da's autograph, when the bloody alarm rang and woke me up. The alarm was from my other hp, which was in my room. I was sleeping in my bro's room. It's that loud and annoying. That bloody thing can ring without a SIM card leh. Power. Then everyday six thirty must get up and turn it off. Now I've cancelled the alarm. Huh! Ruin my sweet dream! It just occured to me to ask for an autograph and THEN it sounds!
Ok, next thing. Um, O's coming. Everyday someone is using the com whenever I want to use it. I also try to restrict my use of it as I know I can be at it for hours. Anyway I go to the library to study from morning till seven plus, so I can hardly get to use it as I am hardly at home. So this blog'll be un-updated for some time. 21 more days and I can blog all day if I want to! ;) I'm so looking forward to it. Must study hard hard so I can play hard later! Wish me luck! =)
Friday, October 24, 2003
Yesterday
Yesterday was rather funnnnnnnnnnn. Okay maybe 'rather' is an understatement. We played in class for almost the whole day! Cool huh. Like after exams like that. 'Cos last day ma. Must cherish the time together. So we joined four tables together and played "Heart Attack" ( -_-+), "Murderer" and "Mystery Number". Okayyyy, I know they're all childish games, but it's not like we had a choice. We used the cardboard from the back of our foolscap pads to make the "cards" for "Heart Attack". So when the teacher came over and reprimanded us for playing cards, we said that we were playing "cardboard", not "cards". I kept on getting smacked while playing "Heart Attack". My slow reflexes were responsible, as usual. Everybody throws down the cards to put their hands there but me. I put them down and then put my hand there. See why I get smacked? Then I always predict wrongly the time when the person is gonna smack. I either pull back to quickly, too slowly, or never get the chance to pull back at all. So as my hands were usually the top two ones, I got hit almost every time. Later, my friends decided that I'd been hit enough and forced me to not put my hands there. Gee. How majorly embarassing. I was touched by their concern though. Esp. A.L :D. Things weren't so bad for mystery number and murderer though. I was actually not a bad murderer (if i may say so myself :P) who acted quite quickly, and I wasn't very unlucky in Mystery Number. Haha. All in all, it was a great day. I even watched S.W and gang (popular girls in our class) draw on the walls with chalk. They thought the container classrooms wouldn't be used anymore. I dunno if this is true. I told them to draw the pattern on the back of the class t-shirt. They did. Haha, that's all I contributed to the "vandalism". Apparently e4 also did the "vandalism". Hardly surprising, since that class is largely composed of my ex-classmates. Who are, of course, wild and fun-loving. To put it mildly. Oh ya, and Pearly (EL teacher) gave everyone a card :) .
So, after school at 1.30 pm I had to rush to the library for the Farewell Party. Har har, I'm the VP, they can't start without me :P. There was a huge turnout of....FIVE people! Out of, like, thirteen graduates. Ah well. We ate the food (i think they were from the Malay stall. Not bad.) and received the gifts (I and YP got twin vases. Magdeleine, Amritpal and the others got cups. SZ got a photo frame. All from the Valu$ shop. Gee :P). We were supposed to eat the tidbits, but everyone was too full (except Amritpal) to eat them. So we just left after receiving the wonderful gifts. I was told that Belinda (current VP) and Mei Zhen (current P) bought the gifts. I could throttle them. Couldn't they remember that I hate flowers?
:p hehe but I can't complain, since as I was leaving, Belinda (favourite junior. Just call me biased.) gave me a belated belated belated birthday present. I was touched anyway. I really thought she had been joking whenever she mentioned that she was gonna give me a belated b-day present. Then, I wisely waited for YP to leave (she would make funny remarks if she saw what I did) and Magdeleine to turn around to go down the stairs before I asked for a hug from my fav junior. I got it, but someone had to push Belinda towards me since she kept on hesitating.
Hehe...so later I couldn't wait to open the present, but I couldn't open it at home since I had to rush home, bathe, then rush to the library (again) to meet JN and Mandy. So I decided to bring the present along. ( I had to confirm with JN and Man that the grad present REALLY were vases anyway. So can put in the same plastic bag. ) I opened it at the library, (oh ya, I confirmed that they were vases) and it was a hippo and a necklace. There was also a card (just like I wished for!) saying Happy Deepavali -_-". She'd written something at the back of the card. Very long, haha. I was so so so touched by what she wrote. I mean, I'd always thought she didn't care about my friendship since she had so many friends, and since I was uncool. She never really acted like she cared about my friendship anyway. But from the card, I knew that she did. Ah, finally all the effort I put into our friendship did not go to waste. As well as all the trouble I took to put her in the VP position. Hehe, call me easily contented, but I'm still really glad that she bought me a present lor. (took 2 hours to choose it some more). Okay I should probably stop talking about her or pple might think i'm a haha. :p Okay happy deepavali! Gotta go out later to buy pressies for teachies. Laterz!
Day Before Yesterday
Firstly, sorry for all these "belated blog posts". Sharing a family computer sux. Okay, the day before yesterday I went to the library at 4.30pm. Stayed till about 6, then rushed home for dinner (finished it in 10-15 mins!), and then rushed back to the library. Reached there at seven. Stayed until eight thirty. As I left the library, I saw that guy who lives near my flat (let's call him Mr. Vain) outside the library. He was passing by. I think he saw me. I said to Mandy, "How come I see him everywhere I go?" (oops. on hindsight I think I said it rather loudly. Let's hope he didn't hear.). Later, at the bus stop, I was pacing around waiting for the 105 to come. (I just missed it) I didn't notice anyone else at the bus stop. I'm pretty sure he wasn't at that bus stop. Maybe he was at the bus stop after that bus stop as he went in the direction of shop 'n' save. But, well, I eventually got on the bus and when the bus reached the overhead bridge stop, I saw him alight. I hadn't even noticed that he was on the same bus as me! This is the second time it has happened. So when he was alighting he turned around and saw me too. I was staring at him. When he alighted, he looked back up at my window and stared back. Weird. How come all we do is stare at each other when we see each other? Ah well. Boys. Go figure.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Bio pract today. I think I didn't do too well. It was rather simple though. The usual cutting up a pea pod and showing part of the seed attached to the fruit thing. But they asked a lot of funny questions for the second part. Had to measure what surface area of a leaf...geez.
Yesterday when I was on a bus rushing to the library to meet JN (I am forever rushing to Toa Payoh and wishing the bus could move faster and get to the destination in an impossibly short time), I saw this girl in one of the back seats. She had blond (i think), straight, long hair and I was just about to sit next to her when I saw this mass of maroon colour. I thought it was a bag or jacket or something so I couldn't sit there. I was just thinking how inconsiderate the person was for putting something there so that people can't sit when I realised that the maroon thing was actually a guy's shirt. There was actually a guy sitting there, with his head on her knee! I dunno why I failed to notice that on first sight. But the whole idea was blee! I mean, what happened to GIrls lying on GUy's shoulders/knees? I would never NEVER want a guy lying on my knee. It is a shameless display of feminism in manhood. If there's such a thing... It is a disgrace to mankind.
ARgh! Now I feel the urge to move out and have a huge, empty, silent house all to myself. Okay, maybe not too empty or silent. Perhaps a housemate or two. Just now at about 3.30 I was trying to sleep (I stayed up studying bio) and dear old Everett was chatting on the phone (what kind of a GUY is he??!! He's really into chatting on the phone nowadays. Gee!), occassionally shouting. Also I kept hearing the music from Fur Elise being played, then stopped, played, then stopped. It was bloody irritating. So while I was still half asleep I shouted "SHUT UP LA!" in Everett's room's direction. You would have thought he got the message. But I kept on hearing the music starting and stopping. I knew it had something to do with Everett. So I started counting the number of times I heard the stupid music. On the third count I got really mad and went into his room. I saw that he was playing with a bloody musical box. I glared at him, so he muttered "Sorry" and continued chatting. I was mad as a loon. My mom didn't mind him chatting on the phone when he was doing it under the "pretense' of doing homework. Huh! UNfairness prevails yet again. Why does SHE mind, then, when I'm chatting on the phone in the dead of night, trying to make a friend less depressed? Or to cure my own loneliness. Gee. Parents...ah well. Mine are pretty good already, I know. And anyway I shouldn't be making such a fuss about a disturbed nap.
Monday, October 20, 2003
Oh ya...today we had P.E. I just finished changing, emerged from the toilet and then Reka ( a loud but very friendly and nice girl in our class ) announced that we weren't having P.E. So I had to change back. Gee. What was it I wanted to write...what was it I wanted to write...what was it I wanted to write....what was it I-oh! Today I went to HDB Hub to eat myself. All those so-called friends of mine (=p) didn't accompany me. LUCKILY I met Isabel and Xue Yan at the HDB Hub. I would have had to eat alone if not for them. So I had quite a nice lunch with them instead of a lonesome one, well, alone. Haha. Thanks Bell and XY! :p
Oh ya. Yesterday night I talked to him again. Chatting in capital letters seems like nothing different to him. So I think he really meant what he said lor. We chatted properly, like normal friends. There's like no barrier, and in a way it's more relaxed. 'Cos there is like no purpose or anything for me now, in being friends with him. I'm glad he didn't block me or anything.
Haiz...I couldn't sleep last night. I dunno why. I was like reading a storybook until about eleven. Then I read my bio textbook to "hypnotise" me to sleep. Little did I know that I STILL couldn't fall asleep after I had studied all the bits in the textbook needed for the practical exam tomorrow. Then at about 11.30 (I think it was before this time) I snapped my book shut, switched off the light and decided to go to sleep. I remember lying there for some time, but at some point of time I must have fallen asleep. THEN at about 11.51 pm, someone called my hp. I'd forgotten to turn it off! Turns out that the person called the wrong number. I was hopping mad. I'd finally managed to fall asleep and then that person called! Ah well. I shall sleep early today. I discovered that my eye bags seem to have worsened. Have to sleep! Oh ya tonight got the new 9pm show. I SO have to watch it. Bio practical tomorrow, good luck to me. I have to report at, like, 9am tomorrow. Great, I can sleep till like eight. Ho hum...I love sleeping in. Okay, I'm crapping. Anything else to add...erm.....I could've sworn I had something else to write...
Sunday, October 19, 2003
He is such a nice guy...I'm really glad that we're friends. I shall treasure this friendship forever. Just like all the others. At least we're friends. That's all that matters now. All that remains. Ah...:D
I found the Yu Jian and An Jing piano scores! Now there's a piano at my cousin's house and I can go there every Friday and maybe play with it a bit. Ain't that great? Thanks, whoever it is up there!
Oh ya, I bought that Japanese "toy" thing that works on solar power and nods and nods (and nods) all day long as long as there is light. Well it stops every once in a while, and you have to nudge its head if you want it to nod some more. Or change position. Or shake it a little. That's the only downside to it. It's supposed to make you feel happy and relaxed by watching it nod, by the way. It's quite cute and works quite well. I mean, there I was dreading going home and when I got home and saw it nodding away, with that big smile on its face, some of the dread sort of disappeared. You should get one. It's only $8.90, $7.90 in some places. Some other places sell it at $24+. I don't know why those places sell it so expensively. They are EXACTLY THE SAME . I can confirm that. I took a real close look at the $24+ one and it looks like a clone of the $8.90 one. It can't be fake either. Welp, go figure.
Went to Orchard with JN today. She had to buy birthday present (s) for her sis. We ran all over Orchard, and took like half and hour to find that stupid HMV. U'd think they would put a map in Orchard road to show where everything is. So I was pretty much distracted all day. Well, until a few minutes ago when I started sobbing again. I only allowed myself two tears before I rushed to come online. I needed a distraction. No wonder I dreaded going home so much just now. It was because I would have no distraction, not because I had to face the avalanche of homework. I was reading a romance novel (considered one although it is actually about aliens. It's called Roswell High. A series). Well I got to another kissing part, and I was thinking about how that would never happen between us, since, you know, he doesn't like me. I didn't even want to cry, but the tears just came. Ah well. I am such a loser. Didn't I promise myself to get on with it? Yet here I am, wasting time online when I should be tackling my mountain of homework. I really feel like going out and watching Last Action Hero with my family. They're all laughing like loons outside. But if I go watch I'll never get into homework mode. Sigh, stressssssssed. 'O' Levels suck.
Well, I guess this is it. 2 years of silently observing him, liking him in the dark. Two years ago I was streamed into e1, the pure science class. I transferred to e2, combined science class. I told everyone I transferred because of my friends, because of the extra stress in e1 (I didn't think I was up to it). Few know the third reason. Although he did not come for the final exams after the Home Ec one (he'd broken his leg), I had a hunch that he would get into e2. And so I transferred there.
Well I guess I should stop moping. And stop snapping at everyone. It isn't THEIR fault I decided to tell him. I've been expecting this kind of thing for 2 years, so why am I feeling so bad? At least he didn't say outright that he doesn't like me. I wasn't that upset when Seamus "rejected" me. Which reminds me. I've gone through this before. I can do it again. Right, time to snap out of it and get on with life. Do homework. Yeah! Tons of geog to do...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
He said "THANKS A LOT FRIEND" and "I will always treasure ur friendship". I wonder why he used caps lock. Gee...
Thursday, October 16, 2003
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Not a bad day today. Like, more than half of my friends are sick or have signs of flu. Haha. Ah well...I'm damn tired. The teachers went through (briefly) the science practical today. I think (and hope) I can get 20 or 21 out of 30 in total. Bloody hell, tomorrow is Marking day, and we still have to spend two freaking hours in school doing BIO. Argh! 8 am to 10 am some more! Can't an o level candidate sleep in? Answer:No! When the stupid 'o's are over I shall sleep more and read more magazines and comics and funny stuff. Sighz. Still have about one month to go to F-R-E-E-D-O-M. 21st November, here I come!
Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...
What's your element
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Yesterday was equally fantastic. My favourite subject teacher told me that a lot of teachers have complained about my handwriting. Now the whole class knows. How humiliating. I can just imagine the teachers sitting there, discussing my handwriting. Wonderful. Why doesn't every teacher stop by and comment on my handwriting everyday? Wouldn't that be fantastic? Yesterday was Ms Lim, the day before was Ms Lisa. Sigh...I can't help it that I'm left-handed and yet with only the disadvantages of being left-handed. Other left-handers have creative and artistic minds. I'm a bloody exception. Oh yeah, I am SO sure the world embraces me.
Crappy month this is. Let's start with today. Wonderful day. Let's see...had the science practical. It was okay. Think I have some mistakes. We had to stay in the hall for four hours so that all the shifts will have finished by the time we are released and we have no chance to tell them the questions. We played Mystery Number to pass the time. That was rather fun, only I kept losing, but that was fine. The forfeit was to get smacked on the palm. Mandy was super violent. Nevermind though, i'm used to getting smacked. Anyway, after school, we went to eat. I got snapped at and teased. All in good fun, I suppose. At dinnertime, I spotted this large insect. Suspecting that it might be an Aedes mosquito that might hurt my family, I immediately grabbed an old pocket dict and threw it at the wall (where the bloody insect was). Of course, being ME I missed and the dict dropped onto the floor. Shortly after my mom came out to the dining room. She was pissed as my bros and I had taken a long time to eat (we were watching TV). She scolded me for throwing the dict (the loose pages fell out). I was really really angry because she said we were selfish to eat so slowly and cause her to have to do the dishes till so late. I felt that she shouldn't say I was selfish as I wanted to kill the mosquito so that no one would be hurt. So that no one would get the bloody dengue fever! I glared at her, every fibre of my body screaming "You're being unreasonable!". But I didn't say it out. Just silently fumed and did the dishes on my own. Haiz...these few days have been crappy. Bad days. Just now I suddenly missed him so much I actually felt like crying. Now that doesn't happen everyday. Which reminds me. Next time I see him online and the mood is right, I will tell him. Chatting with Seamus now. He's in a really foul mood thanks to the practical. Bloody fun talking to him now. I wish I could cheer up...I wish someone would help me to. Nobody needs me...nobody wants me. Haiz...
Saturday, October 11, 2003
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
I doubt anyone will come and read this today, but I need an outlet from which to vent my feelings. Something grave, something major happened today. AL got called out of class ten minutes into the first period, by Mrs. Samsol. She (the teacher) was smiling reassuringly, so I didn't suspect anything. Instead, as Mrs. Samsol is a Maths teacher, I simply put two and two together and concluded that it was a maths competition or something that AL needed to attend. Later in the morning I noticed that Mrs. Goh was standing outside, near the school gate. She was talking to Mr. Singh. I told Cheryl that something must be amiss, as it wasn't everyday that one noticed the Discipline Mistress and one of the Operations Managers stood at the gate to have a "leisurely chat". The rest of the day until recess was relatively uneventful, except that I sat on the floor instead of my chair as Kelvin had pulled it back, having been asked to move back. I think the whole class saw it, and the girls up front were gawking at me. But my humiliation then seems to be the least of my worries now that this has happened. During recess SY and gang went to find Ai Ling. They soon found her outside the staff room. AL looked rather serious and shooed me away, asking me to join Cheryl and gang as she needed to tell SY, JN and Mandy something. Sensing her grave tone, I reluctantly agreed. I sat at Cheryl's gang's table, listening to their idle chat, turning back now and again to check on them, who were standing a short distance behind me. I participated a little in their conversation, and when I looked back again, I saw that all four had left. Mei Ping was pulling out Wendy's sunburnt, dried up skin, and I used that disgusting sight as an excuse to leave the table and go back to class. The moment I stepped into class, I knew something was wrong. Mandy was slumped on her table, looking suspiciously as though she was crying. JN and AL's eyes were red, too. Shi Yun looked close to tears. Very shocked at their "crying-fest", I warned Cheryl against asking anything and sat down, trying to make head or tail of the situation.
I soon got very worried, especially for Mandy and Shi Yun. They weren't reacting properly. I knew AL and JN could handle their emotions better and could confide in others. But these two, I wasn't so sure. My anxiety grew and grew, but I knew better than to ask them what had happened. I knew they wouldn't tell. Also when people were that sad, you usually didn't ask what happened first. As the day dragged on, I gathered a few clues and notions about what could be wrong. 1. It was something to do with their class. 2. It was most probably a death. 3. If it was a death, the person was close to those four.
My strongest suspicion was 2. I could feel it in the air anyway. The weather was always unnaturally good and the atmosphere peaceful whenever there was a death. Their behaviour affirmed my suspicions. At first, I really wanted to know what had happened that could cause so much sadness, even for someone like Mandy.
Monday, October 06, 2003
The wind drifted across the sand, rising them into a gentle flurry. Leaves rustled, as if sharing whispered secrets with one another. The moonlight reflected off the surface of the sparkling water, making the ocean shimmer and twinkle. Waves lapped against the rocks on the shore, lazily pushing forward, then retreating back to the water. The gentle crash of the waves against rocks was soothing and calming to the ears of the single person sitting on the shore. The moonlit night gave no clue of the person's identity, only revealing the dark, shiny jet black hair on his head. All that could be seen of the lone human was his silhouette. Inky black shadows shrouded the body, as if shielding him from his pain.
The soft, powdery sand felt warm underneath his feet as he stood up and made his way towards the water. His eyes drifted shut as the waves washed over his feet, as if trying to bring with them his sorrow and grief. A drop of salty water squeezed out from the corner of his eye, and rolled down his cheek, leaving a slightly darker trail on his pale face.
I have to update him on the correct information. I will post it here in case I forget. Highest scores in our class for:
Science: Shi Yun (89%)
Biology: Han Yuen (80+%)
Humanities: Find out (probably shi yun)
We had Science Paper 2 (Physics) Mock Exam today. It's a paper taken from other schools. I didn't do too badly...50.5/65. Haha...not very high compared to others but it's an A1, so I am satisfied. After that those who were retaking MT o levels went to the music room to go through their MT Mock Exam (after taking it in class), and those who weren't retaking stayed in class. Soon, of course Mr. Wong (Physics teacher and seasoned "period-burglar") had to waltz in and take his period. I decided to sit at AL's seat to talk to the others. He was explaining some pretty complicated stuff. Most of it was pure physics (as usual) and I didn't understand most of it. I didn't bother to pay attention anyway. Later he took Mrs. Haridass's period too (surprise, surprise) and continued feeding us complicated formulas and pure physics questions. We were dismissed at two p.m. Went to HDB Hub for lunch with SY and Mandy. Ate Fish and Chips. Haha...what a detailed report. I reached home, bathed and here I am.
I saw that guy again. He was in the Kuo Chuan uniform. How weird...anyway it was raining, and I was actually in the same bus as him and I didn't notice. I only noticed when we alighted. He crossed the road without using the overhead bridge. Typical. I observed him as I crossed the overhead bridge. He was smoothing his hair as he walked, as if trying to get the rain out of it. How mind-blowingly egoistic. Next I decided to test his character. As I walked down the alley, a small distance behind him, I tried to quicken my pace as I wanted to see if he would hold the gate open for me. That would show if he was a gentlemanly guy. He looked back once, and must have decided I was too far away or something. And let the gate slam shut behind him. Rather disappointing, but forgivable since most people usually don't bother and I was quite a distance behind. I saw that he lives in the centre block of 135, while I live at the block just beside it, the south-west block. I wonder how I could not have noticed him earlier. Anyway enough about him. I've decided he isn't very nice. So I guess the "mystery" will just remain unsolved...
Sunday, October 05, 2003
Things to Do When I Have the Money (not in any particular order)
- Buy Foxtrot collections/treasuries
- Buy Calvin and Hobbes Collections (especially those featuring the Transmogrifier and the Mutant snowman one)
Travel
- Go to England
- Visit USA
Personal
- Buy MMS and Camera phone
- Buy a Laptop/Notebook
Games
- Get the Sims Expansion Packs
- Buy PS 2
Entertainment
- Buy Meteor Garden II Complete VCD Collection
Comics
The rain lashed out on the ground, slapping noisily onto the pavement. Tree branches waved wildly, forced into different directions by gales of strong wind. I watched from my bedroom window as some people opened their umbrellas hastily while others ran desperately for shelter. Raindrops slapped against my window, creating a hypnotic rhythm to add to the symphony of sounds from the rain. I sighed with pleasure as I was snugly wrapped up in a blanket, reading a good novel on my warm bed. It was almost ten on a Friday night, and I read on, disregarding the time as the night wore on.
I had just begun to lose myself in the events of the story when a particularly loud peal of thunder brought me back to reality. Exhaling forcefully with annoyance, I glanced at the bright green face of the alarm clock on my bedside table. It was almost eleven thirty. A flash of lightning that lit up the entire sky, making it seem as if it were day, informed me that the storm was still raging on.
Hmm...I just read some fanfics and I'm thinking that maybe I should try my hand at writing a few essays and posting them here. I know I ought to be studying hard for o levels...but this could be a form of leisure and improving my essays. An hour of writing everyday should do the trick. Don't ya think so? Hmm...I could start with normal stories first...then move on to my true love-Fantasy.
I am in SUCH a dilemma. Should I go to NYJC for the first three months or should I not? If I go there, I will have to stay if my results are good enough. But then again, my results may not be so good. Also I would prefer going to Poly. And I may not have time to work if I go to JC for the first three months. If I don't work I will lose precious work experience and the chance to get a new phone. Argh this is stupid...
Today was a rather unlucky day for me. Firstly, when I went to KFC, i accidentally stepped on the shoes of the woman behind me. She was wearing those kind of high-heeled sandals resembling clogs. So of course she made one hell of a fuss, murmuring furiously to herself. I just kept on hearing "Sorry...blah blah blah". I think she thought I hadn't apologised, although I did. Hah! Fat chance that she didn't hear it. JN always says I speak at 1000 decibels! Then of course she commented on how we are supposed to be educated and blah blah blah. Bloody shitty crap. Don't wear those kind of bloody shoes if you can't even walk properly in them!
The next fantastical thing to happen was that my friend AL and I were asked to leave KFC and not to do homework there. Talk about hospitality! Mac's doesn't do that. Also I think we were asked to leave because there was no space left in the restaurant. This excuse would have been valid (since it was a Sunday, after all) IF they hadn't purposely sealed off one part of the restaurant for some reason or other! How preposterous can that get?!
My day got even better when we decided to go to the Mickey D's at Shaw Plaza as that place is reliably empty most of the time. We had to take the bus 145 from the Toa Payoh Interchange. When we first reached the stop at the interchange the bus had just left, so we had to wait for about five minutes. When we finally boarded the bus we couldn't have a peaceful trip to Shaw Plaza either. After one stop, the bus was stuck there as the EZ-Link machines went out of order (they were still okay when we first boarded the bus). So my friend and I had to walk all the way to Shaw Plaza from there as the next 145 was packed as all the passengers from the ill-fated bus alighted and swarmed into it. It wasn't such a long trip, but it was a hot day, and well, I shouldn't have to elaborate for you to imagine that it was not a very nice experience.
So all in all, it could be called a bad day. I sure hope tomorrow will be better!
Things to Do When I Have the Money (not in any particular order)
- Buy Foxtrot collections/treasuries
- Buy Calvin and Hobbes Collections (especially those featuring the Transmogrifier and the Mutant snowman one)
Travel - Go to England
- Visit USA
- Buy MMS and Camera phone
- Buy a Laptop/Notebook
Games - Get the Sims Expansion Packs
- Buy PS 2
Entertainment - Buy Meteor Garden II Complete VCD Collection
- Buy X-Men 1.5 and X2 VCDs
Clothes - Shades
- A proper and nice jacket
Comics
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Oh I am SO elated!!! I talked to him for a few hours. I asked if I could see how he looked like now, hoping to see him on webcam, but I got something decidedly better! He sent me a photo of him! He's in shades and standing beside a young woman. He got a bit prickly when I asked about the lady though, but after I explained myself he said he was only joking. He looks really good in the photo! Getting more and more handsome...sigh. AND i found out that we actually have photo paper! I am SO going to print the photo out! :D :D :D
By the way he said he did some "emergency planning" about the England thing. I think it means he got to choose where to go but he didn't choose to leave Singapore at that time.
Ooh I am jumping with joy! = )
OK! Now I shall post all the scores of all my subjects! Here goes...
English:
Paper 1 Part 1: 28/40
Paper 1 Part 2: 12/20
Paper 2 Q&A: 18/25
Paper 2 Summary: 17.5/25
Oral: 34/40=>17/20
Paper 1 is converted to 50%, oral halved and added to Paper 2. This is then converted to 100%.
Overall: 72% (Top in level, tied with Wan Sheok)
*Note to self: Watch out for Wan Sheok. Must work harder!
Chinese: A1
E maths: Paper 1-48/80
Paper 2: 73/100
Overall: 66%
A maths: Paper 1-59/80
Paper 2: 52/80
Overall: 69%
Science: Phys Pract- 9/15
Chem Pract: 10/15
Phys Paper 2: 38/45 (Section A) + 12.5/20 (Section B)
Chem Paper 2: 34.5/45 (Section A ) + 17/20 (Section B)
Science Paper 1: 27/40
Overall: 74%
Bio: MCQ-30/40
Pract:17/40
Paper 2: 38.5/50 (Section A) + 20.5/30 (Section B)
Overall: 66%
Humanities: Geog-25/50
S.S: 31/50 (16/25+15/25)
Overall: 56%
A few nights ago I saw that Guangyang/Kuo Chuan guy in the gym downstairs. He was lifting weights. He really does seem to be a typical egoistic, cares-a-lot-about-his-own-looks guy. Ah well...
Got back A maths paper 2, S.S and Bio Paper 2 yesterday. A maths Paper 2: 52/80, S.S: 16/25 (S-E) +15/25 (Source-based), Bio-38.5/50 (Section A) + 20.5/30 (Essay).
A Maths total: 69%
Humanities total: 56%
Bio Total" 66%
Thursday, October 02, 2003
We got back our e maths papers 1 and 2 today. I scored 47/80 for p1 and 73/100 for p2. Overall B3. I think i can estimate my L1R5. It should be around 17. I dunno whether I should go to NYJC for the first three months as it looks like my parents have every intention of keeping me there. In a dilemma..
Just now my father was shouting names into his phone, trying to see if the voice dial feature on his new Sony-Ericcson colour display phone works. Then from time to time he would chuckle with glee and say "It works!". -_-" I asked him to take a picture and see if it's as blur as the nokia 7250i one. It is even blurrer. Ah well.
Oh yes. Just now when I was coming home from school, i was mouthing the words of Qing Tian. I kept on repeating it because i kept singing it wrongly. I mixed up the first verse of the chorus with the second half of the verse and vice versa. Then when I reached home, I heard the radio playing the song! Haha...how coincidental can that be :D...
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
I went to the library just now and got hold of a few tourist guidebooks on Brighton. I found out quite a few things...
1. There are quite a few clubs and pubs. I hope he won't club/pub too much and turn bad.
2. The restaurants there are all western/italian/vegetarian. There are only 2 chinese restaurants. I happen to know that chinese restaurants in the west don't provide good quality chinese food and it does not really resemble our chinese food. I hope his place of accomodation provides good food, or/and he gets used to the food and finds food that suits his palate.
3. They are very accomodating to homosexuals. Even the guidebooks mention that there is a "thriving gay community" or something like that there. Also there is even gay nightlife. I hope he doesn't become/is not gay :P . Though I have nothing against them, of course.
Haha..hopefully all this that i've found out will give me some topics to talk to him about the next time I see him online :) , Just remembered one memory with him...going to add it in the left column.
Today we got back a maths and geog elective. For a maths I got 59/80. Quite a pleasant surprise. Hope i'll do equally well for paper 2 though. But geog was a real shock and disappointment. I got 25/50. It was 24+1. The teacher obviously let me pass :( i...sigh. I really hope I can pass S.S and get a C5 at least for humans...oh ya the geog teacher commented on my poor handwriting, as did the phys teacher who marked my script. Haiz...I hate my handwriting. It was only when i saw the geog teacher's comments on my handwriting that i remembered that she did the same thing for my mid-year paper, only i totally forgot about it. Must try to improve my handwriting!
EL-2
CL-1
Science-2
AM-2 (hopefully)
EM-3(hopefully)
Humans-6(hopefully)
L1B5-16
L1B4-10
Yesterday i went to see Ms Sim (my CCA teacher and also an English teacher marking our compre scripts)to claim one mark from her as she had only awarded me one mark when i should have got two. (it was question 2) Then Amritpal was there, asking her about his marks (i think it's cos his oral marks were wrong). I heard her saying "you are not top in level cos yu heng..." (Yu heng is a really strong compo-writer from e3) to Amritpal. Next Amritpal stopped talking to her for a while because I needed to claim the mark. After claiming, he reappeared and started asking about who is the level in top, his marks etc. So i joined in and we asked for our oral marks. Miss Sim disappeared for some time (to calculate the total marks i presume) and came out later, holding up a piece of paper with our oral marks and total marks. She said 71 was the highest and that me, my friend and Yu heng had got it. (which means the three of us are tied at the top) My friend was so happy and told quite a lot of people, including her father. He didn't believe her. She was very sad and towards evening we started having doubts on whether anyone else had won us as we'd discovered a few people who had possibly gotten higher marks than us.
Then today, the results for EL came out. I got 72-top in level. But I found out later that I'd tied with Wan Sheok, ex-classmate and a reallllllll dark horse. My friend had actually got 3rd and Yu Heng 6th. I think my friend thinks I gave her false hopes because I told her that I calculated my marks yesterday and I confirm get 71, and not higher than her. It has always been her dream to get top in level, you see. So she was pretty upset. Pretty doesn't do it justice though. I'll be lucky if she talks to me ever again. By the way the reason why i got 72 was because i actually got 71.5 and they rounded it up. My friend got 70.8 (rounded up too). How was I to know they'd round it up?! So now my friend's seriously pissed/devastated/disappointed. Haiz...I really really hope it'll blow over.
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