Haiz...think i should stop chatting with him because 1. there's no point, 2. running out of topics to talk about (plus he doesn't initiate the conversation. normal for him, but i still feel weird about it.) Sigh, dunno la I'm in a dilemma. I realise that even though i can talk to him now there's not much i can do. I can't confess because when I do we can't even be friends anymore (supposedly). But it has always been my 'dream' to confess to him. Though I have always known what the answer would be-no. I'm too in love with him, I tell you. It hurts whether or not i get to talk to him. Once again i implore: Why must I fall in love with him, him of all guys...
Saturday, August 30, 2003
Saturday, August 23, 2003
I'M SO HAPPY! I FINALLY CONTACTED HIM!! ON MSN!!! GOT TO SEE HIM ON WEBCAM TOO!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2003
Yesterday
I GOT A1 FOR CHINESE!!! WOOHOOO!!! ; ) But my friends didn't do too well and I was affected by their unhappiness... Anyway, He got C6. Without taking the Listening Compre and Oral! Haiz, if only, if only, if only...
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Yesterday
My friend said that I had actually made quite a serious bruise on Yong Quan. Oops. Guilt trip...hehehe...i would apologize to him if 1. So much time hadn't elapsed, 2. He deserved the apology and 3. Wouldn't laugh at me when I apologized. Also my form teacher went to er...prepare His leaving cert...I had no feeling at the time when I heard this. Only when a friend of mine mentioned it, then I thought about it. Guess my feelings are numb now :(. Haiz...
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Ah well, need to write some lighter things to brighten up the mood. A few days ago (i think it was on...last tuesday) i had come back from the toilet or somewhere at school. Then I saw Yong Quan sitting in my seat. I got a bit angry 'cos I don't like my seat being shanghaied while I'm away. Then, I saw that he had taken my wallet (which I had put on my table) and opened it. I really flared up then. I shouted "Oi!" at him and kicked him on the shin. Hard. After yelping in pain for a few seconds, he playfully threw his shoe at me. He missed (deliberately?). I stood up (i was already seated by then) and he retreated. In his haste he knocked into one of the Jerks, and went tripping all over his seat. I was in stitches. Hahaha...then two days later I kicked him again. Though it wasn't hard, he still yelled like blue murder, saying that I had kicked the same spot where he had hurt himself earlier on during a soccer game during P.E. Hehheh, and he showed me the bruise I had made on his leg...
Saturday, August 09, 2003
Argh! What an unlucky day! First, my mom chose to bring my brother to watch the National Day Parade instead of me, saying I'm lazy (it's the lazy part i'm angry about) and supposedly nursing an imaginary grudge against me. Then the following happens: I was coming home after going out to eat dinner. When i reached the bus stop, i had to cross an overhead bridge. Before i crossed i noticed that there was this girl who had dropped some stuff on the road and was picking them up. Then, when i was crossing i saw that she was already on the other side of the road (where the overhead bridge led to), sitting down on the pavement. There was a young man with her. He left her sitting there, and went to pick up some more stuff she had dropped. Then, the girl suddenly got up and ran forward. I got scared and started to walk back to the bus stop. Then i saw that the girl was running up the stairs to the overhead bridge. I was really really scared by then, because the man was shouting at her. He was saying "I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT!". I started running towards the back gate to my house, where it was very quiet and rather dark. Somehow i preferred that to watching the couple. The girl climbed over the overhead bridge and sat on the place where the flowers were planted. Terrified, I ran and ran and ran. I was really horrified. I didn't dare to look back in case she decided to jump. When i was about to reach the gate, i sneaked a look back at the bridge. The man was going up the bridge. I didn't dare to see anymore in case for some reason he decided to chase me, and I just continued running until i reached the inside of my condominium. Only then did I dare to slow down. Wow, it was really really scary, man. She was crying; i think they were having an argument. Before that I found out that my account had been hacked into. And I have just spilled my drink. Sigh, bad day, bad day.
Friday, August 08, 2003
Argh! Unfair treatment of children has been dealt out to me! (though i am not a child) Too angry to talk about it...maybe later! Have to go fume...
Eek...'O' Level English Oral starts next week...mine is on next wednesday (*shudder*). I hope my voice doesn't start trembling when I read the passage like during the chinese oral (touch wood). I absolutely HAVE to do well for this oral! Anyway, happy birthday Singapore (today is National Day Eve. Or whatever you call the day before national day.). Hmm, had a nice time at school today. No lessons, just a boring hour or so watching some soccer matches ( i was busy reading though) and a rather exciting concert after that. Before all that we had a parade. The principal thought he was the President and started inspecting the contingents! Argh...he'll be the death of us, he will...
Friday, August 01, 2003
Well, friends may not be "attracted to me like bees to honey", as reported by my friend from the horoscope section of the latest issue of �Teens', but I sure am going uphill on Friendship recently. I mean, I just had a few friends over. And we had a jolly good time, considering that one of them was not a REALLY close friend. After today, I found out that she is quite ok and not as petty and cry-babyish as i thought (guilty :P). Also my newest friend has not got into one of her moods for quite some time. I sense we are progressing in our friendship. I mean, we've hardly known each other for three months and she considers me her second best friend. Like wow! :) Of course, that might have something to do with her main friends in class being totally not-very-nice friends who got her stuff from the $1 shop for her b-day (when they've known her for like 3 years, AND they were in the same kindergarden!), but still! It's quite an achievement, I feel. May not seem like much to you, but friendship is le most important thing in my life. And I just figured out something. It's great having friends over to talk and laze around and all. Better, I think, than having a guy over anyway. I mean, you can stay till late at a friend's house but ur parents start getting all suspicious when you are over your curfew at a guy's house. Also friends can hug and all and show care and concern. And you can stay over at a friend's house, but putting up at a guy's place is a definite no-no. I feel that this is an absolute plus point about being a girl =) . Thanks, whoever it is up there, for giving me great friends! :D
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