actually i am not that sad now. but i still feel depressed whenever i think about it. we messaged about this until 11.30 last nite and i still couldn't sleep for a while after that. though i kept telling myself i should get as much sleep as possible cos today is EL Prelims Oral. Nevertheless, i dozed off and today i *think* i did quite well for my oral. Here's what the teacher said:
"Are you expected to get A1 for english? Your oral is very good." Me: "Yes. And I hope i will get it."
*Smiles* "I think you can get A. How's your written paper?" Me: "My compre is not good."
*Says something about creativity and compo paper* "I think you will do quite well in English." Me: "Thank you teacher." *Leaves exam room with a very wide grin*
Later I found out that my friend (and rival in EL) also got good feedback from another teacher. A bit sadder after that, and mood went down down down, but got better after tuition. And here am I now, all cheery again *i hope* .
