Apa Itu Cinta?
(What Is Love?)
Apa Ertinya Cinta?
(What Is The Meaning Of Love?)

I've asked myself this questions time and again,
and the answers comes out the same.
Even when i try to reason it out,
it relates back to the same answer.
Making me hate myself for believing in all this 'fantasy stuff'.
I don't blame the people that i may fall for in the past,
i dont blame them for the things they've done in the past,
and i dont HATE them for being who they are,
cause truthfully,
i was just covering the fact that LOVE is never real with
"LOVE IS PARADISE,BEING IN LOVE MEANS BEING HAPPY".
And i seriously blame myself for believing that LOVE was real.

Well,maybe its real?
and maybe its not?
who knows,
even those self proclaimmed "LOVE Doctors",
can't really answer the question of LOVE straight to the point.
As in they tend to give reasons to make you feel good and to boost up your confidence.
But its just some huge blanket made up of white lies to cover up the truth.
Don't you agree?

And another thing,
from personal experiences,
LOVE don't really make you happy.
It may give u some perks here or there,
but ultimately,in the end it just makes you suffer.
Suffer as in to make you people miss each other.
Making both parties fall into deep depression,
and when that happens,
we tend to find solutions that may take our mind off that someone.
And the solutions may even be hurting oneself,
for example,
slitting of wrist,
drowning oneself in harmful substances,
overdosage of prescribed medications,
turning drugs as a form of escape,
or even trying to get into the others hate list.
And the list of example goes on and on.

So in conclusion,
its not that im trying to pull you guys into hating LOVE and all that stuff,
but only to just give it a thought.
Different people may have different views of LOVE,
such as LOVE is FRIENDSHIP and all that stuff,
but i kinda hate LOVE,
cause i kinda miss someone at the moment,
and its not ICE.
My life is steadily spiraling down because of it,
and it comes down to LOVE.
Thats why I hate LOVE right now.

So do drop your views of love onto my tagbox,
maybe i'll consider having a view of LOVE like you do.
BTW,don't tell me to chill,
cause im already calm and i only need views,
not encouragement.
Not that im trying to be snobby and all,
its just that if people keep on repeating,
i kinda get irritated.
You get what i mean?

So,yea,
drop your views into my little tagbox at the left side of the screen.
I'll be reading them as soon as possible,
and thanks for reading this blog of mine.
I hope you guys had a good fine day,
cause im wishing you guys a very good night.

NIGHTS~~,PEOPLE!!

SHUFFLE DAY OUT

Am i supposed to be happy or sad?
happy to be free?
or sad to be alone?
no matter what,
this is for certain,
im too tired with girls already,
too tired to chase,
too hard to please,
and too much to give..
and messing around with me like a toy is anther thing,
is there a sign on my face that says,
"COME PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS,
CAUSE I'M A FREAKIN TOY!!"
or maybe,
all the girls in the world have made a group with each other,
and made a list and plan on whose life is to be made into living hell..
hmmm..
arhhhh,its like freakin riduculous seh..
nvm..
anywhoos,
the latest post had no text in it cause i was too freakin tired after the trip..
soo,i hope u guys can see the fun or make a story out of it,
cause a picture can say a thousand words..
hah,whatever la..
soo,ive gtg sleep now,
cause ive got school tomorrow..
the reopening of school..
man~,i feel sooo lazy..

Btw,
people who have played L4D and liked it,
brace yourselves for this upcoming November,
cause Left 4 Dead 2 is coming out..
its gonna be better,
with close combat kills,
like using an axe to chop limbs off,
and frying pans to give lumps on their heads..
more varieties of zombies,
and also incenerator bullets..

no more Aly,
no more Diana,
no more Nat,
no more Ice,
no more GIRLSS!!
NO MORE BOUNDARIES!!

FREEDOM~~!!!!
niteess people!!