looking back...

been procrastinating as i endeavour on my 3000 word essay..so been on facebook browsing ard..which brought up some old memories as i looked through old photos and looking at profiles of frens i havent seen in yonks..

then i got kinda depressed..

my uni life gives me mixed feelings..there were def the fun and happy times and my boring life now makes me sad cos i feel like im lacking in those fun and happy times..im so unfit now..i dnt dance anymore..and my circle of frens is limited to those in chch..i do miss the life in dnd at times..independent kinda lifestyle..being able to walk everywhere without a car..the nites at central library..hmm..memories..then there were the unhappy moments which i guess changed me a lot as a person..u could say ive been "scarred" from my experiences..and my perspective on life and friendships changed a lot..

looking back, i think there would have been things i would do differently..but unfortunately life doesnt work tht way..but then again, i am the person i am today becos of my experience..whether they may be good or bad..

it's funny how with age..u realise things dat were important in the past were actually not tht important now..and the really sad thing is everyone moves on..i can remember ppl from my dnd life who made life interesting but they aren't in my life anymore..sad huh?

hmm..i could be talking crap at the moment cos im tired and down from having to write this stupid essay..oh well..ill prob think i was so stupid when i look back on this post in the future..

uninspired

so how long has it been? hahahahaha..looks like im not very consistent with posting on this blog..unfortunately, been incredibly busy with studies and presentations and essays! i currently have a 3000 word essay tht is due on fri and i havent even started..which means i gotta type at least a 1000 words each day which i dunno if it's even possible...oh dear...

anyways..latest updates..
1. went to the westlife concert!!! was super amazing! atmosphere was incredible..altho it was mostly aunties and uncles (yes i kno! men were there! i was shocked too!) but it was a good concert overall and westlife sings really well live! sounds just like the album..they sang many of their classics and i have to say there were a few songs i hadnt heard of..been an outdated westlife fan..

2. i have watched street kings..hehe..and keanu reeves was fat in it..haha..but not too bad and thankfully there was the cute guy from fantastic four who served as additional eye candy..hahaha..also watched made in honour..totally recommend..one of those laugh out loud movies...super farnee! and also indiana jones which was a bit of a disappointment..def prefer indiana jones and the last crusade..the plot of crystal skull was weird with the whole alien thing and harrison ford is getting old..sad..

3. been having singing sessions in our breaks!! haha..we've been practising hey there delilah by plain white ts and one day by opshop..was kinda funny..cant believe we were so hardout..hahaha..photos on facebook. and due to all this singing, i feel like going to ktv! ktv on final day of the run??? 6th june friday nite!

4. and im still stressing abt electives..sigh..actually i shall not even talk abt it...

cant think of anything else to blab on abt..just a quick update on wat's been going on..i always think of topics to type abt on the blog but when it comes to typing, my mind becomes blank..sigh..hence uninspired..same goes with the 3000 word essay..