Sunday, April 27, 2008

procrastinating...

sigh..it's tht time of the run again..the wkend before the last week of the run..aka cram weekend..osce's on tue and i pretty much have a full on week!
mon: am clinic, pm tutes
tue: OSCE!
wed: 8am to 8pm on call
thu: 1.30pm to 9.30pm on call
the only good thing is i have fri off! im sooo looking forward to fri..gonna have a major sleepin..haha..i miss the hols..actually..i just really hate studying..

so i gotta study abt obs and gyn..which is actually a whole lot of info! u'd think tht since im a girl, it mite be a lil easier? err..no actually..it turns out women are very complicated creatures..haha..

been trying to stay awake so ive started the caffeine..been using my energy drink stock from 3rd yr..hmm..a lil expired but still tastes the same! it seems tht last yr wasnt tht stressful for me..i didnt really have to use the energy drinks..but it seems with the pressure of 5th yr and all, ive started the caffeine early..it's prob not good cos by oct, im prob gonna need high potency caffeine to stay awake..it's just tht ive been feeling so tired..i even got my bloods checked cos i thot maybe i was anaemic but no..results came out normal..thus no explanation for my 'fatigue'..hence it's psychosocial..haha..how sad..

ergh..meant to be studying rite now but omg..study is so boring!!! internet is a major source of procrastination..not good..not good..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

wannabe fob?!?

so i did this quiz on facebook cos i was bored.."How Asian are you?"
the results r kinda funny..it's probably tru to a certain extent but kinda scary..haha..but it was a good laugh nonetheless..

You are a typical Asian-American. You have some fobby tendencies, but you are also very much white washed in many ways. You make fun of fobs, yet try to cling to your Asian roots in an attempt to not lose your culture. Even though you won�t admit it, deep down inside, you want to be like the fobs you ridicule and criticize...in so many ways. Don�t worry though; you are the most common type of Asian (not living in Asia). Your confidence is pretty low around white people, which motivates you to excel and try and get ahead of them academically and professionally. Maybe a good job will help you get the respect that you want. Most likely, your parents sacrificed everything they had for you and now you resent them for pushing you to overachieve, so they would have something to brag about. Let them!

Monday, April 21, 2008

where shuld i go?

warning: i think this is gonna be a depressing entry...

so there's an extra week of hols in the next holiday due to integrative week being a "self-directed study week".. yea rite! so this is definitely good news! which means 3 weeks of hols! which is actually quite long so im thinking maybe i shuld go travel somewhere..

travelling is kinda difficult to organise..there's a few things to think abt..where shuld i go? who shuld i go with? how much money do i have? how long do i wanna stay? where am i gonna stay? it kinda reminds me of elective planning which already makes me have a headache whenever i think abt it..was checking out the airnewzealand website..and there's a few potential destinations..even hongkong is an option! but gee..can i really find 1500 out of nowhere? im kinda trying to save for my elective already..

but i really dont wanna spend my 3 wks stoning in chch..ive always stayed ard in holidays and i wanna at least go somewhere this time..was thinking going nationally..as in go somewhere like auck or queenstown..but auck fares r going up..and queenstown..well, yea guess i could go there to ski but ive been there before so it's a case of been there, done tht..i wanna go somewhere different, somewhere exciting, somewhere new..

the thought of not going anywhere for this holiday is slowly making me depressed to the point where i wanna cry..is my life really tht sad? i hear of all these ppl going to exciting places and i want my own excitement too..my life must really suck..there's already no excitement in it and now i dnt even have anywhere to go for holiday..another thing to add to my already sad sad life..maybe i shuld just hibernate in my room for 3 wks..

Saturday, April 19, 2008

keanu reeves

so today was just an ordinary day..caught up with my tv programs..was out last nite so i taped so you think you can dance, rove and project runway..spent the aftn being a couch potato..dats wat i do to keep myself from thinking abt my sad sad life..

but out of those 3 programs, i choose to talk abt rove becos this episode of rove features one of my all time favourite good looking guys..none other than keanu reeves..it's been a week filled with him..spent wed watching the matrix marathon..and his new movie, street kings is out..must go and watch, just for the eye candy..

so wat was interesting abt the interview? other than the fact that omg, he still looks so good past 40, he actually has a personality! i always thot keanu reeves was the dark and mysterious type..he actually has a really sad personal story. but in rove, he was really funny! i was literally cracking myself up watching the segment..



now if only i could find a keanu reeves lookalike..oh wait! i have! but if only i actually knew him personally, how wonderful would tht be? and if he was as funny as the real keanu, how wonderful would tht be too! well..one can only hope..

old news

so im gonna make things easy and just stick to one blog...let's try this for at least a year and if i'm still not happy with it, i can always go back to xanga rite?

so i'm gonna put the past behind me and start afresh on blogging...haha...let's see if it works this time...

for insight on the old me: http://www.xanga.com/neusance

currently listening to: leona lewis - bleeding love

new blog!

ok so ive been using xanga for like the past 5 yrs??? but then again, i blog abt once a yr? hahaha...and xanga is somewat complicated..i think anyway..

so here i am, trying out something new with blogger..but i highly doubt i'll be a regular blogger!

wat's there to say today? not much! as always..holidays are ending and omg! back to school! sigh..but at least it's anzac wkend next wk so it's only a 4 day week! yay! for the time being, i shuld enjoy the rest of my holiday, the last wkend of it at least...if only the wkend lasted forever...