Wednesday, August 27, 2008

"And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking about you when you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so Iwouldn't feel this way"

Monday, August 25, 2008

They say if you love something you've got to let it go
and if it comes back then it means so much more.
But if it never does at least you will know
that it was something you had to go through to GROW.

For you(:
it will be better yeah? but right now.. let it go(:

quiet morning.. found a song that really sigh.. speaks the murmurs of my heart.. going out in the afternoon.. i suddenly like the quiet and i dun feel like going out to the noisy..

~i saw myself through your eyes~
~In my mind I'll always be his lady.In my mind I'll always be his girl.~

Sunday, August 24, 2008

My life is BORING of late.. nothing exciting sorry.. sighhh.. i keep having this feeling like there is more.. i just gotta find it? i dunno whyyy... and i have weird dreams and other people i dun directly know have weird dreams about me..

i had a dream last night that someone was gonna kill me.. this weird chinese teacher.. scaryyy..
My mum's friend dreamt that i was super depressed.. she actually message my mum telling her what she dreamt..
WHAT is DEPRESSION??

Friday, August 15, 2008

Today i had my first paper... one more to go((: anyway after my paper i went to watch a movie with my family(: we received tickets to watch money no enough 2...

Honestly it was a heart warming story... most guys won't watch such shows.. but a real man would.. it really is an eye opener.. Jack Neo really spoke out for the middle income families in singapore.. perhaps because i don't fall under that category i over look the issues majority of singaporeans face in singapore... i cried buckets... really really sad.. he also spoke out for the old people in these middle income families.. we are an aging population, some realities we cannot run from.. well.. i dunno i still feel quite sad and.. heh heh i hope it has done me some good.. shalln't tell your the storyline.. your should really go watch it.. its a mix of comedy and emotional..

well after watching the show i think i'll go visit my great grandma.. she kinda just got discharged from hospital because she broke a hip when she fell.. maybe i could push her on her wheel chair round her house.. man i really wish they had the lifts all built at every floor in HDB flats.. becuase it has yet to be built my great grandma can't go to parks downstairs because there's a flight of stairs..poor lady confined to her house..even to go home tomorrow, an ambulance needs to bring her home cause of that flight of stairs which the paramedics will carry her up.. wha growing old and fragile is an inconvenience ehhh.. wha i am scared to grow old..

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

OKAY i am not afraid afraid of guys.. hmmm i wonder whether i should share but probably NOT cause well... if not every guy that read this can tell whether i am afraid or not.. hahaha.. okay never mind (: i do ignore alot offf guysss.. hahaha.. SORRY..

besides I AM still slacking about.. so gonna DIE.. anyway.. really LOOKING forward to GYMing.. hahaha.. SOMEONE keeps NIAOING me to.. MAYBE cause i am FAT.. or getting there.. well... I DUNNO.. maybe i have SLACKEN on the way i look.. SOME OTHER people say i am too SELF conscious... I DUNNO..

what if one day i am ugly how ahhh?? what if one day i am pretty how ahhh?? on shallow days of fashion and beauty that's all i can think about.. hahaha.. okay if i read such a BLOG entry i dun think i'll ever go back to that person's blog.. oh wells.. i dunno.. MY LIFE IS SIAN DIAO at the moment.. its kinda at a STAND STILL..

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Hmmm.. after lookin at other people blogs.. i think my is pitiful... Wait i need to go pee.. BRB..okay i am gonna be HONEST(:

i am running AWAY... FROM alot of people. especially the MALE species.. i dunno.. many reasons contribute to that.. but irony i spend alot of time with one guy.. but i dun really see him from THAT male species.. the guys that i DO i find VERY hard to talk to.. i feel like a primary school girl with that fear of guys.. some how i like keeping to myself and close friends.. SUPER NOT sociable anymore.. guess i am scared of the truth out there..

anyway.. yesterday went SIAO.. bought 17 dollar grapes(small bunch, like less than 1/4 of what you normal get outside), 14 dollar apples(3 apples), 14 dollar peach (1 PEACH), from isaetan... and it was TOTALLY worth it.. after a bite i felt like i GONE to heaven.. heh heh i described it very crudely to jo.. but yeah its really really nice.. the family ate the peach today.. WHA... Sooo sooo juicy and sweet and the texture is soooo good...

what would be perfect when holiday comes...??? these DIVINE fruits and GYM((: would be super bliss.. ((: Dorothy((: bought shoes for GYM already((: yay!!!(: now can buy outfit((:

EXAMS in 2 days .. DON'T feel like STUDYING...

DIE... AND I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING!!!((:

DIE DIE DIE.. hahahaha part of being 18 means being RESPONSIBLE.. okay shall try go be responsible.. AND MYRTLE people.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TRY to love someone okay.. remember what we talk about.. I remember... so your better remember as well...

What I need to hear now Your sincere apology When you mean it I'll believe it If you text it I'll delete it Let's be clear

Super SHIONG wordssss.. SCARY.. but TRUE..

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

you know you should just read the song lyrics people put up... because they have meaning...

Why didn't you warn me
Cos about boys is something I should have known
They're like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me - but I just can't leave 'em alone