WHAT IF...?

What if I...
ran away on my birthday to someplace that no1 would find me?
What if I...
decided to stay at home & play my Sims?
What if I...
decide to stop working?
What if I...
decide to be a fat loner?
What if I...
choose not to bother about people anymore?
What if I...
stopped talking to all my relatives?
What if I...
don't initiate anything?
What if I...
stop talking to everyone?
What if I...
start arguing with everyone?
What if I...
tell everyone to their face that 'I DON'T CARE ANYMORE'?
What if I...
am juz faking my happiness?
What if I...
actually am juz so alone and breaking up?
What if I...
am the only one who realises it?
What if I...
am juz wasting my time?
What if...
I ACTUALLY have the answers to all my questions?
What if...
I do them?

Whatever

Nope.isnt a new template.more like i didnt know how to reuse the old one..the other one is still there ard..haha.
juz tt i thought a new start will be much better..

the thing is.Please tell me if i say/do anything wrong.cause i rather not find out frm other ppl.it hurts more.yah.thanks.

And as seen from now on..the attitude is more of a 'i-culdnt-care-less-abt-anything'..i think it applies better...

Mission for the year! : SAVE for LONDON!

so many things NEEDED (not want)..but no money!AHHHH!!!!

argh

stressed.

1.prelims
2.econs (i know nuts)
3.threading (u wait until u do then u say nt pain)
4.relationships ( i FAIL at them badly)
5.art (cant draw n i hate work)
6.my nonsense ( i talk too much)
7.tuition
8.work
9.people
10.myself ( i hate myself)

pimples,headache,slplessness,tension,etc. DONT talk to me unless u want to hear me talk crap or shout at u. BEWARE, im dangerous. (then again i think im toooo nice sometimes which is 1 of the cause of the people issue.darn!)

My best friend?

'True Happiness comes from precious moments spent together with those you love...' -MooN

tt's what i think.
& so while sitting in lecture today,remembering all those moments , things said and laughing to myself,i felt SOoOoOoOoOoOoO happy.

Maybe its not so much of the financial stability but more of times people are there for you tt matters more. At least to me. I think im easily content in tt way. Though, somehow things dont happen tt way mostly.

Maybe she doesnt understand me or what or why i always find an excuse to meet my friends..BUT it just makes me happy. I can juz sit there n stare at loved ones & its enough. Their being around & close to me is good enough for me.

Though, still is tt smth missing...tt 1 person whom i can talk n talk n talk to ANYtime about ANYthing & who TRUSTS me truely. I need a close friend. I have many friends but i still havent found a best friend i guess...As time passes, a best friend is what i need i guess...

Any takers?Its really demanding i should say. cause u'll have to bear with all the calls, complaints, disturbing, talking nonsense, etc...im quite irritating i should say...haha...
BUT you benefit too...u get to see/talk to me...haha!i wont complain & i'll also be ard 24/7.really.24/7.& u can bully me.i wont complain.really.'cos for the trouble u take,i'll take more than tt to see you happy.i cant bear to see my loved ones sad.I'm loyal but i expect the same.Vice Versa as they say.how???haha..

SO...ANY takers??

i'm sorry...

Why is it tt my voice always breaks up when i talk to the people from India?
:'o(
I miss them.
but i cant talk to them.i just cant.
it makes me sad.
going to be a yr since i went there but still...
haiz...
forgive me..i'm sorry...