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Actually while watching the play, i was thinking...wouldnt it be nice if i had someone i could speak hindi with?
I think i might have wanted a friend that i could speak my mind to no matter the time,place or what not.
though was not able to get it...
I doubt i've ever had a friend to really talk to in hindi/punjabi...
The fact is tt i seem to not make friends with any indians..i cant seem to be friends with them...something always happens...
even my own brother refuses to speak a single word of hindi to me.the only person i speak to is mummy..

it was nice to see everyone so happy yest while watching the play.i know they tried their best to translate it to me expecially the jokes,though it wasnt possible at all times..thanks guys...i didnt feel left out..yest was fun =op

10 more mins to the new year...
well,this year passed by very quickly..maybe cause i was trying to run away from myself n things so i juz kept doing stupid things or pushing myself to work..
thank you all for being there..its been another great year to know everyone..i hope for many more to come...
but i guess everyone is so busy sometimes,a simple 'hi' is also missing...juz to let u know, i miss all of u..juz tt i dont want to get into anymore issues so i rather nt talk to anyone..
i juz have a hope of finding a good friend [like Edward ( if i may say..haha!)],who's there always...

5 more mins..
as my mum said.. Im a bitch..not tt she meant it in a bad way but i think im fine with being called tt..cause i think i have the traits..for one,im extremely loyal..so dont think u can get away frm being bugged so easily...& which is also why i have to think a million times if i dont want to shatter my heart anymore..i dont think i can take it anymore..

ok.shall go now.Happy New Year 2009 to all.Take care & God Bless. May the following year be a fruitful one.ciaoz.

Im tired.

And she asks me why am I acting this way…
So I reply, ‘Just leave me alone…’
Little does she know what I mean to say…

I’m just tired and hope-less now on…
I have little to say, little to do…
Just that my heart has broken into two…

the previous blog?hunt it urself...

Erm...all hope is lost...for now at least...

-The heart was made to be broken.
Oscar Wilde

-End Of Innocence
by Christina Montano
Secrets, secrets Lies, lies
She sits in her room,and cries and cries.
There's no more trust
In this girl's heart.

She finally found out
That life isn't perfect.
She lived in dreams,
As children often do.

But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.

Happiness once known;
The truth of it all
To her was shown.
Her little heart
Will never trust again.

She'll never know
A real true friend.
No more trust,
For no more lies.

She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry

-What I've Learned
by Amy
I've learned a lot these past few years
Through my fake smiles and unseen tears
That friends sometimes aren't forever
that true love doesn't always last
And happy memories stay with you
but those happy moments go by fast

Words can cut deeper than any sword
Leaving you with something
That no man could replace or ever afford
Sometimes things happen,
Sometimes your heart will break
Though to feel real happiness this is what's at stake
In order to have the comfort of heaven
and your story to live to tell
You must also experience the hate-filled life of hell

Remember . . . There will always be someone there
Someone that honestly does care
A person can leave your life
Leave you alone with your worries and strife

But like pain, the love you once felt cannot from your body depart
but only may enter your heart
Don't worry someday it will all get better
Your mornings will grow joyful with someone to love
And you'll have the kind of life you thought you could only dream of

I've been there before with my head in my hands
Believing there's no way anyone could ever understand
But they do . . . trying everything they can to help you
Still you sit there unknowing and blind
To what soon you'll be glad to find.