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Wooo, two weeks of no updates but I’m back. :) School has been fine for the last couple of days, taking a breather once in awhile by going out with friends. I know what the other people is thinking, that I’m not into my studies and is forever out with friends but you know what, it’s my life so as long as I know I did submit my assignment on time and did my part in a group work, there’s nothing that you guys should be worried about for me. ;D

I managed to catch date night. Awesome much, you guys should really do yourself a favour by watching it. Especially so if anyone of you reading this is in dire need of a break, do watch that. It is a non-stop laughter throughout and it is seriously that hilarious that I teared from laughing way too much. Just that the downside of it, is well, probably the movie is too short? Its less than 2hours but then again, worth the watch! :D

I managed to catch kick ass too. Well, some thought that it’s a ‘kiss ass’ movie, LOL! It was pretty ok, not that it is a very good but I think you guys should just save your money and wait for it to be showcase on tv or something. Writing all these actually make me like I’m a movie reviewer person, haha! :p Do you guys think I have the potential? ;)

Yesterday was awesome too. Had vannie coming over and we had boomz. Sorry darling, no curry chicken haha. When my mum cooks curry chicken, I’ll personally sms u. :p You know why no curry yesterday? Because in the house, nobody eats curry except for my dad, so you are equally weird like my dad, LOL! But yesterday was a fun-filled day. Come again soon, ok?

And today will be fun, hopefully. Meeting the friends again, the crazy friends, the one who wont make me stop laughing. Can’t wait :D

Hope you guys have a splendid start to the week aite? ;)

I'm feeling really really sad for the past few days! Don't know what actually instigate that feeling but somehow it just feels right to be sad :( Weird, I know. All I want to do is just lie down on my bed, sighing here and there! No mood to do every single damn thing. No mood to go out and embrace the long weekends :(

It will be a monday tmr! Another sigh! :( So not looking forward to it :(

Everything keeps on crashing at the very last minute w/o any sign of warning at all. Firstly, it was my phone. Suddenly it gets all hot and cold and whenever I charged it, the battery will deplete extraordinarily fast. Yes, I admit it's my fault that I overcharged it from 10pm all the way to 9am but can't possibly just because of a night, the whole damn phone is spoilt right? :(

Now, it's the laptop! I was doing my work so happily because I feel like completing what needs to be done early so that I can enjoy my long weekend but it suddenly has alot of rainbow colour appearing on the screen. Definitely not an IT savvy kinda person so at 2am in the morning, who am I supposed to call for help? :/ And without any warning at all, it just shut down by itself and can't be on back till now. Very annoying :(

A quick way to settle those issues was that I bought a new laptop. It's a waste of money, really but nonetheless, a new laptop, who isn't happy? But then again, when mum was paying for it, I could feel the pinch! Money come, money go :( And also, I bought a new phone, also a blackberry! Phone is essential, but again, I feel ultra sad at the amount of $$$ just gone like that yesterday! :(((

Now I feel really really broke :(

But apart from that, students never-ending issues is getting on my nerves too :( They should learn to shut their mouth up and start listening! Seriously if God wants you to talk more, He would have given you 2 mouths instead a pair of ears. Now that you've got a pair of ears, it hell means you are supposed to be listening!! =/

Now that everything can be done at the comfort of my blackberry, the need to use laptop to msn, facebook, twitter is no longer a necessity. Well, of course, if I have to prepare my slides, and doing my weekly submission report to be submitted to my supervisor, then I will still have to get back to that laptop! The convenience of technology! :D

Well, weekend was superb. I don't know if you will consider it superb or otherwise, considering that we cross the borders simply to eat chendol at malacca and hang aroung awhile at port dickson. The both of us were simply worried about the workload that were put on hold that we can't get to enjoy ourselves fully. Holidays, pls come soon, AGAIN hahaha LOL. :p

Speaking of that, here is sunday and a while more, begins a new chapter in my life. Monday begins my first day of school, my first day of assessment, my first day of practicum. I need the grades to pull up my kental, bad gpa for the last sem. So God, please bless me! And speaking of that, I think I should put off the part-time job that I have right now, to focus solely on my studies, yes? Hmmm. :(

I'm a happy soul lately! :D Things took a turn for the better, hearts filled with extreme joy, face glowing with radiance and soul being extremely light! Ok, that's an overstatement. Things don't really took a turn for the better. Only a particular incident or event :p But I'm grateful. And I promised you are not gonna slip by just like that again :)

Recess week isn't exactly a break well-rested for me. Yes, I've been looking forward to recess week (the only time it's school-free lol) but the tremendous amount of admin work before school actually commences is too direly overwhelming. Tires the shit out of me! More time spent on the sch that I'm posted to than with family who is at home, waiting for me so that we could go out and spend some family bonding time. Sorry :(

And in the same sync, my spine is really gonna give up on me! It refuses to stand up on me sometimes. I feel the ache, even if I have just woken up from a night sleep. Sleep, a new definition- eyes shut but not rested. It feels like alot of things are on my mind and I'm very worried and thinking about those important things even on my sleep. I even had nightmares about it that I woke up with a pounding heartbeat. Burden sigh!

On a totally unrelated note, day out with saufi was awesome. Gv gold class was where we headed to watching percy jackson (I know, slow haha), awesome ambience, good service. Saufi pampers me alot, thank you dear! :) After which, we went all the way to the asian civilisation museum because I've always wanted to go there. Pretty ancient but historical. End the day at Fish N Co. Not a fan of it but he's craving for it. Loving the day out! :)

Now, I should be getting some sleep! Long day ahead tmr but I'm sure it's gonna be fun. :D

Life has been really hectic and out of breathe lately. But I like it that way. It makes me run away from problems, at least for awhile. Sch and work all simultaneously is tiring and back-aching. But I love sch because I got to meet fun friends and I love work too as everyone is simply so nice to me! With ppl like Mr Bahari, Jasban, Mr Koh, who never fail to treat me dinner everyday and Mr Bahari making me sure that I reach home not too late so he always send me home :)

I always feel the tiredness when I reached home. Because soon after I bathe, I know I must start either doing my assignments or revise my studies. Barely touching those books and notes, my eyes are already feeling so heavy. The feeling of persevering on and complete my work is so difficult sometimes. I always overslept nowadays, feeling so bluergh!

Things change, my perspectives changed too! Sometimes I wonder, why can't things be the same like before? :(

Alright, the fact that I need to get some sleep after this, and wake up for gym later with liyana but uhm I'm gonna do a quickie here! The week has been horrendously tiring with every single day leaving the hse at 745am and only reaching home at 11pm or so. With lacking of sleep, I need to make an extra cautious effort to stay awake in class. It makes me wonder why the lecturer is always looking at me. Maybe the disinterested look that I wore on my face or simply plain restless whenever there is lesson. Time to focus real soon!!

The modules that I'm taking up right now is plain boring and draggy-teaching english effectively! Though I feel the important need to really understand what the lecturer is saying, I swear nothing absorbs. With the long hours in the train, I'd prefer sleeping in there rather than reading. Reading under such circumstances isn't exactly my forte. I shall do alot of reading this weekend to catch up on lessons, I promise, heh!

And when all I thought I could have the fri evening off to have at least my well deserved and needed sleep, mum called during lunch to remind me about the therapy appointment that I have in the evening. There goes my hope :( Went home really really late as we took the trains and only having to finish 1 chapter when I finally settled down after reaching home :( It's so depressing and disheartening that I'm moving on a super slow speed!

And somehow, I really need you to do this favour of clearing the qns mark in my head so I can start focusing on my studies and my future. I have found amazing ways to keep on moving forward but are not able to do so due to the qns that still remain unanswered. Do me that favour and I swear I'll leave you alone.