New Year's Eve.

1. The person who tagged you is: Danial.





2. Your relationship with him/her is: Schoolmates and a whole lot of other mates~ =).





3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:

• Beech* (PG)


• J-Freak


• Unemployed =)


• Bao-ga-liao


• Ex-Cabber (before the fare hikes)

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:


Erm...?





5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:


Moron. =D





6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:


Think of the benefits... Though there may be none.





7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:


Become rich.





8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:


Alb-ified. Haha.





9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:


We'll both have no idea why. =)





10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:


Drop another water bomb on him from the MC room Door.





11. Your overall impression of him/her is:


A New Leaf-Beech.





12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:


Alot of things? That might be 60% unpleasant. =(





13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:


Understanding. *nods head*





14. On the contary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is:


That i don't get what i want. =) General for all isn't it?





15. The most ideal person you want to be is:


The looks, the cash, the heart.





16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:


Offer more money~! xD





17. Pass this on to 10 people you with to know how they feel about you:





1. Irsyad


2. Kenneth


3. Kwan Wei


4. Wen Jie


5. Zan~!


6. Xiu Qi


7. Nicolas


8. Ziyad


9. Avester


10. Fadhil





Who is no. 6 (Xiu Qi) having a relationship with?





Himself? xD





Is no. 9 (Avester) a female or male?





Dumb brainless questions. Male.





If no. 7 (Nicolas) and 10 (Fadhil) are together, will it be a good thing?





Nicolas better be the top. =D





How about no. 5 (Zan) and no. 8 (Ziyad)?





Inter-racial marriages is all the rage! =)





What is no. 2 (Kenneth) studying about?





Music~ What he loves best...





When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 (Kwan Wei)?





I'm guilty now. =( Xmas Day via SMS?





What kind of music band does no. 8 (Ziyad) like?





OMG. A lot I guess? Judging from recent events, I'm guessing its MCR.





Does no. 1 (Irsyad) have any siblings?





Four. Two pesky brothers and two *coughincorrigiblecough* sisters.





Will you woo no. 3 (Kwan Wei)?





No consideration. =)





How about no. 7 (Nicolas)?





He's too good for me. HAHA.





Is no. 4 (Wen Jie) single?





I'm guessing its YES.





What’s the surname of no. 5 (Zan)?





WONG. =D





What’s the name of no. 10 (Fadhil)?





Dumb question. But you could call him Fad (pronounced Fart xD)





What’s the hobby of no. 4 (Li Zhi)?





Anime~! And librarying HAHA.





Do no. 5 (Zan) and 9 (Fadhil) get along well?





They don't know each other. Doubt they'll click.





Where is no. 2 (Kenneth) studying at?





VS.





Say something casual about no. 1 (Irsyad).





Shudder~! NUS! =)





Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 (Ziyad)?





They're all males... All the rage these days... Inter-racial HAHA.





Where does no. 9 (Avester) live?





Actually I haven't got a clue.





What color does no. 4 (Wen Jie) like?





White? HAHA. Cos the books' pages are usually white.





Are no. 5 (Zan) and 1 (Irsyad) best friends?





Very good but not best. =D





Does no. 7 (Nicolas) like no. 2 (Kenneth)?





They've not met. =/





How did you get to know no. 2 (Kenneth)?





Classmates =D.





Does no. 1 (Irsyad) have any pets?





Cat Fetish.





Is no. 7 (Nicolas) the sexiest person in the world?





-.-" Haha.





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New Year.


It comes with new things. =)





Zinc Bag. =(



Questra IN. Its for soccer but who cares.



Adidas Superstar II. =)

I'll end this prematurely. xD

Taiwan~...

im pure lazy now. =)

Welcome 2 Taiwan

~ typing from the airport here ~ the internet SOOO fast... will be flyiing off to taiwan soon... try not to miss me~

Shortie.

Friendship has no boundaries.

You don't need looks in a friend.

All you need is their heart.

Sometimes people have no heart, sometimes people only appreciate looks.

This harsh reality is whats turning us into cold-blooded brainless humans with no spine, and puny eyes.

We're missing the details here. In case you haven't noticed.

We're worst than beasts. Not all, but at least some of us are.

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I'll be packing off to Scouty Camp tomorrow~! Hope you guys do read, do tag, do spread~! And after that I'll be gone to Taiwan~! Don't miss me~! I just love this"~!"

Haha.

Laugh.

Chicken Soup for The Nonsense Soul.

I'm really proud.

Proud of all the juniors that i ought to be proud of.

My lovely SLC Operations~!

Keep going people! You're gonna enjoy this experience.

Awesome Comm:

(no order of merit; i'm nice =D)

1. Wei Loong


2. Jun Rong


3. Ziyad


4. Jason


5. Fuzhi


6. Yufan


7. Weijian


8. Luqman

And Sec 4s~ Though not all have been excellent...

1. Glen


2. Yang En


3. Jun Cong


4. Davis


5. Nawawi

We're gonna do this. Together.

Lead! Operations Committee 07. =D

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Things just keep piling.
Homework, School Events, Emotions.

Somehow the only thing I'm actually thankful for are the school events.
They seem to be able to lift me when I'm down?
And you ought to be proud of being apart of all this.

Homework never ends. In the first place they begin with a mountain. You dig and clear a litle, the next day it gets higher than the previous. Even in the holidays.

And emotions. Not something i would love to talk about but still... It's something personal and I got to face it myself.

A good way to help is to advertise this blog back to life! And tagging more. I'll be shameless, whatever.

Or i could be a dumb himbo and talk nonsense all day like Wendy Cheng; I might just get rich that way. Success formulas for entrepreneurs. =D

I should start posting bits of my unfinished Nanowrimo once its done; or better edited.



Still cannot believe that Danial "dyed" his hair. Gosh.



And now I'm like asking Danial for topics. =[



I shall return to the above and colour my post. Shall continue soon.



Now Listening: --Nothing--



Danial tells me to talk about Ayumi.



She is one retarded person. More than good enough.



Obviously that was not true.



=D



And I simply love karaokes with friends nowadays. It just reminds me of the GREAT times with Zan and Kwan (ooh they rhyme) singing Whitney and Mariah favourites.



This time, Danial and Changda join in the fun.



Mandarin, Japanese, English great hits.



To us, that is.



Everytime I sing with friends I sing best, cos I have No Pressure whatsoever. But when its in front of others, the Fear steps in; and I usually go terribly off, over concerned by how i sound.



I'm losing it. Now Danial is telling me to talk about Kumi. -_-"'



Will be gone for the next two weeks so don't bother trying to get me~!



12 - 15 Dec Scouts' Camp

16 - 23 Dec Welcome 2 Taiwan



And I will be changing my skin soon~ So you guys will stop complaining and start reading!



This is dumb. I'm just yakking non-stop. Have you pressed that 'x' yet?


You know, I should stop bitching about people unless they bitch about me first. Otherwise if I bitch about the useless beings, I'll sink to their level. If I bitch about the upper-class, I will make myself very unglam. Although I do consider myself upper-class. xD


***Disclaimer

This post has been awfully random and out of point but I do not think I really give a damn right now until I get my blogging juice back. =D

Some people keep trying to relieve their burden; others keep trying to carry more responsibilities.

I think i'll soon be back in the blogosphere, so spread the word people!

I used to think that Disney theme songs are but brainless nonsense that people rattle on, and they go the extra mile to translate it over and over again for all the countries.

But no, not all are just plain dumb lyrics. There are those that go beyond song lyrics, they become literature~.

Colours of the Wind -- Pocahontas OST

You think I'm an ignorant savage
You've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see if the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know
You don't know

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But i know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name.

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew, you never knew.

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or ask the grinning bobcat why he grinned
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once never wonder what they're worth

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where he's been
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind

How high does a sycamore grow
If you cut it down
Then you'll never know

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or whether we are white or copper skinned
You need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind

You can own the earth and still
all you own is earth until
You can paint with all the colours of the wind

Reflection -- Mulan OST

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be I'm not meant to play this part
Now I see if I were truly to be myself
I would break my family's heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection so alive
Don't know

Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am though I've tried
When will my reflection show who I am inside

When will my reflection show who I am inside

You'll find more surprises when you listen to the otehr languages, for not all meanings are the same. For starters, Mandarin is good enough.

You never did really notice their songs were full of meaning, did you?

And after all the English and Japanese music periods, I'm back to my roots and loving Chinese Music.

Tanya Chua's new album has some really amazing songs like 空白格, 达尔文, Goodbye and Hello, and my personal favourite that i cannot get enough of ~ 当你离开的时候。

蔡健雅 - 当你离开的时候

只能低著头发呆 让回忆渗透脑袋 渐渐变空白
把他当作个依赖 但内心还想不开 因为我明白 其实你都还在

我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候

我可以装作已释怀 他对我也算关怀 他看不出来
我知道这样不应该 在他身上找依赖 算不算是种出卖 因为你一直在

我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候

我想起你亲吻我的时候 想起你眼神中的沈默
我想起了我们静静的分手 我闭上眼
想起你当时美丽的承诺 把你整个心都交给我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 越是没有你 越是心痛

我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候

Amazing goodness~ =D

Now Listening: 当你离开的时候 (duh) by 蔡健雅 Tanya

Well I'll still be maintaining my blogging style like i used to, though the front bit has been a little different from my usual.

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You look at an object.
You know its a particular object.
You choose not to believe it IS that object.
It's either you are thickskinned,
Plain Dumb,
Or simply just don't get it.

Some people NEVER get it.

You can't mend a broken heart,
much less a torn soul,
especially when the heart or soul does not want to be mended,
worse by the likes of you.

Relations are two-way, you can never salvage something on your own, or worse, pretend like nothing ever happened.

Learn to give up~
Learn to let go.

When you fall into a pit,

Your true friends grab you, or jump in after you.

Your friends call the ambulance.

The neutral people are but onlookers.

The strangers walk by.

The enemies are the most concerned, they stand by and laugh, occasionally kicking more dirt in.

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Oswin's birthday was awesome, considering i haven't been to any parties in a while.

At least i was wanted there. =D

Tsurt.

One incident does not determine one fact.

People make mistakes; no man is perfect.

To judge one based on one action, that is ridiculous.

The size matters.

Veloci-T. Beyond Limits.

I've learned.

I've gained.

I'm Veloci-Tised.

To have experienced, is a gift.

To remember, is a greater gift.

To relive, is the greatest gift.

To linger forever, is priceless.

The orignal price does not matter as much as its value to the eye of the beholder.

I will not change the way i write.

I will change the way i live.

Veloci-T. Beyond Limits.

Day 1:

Kayaking for leisure -- Painful limbs.
Standing on the kayak with more than 30 others who are equally unsure as i am.
We rise from failures, we succeed.

The self-proclaimed most fun batch of seniors, always pumped up for a great shower, after all the kayak waters proved to be utterly gross with the dead fish we saw. Porridge-style rice did not entice me one bit. Longing for Ana's culinary spreads.

Ice breaking at the Challenge Pole. Learning more about this batch of juniors which I ended up being rather contented with. They had their glory. Zipline, watching people zoom past with their faces full of awe.

Night came my brainchild, Night Mission Armed Escort. The series of games created to bring out the sights we want to see -- innovation, teamwork, leadership.

Touch Down. Hearing 6 people accomplishing headstands was astounding. Laser Tag Prison Break, the joy of taking people down with a ridiculously looking pistol, i had my fun. Special Delivery, trust and listening, and the power of good instructions. Fetch Me My Loot, the last minute rope and masking tape replacements, sorry to Nicholas for that mess!

I've really learned alot, from this batch, from myself, from others, from those above. To all the FDBS you hear, they are but lies.

Day 2:

First Aid talk was recap. Tire and Pole was not. Emphasizing the importance of pushing your limits to Rhea and Thor made me feel like i was part of something meaningful. Making 5 uninterested people work together to retrieve those tires may have made myself unpleasant, but what the heck, its what i teach thats worthwhile.

It was great for Rhea/Thor SLs, Nitro Crossing proved ourselves pretty much ,with Fadhil and all. Although the Unite did not do justice as we huddled close to prevent ourselves from falling off the already-broken platform.

Abseiling, slowly unveiling more to each tribe member, i knew our tribe had been a tough nut to crack, nevertheless i pushed on. CRC, belaying and crossing, i knew the many differences and uniqueness in Rhea, the SLs struggled to pull them together, not knowing that they were already tied close.

It matters not what the outcome strength is, but rather how far the group has travelled as one. As Mr Siow has said, 'You are only as good as your weakest member.'

You can doze off to sleep while i go on with what you think is endless droning i don't care, my purpose had been to make you reflect upon the camp, not merely remembering the events.

If you have stopped reading, i guessed i might have failed.

Night Mission 2, the 'lelong' we had at 'Central Trading Post' a.k.a Driveway, where our calls and pleas for '2 glasses of cold water' were not answered. Everyone was talking, but were you listening? Or were you the one blabbering away, forcing your ideals upon others?

I knew the SLs would have done much better as a tribe, for we knew the vision and direction, but our task was to lead this batch in that direction, we have not succeeded, no Board has.

Day 3:

Returning to Mawai was overwelming deja-vu. Seeing the place i always held dear, for the fond memories i had, which so happens to include falling through a damn wooden 'infra-structure', landing into an oasis of nature manure. It had been those times where i truly experienced something i would not want to miss out on.

Allowing the next generation to experience what the seniors fondly remember, like Unite-ing at Water Obs, and volleyball-ing in Elephant-manure, this was LTC at its best.

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Well, i decided to stop there. Lazy to actually continue this draft that's decaying.

Nanowrimo seems tough to complete now; after all the days in school, camps and stuff. I shall just finish it, but not at the expense of holiday homework and my life. =D

You heard of people sending letters of comments/suggestions/complaints/whatsoever to the town council? Then the town council refers the person to the police, before the police refers the person back to the town council.

Is it merely their job; or are they pushing the blame?

Everytime something bad happens, who is the first person whom you think is at fault?

Everytime something bad happens, do you naturally take responsibility for it?

Everytime something bad happens, do you naturally take responsibility for it, even if it is someone else's fault?

I don't; but i sure hope you do. And there are many out there who actually follow.

PLTC last year taught me that everyone's business is your business; always help to cover each other's *backside*; otherwise you will suffer along with him/her.

And i've learned from that. Because in actual fact, someone's problem is also a result of your attitude towards it.

Your friend smokes; bad example but anyway, one day something happens to him, because he smokes constantly. And you knowing that fact, allows him to continue, you have indirectly caused his/her demise.

Then you start going on and on in front of him telling how he should never have started - AFTER HE CONTRACTED THE ILLNESS - Like that's gonna help alot?

It's your fault.

And jolly well be responsible for it.

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That day on the bus to school, I was sitting at the second last seat, left hand side of the bus. Behind me was an Indian and a Chinese.

First of all, this is nothing to do with racism whatsoever. =)

Anyway, the Indian reached his stop. But instead of going down the bus, he went up to the driver. There was some murmuring and soon the Indian forced the driver to go to the back of the bus with him.

I will not elaborate too much on the conversation soon after but lets just say that the Chinese had morning 'sighness' (sp?) and was sniffing his 'vicks' inhaler. So the Indian was unhappy that the Chinese was sniffing, assuming it was his own smell the Chinese hated. All the 'halebala, halebaloo' ensued.

Come on la, if you yourself think you are smelly, don't blame people for sniffing their inhaler la.

Anyway, then the Indian was like egging the Chinese to go to the police. Poor Driver i say. The Chinese obviously HAD to sniff the inhaler for his problem; and have to be irritated by an Indian is SOOO sensitive about others.

Next time i shall walk with an Indian and pinch my nose; tell him its the rubbish truck and not him. Isn't it dumb?

Its not racist whatsoever, its the dumb Indian's sensitivity that's annoying.

I'll go back to my point.

If you yourself think you are smelly AND can bear with it, don't blame others for sniffing their inhaler. =D

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[James] You think you can read my mind?
[WB] Yar.
[James] Then tell me what i'm thinking of now.
[Terence] You are thinking that he cannot read your mind.
[James] Walau! How you know one?
[Everyone] laughs*

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Ends off*

Some things are better left unsaid...

Had to stop facebook-ing to get my screen here to say something that i wanted to say previously but ALMOST FORGOTTEN. Anyway here it is:

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Letting go.

Heard of that?

I do know many who cannot accomplish that.

Simple to those who care less, tough for those who really care.

Time moves on, not slowing, not stopping.

So what if you're President? King? Lord of the World?

You can't stop time.

You can't change what has happen.

We're talking reality here.

All religion matters aside.

When you have to move on, you move on.

Lingering and moping over spilt milk changes nothing.

It's over. The choice to stay or move on.

There's no heartless, cold-blooded matters discussed here. It's bloody reality unless you're too blinded to see.

What has past cannot be changed.

What can be changed is the future. The damn future.

Learning is one. Waiting is another.

Choosing to be trapped in the mistakes or stories of the past is not to be mistaken with learning.

Choosing to move on is not cowardly, neither stupid. It's the bravest thing anyone can do.

Especially when that thing mattered most.

If you had done your part in ensuring joy and happiness, why cry when someone has passed on?

Everyone leaves this world someday, we don't know who, we don't know when.

So cherish all you have.

Don't wait till you're on your deathbed then start regretting this and that.

Like it helps?

Mourning isn't the act of a brave one.

If you only cry when someone else has moved on, that means you didn't cherish his presence very much in the first place.

It's useless. It's pointless.

Crying the loudest at one's moving on doesn't mean you're the most emotional, most supreme, most heart.

Accepting the fact that he has moved on and LEARNING to CHERISH what remains is so much more important than weeping.

So what if you were sad over someone moving on?

Being sad doesn't guarantee someone else won't move on.

Wake up people.

It's not heartless.

It's pure bravery to be able to move on.

That's inner strength for you.

Fault.

take my eyes
so i won't have to see the sight of jealousy

take my ears
so i need not hear the words of pride

take my nose
so i will not breathe the stench of sloth

take my tongue
so i cannot taste the disgust of gluttony

take my skin
so i will not feel the evil of lust

take my heart
then i shall not bear the seeds of hatred

take my mind
so i'm unable to harbour the thoughts of greed

take my soul
then i can live in the void
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What has happened is but a thing of the past.

The past is to be forgiven.

The past is to be remembered.

The past is to become a precious memory.

What is important now is the present.

The present is to be cherished.

The present is to be focus.

The present will soon become a precious memory.

What happens now determines the future.

The future is to be decided.

The future is the outcome of the present.

The future will eventually become a precious memory.

It's not time to pause and ponder.

It's time to do the final sprint.

It's not time to remember.

It's time to work hard.

It's not time to cry.

Tears will be kept for later.

For that memory.

You will work hard.

For that memory.

You will never forget.

For that memory.

You must score and do that memory proud.

That memory will wait.

It will come eventually.

When you return triumphant.

It will stay with you forever.

But if you do not.

It will 'pain' you forever.

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We are humans.

The products of Up There.

But are we as sacred as Up There?

Never.

We are exploiting Nature.

We are reaping what we did not sow.

We are demanding children.

The world is used up for us.

We are selfish.

Mother Nature has temper too.

Now she shall rain terror upon us.

Your technology may save you, but your resources come from her too.

Without her, you are worthless. Helpless. Useless.

She has been kind to bestow, but she too wants returns.

It's a fair trade.

We must start repaying her else we end up bankrupt with more losses than gains.

The time is now.

Crucial.

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Goodbye doesn't mean forever.

Till reality strikes.

Till fate attacks.

Till destiny casts its power.

Once in a lifetime.

Tomorrow

[ANNIE]
The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!

-- Alicia Morton
Annie 1999.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=MmgAPOYqqSA



Everyday

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe than you and me
should grab it while we can

Make it last forever
and never give it back
It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight

Gonna run
While we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.
Oh, ev’ryday.

They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?
No matter where we’re going,
it starts from where we are.
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith.

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
Oh, ev’ryday

We’re taking it back,
we’re doing it here
together!
It’s better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!

We’re not gonna lose.
‘Cause we get to choose.
That’s how it’s gonna be!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.

Gonna run
while we’re young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!

-- Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens
HSM2

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Purity.

Do we only have it when we're infants and can harbour no thoughts?

Envy.

The children have no idea they've got it, while the adults can only watch from afar.

Are we only purest or even pure when we're unaware of everything around us? Must we not know anything in order for ourselves to be clean in thought and word and deed?

That's pathetic.

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Sec 4s. A farewell.

I'll be missing you. =D

Seniors from everywhere.

Scouts.

Alif, thanks for being that great co-emcee as always, and for all the help you've given. Good luck for your MJC with 'HER'!

Jordan, i won't be missing you as much LOL, but it was fun having you around. When you were normal, that is.

Nicholas, for being around and giving assistance. =)

Yong Yi, great senior always!

Kevin, i'll miss your sarcasm and jokes.

Adriel, you still tao me as much but i'm fine with that. Cos you have indirectly taught a lot. ANd i'm glad for that.

Monitors'.

Ernest, i'll miss your antics and your cam-whore poses. =D

Joshua, it was great knowing you! Luck for your O's!

Ren An, i guess you won't need luck. Keep up the 6!

Nicolas, don't worry too much about the accident. It's not your fault and never will be. Plus you've helped. Now its time for you to concentrate and do well! Bestest senior! (Sorry to the rest!)

SLs.

Jonathan. Thanks for being 'schrizophrenic'!

Hans. Yes i'm still thanking for idunnowhat. =D

Rahul and Firdaus, for being my squad ics!

Syamir, as funny as usual. =D

Qamarul, for your 'nonsense'!

Others.

Muyao, will miss you alot! For being undescribable!!! =D

You come and pass, but you leave a mark. Not only upon the school, but upon those with you and after you.

And to me, for simply being who you are and being around is good enough.

TO all Sec 4s, good luck for your O's!!! =D

Ugly. Funny.

Being a typical SOLID pompipi Singaporean has drove me to making dis excellent post HOR.

How Ugly we r as singaporeans?

Went for this average seafood buffet, as singaporean as i can b, n seeing all these jialat kind of people. Dumbasses who pui onto the floor, pile their food like skyscraper liddat LOR, then totally bo etiQUETTE one. Like they own the place la, alamak! Eat dinner also want act big big.

But like always, we r dumb n shallow. So dun BRAME us la.

Anyway we like cheena ppl liddat all cheapskate like sai liddat so we'll aim for all these cheapo $12 all you can eat and stuff ourselves like SIAO.

We won't stupid stupid eat what SEOUL GARDEN la, 20 plus bucks to eat the same stuff. Come on la, only those BONAO angmohs will go la. Class what class, standard ah, Oh PerLEASE. Eat inside all come out as sai, wwhy you care so much?

We singaporeans are very steady one, the place look like rubbish dump, we will still eat if the food is JIN HOSEI eh. We can queue until ka-serng just to get freebies LOR. Dun pray pray kay?

We can blur like sotong everywhere, cos everyone is EQUALLY blur mah. Chiong down to sales and lug back all the barang barang like gee-siao liddat also nvm one.

We practise 3Ds also lor.

Dan jia
Dan kun
Dan see

And the 4Bs.

Bang sai
Bang pui
Bang jiu
Bang GANG!

Don't understang nvm. We are the most SOPHISTICATED people so you don't understand nvm. We are trained in all lifeskills sia. Like sabo-ing la, act sotong la. No fight one.

But as usual we singaporeans got our lazy side. So i shall end off here, don't miss me ah? And here's a lovely message from the CheeKoPeks Society (CS):



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Big John

One fine day, a bus driver went to the bus garage, started his bus, and drove off along the route. No problems for the first few stops, a few people got on, a few got off, and things went generally well.

At the next stop, however, a big hulk of a guy got on. Six feet eight, built like a wrestler, arms hanging down to the ground. He glared at the driver and said, "Big John doesn't pay!" and sat down at the back. Did we mention that the driver was five feet three, thin, and basically meek? Well, he was. Naturally, he didn't argue with Big John, but he wasn't happy about it.

The next day the same thing happened--Big John got on again, made a show of refusing to pay, and sat down. And the next day, and the one after that, and so forth. This grated on the bus driver, who started losing sleep over the way Big John was taking advantage of him.

Finally he could stand it no longer. He signed up for body building courses, karate, judo, and all that good stuff. By the end of his summer vacation, he had become quite strong; what's more, he felt really good about himself.

So on the next Monday, when Big John once again got on the bus and said, "Big John doesn't pay!" the driver stood up, glared back at the passenger, and screamed, "And why not?"

With a surprised look on his face, Big John replied, "Big John has a bus pass."

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Smug Doc Pulls A Fast One

A professor is giving the first year medical students their first lecture on autopsies, and decides to give them a few basics before starting.

"You must be capable of doing two things during an autopsy. The first thing is that you must have no sense of fear."

At this point, the lecturer sticks his finger into the dead man's anus, and then licks it. He asks all the students to do the same thing with the corpses in front of them. After a couple of minutes' silence, they follow suit.

"The second thing is that you must have an acute sense of observation: I stuck my middle finger into the corpse's anus, but I licked my index."

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Head Of The Membership Committee?

Three women are in a gym locker room dressing up to play racquetball. Suddenly, a guy runs through the room wearing nothing but a bag over his head and passes the three women.

He passes the first woman, who looks down at his penis. "He's not my husband," she says.

He passes by the second woman, who also looks down at his penis. "He's not my husband either," she says, also not recognizing the unit.

He passes by the third woman, who also looks down as he runs by her. "Wait a minute," she says. "He's not even a member of this club."

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The Better Invention

Henry Ford dies and goes to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter tells Ford, "Well, you've been such a good guy, and your invention the car, changed the world. As a reward, you can hang out with anyone you want in heaven."

So Henry Ford thinks about it and says, "I want to hang out with Adam, the first man." St. Peter points Adam out to Ford.

When Ford gets to Adam, Ford asks "Hey aren't you the inventor of woman?"

Adam says, "Yes, with a little help from God."

"Well," says Ford, "You have some major design flaws in your invention : 1) There is too much front end protrusion; 2) It chatters at high speeds; 3) The rear end wobbles too much; and 4) the intake is too close to the exhaust."

"Hmm," says Adam, "Hold on." Adam goes to the celestial computer, types in a few keystrokes, and waits for the results. The computer prints out a slip of paper and Adam reads it.

He then says to Ford, "It may be that my invention is flawed, but according to the stellar
computer, more men are riding my invention than yours."

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Spread Your...Wings

A lady approaches a priest and tells him, "Father, I have a problem. I have these two talking female parrots, but they only know how to say one thing."

"What do they say?" the priest inquired.

"They only know how to say, 'Hi, we're prostitutes. Do you want to have some fun?' "

"That's terrible!" the priest exclaimed, "but I have a solution to your problem. Bring your two female parrots over to my house and I will put them with my two male parrots who I taught to pray and read the bible. My parrots will teach your parrots to stop saying that terrible phrase and your female parrots will learn to praise and worship."

"Thank you!" the woman responded.

So the next day, the lady brings her female parrots to the priest's house. The priest's two male parrots are holding rosary beads and praying in their cage. The lady puts her female parrots in with the male parrots and the female parrots say, "Hi, we are prostitutes. Do you want to have some fun?"

One male parrot looks over at the other male parrot and exclaims, "Put the bibles away. Our prayers have been answered!"

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Fruit Packers

There were three men who were lost in the forest. They were then captured by cannibals. The cannibal king then told the prisoners that they could live if they pass the trial.

First step of the trial is to go to the forest with the cannibals and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.

The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten apples."

The king then explains the trial to him. "You have to shove the fruits up your ass without any expression on your face or you'll be eaten." The first apple went in, but on the second one he winced out in pain, so he was killed and went to heaven.

The second one arrives and shows the king his ten fruits were berries. When the king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this should be easy. 1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... on the ninth berry he burst out in laughter, therefore also was killed.

The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?"

The second one replied, "I know, but I couldn't help it. I was doin' just great when all of a sudden that third guy showed up with all those watermelons!"

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Women Bare All

Four older ladies are sitting around playing bridge. The first lady says, "You know girls, I have known you all a long time and there is something I must get off my chest. I am a kleptomaniac. But, don't worry, I have never stolen from you and I never will; we have been friends for too long."

The second lady says, "Well, since we are having true confessions here, I must get something off my chest too. I am a nymphomaniac. But don't worry, I have not hit on your husbands. They don't interest me and never will; we have been friends for too long."

"Well," says the third lady, "I, too, must confess something. I am a lesbian. But do not worry, I will not hit on you. You are not my type. We have been friends too long for me to ruin our friendship."

The fourth lady stands up, says, "I have a confession to make also. I am an uncontrollable gossip, and I have some phone calls to make!"

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mAyBe?

Survey? I'll blog later.

Question 1:Cats or Dogs?

Dog.=D

Question 2:Boys or Girls?

I want to be a boy and obviously want a girl.

Question 3:Sea or Sand?

Sea.

Question 4:Bands or DJs?

Bands.

Question 5:Clubs or Bars?

Clubs.

Question 6:Coke or Pepsi?

Both?

Question 7:Indoors or Outdoors?

Outdoors.

Question 8:Excitement or Relaxation?

Relaxation.

Question 9:Art or Science?

ART.

Question 10:Facebook or Myspace?

FB.

Question 11:Books or Movies?

Fine with both. But books.

Question 12:Fiction or Fact?

Fact.

Question 13:Latest fashion or Comfortable clothes?

Comfortable. But not Liow-like. Potato sacks are NOT comfortable.

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Description: Type in the first thing that comes into your mind when you see these words.

Question 1:Relationships

FRIENDSHIP.

Question 2:Your Last Ex

Forgettable?

Question 3:Power

Cool.

Question 4:Food

High class.

Question 5:drugs

BLERGH.

Question 6:George W Bush

MYOB.

Question 7:The War in Iraq

BYGONES.

Question 8:Cars

Chevvy!

Question 9:Gas Prices

Heck?

Question 10:Halloween

Boo!

Question 11:Religion

Sensitive.

Question 12:Politics

Later.

Question 13:Worst Fear

Lonely?

Question 14:Spiders

Webshots.

Question 15:Sex

...

Question 16:Marriage

Certificate

Question 17:Brunettes

Asian!

Question 18:Redheads

Erm...

Question 19:Blondes

Dumberer.

Question 20:Work

Haiz...

Question 21:Hockey

Yuck.

Question 22:Animals

Eagle.

Question 23:Vanilla Ice

Extra Vanilla.

Question 24:Porta Potties

Lol. No way.

Question 25:Pajamas

Neutral.

Question 26:Pictures

Art.

Question 27:Friends

Forever.

Question 28:Enemies

Whatever.

Question 29:Vacation

Relaxation.

Question 30:Drink

Bubble tea. =D

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Description: Which of these pairs of things would you rather do?


Question 1: Do the dishes or clean the bedroom?

Dishes.

Question 2: Do your homework or kiss the teacher?

I'm not kissing Ismail or Liow.

Question 3: Lose an arm or lose a leg?

Leg. Actually neither.

Question 4: Be in an accident or cause an accident?

Cause?

Question 5: Run down the street naked or in a gimp suit?

Naked. No way for gimp suit. Yuck.

Question 6: Be deaf or be blind?

Blind. MUSIC.

Question 7: Go without internet or without TV?

TV.

Question 8: Break a finger or have a tooth pulled out?

Neither. But tooth.

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Went with THE PSB PEOPLE for lunch today. PSB = WK, Oswin, Linus, John, Glen, and me. =D 'Angmoh' Glen insisted BK so we went. Only for me to realised that HE is BACK!

Don't know who HE is?

Read my 10 Aug Post:

Excerpt:

'Then dinner at Burger King after some 'tough' discussions. Had a BK Fish set and met this trainee.

[Trainee] 'Hi.. erm... what.. what would you... like... to order?'

I ordered one BK Fish set, Drinks and Fries upsized.

[Trainee] 'One BK Fish Set, KING SIZE.'
[Changda] Did he just say King Size?

*sniffles*

[Trainee] That will be $ 13.10.

!!!

I told him i had only ordered one set.

[Trainee] HUH? *pause* But you said two just now.

Explaining that i said one, he was lost. But being nice victorians, and luckily Changda wanted the same meal, we told him its okay and we'll take the sets. Then Danial wanted a Sundae Pie with a meal to save 30 cents, so he asked.

[Trainee] *no idea whatsoever as how to add an item*

Poor manager and the other guy beside him.

[Trainee] Would, Would you like, like, any sauce?

Chilli.

And that was not the end. Danial went to get more chilli sauce and onion rings later.

The trainee had gotten the onion rings from the cooks. Then poured them out and filled the packet with fries. With danial and the cook staring at him, he remembered that Danial ordered ONION RINGS, round crispy things, not long rectangular FRIES.'

Finally got his name. I know it's evil, but watch out for Desmond Liow. Parkway BK.

Don't be surprise if you order a burger and he gives you a pie. LOL

Anyway. So today, after everyone finished ordering, cos i was kind enough to guard the belongings...

First, he looked at me while preparing Linus' order. I naturally assumed that he is waiting for my order. I said my order, but he taoed me and walked away.

Then after Linus left...

[Me] Turkey Bacon Double Set. And upsize drink to Large Barley.

[Desmond] Err... yah... and... and... now.. now... We have the promotion ... blah blah blah...

[Me] Okay.

So First item: Large Barley Drink.

Transforms into Medium Barley. I just looked at him. He stoned for like 10 secs. And realised the cup size was off, way off. So he went back to change.

And apparently i realised that Burger King do call their large-- KING SIZE. So i won't blame him cos he said that again.

So i went back and told the others. LOL.

P.S. That freaking rich Angmoh's bag is his usual Oakley, like few hundred plus, and guess what i found when i searched the Oakley(it deserves a name of status). I found a BOSS. Or rather Hugo. o.0. That jacket. GOSH. Will rob him someday. I'll share the loot with the accomplices. =D

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I'm reducing the emo-ness lately. That could be good.

Or maybe it has chose to be a parasite on a certain someone who refuses to come out of his shell and the thorns and spikes begin to poke those around PLUS that darkness has left those around him befuddled and lost.

I won't bother. It's a stage the person has to go through. He just have to call me when he's done. I'm not like the rest who seem pretty concerned, cos anyway this is not grave, and the INTELLIGENT person won't commit you-know-what. I trust him.

And i believe that people should only ask for help when they are helpless themselves, not when they are simply troubled.

Good luck to him them. He SHOULD BE READING THIS.

=D

Ma. Me. Mo. Mi. Mu.

Emo.

The good and the bad.

There is a DIFFERENCE.

Like black and white.

One is a samaritan, the other? A demon.

The former helps you, as the latter engulfs you.

And the ones that really suffer always seem to be the people around.

Or is it?

It hurts to be emo.

Yet it's a privilege.

Emo should never be a word that is misused or abused.

There's a nice sweet side in it too.

But as dumb and shallow MOST HUMANS ARE, they simply perceive emo as evil.

GOOD Emo can be a shield, preventing others from inflicting damage, mental or spiritual.

GOOD Emo can be a house, locking you up. And the good thing is, you are alone.

You can be who you are, no holds barred, and reflect, think, understand things.

To me, it's definitely not about slitting your wrists. That's pure foolish.

GOOD Emo can be a friend, for it never leaves you, never hate you, never treat you bad.

GOOD Emo is sacred, for few can portray the good emo.

What is GOOD Emo?

It's that nice, emotional, pure, untainted side of people. It's that fickle energy that lies in every being. It may be shy, but its stronger than it looks. IT brings out inner truth to everything.

When you listen to a song, and you want to cry for it being sincere and honest and REAL, that is GOOD Emo to you.

When you hear something said, and it strikes you, and you think deeper, one the pure side, that's GOOD Emo to you.

But whatever. Any people don't really care nowadays. Just dumb and shallow.

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Which the dumb and shallow part also reminds me of Big Fat Smiler's great post on 7 July 2007...

'Yes, I understand the urgency of the catastrophe that has heightened the world's awareness. It is not no longer considered a sideline issue among the many resolutions the UN and superpowers must pass. It is no longer a mundane topic only raised by Greenpeace and the environmentalists. It is now considered hip and cool to be environmentally friendly.

It is cool to be using your own reusable bag when you shop at supermarkets. It is cool to drink with a reusable bottle. It is cool to bathe with cold water. It is cool to wear a sweater instead of turning up the thermostat (if you're in a generally chilly country). It is cool to use the fan instead of air-conditioning (if you're in a sticky, hot country). It is cool to love the earth and love Momma Nature whatever.

But why is it cool? Why? Why is it cool to love the whales now when you laughed at the people who fought so hard to keep them on the "still existing" animals list? Why is it cool now when you swore to yourself you'd never be a part of the school's Environmental Activist Club?

Because everyone is doing that. Cameron Diaz, Linkin Park, Madonna, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, James Blunt, John Legend, Keane, the Pussycat Dolls and whoever else is on the list of Live Earth performers, promoters, is doing that.

We love Earth because they love Earth. We don't love Earth because we love Earth.

How many times has Greenpeace fought for your support? How many times have you received emails from them trying to get you to save our Earth? How many times have you actually gone to the Greenpeace website?

And now Al Gore brings in his troupe of famous people to all the cool places in the world and we go gaga wearing "I LOVE EARTH" tees.

This is our generation, people. We got no spine.'

It's that grave, isn't it?

As people get more ridiculous by the minute...

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List Down 12 names and answer the following:

1. Zeng An
2. Kwanwei
3. Weng Keong
4. Linus
5. Danial
6. Clement
7. Kenneth
8. Xiu Qi
9. Ziyad
10. Ashmawi
11. Wenjie
12. Yogi

Who is:

• more likely to win in a fight? 1 or 8

1? Zeng An shall beat Xiu Qi flat. LOL

• am I more jealous of? 3 or 4

3? He should be like gloating.

• a better laugh? 6 or 8

6... Silent but stupid. =D

• better looking? 2 or 5

Can i say neither?

• a better sense of humor? 7 or 9

Sorry curly hair 7, but 9 is better. Quit that grin, 9.

• better taste in music? 10 or 3

3? Otherwise he might whack me.

• better dancer? 12 or 4

12 is too fat to dance. And i think 4 has two left feet.

• better friend? 5 or 11

Sorry 11, but i'm going with 5.

• better listener? 8 or 10

8? Although he can't help much but that's what a listener is for.

• braver? 9 or 12

I have no idea. =D

• funnier? 2 or 4

2 definitely. Sorry 4.

• kinder? 1 or 6

1 obviously. No fight. =D

Somehow this comparing makes me feel mean. But whatever. =D

• more adventurous? 7 or 11

11? Cos 7 is more conservative?

• more artistic? 1 or 9

Not sure about 9 but go 1!

• more athletic? 3 or 12

Give me a moment to laugh.

LOL.

Definitely 3. (In case you haven't figured, 12 is the indonesian one.)

• cooler? 5 or 10

5? lol.

• more creative? 2 or 11

I dunno.

• more fashionable? 6 or 7

Actually both aren't really? =D But Kenneth got taste.

• more likely to do a favor for me? 1 or 8

Equal. That's what i like. =D

• more loyal? 3 or 9

Equal again. Come one. I know nice people.

• more popular? 6 or 2

That depends on the school.

• more talkative? 5 or 11

No comment.

• more trustworthy? 10 or 12

Equal. It's nice to have good qualities.

• more useful? 7 or 4

Come one man. 7 is the MA of 3Jayria. Monitor's Assistant.

• nicer? 1 or 7

Equal. Both are VERY NICE.

• smarter? 2 or 8

2. IP rox.

• rather get stuck in handcuffs with? 3 or 9

3. Sorry s/o Bagharib. But i would not want to be in handcuffs IN THE FIRST PLACE.

• rather hang out with for a day? 4 or 10

4? 10 is fine too.

• rather live with? 5 or 11

5. Most likely that is.

• rather travel with? 6 or 12

12. He's wallet is heavier and bulkier.

• would i rather take shopping? 7 or 6

7. Sorry Kua.

• happier person? 1 or 12

1 claims he is pessimistic. And usually wealth=happiness for Singaporeans. So 12.

• more confident? 2 or 11

2?

• more entertaining? 3 or 10

3. But 10 is fine.

• would make a better father? 4 or 9

9. 4 will like kill the child.

• would make a better mother? 5 or 8

Sadly i did not include females. =D

• more well-mannered? 1 or 3

BOTH.

• more generous? 2 or 5

5? I'm not sure.

• crazier? 4 or 7

4 la.

• a better smile? 6 or 9

9. Clement loses here. =D

• better singer? 8 or 11

Never heard both sing.

• more outgoing? 10 or 12

Both?

• rather have dinner with? 6 or 7

7. Fine dining suits me.

• rather be trapped on a desert island with? 3 or 7

BOTH.

• can drink more? 11 or 4

Should be 4.

Alright this settles it. Shan't blog anymore. Happy with this.

And the ones in the quiz?

You're free to tag yourself.

=D

If you can't change them, don't bother. Forget it.

Should one accident negate all of one's past actions?

Let him be wrong so he'll learn right?

OR

Right him before he goes wrong?

CHOOSE.

Either its gonna hurt. SO what's the dilemma?

The human heart is.

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You know how television shows and movies always depict girls becoming princesses or what they want, and end up choosing to go back to their own lives?

Like Amanda Bynes 'What A Girl Wants', its a great show =D.

Like the korean series 'Gong: Ye Man Wang Fei' another splendid show.

Not everyone ends up like the 7 princesses of Disney.

Name them? Cinderella, Snow White, Ariel (Little Mermaid), Aurora (Sleeping Beauty), Mulan, Jasmine (Aladdin's) and Belle (Beast's)...

Face it. NO FAIRYTALES EXIST. Children's lies.

A glass slipper makes you live happily ever after? That will like profit glass-makers ALOT.

Fair like paper? That's alot of MONEY for plastic surgery.

ANd we obviously know being mute ain't gonna help much.

Being in slumber like whole of your life can't get you a hunk.

Women in army doesn't guarantee they'll meet guys. Worse, if they end up training the obese club. Bye chests, Hi MOOBS.

Being the daughter of a fat 'sultan' might get you a man, cos of your wealth. Try harder.

And which monster turns into a man?

Get my point?

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It's ironic how Singaporeans live.

Impatient like most of the time, horning on the roads just someone lags in driving, or cutting someone's lane when you have all the time in the world, in the end having to pay for damage fees cos your lousy driving skills just bumped the car's ass.

Yet so patient at freebie queues, food stalls that ridiculously make you wait an hour and a half... It's utter nonsense.

We are promoting 'Hua Yu Cool!', the other end maintaining our love for Singlish, foolishly thinking of it as an IDENTITY. Who recognises a country for having ugly sounding language? It's not like blabbering in French and sounding so SOPHISTICATED.

We are OXIDISING AGENTS NOW. Unknowing reducing ourselves and our nation. Like the First-Third World comparison people are FINALLY NOTICING even though i thought of that in Sec 1... First World Country, Third World People.

Nation?

Good joke.

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Inner beauty.

Back to this topic.

I truly admire inner beauty.

Its that purity that lies in only certain people.

Not the pseudo one that many fugly ugly people claim they have.

ITs that inner being that comes off so naturally, which people are so BLIND they FAIL TO SEE.

CRAP.

ANd im in bitch mode currently. Got motivated by a series of events, like Ms Sharma saying she will be a complete bitch tomorrow after the paper. I don't mind. Being mean is part of me.

Although i may have felt 'REMORSEFUL' over my comment at Danial. LOL. He's a strong one. It SHOULD bounce off.

Anyway i'll say what others say often to console people. lol

What doesn't KILL YOU ONLY makes you STRONGER.

Fine. What the heck. I'll be happy being mean.
We've got one life. How many lives can you choose to be who you are?

Like one?

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Give Paris a BREAK. And Lindsay. And Britney. And the other stars out there that have done nothing wrong to you yet you choose to discriminate them like that idiotic guy in you class. When the latter deserves it, while they don't.

'Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside'

'But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?'


-- Stars Are Blind

More like humans right. Dumber than that ant eating ant poison in your living room now.

'Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away'

-- Stickwitu

Come on LAR. Paris etc stars ae just people like you and me, and what they do are just amplified because of their status.

Our school is full of people like that. It's just that Paris is more famous. Luckier. Richer.

Especially since those people around harm you, and these stars don't, yet they get hundred times more 'hate' then people i refuse to mention that will only disgrace this blog.

Give her credit for her good points kay?

Paris is just like those rich spoilt useless brats.

Britney is just a lost mum. And got cheated countless of times.

Lindsay is just being herself.

What have they done wrong to get you to hate them?

Maybe not hate. But neither neutral.

Being famous is their fault now?

This is pure dumb.

Like the humans out there.

'Whine Brine'. (inside joke)

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It's great to have blogged agin. Pure blogging. No nonsense surveys that are there to keep people busy, i don't bother reading unless its short and interesting, and to use up space on the blog itself, i know my words are small, so make them BIGGER THAN...

Is it hollow up there?

LOL. =D

B.P.

Not baden powell, but rather a bimbo post day. Himbo actually. Felt like i needed to be nonsensical to relieve.

Today was really fun. Excluding the morning exams which i felt i done rather well. Maybe cos i was happy with my answers. Then Chem remedial with Lyana. Apparently they were cleaning the sewers today, so all our windows were shut. =D

Then went out with 3jayrians for lunch. In the end only 5 people went.
Nicholas(Chan), Andre, Charlton and Weng. Mac was good, although some were ripping teachers off at Swensens. Anyway played the smack-chilli game again. This time only Wen and me knew. So we got Nicholas to try. But then he only stretch his fingers out so i myself kana some also.

Then we were playing the usual lame games like Johnny Whoosh and Mary die stuff.

Himbo factor 1:
I love to sing on the overhead bridge. Especially when no one is on it. Only me. Then i'll sing carefree.

Try it. Its cool. Like so grand.

Oh, did you know Mac removed the Salad from its menu. Didn't know till today.

And i had to queue for toilets at Mac. Seriously ridiculous. It's like the Parkway one has this short one, obviously i can't reach, the normal one and the cubicle. So i had to wait like 2 mins just for the urinal.

And i was damn lame on my way home from Bio. Was dancing at the corridor to the flat. LOL. Cos ipod was playing Kuai Le Chong Bai.

And back to the afternoon. Had a lot of fun bitching about teachers with Sharma. But i shan't say much, to save her 'image'.

So monotonous today. And its official. I'm like hooked to facebook.

Go join! =D

No one has mooed my cow yet.

Pursue.

The Danial Thing that Yogi did... Tried...

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

Don't agree totally but i'll accept it. Letting go is hard. and i don't think i'll try, but circumstances change, i'll deal with it when it comes.

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Domination.

Expectations.

Selfishness.

Intolerance.

Emo.

Not the way a friendship cycle should turn out, and i don't think i'll go down it. Although others have, but i know how to jump off at expectations.

Still don't get it? Go figure.

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Attachment.

Friendship.

When true friendship enters, can you handle it?

I can. I will.

But the thing is, sometimes you have to make choices.

Choices that involve your friend and his welfare.

Which will test your maturity, friendship and logic.

Personal and work matters should never fuse. Otherwise choices are like hanging on a cliff.

Making the right choice depends on your level of thinking, and with relations to the karma cycle, or rather cause and effect.

I wouldn't mind sacrificing a friend if it benefits everyone in the end. It's just that sometimes people don't look far enough to see, the light at the end of the tunnel.

Setbacks and differences block the way. And they stop.

That's when relations break down terribly, hatred steps in.

Sometimes it leaves, sometimes it lingers. That's up to the person to choose.

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Aspirations.

It's really surprising for me to see others' ambitions and goals.

Like Han Ren. Whose aim is to get into the National Team for Tennis. He's close.

Which brought in this conversation that included Elton.

Cos Han Ren said during the holidays he will train hard. And won't do anything else.

So naturally i assumed and Elton agreed that his schedule will be like:
Breakfast train train train train Lunch train train train train Dinner

And guess what? He said yes.

Elton and I were stunned. We thought it was insane to do that.

He said no. He was getting near to his dream and he will try his best.

Good Luck!

Then we got into the discussion of brawn and brains. Where i told him he might as well quit school and just train. He was like 'Why not?' i think.

So i asked,"got muscle no brain cannot what? Get hit by the ball then forget everything alrdy." With Elton's background laughter.

Then he said,"Not necessary mah."

Anyway i wish him luck in his dream. At least he has a goal.

Many out there don't have one. Neither do I. To each his own, to each his pace.

We're constantly working, but for what?

We're constantly studying, for what?

Which brings me to Weng Keong's Art Project that concerned life and death.

He gave out O'Level result slips with 8 straight As.

On top it wrote that this guaranteed a life of happiness etc.

And Ms Tang was like,"This cannot be my daughter's! My daughter will take 11 subjects. Wrong already!"

But back to the point.

Reality. Does it really guarantee?

Are we really doing it because we want to, or because we have to?

Again, to each his own. What about you?

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I decided to embark on writing a graduation song based on Vitamin C's Graduation. Will just change the lyrics and apply to myself and those around me. Maybe it will be played next year? LOL.

Chinese Paper today. Apparenty many found it tough. Me? Not so. It was just slightly harder than the last. Unless my concept is wrong. But CaoJF is sly. Answers for each question were all over the passage and had to be linked.

Well, English and SS tomorrow.

Good luck to myself for SS!!!

A Journey Down Hiatus Lane? Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

I got stuff to say but exam period doesn't seem to be a right time for blogging.

Took this off Zeng An's blog since i was mentioned. lol.
And since its not a tagging thing means the names can repeat. =D

List 12 people and answer the questions!

1. Zeng An
2. Kwan Wei
3. Irsyad
4. Danial
5. Kenneth
6. Weng Keong
7. Xiu Qi
8. Yogi
9. Nicolas
10. Linus
11. Muyao
12. Ziyad

1. Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11?
Tough choice. Both? =D

2. Do you think 4 is hot?
He would. Obviously no. =)

3. 12 sends 8 on a mission. What will it be?
They don't know each other, and most probably it will be to get Rey Mysterio's underwear or something.

4. What is or would be 9's favorite book?
I have no idea. Lol. Sorry.

5. Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6,
They don't know each other.

6. For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should (s)he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
He don't know 10, doubt he'll go with 9.

7. 2, 7, and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
One knows both. So he'll be the centre of attention.

8. 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
One will win while the other is oblivious?

9. If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would (s)he get it back?
8 seems to have alot of possessions. Fight! Fight!

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
Stevenson Dreams. =D

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
I have no idea...

12. If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
Juts talking and walking. Simple and good enough.

13. If you could command 8 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
All the assets to me please!

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
11 is from AEP, but question is awfully weird.

15. If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
He knows neither. But should be about the same. =D

16. What might 10 shout while charging into battle?
HIYAA! In fact alot of things. Ask him.

17. If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?
I am cow, hear me moo, i am twice as fat as you....

18. 1, 6, and 10 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant.
Doubt 10 will. BUt 1 and 6 will click!

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?
Err...

20. What would 5 most likely be arrested for?
Failing Chemistry!

21. What is 6's secret?
OMG... o.0

22. If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
9, cos he won something from the SMRT challenge!

23. What would 1 most likely give to 7 on his/her birthday?
They happen to share birthdays. =D

24. "1 and 9 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4's sinister secret organization. 11 volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that 11 is actually a spy for 4. Meanwhile, 4 has kidnapped 12 in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5, they seek out 3, who gives them what they need to complete their quest. What title would you give this fic?
To simplify matters, rephrase:
"Zan and Nicolas reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by Danial's sinister secret organization. Muyao volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that Muyao is actually a spy for Danial. Meanwhile, Danial has kidnapped Ziyad in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of Kenneth, they seek out Irsyad, who gives them what they need to complete their quest.

A Series of Unexpected Events: Singapore Edition. =D

25. If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?
8. I guess 7 is afraid too. =D

Should make up own quizzes also. That's cool. But after exams.

Free publicity: JOIN FACEBOOK! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING! =D

Time

'I’ve got to move on, and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way'

-- Gotta Go My Own Way by Vanessa Hudgens ft. Zac Efron.

Its a damn bloody good song i tell you. And you had better agree. Or else f*** you.

LOL. Just imitating this quote of some newspaper which had said something similar about a book entitled: A Million Little Pieces. I think, that is. And Weng Keong was like, 'You see ah, all hese write so long but don't make sense. Then this one so short but so cool la.'

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Time. Comes. Stays? Goes.

Before each second said hi, they are like a few seconds gone.

It flies. Or rather, it shoots off.

Sad thing, but that's reality. And people have adapted to living second by second, some wasted away, some are really precious moments.

Time and tide waits for no man. 5.30pm 28th Sep 07. Soon it will be the first paper. Mother Tongue. Are you prepared for this endless barrage of tests/exams? You might live, but you may not survive the after effects.

Sad. Yes.

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Favouritism.

21st century.

Young and strong.

Does it justify itself?

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Courtesy. And other Singaporeans'.

First World Singapore with Third World ethics and standards.

Tissue-choping skills.

Loudhailer mobile talks.

Pui-on-the-floor morals.

Uniquely Kiasu.

Mind Your Own Business.

First come first serve, best public demonstrations.

High-class competitiveness. Child MUST ALWAYS do better than that child next door.

RI cannot, HC also can. VS last option.

Free This. Free That. Freebies!

Queue. Queue. OI! Don't CUT QUEUE LAR!

Come on LAH. This the KORMMUNITEE we want meh? We can do better LOR. Singlish, aiyah can change, can change. Wait long can change. Sure can one nah.

First World Singapore. Third World Singaporeans.

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Shipwreck.

Help.

You are stuck on this ridiculous island.

You make a house out of the tree leaves.

You sleep.

You go out to hunt.

You come back.

You see your 'house' in flames.

You cry.

You sleep.

You wake up.

You see a ship.

You see a captain.

You ask,'How did you know i was here?'

He says,'Didn't you make that smoke signal and fire?'

Blessings in disguise.

Uncover them.

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Exams.

3 days.

Mugging.

Till the state of numbness.

Are you sure you remembered that?

Shoot. What was i studying?

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First time in social networking sites.

Never tried Friendster. But now there's facebook.

Couldn't resist. Especially when i see people joining. Feed my TauHu please! LOL.

facebook Rocks.

No doubt. Remember to add me. =D

Careful. There's a sheep flying your way.

OUCH.

Told you so.

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Hiatus lurks. I'll keep it at bay.

Mugging doesn't rhyme with blogging. Unless i blog notes, and facts etc.

That would like kill my blog.

And people. I wouldn't mind you advertising this blog. =D

Tag please. And link! =D

Good luck again for your exams!!!

Sorry seems to be the hardest word. But it has to be said.

Lim Qing Wei Shervin - a scoop of flirting - 2 teaspoons of wealth - 1/4 cup of sexiness Combine all stirring until smooth.

'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com

[]|[]||[][]|[]|BarCode[]||[]|[][]|| says:
my current mc covers me till 11th october

--==:: So much for perspective? ::==-- says:
so its less

[]|[]||[][]|[]|BarCode[]||[]|[][]|| says:
but of course i can request for more

--==:: So much for perspective? ::==-- says:
...

Key:
Barcode - Vincent
So... - Me

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Hate. Revenge. Discrimination.

Acts of Victorians?

Vulgarities. Fights. Truancy.

Victorian tradition?

Are you referring to the right Victoria School?

The 'fine' instituition in Siglap Link?

Yes.

Not surprised?

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Times are changing.

Progress is needed, now more than ever, to 'save' what tradition has developed.

Tradition must be upheld. But isn't it time to start new traditions? What must be kept should be kept. What can be changed should be changed.

We can't stay stagnant and say 'One day. VS will reach greater heights. One day.'

When will that day come?

We need to revise what we have done, and reassess the situation. Maintaining is not good enough. Minimal improvement should not be a call for celebration.

The boards have to work, as one, no doubt. But we need more than just participation. We need commitment, passion, involvement, to fulfill what has been discussed and realise what has been envisioned.

Less but FULLY COMMITTED people is much better than More but UNINTERESTED people.

Those who are unwilling, from any of the 3 boards, to participate in the initiatives to come, perhaps it is better to let others know earlier. It is not a time for 'dillydallying'. The moment the HMT O's are gone, it shall be full speed ahead to accomplish our hopes for VS.

So please, if you have no interest, or lack commitment, inform the liaisons for LEAD! It would help alot. No one will blame you or anything. We would be glad you had informed earlier.

And bloggers of the BOARDS, it would be great to copy this and post it. Thanks.

There will be much more than LEAD! to worry for. You must be prepared.

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[Lyana] I don't understand how come your class so good, then always i must write report via email for some of you.

...some conversation...

[Someone] So mdm, you prepare a student report for everyone in this class then just send la.
[Lyana] Ya just cut and paste then change name right.

Mugging wars commenced a long time ago.
Evrywhere piles of notes and books block people from your view.
People getting serious by the minute.

Well, its full steam ahead for the EOYs.

Here's a good luck to everyone for the EOYs! =D

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Well, there are many mistakes people make in life. There are many chances given. THere are many apologies. And it takes a real person to admit his/her mistake. Great men have done so, why not me? =D

Yes, if anyone is wondering who 'Screams From Hell' is, the one who tagged at Bingyu's blog, that's me. Rash mistakes i made, to people i have offended out there, i am sorry.

But more importantly, if Bingyu is reading this, I am sorry to have caused any emotional hurt towards you, and i apologise now for the mistake i have made. I have learnt my lesson, and let this not affect the relations between MC and PB, i suppose they have many years of working together in the future.

Last but not least, Sorry again.

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It's funny how life twists, the big wheel of 'fortune' spins, maybe not funny, tragic and unexpected fits better.

How everyone's life story is shaped so differently from another, how similarities no longer seem similar.

It must be tiring Up There drafting these stuff, or we could just be characters in this 'heavenly' video game, where currently my player is making me blog in front of this screen.

And somewhere else, someone else too.

It's like Sims: Earth edition.

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Shall start getting people to link me. Publicity stunts might work LOL.

Till then, Happy Mugging! =D

For once, i shall be shameless and say PLEASE TAG.

[Andre] So mdm is that a GIONIC compound? eh Giant Ionic...
[Lyana] Yah, very good Andre, mix both words and get gionic...

*burning smell*
[Lyana] So the metallic bonds, the electrons are like glue... EH I'm not burning! I'm not burning leh. I'm not burning! At first say i smell then later say i burning...
[Class]*laughter*

She is SOO Random. LOL.

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Tired. Sick. Emo. Bad combo.

People all around who don't see importance nowadays, or rather place less important stuff at the tip of the iceberg, showing the outside world their flaws and foolishness.

And you sitting infront of this screen now may and can ask,

'Who am i to judge?'

Well i can say what i want to say, do what i want to do as long as i don't harm others. I have, but i do know the meaning of change.

Talk is cheap. Salive is worthless. Action is far louder. Much more than OM Chia's loudhailer.

But at the end of the day, winners proceed, losers fall behind, thats the cycle right?

How fate sits pretty like a vase up there, dishing out luck and misfortunes, some refer to it as karma, others say its prayer.

You can go on believing your UP THEREs, religion is a sensitive topic.

Out there, people are supporting PAP endlessly, the other end people are desperate to kick Bush and Bian. Politics too, is a sensitive issue, only if you are intellectual enough to get it.

On the other hand, sexual issues are striking the world. Gay rights, AIDS campaigns, sex is sensitive too.

What's all that sensitivity about?

What you don't know doesn't kill you? Bull.

Sensitivity.

And what are the issues at hand?

Your life, your academics.

The latter is all the toot you do in order for you to 'save' this world we're living in. Adaptation and all.

EOYs, O'Levels, they have reduced teens to nothing more than a bunch of hard disks, only some with lesser storage.

And do we just want to be hard disks? Suit yourself.

Revolutionary.

For that to happen, adequate sensitivity to issues around us matters. Over-reacting is overboard.

Or maybe others think i'm under-reacting.

At least im not 'noble'.

I still care.

But human nature tells me to care for things that matter to me. The world? Please take a queue number.

Shall we continue saving this 'at stake' fine instituition? For what we used to believe in? Will that stand as standards, reputations and relations shatter upon the cold hard ground of reality?

That's my question for you.

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See past that pseudo character.
Expose that pretentious identity.
What are humans trying to do?

Psychatrists, counsellors, they do facts.
Its not as if they really understand and know how to guide the complex mind. They are but constantly applying facts and theory to people.

We are not plasticine, neither do we follow a certain 'mould'.
No two minds are identical. neither will the lock-and-key hypothesis work here.

Trying to unravel the brain.

More like attempting to forcefully pry open thoughts like a can-opener for pearls in oysters. We are trying too hard, perhaps?

'Some secrets need to be kept.
Some stories should never be told.
Some reasons shouldn't be understood.
They just might turn you blood cold.'

See what i mean?

Keep on going, Mdm Tasmine.
You might understand someday.
But now, continue swimming in hypothesis.
Eventually, you'll get here.

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It's sad to see that when some people are progressing in understanding, some are literally backwards or stagnant.

Communication barriers step in.
Relations' obctacles are added.
Lack of communication and understanding. Bad move.

But let nature take its course.

'Whatever will be, will be. Que Sera Sera.'

Do not push, force, control.

Mayurity is no weapon, but a responsibilty.

Its the task of guiding others towards it.
Those who have, teach.
Those who don't, learn.

Those who don't toot toot give a damn,

Continue being yourselves.

Pathetic. Again thats my opinion. Can't help those who are offended or insulted.

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Emo hits the spot. Shields you from everything else unimportant. Reveals the truth.

The shy, cold, timid truth. It can kill and save lives. Fickle.

But i'm glad for it being a reliable revealer.

If you know how to interpret it.

People who use emo for no rhyme or reason, insults the inner beauty of it.

They can make you or break you.

Using emotions as a weapon is bad, but effective. 50/50 chance.

Take the risk? Plunge into the seemingly shallow waters?

Bring a life buoy.

Lest you drown in sorrow.

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Tears.

Strength or weakness?

Both.

It shows that you have emotions.
It shows that you have a heart.

It shows your flaws and weaknesses.
It shows your fears.

Crying.

Relieves truckloads of stress. Much better than dealing personal, physical damage.

I care about my body. And i don't intend to become a doctor or surgeon, no point for practicals.

I'm happy myslef.

Now we know who aspires to be a surgeon... Kudos to that vicechair!

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Pride. One of Seven.

The one that deals the damage of ignorance and embarassment.

Too little too weak. Too much too foolish.

Whats the right concentration?

Titrating success and glory. Along with the scientist's character.

Sometimes the success solution is confused with the ignorance formula, or the pirated pride formula.

Stop wasting or misusing chemicals.

Lest you get blown up by over-pride.

What you lose will not be yourself.

But everything you hold dear.

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Forgive sounds good.
Forget im not sure i could.
They say time heals everything.
I'm still waiting.

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Letting go.

It brings clarity.

It gives a whole lot more than enduring the hardships of being 'over-gravitise' with burdens.

The trick is timing.

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I can't step into the circle.
Not because i don't want to.
Its because i'm not allowed.

Neither will i step in now.
It pricks me everytime i try.
And even when i don't try.

I'm better off in my previous and 'always will be' circle.
Always better.
Forever better.

Natures.
Characters.
Time.
Acceptance.
Understanding.
It all coexists.

Water doesn't mix with oil.
Fire never goes with water.
Strangers don't just blend into circles.

I can only cherish what i have.
I shall never expect more or demand more.
Contentment proves its worth.

Everyone is entitled to their own rights.
What about fairness?
What's clarity?
It all vanishes when relations step in.

It all ends here.

I need strength that true friends can provide. Now more than ever.

Gomennasai for everything
Gomennasai, I know I let you down
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now...