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Becoming a Global Hero

As usual I'm a few weeks late in blogging about this, but earlier in the month I had the opportunity to run the Medtronic Twin Cities Marathon 10 Miler as a Medtronic Global Hero. The team was made up of 25 runners who all had implantable medical devices, and despite the various medical challenges we faced, were able to complete distance races. The medical conditions ranged from diabetes to heart conditions to Parkinson's to hydrocephalus. Hydrocephalus being the condition that I suffered from prior to having my shunt implanted to help relieve the pressure of fluid building up in my brain because of my brain tumor.
 
 
 
 
The weekend was amazing. We were treated like VIPs, Medtronic is an incredible company, Minneapolis and St. Paul were beautiful, and it was so great to get a chance to meet and spend the weekend with a group of runners that I had something special in common with. As the saying of the team goes, "a diagnosis didn't end the run". I found myself getting emotional many times over the course of this weekend, and I went from almost crying in my pre-race interview to full on crying during my post race interview. I'm starting to cry just thinking about it! I'll let these pictures tell the story of the weekend.
 
 
Schedule of a Busy Weekend
 
 
Medtronic Headquarters Tour

 
Cerebral Shunts Similar to Mine
(the four little pieces on the shelf)
 
 
Award Luncheon with Medtronic - Hold the Cheese!
 
 
Hydrocephalus Caused by Brain Cancer
 
 
Global Heroes Award We All Received
 
 
Performance by Roger Frisch
(Remember the recent news story about the  man who played
the violin during brain surgery? He was on our team!)
 
 
Medtronic Global Heroes Swag
 
 
 Selfie Selfie with David
 
 
Friday Dinner with My Wisconsin Carlson Family
 
 
 Global Heroes Team Photo on Saturday
 
 
Team Photo with our Boxing Kangaroos!
(gift from our Australian team mate)
 
 
Team Huddle
 
 
Packet Pickup - We Had Our Own Section!
 
 
Girls on the Run!
 
 
Race Morning- Layered in Under Armour


New Shwings Are Ready to Fly!


Me & My Favorite Race Partner


Pre-Race Group Huddle


Put your right shwing in, put your right shwing out...


Getting Ready to Run


I didn't take any pictures along the way....


Approaching the Finish Line


We Did It! First Race Together in 3 Years


37F at the Start, 41F at the Finish - BRRR!
 
 
Race Signs at the Heroes Tent at the Finish


Post Race Celebration


 
 
The weekend went by in a blur and I was sad that it had to end so soon. Being on this team was an amazing experience, and I have a lot of respect and admiration for Medtronic for putting together a team like this to bring us all together and help us celebrate the challenges we've been through. I'm so glad I had to chance to meet everyone on the team and wish we had been able to spend more time together.  We've all been keeping in touch on facebook so who knows, maybe a reunion race will be in the future!
 
 
 
 

2 Year Cancerversary

Last Sunday on September 21st I celebrated my two year cancerversary. I'm not quite sure if it's actually a day to celebrate though. Sure, I have survived cancer for two years and feel great each day, but that day in 2012 was a horrible devastating day, and it's strange to feel like each time that date comes around on the calendar it's means for celebration. I'm also only 36 so celebrating having lived from 34 to 36 doesn't seem quite right either. David and I talked a lot about the meaning of the date and I think for me its a reference point to look back on to compare how far I've come in that time.
 
 
Cancerversary Dinner at Cowboy Star
 
 
In the past two years a lot has happened, both with cancer and with the rest of my life. On the cancer side since diagnosis I went through brain surgery, 6 weeks of radiation with low dose chemo, 12 months of 5 day cycles of high dose chemo, and endless blood tests, MRIs and doctors appointments. And of course the never ending bills that are associated with all of that. Ugh. On the personal side of life I've changed jobs, gotten married, moved, seen the Glam Runner business explode (thanks Tutugate!), and have continued to run, race, ran three more marathons, and even completed my first half Ironman.
 
 
Finally a Half Ironwoman!
 
 
These past two years have gone quickly, and it's really hard to believe sometimes that I'm living with cancer and feel perfectly fine. Not that I want to feel sick, but sometimes I really can't believe that I can feel perfectly healthy, have no side effects, carry on with a normal active life ... and yet I have something inside my body that is trying to kill me.
 
I'm trying to do what I can to stay healthy and positive, and the most recent thing that David and I have done is enroll in the 8-week Natural Healing and Cooking program through UCSD's Center for Integrative Medicine. I saw a doctor there recently who specializes in treating cancer patients from a whole body perspective. Diet, lifestyle, activity, etc. I really believe that all of these factors play into the prevention and treatment of disease, and with little in my control right now with my brain cancer and no cure on the horizon, I feel that this is the least I can do and the best I can do.
 
 
Natural Healing & Cooking
 
 
My cancerversary falls on the same weekend as the San Diego Brain Tumor Foundation 5K oddly enough, and last year and this year I had a group of friends join me in the race as Team Mokie. It was great to see everyone out there running and walking in their tutus, and I really appreciate everyone who came out to support me.
 

 Team Mokie 2014


My Fave Running Partner


Unicorn Running Team


My Awesome Oncologist

 
A few days after the 5K I had my next MRI, and the Baizes were nice enough to continue their tradition of meeting David and I for dinner before I headed in for my scan. The weeks, days, and hours leading up to an MRI are filled with anxiety, and having a fun distraction is always welcome.
 
 
Pre-MRI Dinner Tradition
 
 
Good news - but my MRI looks great! My tumor is still stable when compared to my previous MRI, and better than that when we compared it to a MRI from earlier last year you could see significant shrinkage in some areas! I can now relax again for a few months until my next MRI, and can go back to appreciating feeling healthy and symptom free.
 
This weekend David and I are heading to Minneapolis for the Medtronic Marathon 10 miler, and later this month I'll be rappelling down the side of the Manchester Grand Hyatt again to help raise money for brain cancer research trough ABC2's Over the Edge event. Want to support me? You can donate here.
 
 
Last Long Run
 
 
Here's to two years of living life to the fullest, and many more years to come.
 
 
 
 

Upcoming Events

Over the next month or so I have a number of events coming up that should be pretty fun. First up is the San Diego Brain Tumor Foundation 5K. This race falls on a meaningful weekend for me, and I'm happy to have a group of friends joining me for the walk again as part of Team Mokie.
 
 
Team Mokie 2013 
 
 
Last year this race fell on the same weekend that I had to run 20 miles in preparation for the Long Beach Marathon, so a group of us ran 10 miles before the 5K, ran the 5K, and then ran 7 miles after. Fortunately, this weekend has nothing crazy like that planned, and I only expect to be tutu-ing around for 3.1 miles on Saturday.
 
This coming weekend is a big weekend for me since it is my 2-year cancerversary. I was diagnosed with brain cancer on September 21, 2012, a day I will never forget. Instead of mourning the day/weekend its nice to have a fun activity planned to celebrate two years of living life to the fullest.
 
Early next month David and I will be heading to Minneapolis to run the Twin Cities Medtronic Marathon 10 Miler. Yes! I was able to talk David into another distance event with me!
 
 
Medtronic 10 Miler Course
 
 
I was recently honored with becoming a part of the Medtronic Global Heroes team, a team of 24 runners from around the world who are living with an implantable medical device. As a benefit of the team they are flying David and I out to Minneapolis for the weekend where we will take part in a number of group events in addition to the race. As part of the PR leading up to the event I did an interview with Fox News about the event, my running, and living with cancer. The full interview can be found here.
 
 
Fox 5 Interview

 
 At the end of October I have another event, but not a running one. This year I will take part in Accelerate Brain Cancer Cure's Over the Edge fundraiser for the second year in a row. This event involves rappelling 365 feet down the side of the Manchester Grand Hyatt, the highest building along the San Diego waterfront. Its terrifying, but fun.
 
 
Over the Edge 2013
 
 
 
 
If you'd like to support my fundraising for Over the Edge you can do so here, and see a recap and my video from last year here. Thank you in advance for your support!
 
 
 

Barb's Race - My First 70.3

This recap is three weeks late but hey, better late than never! Three weeks ago I crossed something off my bucket list ... I did my first half-Ironman! Ironman's are technically a brand of race so this race is more officially referred to as a 70.3, the distance you cover between swimming (1.2 miles), biking (56 miles), and running (13.1 miles). Back in 2012 when I was training for the Marine Corps Marathon my plan was to complete marathons #19 and #20 in 2012, and then do my first 70.3 in 2013. Well, life had other plans and brain cancer entered the picture right before marathon #19, so I didn't get through #19 and #20 until 2013, and now this year was the year to do a 70.3. I chose Barb's Race because it was a women's only event which I find to be less intimidating, it was up in Napa which gave me an excuse to go home to San Francisco, and the swim was in the calm Russian River which seemed to be a lot more pleasant than the dirty and choppy ocean water that San Diego has to offer.
 
Race Prep
To prepare for the race I created a bare-bones training plan that had me working out about six times a week - a very light training schedule compared to the 8-10 workouts a week most plans I found online suggested. I travel a lot for work and had a number of other personal trips planned so in the three months that I was training I actually only ended up getting in about four workouts a week, sometimes six, and sometimes only two. Over the course of my three month training period I was out of town NINE times! Oh well, I worked around it the best I could. The weakest leg of a triathlon for me is definitely the swim, so earlier in the year I found a swim coach and started working out with her once a week when I was in town to improve my technique and work on my endurance. Having a swim coach is great! I loved showing up, being told what to do, having someone critiquing my form, and constantly being encouraged. It made me think that I should get a running coach too or go back to having a personal trainer. If only money was no object...


Last Workout With My Swim Coach
 

Race Weekend
Since the race was up in the Bay Area and we needed to take my bike David and I decided to drive and take the dogs with us. We were going to be staying in Santa Rosa at Christina's mom's house for the weekend, which was about 30 minutes from the race start, along with Thu and Barb who were also doing the race . We got up at 3:30am Friday morning to head north and were fortunately passing through LA early enough to miss rush hour traffic.


Mika Photobomb!
 
 
Race Expo
After having lunch (and finally finding a David Coke!) I went to the expo with Barb and Thu to pick up my bib, attend the mandatory pre-race info session, and to set up my run gear. Unlike all of the other triathlons I've done where you ride in and out of the same location, this race had to bike out of one location near the swim exit and bike into a different location miles away where you'd start the run. Because of this we had to set-up our T2/run gear near the finish line on Friday and leave it overnight.
 
 
Not A Monika Coke In Sight....
 
 
 
As we walked around the expo I started to get really nervous about the race as I realized how hot it was. I checked the weather on my phone and it was 97F!! It was supposed to be a bit cooler the next day but not by much. I was also going to be out on the course for 7-8 hours so the run would end up finishing right at the peak temperatures for the day. Yuck.


The Day Before


Gear Is Ready To Go
 

 
Race Morning
The race didn't start until 8:30am which meant we all got to "sleep-in" until 6am. The San Francisco Marathon in comparison which was the same weekend and I was missing for the first time in five years ... sniff sniff ... starts at 5:30am. Brutal. We got down to the race pretty early and set up our bikes and hung out until our wave started. It was only in the mid-50s at the start but you could tell it was going to be a warm day. I was pretty nervous waiting for the swim to start since that is my weakest leg, and just kept telling myself that as long as I made it through the swim I was going to finish the race.


I Love This Guy


Getting Ready To Race


The Swim
Our time to start finally rolled around and we were in the water. I swam a few practice strokes (great warm-up huh?) and was instantly shocked by the fresh water. Swimming in the ocean and having salty water hitting your mouth is a constant shock to me. While this water was green and murky and looked almost as dirty as San Diego bay water, in comparison it tasted as fresh as tap water! I couldn't believe it. I loved it!


Barb's Race Swim Course


When the race started I was immediately passed by any faster people behind me and tried to ignore them and settle into a comfortable pace. I could tell that I was swimming slower than most of the women in my age group but I didn't care. For the first time in a triathlon I wasn't having anxiety, and I attribute that to the fresh water and the fact that there wasn't seaweed hitting me in the water periodically making me freak out thinking that some creature was touching me. After feeling like I was swimming for what felt like forever I finally saw the turnaround point. Finally! But wait, nope ... it was several buoys farther. After making it to the turnaround and realizing I was half done I was elated. I happened to see Barb at the turnaround and we gave each other a hug before heading back.


The Russian River


The Bike
When I finally reached the shore and got out of the water I must have been smiling ear to ear and thought to myself wow! I'm going to do this! I ran over to transition to change out of my wetsuit, ran my wetsuit over to David to take back to the car so we wouldn't have to return to this transition area since I'd be biking into a location miles away, got my bike and headed out onto the bike course.


Barb's Race Bike Course


The bike course went through miles and miles of vineyards which I had heard was beautiful. A few months prior I had run the Napa Valley Marathon which also ran through wine country and while the vineyards were pretty for a few miles, I found the scenery to be repetitive and dull. This wasn't the case on the bike. Maybe because we were covering so much distance and seeing so many more wineries? Or maybe because it was a beautiful sunny day compared to the gloomy rainy day we had during the marathon.


All Smiles On The Bike


I had completed a 67 mile bike race a few months prior and knew that I could make it through the distance on the bike but was afraid that at some point I was going to get sick of biking. Usually 20-30 miles into a long bike ride I'm on cloud nine thinking about how I should try biking 100 miles someday. Then I get to miles 40-50 and I am just sick of sitting on the bike and can't get done with the ride fast enough. I must have been high on endorphins on race day because the bike ride never got boring for me and went by quickly. I loved cruising around the turns and past the vineyards and up and down little hills. There were only two bigger hills, the last of which I thought I might need to walk up at one point, but before I knew it the bike leg was done.


The Run
After getting through the swim and the bike, I knew I'd finish this race! I could run a half marathon in my sleep! Well ... within the first mile of the run I realized that while I'd be able to cover the distance, it wouldn't be easy. It was SO HOT out. OMG. I bumped into Tara during transition and we ran together for a bit before separating, and then I bumped into Barb a little further into the course. We ran together for a while before I needed a walk break, and in true Barb fashion (Bad Ass Running Buddy) she stopped to walk with me. We stayed together for the rest of the run and alternated between walking and running. At one point Tara caught up to us and the three of us walked and ran together.


Barb's Race Run Course


The course was two out and back loops (which I hate - oh there's the finish line! nope, not yet) which I found to be torturous, but it did give us the opportunity to see everyone cheering for us at the finish. At several of the aid stations there were people with cups of ice that they'd pour down your shirt to keep you cool. I probably had this done six or seven times on the course, and wow did it feel good!


Running With Barb


Running With My Two BARBs


An eternity later we finally approached the end of the run course. Before the race I had set a goal for myself of finishing in 7 - 7 1/2 hours, and I couldn't believe that even with all of the walking we had done we were going to make that. I had joked with Tara earlier that if we were going to finish together we should all hold hands. As we came into the finish chute she asked "hold hands?" which I gladly accepted. They put up the finish banner for each person who ran through which made you feel like you were winning the race as you 'broke' the finish line tape. We won! Not really, but thank goodness it was over. This was my slowest half marathon ever by far, but one of the most rewarding moments crossing the finish line. Best yet, I crossed with  my two friends who each ran a marathon with me last year during chemo. 


Approaching The Finish


We Won!!


Our other friend Catalina had finished before us and our friend Thu was just behind us so we waited around in the finish area until we could cheer her in. When we were all together again at the finish mass picture taking ensued. Hey, we had to, we all had cute matching tri outfits.


San Diego Ladies


GOTRSD Rocks


Love This Sign


Hilarious

 
Official Finish Times

 
Post Race
After the race we went back to shower and change and headed out for some food. We had Chevy's for dinner and an early bedtime since I was exhausted, and the next morning we drove down to San Francisco to have breakfast with my dad before hitting the road back to San Diego. Looking back on the race I had a great time and would love to do it again. When? I'm not sure. These races are expensive and there are only two in San Diego which both have ocean swims which I really don't think I can handle. There are a lot of other 70.3's which are in lakes but they require travel. For now I'm going to relax a bit and maybe get back into calmer sports like yoga and paddle boarding and enjoy this accomplishment. Is a full Ironman in my future? NO WAY. I could barely train enough for this race and can't even imagine how I'd find twice as much time to workout. Training bike rides of 80-100 miles also sound like torture. Unlike the marathon, in this case I think a half is just good enough for me.




 
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